Title:
Author: Jaya
Rating: FRAO
Classification: Nathan and Kristin romance NC-17
Archive: tayryn’s tower
Disclaimer: They belong to
Amblin. I’m just borrowing them for a
while. They will be returned much
happier
Summary: An alternate reality where Nathan Bridger and Kristin
Westphalen meet in the December days before the Japanese attack on Pearl
Harbor, 1941.
Notes: This story picks up just a few months after Part two ended
and completes the story.
~*~*~*~*~
Nathan dropped his duffel bag and deftly snagged the football that came floating his way, his mind briefly touching on a previous football game. A smile lit up his face as he remembered the way his wife’s body felt beneath his when he accidentally tackled her. Of course Kristin hadn’t been his wife then…
Several
loud shouts broke his brief remembrance and he saw his goddaughter Ginny’s
fiancée racing toward him, yelling for him to throw the ball. Nathan surveyed the scene briefly then, with
a wink at the young man bearing down on him, threw a long but perfect pass to
the older man standing behind the young mob heading toward him, howling all the
way. Bill Noyce grabbed the ball neatly
and took off toward the designated goal line, in the opposite direction from most
of the other players. The mob howled
louder and turned, pouring on the speed to run the man down but Bill had too
much of a head start and crossed the line to score.
Nathan
grabbed his bag and moved to the railing of the back porch, hoisting himself over
as Bill extended his hands in the classic touchdown sign. A slight scream escaped Janet’s mouth before
she realized who her unexpected visitor was and she rushed to greet him. They shared a hug as young David huffed his
way over to the deck.
“Captain! Why didn’t you throw the ball
to me? I was standing right there!”
“Rank
before youth, my friend. You don’t have
the power to bust me. The Admiral
does. I didn’t like being an ensign.”
“I
always knew you had a modicum of intelligence buried somewhere inside that
thick skull covered by all that unnecessary hair.” Bill sputtered as he fell
into a chair and grabbed a glass of lemonade.
“Hey! Am I not the guy who just saved your
ass? Show a little respect please!”
Nathan replied as his eyes scanned the porch in search of one certain person.
“Captain. It’s good to have you
home.” Nathan was distracted by the
greeting from his new stepson-in-law.
“You
don’t know how glad I am to be home, Ben. And we’re off duty… its Nathan. Are Cynthia and Teddy here?”
“They’ve
gone shopping with Ginny. They will be
back later. Teddy will be thrilled to
see you.”
“I’m
betting that Teddy’s grandma will be even more thrilled. Speaking of that lovely lady…”
“I
guess your mail is probably being delivered right now… so you haven’t gotten
your letter.”
“Letter…
what letter? Is something wrong?”
Janet
smiled. “You know that we would have
gotten in contact if something was wrong.
The letter tells you that Kristin isn’t staying with us anymore. She boug…”
“Where
the hell is she? She doesn’t need to be
on her own. She’s almost eight months
pregnant for god’s sake!”
“Nathan! Kristin isn’t stupid and she isn’t on her
own. The Rutledges next door were
transferred so Kristin took their house.
She’s only a few feet away if she needs us but the two of you have a
little more privacy and we have a little less noise in the middle of the
night. I’ve been helping her paint the
nursery.”
“She
took… she moved? Isn’t that a decision
we should have made together?”
Janet
raised an eyebrow at him. “You weren’t
exactly available to consult and she had to make a decision very quickly. She and Bill discussed it… Bill thought it
was a sound idea so Kristin asked and was rewarded. She said that if you didn’t like the house
the two of you could always find something else when you were back to stay. Don’t you dare be angry with her!”
Nathan
held his hands out appeasingly. “I’m not
angry. I’m just surprised. I was always the one who had to take care of
things like that… before.”
“I
think that she’s taking a nap at the moment.
She worked the early shift at the hospital and she needs a lot of rest
now. She’s going to come join us for
dinner but I do happen to know that she left the back door unlocked.”
Nathan
grinned and bent to grab his bag.
“Leave
it here. I’ll take care of your
clothes. Go see your wife… but she needs
her rest…”
“Yes, ma’am!” Nathan executed a smart salute to Janet before leaping over the porch
rail and taking off at a run.
“Don’t
you dare wake her up!” Janet’s voice echoed after him.
Nathan
tested the back door carefully, pushing it open and peering around the facing
into the strange kitchen. He’d visited
the home once while the Rutledges lived there and he
struggled to recall the floor plan as he explored.
The
house wasn’t as large as Bill and Janet’s but it was spacious and airy. He eyed the strange furniture and decided
that the previous owners must have left most of their larger pieces. Then his
eyes came to rest on the brown ceramic teapot sitting on the stove, Kristin’s
favorite.
“Kristin? Honey?” Nathan
called softly but received no answer.
He
climbed the stairs and began venturing into the bedrooms on the upper
floor. One bedroom was obviously
intended to be the guestroom from the nice yet generic décor. The next room, the nursery, brought a smile
to Nathan’s face. Kristin’s touch was
obvious. A colorful mural had been
painted on one wall and Nathan recognized the scene as the lagoon from the
island they spent over a month marooned on. A crib stood ready and waiting for
occupation and various toys were sprinkled around the room. He wrinkled his nose at the large pile of
bright white diapers on the shelf of the changing table.
The
next few doors revealed the upstairs bathroom, a storage closet and the stairs
to what Nathan presumed was the attic.
Finally he reached the last door and turned the knob gently.
This
bedroom was larger than the others and also showed signs of Kristin’s special
touch. The walls were painted a pale
green and the drapes and bedspread were a deeper shade of the same color. Pictures of Nathan, Cynthia and Teddy were
scattered around the room. But best of
all to Nathan was the sight of Kristin sleeping peacefully in the middle of the
bed. He crossed the room and knelt by
her side, his eyes carefully scanning every inch of her rounded body beneath
the light sheet covering her.
“…so
beautiful…” he whispered as he watched her breathe slowly. One hand reached out to brush soft auburn
curls from her face. Kristin smiled and
rubbed her face against his palm, seeming to sense her husband’s presence, even
in her sleep.
Nathan
glanced out of the bedroom window and saw that he was facing the side of the
Noyce home. He craned his neck slightly
around the edge and caught a glimpse of the football game that had resumed in
the back yard. ‘They won’t be expecting us for a while… Good!’
His
hands moved to the buttons of his uniform top and within moments he’d stripped
down to his boxers. He surveyed the bed
a moment before lifting the sheet and climbing in behind Kristin. She immediately snuggled back into him and
Nathan wrapped his arms and legs carefully around her. He buried his face in her long hair and was
asleep in minutes.
*~*~*~*
Kristin
woke with a smile on her face and immediately realized why. Her husband was home and in bed with
her. Nathan’s left arm had worked its
way beneath her body and was curled possessively across her rounded abdomen
while his right hand cupped her breast.
“Darling? Are you awake?” Nathan’s gentle snore answered her quiet
query.
Kristin
carefully shifted her somewhat bulky body until she was lying on her back;
Nathan’s arms still locked around her.
She moaned slightly as she realized the heat from Nathan’s body was
causing a definite response in her own.
She could feel her nipples pressing against the soft silk of the slip
that she wore as they hardened. Nathan’s
response was obvious as well, his arousal pressing firmly into her hip.
Kristin
tilted her head and pressed her lips to the hollow of Nathan’s throat, taking a
moment to inhale his unique scent before tasting his salty skin. Her eyes
closed as she feasted on his tanned flesh, working her lips slowly across his
chest to play with one flat male nipple then the other.
The
rolling of her body toward Nathan as he tightened his embrace told Kristin that
he was awake and she opened her eyes to meet his gaze.
“Welcome
home, my love.” She whispered.
Nathan
returned her greeting with a touch of his lips against hers, the light kiss
quickly turning into something much more intense as Kristin slid her tongue
into his open lips. Nathan returned her
kiss hungrily and by the time Kristin freed his mouth he was panting.
“Now
that’s what I call a welcome home!” Nathan rolled to his side to face her as
his hands began to wander up and down her body.
“There’s
more where that came from, Sailor!” Kristin smiled, her joy at having Nathan
home bubbling out in her voice.
Nathan
tried to pull his wife closer but found his efforts stymied by her gravid
belly.
“I
think that someone has grown just a little bit since I snuck home for
Christmas.” His hands settled over her abdomen.
“That
was almost two months ago. Baby Bridger
has grown a great deal since then. He
probably weighs over five pounds by now.”
“All
of this for five pounds?” Nathan grinned as he kidded her.
“Just
wait. I’m only going to get bigger over
the last month.”
“You
are only going to get more beautiful you mean.”
The
smile that graced Kristin’s face was one that few people seldom saw. “You say the sweetest things.”
“I
say the truth. Every time I see you I am
amazed at how beautiful you are. And
seeing you like this… our baby growing here… you are the most beautiful sight
in the world to me.”
She
knew that Nathan’s words weren’t spoken out of politeness, that he really meant
them. She was amazed at how much he
loved to touch her, caressing and talking to her taut womb.
Kristin
moved in for another kiss and Nathan met her halfway. They nibbled and teased,
content for the moment to enjoy being together after so long apart. Eventually the kisses grew more heated, the
caresses freer. Nathan’s hands slipped
beneath the straps of Kristin’s thin slip and pulled, breaking one of them in
his haste to remove it.
She
sighed when he finally succeeded in freeing her breasts from the silky fabric
and encased them with his hands.
“Have
I mentioned how very much I’ve missed you?”
Kristin whispered as she arched slightly into Nathan’s touch.
“Oh,
Mrs. Bridger… you couldn’t have missed me half as much as I missed you.” Nathan sought her lips again while his thumbs
worked across the soft peaks in his palms.
Immediately they began to stiffen.
One
feminine hand held Nathan’s head while the other slipped down his side and
beneath the waistband of his cotton boxers to stroke the straining erection
there. Nathan broke the kiss and pulled
his head up.
“Kris…
we can’t…”
Kristin
smiled as she continued to fondle him.
“Of course we can.”
“But
the baby…”
“We
might have to be a little… inventive… to maneuver around your son but as long
as I’m comfortable we can still be together.
I want you to love me… need you to love me… unless… you don’t want… I
know that I’m not very attractive right now… ”
Nathan
laid a finger over her lips to silence her.
“Of course I want to. You have
never looked more beautiful to me and I’ve never wanted anything more than to
love you right this minute but I don’t want to hurt either of you. We are due back at Bill’s any minute. Why don’t we wait until we get home and we’ll
figure something out.”
Kristin
nodded but Nathan could see the disappointment in her eyes as she shifted away
from him. His own
erection protested vehemently at the removal of her hand. He jumped up and moved around the bed to help
her stand.
Kristin
swung her feet off the edge of the bed to touch the floor then paused to rest a
moment. As Nathan moved in front of her
he glanced down to see that her slip had inched up her legs. His mouth went dry at the thought of what lay
just beneath the hem and his arousal leapt.
“Down boy!” Kristin laughed at the straining bulge in front of her as she reached
out to caress Nathan through his shorts.
A wicked grin crossed her face as her fingers popped the button and
pulled the fabric down. He jumped back
as his erection sprang free, narrowly avoiding her seeking hands.
A
pout crossed Kristin’s lips as she slid a bit closer to the edge of the bed,
forcing her garment even further up her hips. The movements drew Nathan’s eyes
back to her hips and the glistening cleft between her parted legs.
“What
do you need to be comfortable?” Nathan bit out.
“What? Oh… I need for my back to be supported… I
can’t take your weight pressing down on me… as much as I would like to.”
Nathan
moved a little closer and reached out, grabbing a plump pillow from the head of
the bed and tossing it behind Kristin.
He placed his hands on her shoulders and gently lowered her back onto
the cushion.
Kristin
watched with anticipation as Nathan moved to the chair in the corner and
grabbed the matching footstool. He
dropped it on the floor beside the bed and knelt between her legs, one hand
grasping his hard length as he ran the head lightly up and down Kristin’s moist
folds.
He
grabbed her hips to brace himself as he thrust slowly forward, sliding inch by
inch into her warm depths. Once he was
completely sheathed he stopped, staring at her smiling face as their bodies
adjusted to their joining.
After
a few moments Nathan pressed forward slightly then pulled back slowly until
just the head of his erection was trapped between her engorged labia. Just as slowly he reentered her. Kristin nodded her approval at his gentleness
but then urged him to pick up the pace.
They
rocked against each other lightly, allowing their pleasure to build slowly
until they both realized the end was within reach.
“Now…”
Kristin gasped.
Nathan
moved his hands to the bed beside her hips and laid his palms flat on the
mattress. One foot slid off the bench to
the floor to help him increase his leverage as he increased the strength and
pace of his thrusts. Kristin’s hips
raised to meet him as her hands gripped the sheet above her head. She came with a loud cry, her condition
making orgasm easier. Nathan quickly
followed, his two months of abstinence making holding back impossible.
Nathan
began to fall, flinging his body sideways at the last moment so that he landed
beside her. “Oh, Kristin…”
Kristin’s
eyes were closed and she was struggling to control her breathing. A huge grin was plastered across her
face. “Thank you!” She gasped.
Nathan
began to chuckle as he nuzzled her neck.
“There was no way we were gonna get out of this room without making love
was there?”
“Not
a chance in hell. You didn’t really
think I was going to wait after being without you for two months, did you?”
“I
can’t imagine what came over me that I could even contemplate such a
thing! What’s wrong?”
Nathan
sat up as Kristin struggled to pull her bulky body off the bed. “Your child is jumping up and down on my
bladder. This is the fun part of
pregnancy. Now help me up.”
Nathan
jumped up and wrapped his arms around Kristin, carefully lifting her to her
feet.
“I
guess we need to make an appearance downstairs so now is as good a time as any. Your baby is hungry and we need to keep our
strength up.” Kristin paused and turned to run her eyes slowly up and down
Nathan’s tanned naked form. By the time
her eyes finally returned to his face he was flushed with desire. She gave him a quick wink as her tongue
gleefully licked her lips. “Later,” she
promised as she disappeared behind the bathroom door.
*~*~*~*
Janet
glanced down at her watch as the Bridgers slowly approached her back
porch. “I’m not sure whether to ask
where you’ve been all this time or express surprise that you actually showed up
at all. Come sit down, Kristin.”
The
mother-to-be settled into a comfortable chair and propped her feet up on the
stool that Janet kept nearby. “I had a
wonderful nap and waking up to find my husband asleep beside me was a fabulous
surprise. Thank you for pointing him in
the right direction.”
Janet
raised an eyebrow but didn’t comment further; her smile telling Kristin that
she knew exactly what the couple had been up to.
“Hey,
Cap… Nathan. You want to run a few
scrimmages with us?” Ben asked as he tossed the football up and down.
Nathan
looked down from his perch on the arm of Kristin’s chair. She smiled and placed a hand on his knee,
giving it a little shove.
“Go
ahead. I’ll be fine right here.”
“You sure? It’s just after being cooped up
on the sub so long…”
“I
understand. Go… run… play. Just don’t get hurt… and don’t exhaust
yourself. Save some energy for later.” Kristin was rewarded with a hard kiss from
her husband.
Janet
shook her head as Nathan ran down the porch steps. “You two… you do remember that you are eight
months pregnant don’t you?”
Kristin
laughed. “I also have a lot of catching
up to do. My hormones must be doing back
flips because all I can think about is going home and climbing back into bed
and…”
“I
get it.” Janet interrupted. “I’ll tell
Bill to make sure he closes the bedroom window tonight.”
“Won’t
that be stuffy?” Ginny asked as she exited the house. “Why would you want to close the window? Aunt Kristin, you look like you are about to
pop. Hey! Uncle Nathan is home! Is he going to be able to stay for the
wedding?” Ginny took off down the steps
without waiting for an answer.
“So
what’s the answer… will Nathan be here for the wedding?”
“I
don’t know… I didn’t ask how long… we were busy!” Kristin answered defensively
at Janet’s mocking smile. “I wonder
where Cyn is…”
“She
is right here!” Kristin’s daughter appeared in the doorway. “Sorry.
Teddy fell asleep on the ride home so I put him on a blanket on the
sofa. Did I hear that Nathan is home?”
Janet
and Cynthia sat down at the table with Kristin and when Ginny joined them a few
minutes later the talk quickly turned to wedding plans.
Janet
had been serious when, upon their return from
Ginny
could not keep her eyes off David, her mother having to call her attention back
to the conversation several times. When
a question directed at Kristin went unanswered after being asked twice the
other ladies looked up to find Kristin’s gaze riveted on her husband as
well. They all began to laugh.
“You
can certainly tell who the newlywed and the bride to be are in this group! Perhaps it’s time to start dinner. Bill!”
Noyce
looked up at the sound of his wife’s voice and dutifully trotted over to the
side of the porch in answer to her gesture.
“Please say it’s time for me to fire up the grill. I’m getting too old to try and keep up with
these young guys.”
Janet
bent her head down and brushed a kiss across her husband’s balding head. “I am happy to be your excuse and say yes, it
is time to fire up the grill.”
A
grateful grin crossed Bill’s face. “I’m
gonna go wash up. You are the best,
honey!”
Ginny
and Kristin looked at each other and began to giggle as Janet stared intently
at her retreating spouse’s backside.
Janet shot an evil look at both of them, which just made them laugh
harder. She rolled her eyes.
“I’m
going to get started on dinner.”
“I’ll
help, mom… no, Cyn… you stay and keep your mom company.” Ginny followed her mother into the house.
“So,
how are you feeling today?” Cynthia asked her mother once they were alone.
Kristin
smiled, her hands drifting down to rub her belly. “I was exhausted when I got back from the hospital
but I had a long nap. Waking up to find
Nathan there did me a world of good as well.
I always find more energy when he’s around.”
“You
mean… you can’t… Mother! You’re eight
months pregnant. You don’t mean that you
and Nathan are still… that you…” Cynthia turned bright red as her voice tapered
off.
Kristin
was slightly embarrassed as well. “It’s okay, Cyn. We’ve
been apart for so long and it won’t hurt the baby. Didn’t you and Ben…” This time Kristin’s
voice tapered off as she stared at her daughter’s face.
Cynthia
stood and nervously paced the length of the porch several times before
returning to the table. “Mom… we don’t…
Ben never touched me until after Teddy was born… since then, well… it’s been
sporadic… and I don’t really… is there something wrong with me?”
“Sweetheart! Of course nothing is
wrong. Can I ask… why you don’t? Does Ben not… express any interest… or is it
you who isn’t interested… do you not enjoy lovemaking?”
“I
don’t know! The first time, with Robert…
it was so special… it hurt in the beginning… but I loved him so much. Ben was gentle… he still is… but I can’t
help but think about…”
Kristin
sighed as she got a real glimpse into the problem that Nathan had already
sensed in her daughter’s marriage. “I
know how very much you loved Robert… we all did; you in a very special
way. But you have to accept that Robert
is gone. Your memories of him will
always be precious to you, just as those of your father, your real father, will
be precious to me. But you have to put them
in perspective. If you choose to live
your life around those memories you are doing your self a disservice, not to
mention your husband and son.”
“I
know that and I really have tried. But
it isn’t just Robert… How can you do it, mom?
How can you trust a man… any man… how can you let any man touch you
after what daddy did…”
Kristin
paled as she realized what her daughter was referring to. “How? Oh, God! Cynthia, I never wanted you to know…”
Cynthia
bowed her head. “I heard your dreams…
after… I always knew that things were different after we went back but I never
thought that he was hurting you. Not
until after he died and you began having the nightmares. I saw the bruises on your body that day… Mrs.
Noyce tried to prevent it but I caught a glimpse of them. I didn’t understand at first but after I
heard you… Nathan and I talked a little
about it the day of your party.”
“Nathan
knows that you know? He didn’t tell me?”
“It
wasn’t really his place. I finally
realized… that horrible day… you weren’t sick because you were upset about
daddy. Nathan told me how he found you…
bruised and beaten. Jack hurt you that
night because I wasn’t there.”
“He
would have found a way, darling, whether you were there or not. Jack was very inventive in ways to torture
me… but I really don’t want to talk about that.
I’ve worked so hard to put all of that behind me and you should as
well.”
“But
I trusted him… I loved him… and he did that to you. Every time Ben touches me I think about that…
and Robert.”
Kristin
ran her fingers through her hair. “Oh,
Cyn… I loved your father. I loved Alex
more than I can describe to you and when he died I thought my life was over,
just as you did when Robert died. I made
a mistake with Jack, a very big mistake.
But I’ve been given a second chance with Nathan. He’s an extraordinary man. As much as I loved Alex, the love I feel for
Nathan is even greater. When he… touches
me… I forget everything else. What we
share together is so… special… so beautiful.
Being intimate with someone you love is an amazing thing.”
Cynthia
nodded but didn’t look convinced. “It
must be, the way that you and Nathan are always touching each other… the way
that Ginny looks at David… why can’t it be that way with Ben and me?”
Kristin
thought a moment before she answered.
“That is a question only you can answer… but I think that the first
thing you have to decide is how you really feel about Ben. I know why you married him but sometimes
feelings can grow. The question you have
to ask yourself… is that what you want?
If it isn’t then end the marriage before any of you get hurt.”
“But
I don’t know what I want and I don’t know how to figure that out. I’m so confused.”
“Do
you and Teddy want to come stay with Nathan and I for
a while? We have plenty of room if you
need to get away.”
Cynthia
shook her head. “Maybe…
not yet. The wedding is next
weekend and it would make things very awkward for Ginny since Ben and I are
both attendants. Maybe later…”
“Hi! Am I interrupting? Mrs. Noyce said to come on out.” Katie Hitchcock appeared in the doorway, a
big grin on her face.
“Of
course you aren’t interrupting, dear.
Come sit down and join us.”
At
that moment Ben jogged over to the railing.
“Where did the Admiral go? We are
short one player.”
“I
think that Bill got commandeered by his commander in chief to start dinner.”
“But
we need him. Come on, Cyn… you can play
for the Admiral.”
“I’m
enjoying my visit with mom.”
“I’ll
play, Lieutenant… if that’s okay.”
Ben
grinned at Katie. “Sure…you know
anything about football?”
“Do
I know football? I do have four
brothers…” Katie’s voice trailed off as she followed Ben out into the yard.
After
just two plays David executed a perfect pass right into Katie’s waiting arms
and she sprinted down the yard with the opposing team in hot pursuit. Ben finally managed to tag her back just
yards from the goal line.
“Okay,
you guys… Bill is firing up the grill so we’ll be eating before long. You all need to think about getting cooled
down and cleaned up!” Janet called from
the porch.
“Just a little while longer, Janet.” Nathan responded then
flashed a toothy grin at his smiling wife.
The
two teams quickly lined up again and the ball was snapped. David handed off to Katie who ran a feint
around the right side but Ben was ready for her. She side stepped to elude him and before
anyone realized what had happened both of them were on the ground tangled in
each others limbs. The ball flew from
Katie’s hands but David was there to grab the fumble and continue the trek to
the goal.
A
touchdown was the inevitable outcome and was followed by celebration from
David’s team while Ben’s fellow players stood around the goal and
grumbled. No one noticed that the two
downed players hadn’t moved until Kristin called out.
“Nathan! Go check on them! Do I need to come out there?” She struggled to her feet.
Nathan
dutifully trotted over to the couple and knelt beside them, speaking quietly to
first one and then the other before motioning for Kristin to sit back down. Ben rolled over onto the grass and Nathan
held out a hand to hoist him up. Katie
quickly followed.
“Mom…
they could have been hurt! Why are you
laughing so hard?” Cynthia asked.
“I’m
laughing because they weren’t hurt and I’m also laughing because you might
recall that the same think once happened to Nathan and I. It was quite an experience…” Kristin’s voice
trailed off as she leaned closer to the rail and peered at Ben and Katie as
they moved slowly toward the porch. Her
laughter died.
Cynthia
followed her mother’s gaze and her eyes narrowed as she observed the obvious
effect of the couple’s tumble in the grass.
She quickly turned back to her mother.
“Is
THAT why it was quite an experience?” She bit out then turned and stalked into
the house.
Kristin
once again stood when Ben and Katie climbed the stairs and moved toward
her. She surveyed them both with a
critical eye.
“Are
you both sure you are okay? No
sprains? No broken bones? I know that you know what to look for, Katie,
but what about you, Ben? Don’t try and
be macho and hide your pain…”
“We’re
fine, Doctor Bridger. We both just got
the wind knocked out of us.” Katie replied.
“Where
did Cynthia go?” Ben’s eyes searched for his wife.
“She
went inside to check on the baby. He’s asleep
in the den.”
“I
think I’ll go…” Teddy’s cry to his father cut off Ben’s words. Ben took the boy from Cynthia’s arms and
tossed him in the air. “Hey there, tiger!
Did you have a good nap?”
Teddy
giggled. “More daddy!”
Ben
tossed him again, catching him tightly on the way down and hugging him to his
chest. Teddy wrapped his arms around
Ben’s neck and squeezed tightly.
“Oh… oh no! I think you’ve broken my
neck!” Ben staggered around the floor
while Teddy continued to hug and squeal.
Finally Ben fell into a chair and let his head and arms fall back as he
feigned unconsciousness. Teddy released
his hold and moved his fingers to his father’s side and began to tickle. Ben roared and began to tickle back.
Kristin
watched with delight as the game continued, each tickling the other until
Nathan walked onto the porch.
“Gampa!” Teddy squealed and held his arms out to Nathan.
Nathan
swung the boy into his arms and settled into the chair next to Kristin. “How’s it going, little man?” Teddy grinned and gave Nathan a thumbs up, just as Nathan had taught him to do at
Christmas.
“Hey,
you remembered!” He hugged the child close for a moment. “I wonder if gramma had anything to do with that?” Nathan mused as Teddy played on his lap.
“I
might have reminded him of it a time or two.
Teddy, tell Grampa what this is!” Kristin laid her hands on her
abdomen.
“Baby!” Teddy exclaimed. He leaned
across the chair railing and gently patted Kristin’s bulging tummy.
“What
kind of baby?” Kristin asked.
“Baby boy!” Teddy laughed and clapped his hands.
Nathan
struggled to keep the grin off his face.
“Now that’s sinking to a new level, Mrs. Bridger. Corrupting a child like that!”
“I
did no such thing. Teddy is just
naturally intelligent and he recognizes that he is going to have an uncle.”
“Aunt!”
“Uncle!”
“Will
you two knock it off? We’ll know in less
than a month so just try and be a little patient!” Janet interjected, an
exasperated look on her face.
“Pax?” Nathan held out his hand.
“Pax.” Kristin agreed placing her hand in his.
They
shook soundly then leaned in to share a kiss.
*~*~*~*
“I
can’t believe how much Teddy has changed in just two months.” Nathan said as he
stripped his shirt off.
Kristin’s
head appeared around the corner of the bathroom. “Babies have a tendency to do that. He’ll be putting words together before
long. You saw how well he is walking
now.”
“Running
you mean. He moves so quickly! But Cynni seemed to anticipate his every
move. It was amazing how she knew just
when to grab him or cut him off.” Nathan
tugged his shoes and socks off then moved to unfasten his belt.
“Mother’s intuition. You can’t
take your eyes off of him for an instant.”
“Cynthia
seemed very quiet tonight. I couldn’t
quite put my finger on it but I know that something is wrong there."
Kristin
appeared in the door of the bathroom and flicked off the light before moving
toward the bed, a short button-up robe covering her body, her nightgown in her
hand.
“Why
didn’t you ever tell me that Cynthia knew what the bastard had done to me?” She
asked as she sat down on the side of the mattress.
“She
told you? I wasn’t really trying to keep
it from you… I just thought that it was something that the two of you would
have to deal with when the time was right.
I guess that time was this evening?”
Kristin
nodded. “I know that she isn’t very
happy. Sometimes I hardly recognize her
as the daughter I once had… the child who was always laughing and smiling. I tried to talk to her about Ben… her
marriage. She’s very confused, Nathan.”
“I’ve
also talked to her. Nothing in depth…
just let her know that we would stand beside her no matter what she tried to
do. I want her to know that I care about
what happens to her too. I don’t want
her to feel alienated from you because we got married or because of the baby on
the way.”
Kristin
held her hand out to Nathan as he moved to sit beside her, clad only in his
white cotton boxers.
“Thank
you for that. She still misses Robert so
much…” Kristin paused as a look of sadness crossed Nathan’s face and she moved
her hand to caress his cheek. “…And she
is haunted by what she heard me say in my dreams. I don’t think that she and Ben are… I don’t think
that they sleep together. I don’t think
that Cynthia really enjoys… sex.”
Nathan
looked thoughtful. “I can’t believe
that… not if she’s your daughter. Maybe
she just… she’s young… they both are.
Perhaps they just have to find their own way. It can’t be easy for Ben to make a move
toward her… not knowing that she’s thinking about someone else. I’d also lay odds that she’s never told him
what she discovered about the bastard.”
“Probably
not… I’m just so worried about her, Nathan.”
Nathan
turned slightly to kiss the palm of the hand on his cheek. “I know you are, sweetheart, but they will
find the way. And if
things don’t work out… Cynthia and Teddy will always have a home with
us.”
“Have
I told you today how much I love you?”
“Several
times but I never tire of hearing it.
Now do you think we could shut the world out for a while? I’d love to show my wife how much I’ve missed
her.”
“I
think that could be arranged.” Kristin brushed a quick kiss across Nathan’s
lips then turned and slid to the head of the bed. “Just give me one more minute.”
“How
come you aren’t wearing your nightgown?
Figuring on saving me the trouble of having to take it off?” Nathan
playfully leered at her.
Kristin’s
fingers moved to the buttons of her robe as she smiled. “I normally wait for the lotion to dry before
I put the gown on…that way it doesn’t stick.”
She deftly opened the buttons in the middle, revealing her naked
stomach.
“Lotion? What’s that for?”
“The
baby is growing so fast now that my skin can’t keep up and it’s
stretching. I put lotion on it several
times a day to help increase the elasticity and to keep it from itching. The cream won’t prevent the marks completely
but it will help minimize them.”
Nathan
looked down at the small red marks streaking along the bottom swell of
Kristin’s belly. He ran a finger lightly
across them as she reached into the top drawer of the bedside table and pulled
out a bottle.
“May
I?” Nathan asked as Kristin unscrewed the top.
She
looked surprised as she handed him the bottle.
Nathan poured a generous amount of the lavender scented balm on his
hands and held them together for a moment, letting the lotion warm before he
placed both palms on Kristin’s belly button and began to rub gently, moving
outward in a circular motion.
Kristin
sighed and laid back against the headboard, her eyes closed as she enjoyed the
feel of Nathan’s fingers gently stroking her taut skin. Nathan worked slowly but thoroughly, making
sure that he covered every inch of exposed flesh with the lotion before
stopping to pour another generous dollop then repeating the entire pattern
again.
“I
think he likes his daddy’s touch.” She murmured as the baby moved against the
light pressure of Nathan’s hand.
Nathan
was amazed at how quickly Kristin’s skin absorbed the lotion and he reached for
the bottle a third time. Kristin simply
sighed and snuggled deeper into the pillows as he continued his caresses.
“That
feels so wonderful… so much nicer than when I do it myself.” Nathan smiled at the thin thread of arousal
he heard in his wife’s voice and carefully popped another button on the robe so
that his hand could expand its coverage.
When she didn’t protest he undid a second and then a third. Soon the bottom half of her robe lay open. His fingers strayed to the waistband of her
panties, pushed low by the curve of her stomach. Her smile grew.
“Nathan?”
Kristin protested when she felt Nathan’s weight leave the bed.
“I’ll
be right back.” He promised as he headed toward the bathroom, returning moments
later with a large absorbent towel.
“What’s
that for?” She asked as she watched him approach.
“Shift
over a little.”
Kristin
did as he requested and Nathan spread the towel over the bed then motioned for
her to roll back on it.
Her
eyes softened as she realized what he planned.
“That’s very sweet of you, darling, but I can’t lay on my stomach for a
massage.”
“I
know.” Nathan answered as his hands moved to the remaining buttons at the top
of her robe. “You can lay
on your side though. Let me pamper you a
little." He slid the robe off her
shoulders, pleased to hear her gasp slightly as his thumbs brushed the sides of
her breasts.
Kristin
rolled to her side while Nathan pulled the robe completely away from her body
and tossed it to the floor. He then
moved up on the bed behind her and planted a kiss on her naked shoulder.
“Let’s
get rid of these too, why don’t we?” Nathan’s fingers pulled at the fabric
surrounding Kristin’s hips, tugging the garment down until he could pull it
free and leave her completely bare.
“This
doesn’t seem fair,” Kristin murmured.
“I’m lying here exposed to the world and you’ve still got your boxers
on.”
A
moment later that garment was being dangled in front of her face before it was
also sent flying across the room. Nathan
reached over her to grab the lotion bottle, pausing only to bend low and kiss
her.
Kristin
closed her eyes as Nathan’s fingers gently massaged her scalp, sending ripples
of pleasure through her body. He
carefully gathered up her long auburn hair and twisted it around his hand
before draping it over the top of the pillow.
“Are
you comfortable?” He asked.
“Mmhmm…”
Kristin murmured in agreement. “That
feels wonderful.”
Nathan
spread warm lotion on her bare shoulders and went to work diligently. His fingers stroked the knots in her neck
until he felt Kristin relax into his touch, giving herself over completely to
his hands. Low sighs of contentment
began to escape from her lips as Nathan slowly worked down her spine.
“Oh…
right there… yes…” Kristin moaned when Nathan reached the small of her back.
“Does
your back still bother you?” He asked, knowing the answer to his question by
the way she was reacting to his hands.
“Uhm…
it’s not bad but I always have a dull ache there. Oh… Nathan!”
Nathan
laughed as he glanced at the open window.
“Shh… the neighbors will think we are up to something. Janet has already warned me that I’m not to
keep you up all night.”
Kristin
obediently muffled her moans but Nathan could still discern her nearly
breathless murmuring as his hands moved lower to massage the twin globes of her
bottom.
“Did
you have a good time tonight?” Nathan asked, seeking to distract Kristin.
“Wonderful… except for Cynni. Ginny and David make a lovely couple. It’s a good thing that he likes
football. Bill probably wouldn’t let
Ginny marry him otherwise.”
“That
was some game, wasn’t it? Hitchcock is
an excellent player. She’ll go in the
first pick at the next game.” Nathan
felt Kristin stiffen slightly. “What’s
wrong? Did I hit a sensitive spot?”
“No…
no, that’s just lovely. I was thinking
about what happened during the football game.”
“What
happened? David’s team beat the pants
off us. We want a rematch!”
“I
am talking about what happened when Ben tackled Katie.”
“Oh…
that was a fabulous tackle. The ball
flying into David’s hands was just dumb luck.”
Kristin
raised her head slightly to stare at her husband and shook her head. “You didn’t notice… of course, you wouldn’t…
but then I would have thought that you might have considering that you once…”
“You
are talking in riddles, hon. What didn’t
I notice?”
“Do
you remember that game a couple of years ago when you and I ended up in a
similar position?”
Nathan
grinned. “How could I forget? It was the first time I really touched you… and
you felt so damned good that I instantly got a raging har...”
He stopped speaking abruptly as realization began to form.
“And
what happened to you, that reaction that you said I was the cause of… the same
thing happened to Ben tonight with Katie.”
“No…
not Ben!” Nathan released Kristin’s
ankle and sat back on his heels. “That
could only complicate things between he and Cyn even
more.”
“I
know, darling, and what’s worse is that Cynthia noted his reaction as well.”
“Now
that could be a good thing.”
Kristin
looked at Nathan as if he’d gone crazy. “A good thing?”
Nathan
shrugged as his fingers began to work between Kristin’s toes. “I would guess that Ben is a reasonably good
looking guy to women. Maybe Cynthia
needs to be reminded of that. A little
jealousy can be a good thing. If she’s
jealous then we know that she feels something for him.”
“That’s
true.” Kristin conceded but continued to look skeptical. “If Ben’s reaction wasn’t just an aberration,
if there is something more between he and Katie… that can’t be good. A lot of people could end up getting hurt.”
“I
agree but we have to stay out of it. No
meddling.”
Kristin
nodded. “I know… mmmm…
your hands are magic.”
“Let’s
forget about everyone else for tonight.
Just lay back and relax, okay?”
Kristin
lowered her head back to the pillow at Nathan’s urging and sighed. “If you keep that up, Mr. Bridger, I may just
have to keep you around for a while.”
“Oh,
I can keep it up, Mrs. Bridger. That
doesn’t seem to be a problem when I’m around you.” Kristin felt the evidence of Nathan’s arousal
press against her sole as his fingers massaged her calf muscles. She arched her foot to stroke his hard
length.
Nathan
caught her foot in his hand and gently shifted it away. “If you keep that up I won’t be able to
finish your massage… and I’m just getting to the most interesting parts.” His hands slid past her knees and began to
stroke her thighs.
Kristin’s
breathing became ragged as Nathan’s fingers slowly kneaded the muscles of her
upper thighs, working closer and closer to her wet center. She unconsciously tried to push her hips
toward his hands. Nathan finally gave in
and lightly massaged her mound as he slid back up behind her.
Kristin
whimpered when Nathan removed his hands yet again but he filled them with one
last portion of lotion and then lay back down.
At his whispered direction she lifted slightly so that he could slide
one arm beneath her then both hands closed in on her full breasts.
A
loud gasp escaped her lips when strong fingers finally fingered her pebbled
nipples. Her hands moved to cover his,
pushing them into closer contact with her heavy mounds.
His
fingers danced across her silken skin as he worked the lotion into her
body. His hips began to undulate against
her back, his rock hard erection trapped between them.
“Nathan…
please… please touch me. I need to feel you!” Kristin’s head fell back
against his shoulder, her lips parted as she gasped.
Strong
fingers slipped easily through damp curls to find the center of her heat as
Nathan’s lips closed over hers. He
swallowed her first scream as she pulled her right leg up to allow him easier
access.
Kristin
began to struggle to shift herself into Nathan’s embrace, her body craving
closer contact. He gritted his teeth as
the first telltale drops of moisture popped from his rigid member.
“Honey…
wait…” Nathan moved back briefly then returned to
press himself against Kristin’s back, his straining erection firmly in
hand. He placed the head along Kristin’s
folds and groaned as she pushed back into him.
Her
wetness coated him as his fingers slipped inside to stroke her, readying her
for his entrance. Nathan lubricated his
member with her wetness then slid into his wife’s welcoming body carefully
until he was fully seated.
“Is
that okay, sweetheart?” He questioned, not wanting to make Kristin
uncomfortable in any way. She nodded
frantically, too far gone to speak coherently.
Nathan
shifted over and kissed her as his lower body began to slide back and forth
within her warm passage. The position
didn’t allow him to penetrate deeply but the feeling of Kristin’s heated flesh
locked around his own was almost overwhelming.
Kristin
grabbed his right hand and pulled it back to the juncture of her thighs,
craving his touch at her core. Nathan’s
moans mingled with hers as his fingers dipped into her wetness around his
thrusting member then slid back to her swollen clit. He circled the engorged bud lightly and
Kristin’s groans grew louder. He rubbed
the pearl firmly, increasing the pace of his strokes and felt a gush of
moisture wash over him. Kristin began to
keen as she sought release.
Nathan’s
limbs moved in tandem, the fingers of his right hand pinching the swollen
bundle of nerves beneath them while his left hand did the same to the nipple
clasped. His teeth lightly nipped her
neck and Kristin came with an ear-piercing scream of his name.
Nathan
continued to thrust slowly as Kristin’s inner muscles quivered around him. Her first climax had barely begun to wane
when an even deeper one took hold. She
writhed against him as his fingers and his throbbing tumescence pushed her
higher, through one orgasm and into another.
Finally her body fell limp against him and a sated smile crossed her
lips.
Nathan
massaged her body lightly until the last tremor died then once again leaned
forward to gently kiss Kristin. She
opened her eyes and stared up dreamily at him.
“I
don’t think I’ve ever seen you look more beautiful than you look at this very
moment.” Nathan whispered.
Kristin
smiled. “Thank you, Nathan Bridger.
Thank you for this precious life you created in me. Thank you for loving me.”
“Always, my love. I’ll always
love you.”
A
light sound of protest rose in Kristin’s throat when Nathan’s still rigid
erection slipped from her body. “Darling?”
“It’s
okay, honey. I just… I don’t think it’s
going to work that way for me.”
Kristin
rolled to her back and pushed her self into a sitting position. She reached out and stroked the silky flesh
standing at attention between Nathan’s legs.
“Then let’s see what will work for you.”
“It’s
okay, honey. I know your back…”
Kristin’s
hands moved to his shoulders and pushed him down to the bed. “My back is fine.” A wicked smile crossed her face. “Do you remember the first time we did
this?” She asked as she twisted and
straddled him.
“The night we found
“I’d
never made love like that… or any way except the traditional way. You showed me how fantastic loving is.” Kristin positioned his erection at her
entrance and slowly impaled her warmth on Nathan’s hard shaft.
“Ride
‘em cowgirl!” Nathan gasped as Kristin began to rock her hips. His hands moved to her shoulders and slowly
trailed down her flushed body.
“Better?”
She asked, clenching her inner muscles around him. A low growl escaped from deep in his
throat. Kristin shifted forward as she
rocked so that the bottom of her belly rested lightly against Nathan’s
abdomen. Nathan’s fingers slid from her
heavy breasts down to splay across her womb as she began to move up and down on
him.
It
was Kristin’s turn to moan as her movements rubbed Nathan’s hardness across the
swollen bundle of her desire. Her own
arousal began to once again escalate.
Nathan sensed this and struggled to hold back until she could join him
but his body had other ideas. He thrust
up into her.
One
of his large hands moved over to cup her hip, fingers supporting the underswell
of her stomach. His other hand slid
beneath the bulge to find her center.
His index finger quickly found the engorged knot of nerves there and
brushed across it.
Kristin’s
movements faltered briefly as she gasped at the sensations shooting through her
body but she quickly recovered and increased the pace of her up and down motion. Nathan pushed his finger forcefully into her
sensitive sex. Kristin arched and moaned
loudly at the contact then began to bob up and down even faster.
“No
you don’t, Bridger…” she gasped, a determined look in her eye. Nathan’s finger began to move in tight
circles. Kristin clenched her inner
muscles repeatedly around his straining erection.
“God…
Kris… baby…” Nathan’s hips left the mattress as he pushed deeper into his
wife’s warmth. His free hand raked
upward across her damp skin until he reached a swollen breast. He grabbed an erect nipple and twisted it
between his fingers.
“Dam…
NATHAN!” Kristin came hard, her juices flowing down Nathan’s arousal as she
spasmed around him. Nathan continued to
thrust, her inner contractions drawing him closer and closer to his own
release.
Kristin’s
hand left his chest before he realized it, her body arching as she moved the
hand behind her back and between his legs to gently massage his swollen
sacs. Nathan screamed as he emptied
himself inside her. She continued to
ride him, milking his erection of every drop of fluid possible before finally
collapsing on top of him.
Nathan
rolled them until they were laying side by side, bodies still locked together
as they rode out the last shudders of their climax.
Once
the shaking had stilled, Kristin opened her eyes to find herself staring into
deep blue pools. She smiled and lightly
brushed her lips across Nathan’s.
“That
was supposed to be for you.” She murmured as his lips brushed hers back.
“That
was for me. You are always beautiful… but watching your
face when that happens… knowing that I was able to do that to you… to give you
that much pleasure… I’ve never seen anything more beautiful.”
“Only you, darling. I’ve never
felt anything like this with anyone but you.”
“I
know… and that makes it all the more special.
I’ve never… it was never like this before…
never this intense… I feel like I’ve found the other half of myself in you,
Kristin.”
“And I in you, my love.” Kristin
cuddled into Nathan as close as their child would allow, finally asking the
question she most dreaded the answer to.
“How… how long do we have this time?”
Nathan
knew she was referring to his time in port.
“I honestly don’t know, sweetheart.
I suspect that we’ll be here a week or more. Who knows?
Maybe this time the promotion will come through. I don’t want to leave you alone again…
especially with the princess due so soon.”
Kristin
turned her head into the pillow to capture the tear forming in the corner of
her eye. “I know and we both want you
here for the big event… but if you have to go we’ll be all right. Janet will make sure of that.”
Nathan’s
own eyes were pooled with tears. “I
know… but I want to be here. I want to
join all of the other expectant dads pacing in the waiting room… I want to be
passing out the cigars and getting plastered at the O club with all of the
other expectant fathers.”
Fire
sparked in Kristin’s eyes. “If you think
that I am going to go through labor alone while you drink at the O club you’d
better think again. You are going to
have your gorgeous ass firmly planted in a waiting room chair for the entire
experience… and I do mean entire.”
Nathan
laughed. “I wouldn’t be any place else,
my love.”
“Oh…”
Kristin shifted, an uncomfortable grimace crossing her face. Nathan tensed and sat up instantly.
“Is
it the baby? Are you in labor?”
Kristin
waved him back down. “No, I’m not in
labor. It’s just difficult to get
comfortable for very long.”
“Turn
however you need to.”
“But
I want to be close to you.”
“How
about like we were earlier?”
Kristin
nodded. Nathan helped her turn over then
spooned up behind her, pulling the sheet up to cover them both. At a nudge from his knee she parted her legs
and Nathan’s top leg slid between them.
She sighed as she sank back into his embrace.
“This
is nice. I just hope I don’t keep you up
all night with my twisting and turning.”
Kristin tried to hide the yawn that punctuated her words but didn’t
succeed.
“Don’t
worry about me. You just get some rest. I love you, sweetheart.”
“I
love you too.”
*~*~*~*~*
Nathan
tried to stifle a yawn as the navy chaplain’s voice droned through the Sunday
morning sermon but he wasn’t entirely successful. He felt Kristin’s elbow dig sharply into his
ribs. He turned his head and peeked
beneath the brim of her hat to grin at her.
Kristin
glared at him and shook her head. “No
yawning,” she mouthed.
Thankfully
the chaplain chose that moment to wind down and a prayer and a hymn later found
them getting ready to depart. Nathan’s
hands fell to Kristin’s waist as they waited for the sea of people to move in
front of them.
“Nathan!”
she hissed as she pushed at his hands.
“You can’t touch me like that here.
Let me take your arm.”
Nathan’s
fingers dug in resolutely. “You’re my
wife and I’ll touch you however I want whenever I want.”
Kristin
shook her head but she didn’t try to move his hands again. “You are going to make us the talk of the
base again. I’ve only just begun to live
down the circumstances of our wedding and the news of my pregnancy. Then you yawned in church!”
Nathan
lowered his lips to her ear. “And just
whose fault is that? I’ve barely had
three hours sleep in the thirty-six hours that I’ve been home.”
“I
didn’t notice you complaining!” Kristin fired back as her skin flushed bright
pink.
“What
have you done now, Nathan?”
Nathan
grinned at the couple that moved to join them.
“Janet… why do you always assume that I’ve done
something? Why is it always my
fault? It just so happens that in this case
Kristin is equally responsible.”
“For the yawn? He has you there, Kristin. You two really need to remember to close your
window.” Bill responded with a smile.
“But
then we’d be having all the fun and you wouldn’t be having any.” Nathan
retorted.
“William
Noyce!”
“Nathan!
We are in church!” Both women’s voices
sounded together.
Bill
looked at Nathan. “Just because we
aren’t newlyweds doesn’t mean we’ve forgotten how to have fun. And we’re still pretty damned good at it if I
do say so myself.”
Janet
rolled her eyes as the heel of her shoe came down on Bill’s foot… hard. “Kristin, perhaps we should move away from
these two degenerates before the lightning bolt strikes.”
The
two women started down the aisle, their husband’s chuckles following close
behind.
“You
just wait until the kid comes and you are cut off for a while. You can listen to our screams then.” Bill spoke low but Janet still overheard him
and shook her head.
“That
man is in SO much trouble… if he only knew… Kristin!” Janet grabbed Kristin’s shoulder as the
pregnant woman’s gloved hand grabbed and clenched the back of the seat beside
her. A low moan escaped her lips.
Nathan
was at Kristin’s side instantly. He
tried to lower her into the bench but she waved him back as she struggled to
catch her breath.
“I’ll
get the car.” Janet was the only one who
heard Bill’s muttered words as he flew by them.
After
several moments Kristin’s breathing became more regular and she let out a long
sigh as she slowly straightened. Tears sprang
to her eyes at the effort.
“Honey? We’ll go to the hospital,
okay?” Nathan was trying to remain calm
but his voice was trembling.
Kristin
shook her head. “No… I don’t need the
hospital.”
“But
you just had a contraction!”
“No…
it wasn’t a contraction… just a very bad back spasm.”
Nathan
eyed her skeptically so Kristin grabbed his hand and pushed it toward her
back. He carefully touched the spot she
indicated and felt the tightly knotted muscle beneath her dress.
“She’s
had these before.” Janet reassured
him. “It will work itself out in a
little while. Let’s get her to the car
then you can rub her back on the way home.”
This
time Kristin didn’t protest when Nathan wrapped his arms around her body to
support her as they moved slowly toward the front of the chapel and down the
stairs. The running car was parked at
the bottom of the steps, Bill peering anxiously out of the front window. Janet ran ahead to reassure him while Nathan
eased Kristin down the last few steps and through the back door that Janet had
opened.
Kristin
sat sideways on the seat, leaning into it heavily as her breath labored. Nathan climbed in the other side and moved to
face her, slamming the door behind him before placing his fingers on the base
of her back and beginning a gentle massage.
“Are
you certain we don’t need to go to the hospital, baby?” He whispered.
Kristin
leaned back into him and sighed as his fingers began to soothe her constricted
muscles. “No… it’s already easing
off.” She glanced up and saw the
frightened look on her husband’s face.
“I promise. In a few hours my
back won’t even know that it was hurting.”
“If
you promise me that we’ll go to the hospital if you don’t feel better soon.”
“I
promise.”
Nathan
shrugged his shoulders at Bill’s inquiring look. “I guess we go home.”
*~*~*~*
Bill
was snoring quietly on the sofa, deep in the throes of his regular Sunday
afternoon nap, when Janet heard the back door quietly squeak open. She dropped her book to her lap and looked
toward the door expectantly. In a few
moments Nathan’s face popped around the frame.
Janet
stood and moved into the hallway to join him.
“How’s
Kristin?”
“She’s
still sleeping at the moment. I put her
to bed when we got home and gave her back a good rub. She said it felt much better before she
nodded off. I just wanted to let you
know.”
“Come
on,” Janet moved toward the kitchen, motioning for him to follow. She pulled two plates out of the cupboard and
began piling them with food left over from lunch.
“I
didn’t come to scrounge a meal.”
“Of
course you did. You know that I love
Kristin like a sister but we both know that she doesn’t cook much under the
best of circumstances. You must be
starving.”
Nathan
smiled. “Do you feed her all the time
when I’m not here?”
“I
make sure that both your wife and child eat, yes. She’s been over here almost every night
helping me with wedding plans anyway.
Feeding her is the least I can do.”
“How
often does her back act that way?”
Janet
had to smother her smile at the fierce look on Nathan’s face. “Occasionally… two or three times before
today. And it always goes away in a few
hours. Kristin is a small woman and
she’s gotten quite bulky over the last few months.”
“Do
you… do you think she’s in any danger?
Will she be able to have the baby okay?
I couldn’t stand to lose… for anything to happen to her.”
A
comforting hand found its way to Nathan’s cheek.
“She’ll
be fine. Kristin didn’t have any
problems with Cynthia. She’ll be just
fine.”
Nathan
nodded his thanks. “It’s just…”
“I
know, Nathan.” Janet moved away to tuck
a hand towel over each plate. “Kristin
will be hungry when she wakes up. Go
home… take a nap your self. You need the
rest, too.”
Nathan
gathered up both plates and moved toward the back door. “You are the greatest, Janet.” He told her as
he bent to kiss her cheek.
“Hey,
go home to your own wife!” Bill appeared in the kitchen door and moved to wrap
his arms around his wife, a big grin on his face.
“Can
I help it if I’m completely irresistible to all women everywhere?” Nathan
ducked through the door as Bill made a mock lunge toward him.
“Call
me later and let me know how Kristin feels!” Janet called as the door closed.
Nathan
trod gingerly down the steps, carefully balancing a plate in each hand. He jumped slightly at the sound of a loud
“Bill!” issuing from the Noyce’s kitchen but recovered before any major damage
was done. He quickly shifted the plates
so that he was holding them more firmly, a huge grin crossing his face as
Janet’s voice floated through the air again…”Oh GOD, Bill!”
*~*~*~*
The
warmth of the early morning sunlight extending its tendrils across the room
claimed Nathan from his peaceful sleep.
A glance at the clock told him he still had several hours before he had
to report for duty and the warm naked body cuddled next to him made him
extremely glad for that fact.
He
slid his hands carefully over Kristin’s abdomen, his fingers following the
movements of the child moving there, marveling at the miracle he and Kristin
had created. The child seemed to move
into his touch.
“Good
morning, my princess.” Nathan shifted to kiss the curve of Kristin’s gravid
belly.
“I
don’t believe you asked for permission to kiss royalty.” A soft voice murmured.
Nathan
glanced up into smoky brown eyes smiling at him. “Well, your majesty, I most humbly request
permission to kiss you good morning.”
“Permission
granted, my brave knight.”
Nathan
shimmied up Kristin’s body to touch his lips to hers.
“Good
morning, my love.” He smoothed deep red
curls away from her face. “You look
radiant this morning!”
A
laugh bubbled from Kristin’s lips. “You
are so full of blarney but I love you for it.”
He
settled down on his side and propped his head on his elbow so that he could
stare into her face as she lay beside him.
“How
does your back feel?” He absently fingered a strand of her hair as he waited
for her answer.
“Just
as it usually does… a bit tight but no pain at all.”
“Perhaps
you should have Dr. Levin take a look at it when you get to the hospital this
morning.”
“Nathan…
you are such a worrier. Pregnant women
have back pain. I just had a very bad
spasm yesterday. Spending the afternoon
lying flat on my backside in bed fixed that problem.”
“I…
I can’t help but worry about you, Kristin.” Nathan shrugged. “I love you.”
“That’s
obvious.” Kristin shifted her thigh against the bulge pressed into it by Nathan
hips.
A
naughty smile crossed Nathan’s face. “So
her majesty is in the mood to play a little this morning, hmm?”
“Well
it certainly feels like my knight is ready for the joust judging by the lance I
feel against my leg. I don’t have to be
at the hospital for several hours and I don’t really feel like going back to
sleep.”
“Are
you sure this is still okay, honey?
You’re getting very close to your due date.”
Kristin’s
hand crept down his thigh. “We have
almost a month before the baby comes.
Then we have to wait a while… about six weeks. You wouldn’t want to deprive me before we
have to would you?” Nathan gasped as she
took him in hand.
“Never, my love.” He leaned forward to kiss her softly once
again. Her hand slid behind his neck to
hold him close as she deepened the kiss, her tongue running across his lips
demanding entrance.
Their
lips continued to taste as their hands began to move over each other’s
bodies. Nathan caressed Kristin’s
breasts lovingly before moving lower to find the bud of her desire and stroke
it tenderly, his fingers probing and finding moisture from her core to
lubricate his movements. Kristin wrapped
both hands around his hard length and worked them up and down, her thumbs
pausing to circle the rapidly engorging head until Nathan began to moan.
“Honey…
I don’t want to hurt you… your back…” He
mumbled into her mouth
“Pillow…”
Kristin gasped before resuming the kiss.
Nathan
reached above his head, his hand clawing for the pillow lying there. Once his fingers finally closed around it he
yanked the bolster over both of them and shoved it behind Kristin’s back before
rolling her onto it.
Kristin
protested as Nathan pulled his lips from hers and sat up.
“Hang
on, honey.” He slid down the bed until
he was kneeling between her legs.
“Have
I told you how beautiful you look this morning?” Nathan asked as he leaned over
to plant a sloppy kiss below Kristin’s distended belly button. Her answer was lost in a low moan as his full
lips traveled lower, down the swell of her body and lower still until his mouth
was tangled in her nest of red curls.
The pillow supporting her back allowed Nathan greater access to her most
sensitive areas and he teased her with his lips and fingers until she was
straining against his mouth.
“Oh…
darling… there…” Kristin moaned as Nathan slid a finger into her wet sheath,
carefully stroking her from within.
“That feels so… I want you… please…” The pleading note in her voice
conveyed her need to Nathan.
He
slipped his hands beneath her legs and straightened his back, his knees sliding
up the bed to cradle her hips.
“Okay?”
He asked solicitously.
“Mmm…”
Kristin murmured, her hips pushing into Nathan’s
probing erection.
Nathan
smiled at her impatience and dropped one hand to push his hard member toward
the entrance to her cleft. Once he was
in position the hand slid back beneath Kristin’s thigh then moved to join its
mate resting on Kristin’s abdomen, her slightly bent legs draped across his
forearms.
Kristin’s
hands moved to join his, their fingers intertwining over her tight skin as he
slowly sank into her. A brilliant smile
encouraged him to continue and he set a slow but steady pace, seeking to bring
them both back to the pinnacle of desire.
“Oh,
honey, I wish I could kiss you right now.”
Kristin’s
eyes were closed as she concentrated on the delicious feelings building within
her but her smile grew at Nathan’s words.
He bent his head as far as he could, lifting
her hand until he could suckle the tender flesh of her palm.
“Faster…
please!” Her voice cried out.
Nathan
quickly obliged her, punching his hips back and forth, his hands continuing to
massage her distended belly as their child moved beneath his fingers.
“Nat…
ohgodohgodohgod… NATHAN!” Kristin’s hands gripped
Nathan’s wrists tightly as her pleasure peaked.
Nathan grunted and stilled, wanting to watch the bliss in Kristin’s face
as she came. The rippling of her inner
muscles soon coaxed him to thrust again and he quickly found his release,
emptying his essence into her.
Nathan
slumped forward, his head coming to rest atop Kristin’s rounded stomach, his
breathing ragged. Her hands slipped into
his hair, fingers lovingly caressing the nape of his neck while his lips
brushed across her skin.
“Ouch!” Nathan’s head popped up, his eyes boring a
hole into Kristin’s belly.
Kristin
pushed her torso up on her elbows.
“What’s wrong?”
“She
kicked me in the forehead! My daughter
kicked me!”
“Well…
it’s possible that the baby is moving into the birthing position and if that’s
the case she might have just been paying you back!”
“Huh?”
Kristin
pushed up a little further and with a wink and a loving look down to where
their bodies were still joined, she lifted a hand to rhythmically tap Nathan on
the forehead.
“Oh!”
Nathan’s quizzical look changed to a smile.
“Is it time for her to do that?”
Kristin
had been amazed at Nathan’s interest in every facet of her pregnancy from the
moment they had become aware of it.
“Probably not for a few more weeks… but he’s thinking about it.”
Nathan
sat up and began to tenderly stroke the curves of Kristin’s belly. “You do realize that you said she a few
minutes ago…”
“Slip
of the tongue, my love. I’m sure that
our son will forgive me.” Kristin wrinkled her nose at Nathan as they fell into
an easy banter over the sex of their baby once again.
“You
don’t fool me. You know we are having a
daughter.” Nathan stated with smug satisfaction. “You just enjoy arguing with me.”
The
corners of Kristin’s mouth twitched.
“Darling… do you think you could let my legs down?”
Nathan
did as she asked but continued to smile.
“Change the subject. I know and
you know that I know… so what are we gonna name her?”
“Nathan
Junior?”
“That’s
gonna get her teased big time the first day of school.”
Kristin
made a face at her husband. “So what’s
your suggestion?”
“If…
and let me stress IF we have a son he will NOT be named junior. I refuse.
No way, no how.
How about we name the baby Chris?
That way we are covered either way, boy or girl.”
“Ha ha. Besides
things would get too confusing with two Kris’s in the family. I really like your name… we could compromise…
how about Nathan Christopher? We could
call him Nate?”
“That
is an acceptable compromise but… only if the name is Christopher Nathan and we
call him Chris. I’m the only one who
shortens your name frequently… and most of the time only when
I’m too out of breathe to complete it.
Anyway… it’s all a moot point because SHE is gonna be
a GIRL! So what about
a little girls’ name for our princess?”
“If…
and let me stress IF we have a daughter… which we aren’t going to… I was
thinking that maybe we could name her after someone we know… how do you like
the name
Nathan
grinned. “I like that name… and I think
that Janet would be very pleased that we name our daughter after her.”
“Janet
has been a wonderful friend to me… to us both.”
Nathan
nodded in agreement. “That she has
been. How about
“You
are determined to work one of my names in aren’t you? How about… Eleanor?”
“I
think our daughter could do worse than to be named after the first lady. Charlotte Eleanor Bridger… I like it.” Nathan
bent his head back to Kristin’s swollen belly.
“Hello
The
child in Kristin’s womb answered with a fierce kick. Kristin gasped and Nathan’s eyes widened in
surprise at the large bulge created by the baby’s foot.
“Does
that hurt?” His hand cupped the
protrusion.
“It
isn’t excruciating but it isn’t exactly a walk in the park either.”
“
“So
what are you doing today?” He asked, a smile on his face as she shifted closer
to him.
“Hospital…
I’m taking rounds for Doctor Levin today.
I should be home mid afternoon. I
can’t miss my nap you know.”
Nathan
grinned. “I just wish I could join you
for that… nap… but I’m gonna be tied up all afternoon with the installation of
this new device. How about I take you
out to dinner tonight?”
“That
would be nice. Can we wait and see how I
feel this evening? If I get off early
enough Janet and I might try to ride into town.
I need to find a cradle or bassinet to go in here so that we can keep
the baby close for the first few months.”
Nathan’s
fingers trailed back over her abdomen.
“It’s really going to happen, isn’t it?
In just a few weeks we are going to have a beautiful little baby…
another little human being.”
“A little human being that we made… the two of us together. I love you for so many things, Nathan
Bridger, but this little life and our life together is at the top of the
list. You’ve given me so much.”
“Whatever
I’ve given you can’t compare to what you give me every single day. I love you so much, Kristin. Happy Valentine’s day.”
Nathan held his closed hand up to her and opened it, revealing a small box.
“Nathan!
I hadn’t realized… what did you get me?” Surprise shown on Kristin’s features
but Nathan could tell she was pleased at his thoughtfulness.
“Open
it and find out.” Nathan pushed the box into her hands.
Kristin
took the box and flipped the lid up to unveil a stunning emerald and diamond
pendant on a gold chain. The age of the
piece was obvious by its delicate craftsmanship. Her eyes grew wide as she
lifted the necklace from its velvet bed.
“Nathan! This is gorgeous… but it’s too much! Where did you find it?”
“I
saw it at an antique store in town and I thought it might go well with the
dress you are wearing to the wedding this weekend. I love the way that emeralds look with your
hair.” He carefully wiped away the
single tear running slowly down Kristin’s cheek.
“I
love you, my darling”
Their
lips met for a gentle kiss as they cuddled together, sharing a quiet moment
with the dawning of a new day.
*~*~*~*
Kristin
sank into the sofa in the Noyce living room, smiling gratefully at Janet as the
other woman shoved a pillow behind her back then moved around to push a stool
up so that Kristin could prop her swollen feet.
“You
know, Kristin, you are really going to have to think about giving up work for a
while. The swelling is getting worse
every day.”
Kristin
sighed. “I know… this week has just been
so busy and I want to help all that I can for as long as I can. I’m off tomorrow for the rehearsal so I’ll
talk to Admiral Lansdowne on Monday about working less
hours. I’ve got to have an afternoon
next week at least. If I don’t find some
time to search for a cradle the baby is going to have to sleep in a dresser
drawer.”
Janet
laughed. “We were so poor when Bill Jr.
was born that he did sleep in the dresser drawer. Luckily we were able to buy a crib for
Barbara and Ginny.”
“Cynthia
slept in her father’s crib. It was a
massive piece of furniture with yards and yards of silk and netting draping
down from the ceiling. She looked so
tiny in this huge bed. I hated it! But my mother-in-law insisted and Alex didn’t
want to cause any friction. I was too
young to realize that I could fight back.
I couldn’t do anything well enough to please the dragon lady.”
“Sounds
like you had a wonderful relationship.” Janet replied wryly, intrigued at these
few snippets of information about Kristin’s seldom-discussed first marriage.
“Alex
was over twenty years old than I. Anytime
that I complained about his mother’s controlling tendencies he put it down to
my immaturity. I never won an argument
about Cynthia’s upbringing while he was alive.
I didn’t learn to fight until the old biddy tried to take Cynthia away
from me after Alex’s death. I think that
is why I try so hard not to interfere in Cynthia’s marriage or the way she
raises Teddy.”
Janet
caught the hint of sadness in Kristin’s voice and tried to reassure her. “Cynthia is doing a fantastic job with Teddy…
because of your example. I know that
sometimes newlyweds have some rocky patches but maybe… she and Ben love that
little boy so much. Surely that is a
good starting point.”
“But
do they love each other, Janet? I stayed
in a horrible marriage to protect my child.
I don’t want her to follow my example in that respect. I don’t believe that Ben is a monster like
Jack was but… staying in a loveless marriage isn’t good for either of them and
especially not for Teddy. I want Cynthia
to have what I’ve found with Nathan.” A
tear slipped down Kristin’s cheek.
Janet
sighed as she sat down beside Kristin.
“We do the best we can raising our kids but ultimately they have to make
their own way. All we can do is offer
advice when asked and worry a great deal.”
Kristin’s
head fell back against the cushions, a small smile trembling on her lips. “You are right, I know that. At least I’ve got a few years before I have
to worry about this one falling in love.” Her hands patted her belly. “So, what do I need to help you do tonight?”
“Not
a thing. Tonight you get to go home and
spend time with your husband.”
“Janet,
the wedding is on Saturday… two days away… surely there are last minute details
I can help you with?”
Janet
shook her head. “No, everything is
done. All you have to do now is show up
for the rehearsal tomorrow night. I am
so glad that Nathan is in port. I do
wish that Billy and Barbara could have been here though.”
Kristin
knew how desperately Janet missed her two older children. Bill Jr. was a navy pilot stationed on a
carrier in service in the European theater while Barbara was living stateside
with her husband, also a navy pilot. The
Noyces had never seen their first grandchild, Barbara’s twenty-month-old son,
and Janet felt the loss keenly.
Kristin
draped an arm around her friend’s shoulder.
“Just think of the reunion that all of you will have once this damned
war is over.”
“Honey…
you okay?” The women glanced up to find Bill standing in the doorway, a worried
look on his face.
“The
mother of the bride is entitled to a few pre-wedding jitters along with the
bride. I’m fine.” Janet stood and moved
to his side, giving him a reassuring kiss as she embraced him.
Bill didn’t look convinced but he let the matter drop. “I’ve been sent to escort Kristin home. Your husband has a surprise for you, Mrs. Bridger.”
Kristin exhaled and slowly levered her bulky body off of the sofa. “I must admit I am looking forward to being able to get up somewhat gracefully again.” She muttered as Janet moved to help her stand. “So what is this surprise?”
“Are you kidding? If I told you Nathan would fire me out of a torpedo tube! My instructions are simply to bring you back to your house. No other information is to be provided.”
“Janet would never forgive me if Nathan damaged you so I guess I’d better go. Won’t you give me even a little hint?”
Bill just laughed as he guided Kristin and Janet out of the door.
*~*~*~*
“Nathan, we’re back!” Bill yelled just as soon as the group stepped over the threshold of the Bridger residence.
“You can bring her up. Everything is ready!”
Bill gestured toward the stairs with a little bow. Kristin smiled and began to climb slowly, Janet following close behind. When they reached the top of the stairs Nathan was standing in the door of their bedroom waiting.
“In here, milady.” Nathan stepped into the hallway and swept his arms toward the opening.
A naughty grin crossed Kristin’s lips and she inclined her head slightly at Bill and Janet.
“Stop that!” Nathan couldn’t help but laugh at his wife’s obvious lascivious thoughts.
Bill and Janet looked at each other in confusion as Nathan waved them forward. When Kristin reached the door Nathan moved behind her and slipped his hands over her eyes.
“Trust me.” He whispered.
“With my life.” She answered.
Nathan moved forward slowly, Kristin moving just in front of him, guided by the pressure of his arms and elbows. Once they were in the room he turned her carefully.
“Ready?”
At her nod Nathan dropped his hands.
Kristin gasped at the cradle in the corner, unable to speak. Janet moved in behind her, squeezing her arm. “What a thoughtful gift!” She murmured in Kristin’s ear.
Kristin nodded slowly as her eyes took in the piece of furniture. Only Janet understood why Kristin was so stunned; the cradle before them was very similar to the one Kristin had described to her earlier.
“Honey? Don’t you like it? I know it’s old, but it’s in excellent shape. It’s solid mahogany. Our great grandchildren will sleep in this someday. I didn’t have time to get rid of all this cloth… let me do that and then you’ll see how beautiful it is!”
Kristin finally found her voice. “The cloth… you don’t like it?”
Nathan gazed at her quizzically. “Well… we’ve got to have some mosquito netting I guess, but all that other stuff is just way to over the top. I want her to be able to see the sunshine… unless you like it… if you like it then…”
“NO! No… I don’t want the fabric.” Kristin moved to the cradle as Nathan and Bill worked to release the lever holding the overhead arm. They pulled the overhang away, taking all of the cloth with it.
Kristin ran her palm over the smooth wood, feeling it warm to her touch. On closer inspection the cradle was smaller than Cynthia’s had been and not nearly as ornate. A small foot pedal stuck out near the rocking chair so Kristin sat down and placed her foot on it. She smiled as the baby bed swayed gently, a tear coming to her eye.
“Honey?” Nathan knelt at her feet, his hand moving up to wipe the tear away. “I’ll take it back if you don’t like it. I just thought…”
Kristin propelled her self into his arms. “I love it! It’s the most wonderful crib I’ve ever seen and I love you for getting it.” She began to rain kisses across his face. Nathan captured her lips and held them as he was holding her, close but gently.
Janet breathed a quiet sigh of relief and tucked her arm into Bill’s. “Let’s leave them alone.”
*~*~*~*
“So… are you going to tell me what was wrong earlier?” Nathan buried his face in Kristin’s hair, inhaling the musky scent of both of their bodies, made damp by their recent exertions.
“Nothing… it’s silly. Just for a second I had a flashback to this monstrous cradle that belonged to Alex… my mother-in-law insisted that we use it for Cynthia. I HATED it. Having to fight my way through all of that netting and cloth when my baby was crying… but then you said that you didn’t like it either…”
“I meant what I said… we can take it back if you don’t like it. I had to run into town to the hardware store and I saw that through the window of the antique shop next door, the same place that I got your pendant. The workmanship is really exquisite. The shopkeeper said that it was probably a hundred years old or more… brought by early settlers here.”
“I can see the quality of the work and I really do love the cradle. Once you stripped away the covering… it’s the perfect size for that corner and the design is so simple but elegant. I really do love it, Nathan. You are a wonderful husband and you are a wonderful father.” Nathan heard the sincerity in her words.
“And you are a wonderful wife and mother, Mrs. Bridger.” He leaned over to kiss her gently then snuggled back up against her.
*~*~*~*
“Who gives this woman to be wed?”
“Her mother and I.”
Kristin tried to lean toward the pew in front of where she and Nathan were sitting but she couldn’t get enough leverage. She nudged Nathan and waved the handkerchief at him, inclining her head toward the sniffing mother of the bride. Her husband nodded in understanding, took the handkerchief and passed it forward to Janet as Bill lifted Ginny’s veil and kissed her then placed her hand in David’s.
Ginny looked lovely in her mother’s wedding gown of ivory satin, David equally handsome in his dress blues. Their attendants flanked the happy couple on either side, Ben Kreig, two of David’s navy buddies, Cynthia Kreig, Katie Hitchcock and Admiral Smith’s daughter, Wendy. The walls of the base chapel were banked with exotic flowers spreading their heady perfume through the air. Dappled sunlight shone through the windows joining the celebration.
Bill
moved to join his wife, wiping a tear away as he did so.
“I,
David, take thee, Virginia, to be my lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold
from this day forward…”
Nathan
took Kristin’s hand in his and gave it a gentle squeeze. She turned to look at him with a smile on her
face as she squeezed back.
“Ladies
and gentlemen, I am proud to present Dr. and Mrs. David Palmer.”
The
newly married couple looked at each other adoringly for a moment before walking
down the aisle to the sound of applause.
As the congregation stood Nathan helped Kristin to her feet then wrapped
his arms around her waist and pulled her back toward him.
“This
is what you should have had.”
Kristin
laughed. “I did have this… nearly twenty
years ago in a massive cathedral in
“In
a dinky little army chapel on a military base in
“Under
a waterfall, the sunlight glinting off the water, on a deserted island in the
middle of the
“Does
this mean I have to buy you two anniversary presents?”
She
turned to look at him. “At least.” She grinned.
“Uh-oh.” At the sound of Nathan’s expletive, Kristin followed his eyes to where
the wedding attendants were making their way down the isle in pairs. The couple who had just passed them happened
to be Ben and Cynthia. They were barely
touching and their faces were frozen into inane smiles. “I’m sensing more trouble in paradise.”
Kristin
leaned back against Nathan’s shoulder.
“I can’t stand to see her so unhappy… but I don’t know what to do to
make it better. I’ve invited her and
Teddy to come stay with us for a while… just so that she can have some space
until she can sort things out in her own mind but I can’t force her.”
“Maybe
I should have a talk with Ben.”
“Nathan,
I don’t want them to think we’re interfering…”
“I
won’t come across that way. I’ll just
ask a few questions… basically let him know that he can talk to me if he
wants. Maybe we can get a moment at the
reception.”
“Speaking
of the reception, we should get there as quickly as possible. They are going to be tied up here taking pictures
for a few minutes and I promised Janet that I’d make sure everything was in
place.”
Ben
had returned to escort Janet back down the aisle; Bill following close behind
so Nathan released his hold. “I’ll go
get the car and bring it to the door for you.”
Kristin’s
hand trailed down his arm as he moved away, gripping his fingers to halt him
momentarily. “I would have liked to
marry you while you were in your dress blues… not that you weren’t handsome in
your weather beaten uniform.”
“In
case I haven’t said it today… I love you, Mrs. Bridger.”
*~*~*~*
“So,
is everything perfect?” Kristin jumped at Nathan’s voice as he wrapped his arms
around her just beneath her breasts.
“As
perfect as one pregnant lady can get it.
Do you need to go back and pick up Ben and Cindy?”
“The
weather is so nice that the wedding party decided to walk here from the church…
well, except for the bride and groom of course.
They are coming in that dilapidated old carriage that Ginny dug up from
somewhere.”
“Nathan!”
Kristin chided her husband gently. “The
carriage looks beautiful and the whole idea is very romantic. You should be grateful that Ginny is too busy
today to be taking the pictures herself.
Her Uncle Nathan is her favorite subject.”
“You’ve
got a point… although I wouldn’t mind having my picture taken with you.”
“Not
a chance in hell, sailor… not until this belly goes back to its pre-pregnancy
size.”
“Honey,
you look gorgeous. I look at you like
this and I have to stop and catch my breath.
You should always wear green… if you have to wear clothes at all.”
Kristin
wore a dress of deep emerald green, the empire waist perfect for her expanded
figure. A low neckline showcased the
delicate emerald pendant nestled at the upper most point of her cleavage. Her hair was upswept as she usually wore it
when she was in public, but the style was more elaborate with delicate tendrils
allowed to curl around her face and to her shoulders.
“And
you, my love, should always wear blue.”
Nathan
did look especially dashing, the dark blue of his dress uniform bringing his
eyes out even more vividly than usual.
Together they made a striking couple.
“So…
is your dance card full yet, my lady? Or
might you have room for one dance with your husband?”
A
short laugh escaped Kristin’s lips. “I
can see me trying to dance. My partner
wouldn’t be able to get anywhere near me.”
“You
will dance with me, won’t you?”
Kristin
couldn’t resist his teasing tone. “I’ll
dance with you… but I have a chair staked out in the corner for the most
part. Janet even brought a footstool
over for me to prop my feet up and we have permission to leave whenever I get
tired.”
“I
know how you hate to miss your afternoon… nap.” Nathan pushed his hips against
her rear, allowing her to feel the bulge forming there.
Kristin
turned back to stare at him, a smile gracing her lovely face. “If you don’t mind leaving early… I suspect
this party will continue into the early hours of the morning and I don’t think
I’ll be able to last that long. Besides,
I’ve gotten used to my nap.”
Nathan
swooped down to capture her lips, the kiss holding a promise of things to
come. “I kind of like those naps myself,”
he whispered as their lips parted.
Any
further conversation was cut off by the arrival of a horse drawn carriage
covered in flowers at the entrance to the hall.
The bride and groom were ushered into the room by the crowd of guests as
the orchestra struck up a stirring tune.
*~*~*~*
The
cake had been cut, the toasts had been made, the photographer had managed to
snap a picture of Nathan and Kristin and the band was once again in full swing
when Nathan went in search of Ben. Once
he’d left Kristin’s side Cynthia appeared almost immediately.
“Sit
down beside me, honey. I’ve missed you
this week.”
Cynthia
smiled wryly. “I’m sure that I’ve been
the top thing on your mind all week long.
From what I hear you and Nathan have spent every free moment you’ve had
together… most of them in bed.”
“Janet
Noyce confides too much in her daughter.
Yes, I have been enjoying my time with Nathan but I never want you to
feel cut off from me. You can always
come to me… anytime.”
“I
know that, Mummy. I just… I haven’t made
any decisions yet. I’ve thought… but I
don’t know what to do. Ben is so busy… I
don’t know how to approach him… how to talk to him. We had a horrible fight this morning…”
“Your
posture during the ceremony told me that.
Do you want to tell me what you fought about?”
“I…
it’s so silly, really… I accused Ben… he’s been spending an awful lot of time
with Katherine Hitchcock lately.”
“Katie
is a member of the wedding party. You’ve
all been attending the same functions the last few weeks.”
“But
Ben always finds some excuse to talk with her… or dance with her. He’s attracted to her, Mummy, I just know it!”
“My
sweet child… men are always attracted to beautiful women. That doesn’t mean that they act on that
attraction. I’m sure that Ben talked to
other girls at those parties, danced with them?”
“Yes…
but you saw what happened last weekend during the football game…”
“I
saw… and I remember when Nathan once had the same reaction to me. We weren’t involved then… Carol was still
alive and Nathan was committed to her, but his body reacted in a very natural
way. The same thing happened to
Ben. The fact that it was Katie doesn’t
necessarily mean anything.”
Skepticism
showed on Cynthia’s face. “Maybe… I just
don’t know. How do I know… if he is
interested in Katie… what will I do? Can
I forgive him if something has happened?
Do I have any right to be angry if something happened? It’s not as if I am keeping him satisfied at
home.”
Kristin
closed her eyes for a long moment then opened them to lock her gaze with her
daughters. “My darling child, I would
give anything to be able to fix this for you, to give you all the right
answers… but I can’t do that. You have
to decide what is best for you.”
“Dad…
Jack cheated on you, didn’t he?”
“My
situation was completely different from yours and if I thought there was any
chance at all of you ending up in a relationship like that I’d take you away
myself. Don’t use me as your
example. If Ben were involved with
Katie… would you care? Because I didn’t… at least not in the end.”
“Of
course I would care! He’s my
husband. He’s Teddy’s father. He shouldn’t be running around with another
woman!”
“Because… you love him?”
“I…
I don’t know. Yes… I do love Ben. He’s been so wonderful to me but… I feel like
there is something more… that I’m missing something. I want what David and Ginny have, what you
and Nathan have. When I’ve been married
thirty years I want my husband to look at me the way the Admiral still looks at
Mrs. Noyce.”
“So
you just have to decide if you want Ben to be that husband. If the answer is yes then you have to put a
very real effort into saving your marriage.
Marriage is hard work, my love.
Bill and Janet don’t live in some fairy tale. Nearly thirty years of loving and fighting,
of good and bad have gone into that relationship. Perhaps, in the long run, some time apart
might be beneficial to both of you. Have
you given any thought to staying with Nathan and I for
a few weeks?”
“I
couldn’t… not now… the two of you need to spend time together… and the baby
will be here soon. I don’t want to
intrude.”
“You
are my daughter. You always have a place
with me. Nathan feels the same way. Promise me that you’ll always talk to me if
you need to. I’ll always be your mother
and I’ll always love you. Nathan and
this baby don’t change that.”
Cynthia
threw her arms around her mother’s neck.
“I love you, Mummy”
A
clearing throat pulled them apart. The
women looked up to find David’s friend standing nearby. “Excuse me for interrupting but… would you
like to dance?”
Kristin
gave a slight nod at Cynthia’s glance.
“I’m fine. Go have fun. No worries for the rest of the day.”
The
band struck up a lively Glenn Miller tune as Cynthia departed with the handsome
young man. Kristin’s eyes swept the
crowd searching for Nathan but couldn’t see him. She did see a good looking young sailor in a
neatly pressed uniform making his way toward her.
“Would
you like to dance, Mrs. Bridger?” Lucas asked politely.
Kristin
smiled at the boy. “I would love to
dance with you, Lucas, but I’m afraid that it would be too awkward for me right
now. How about I promise you a dance at
the first function we are at together after the little one comes?"
“That
would be great. How are you feeling?”
“Like I’m ready to be thin again. Have
you by any chance seen the captain?”
Lucas shook his head and turned to scan the room.
“I
saw him go out on the balcony a few minutes ago.” Janet collapsed into the chair beside her
friend. Lucas gave a little wave and
headed back into the crowd.
“Damn! I can’t believe he went out there without
me.” Kristin said once the boy was out of hearing range.
“It’s
four o’clock in the afternoon. The sun
is still shining. If the two of you did
what you normally do on that balcony you’d be arrested.”
Kristin
grinned at her friend. “You are a fine
one to talk, Janet Noyce. I don’t think
that Nathan and I were the only… OH…” Janet turned quickly at Kristin’s sharp
gasp.
“Are
you okay?”
Kristin’s
face was clenched as she nodded. Janet
gripped her hand until, after a few seconds, she slowly began to relax. “Was that a contraction?”
Kristin
shook her head. “This little one has
been fairly still the last few days but he just kicked the bejeezus out of
me. God, that hurt.”
“How’s
your back?”
“Tight,
but then it always is. I was hoping that
I might talk my handsome husband out of one dance and then, if you don’t mind,
ask him to take me home for my afternoon nap.”
Janet
eyed Kristin skeptically. “Well, if you
are tired…”
Kristin
couldn’t help but smile. “That too… and heaven knows
how long this party will go on.”
“For
hours, I suspect… Ginny makes a beautiful bride, doesn’t she? I know that I’m biased but…”
“But
you are right. Ginny is a beautiful
young woman but I’ve never seen her look lovelier than she does today. Your gown suits her perfectly.”
“I
cried when she told me she wanted to wear it.
I know that silk is at a premium right now but I would have moved heaven
and earth to find her whatever she wanted… and she wanted my dress.” A tear
slid from the corner of Janet’s eye.
“I’m sorry… I’m not usually so emotional…”
“You’re
entitled… mother of the bride’s prerogative.
You’ve had a lot going on the last few weeks… the last few months. Between planning Ginny’s wedding and keeping
the crazy English lady from going crazy missing her husband, I’m surprised you
haven’t cried a lot more lately.”
“I
don’t know what’s wrong with me this last week.
I never cry but I just feel so out of sorts.”
“Once
the happy couple heads out for their honeymoon you need to take some time for
yourself.”
“I’m
going to sleep for a week at least… and there’s your handsome husband heading
toward us now.”
*~*~*~*
“Bill,
have you seen Ben anywhere?”
“Umm…
I think I might have seen him go out on the balcony a few minutes ago.” Bill couldn’t tear his eyes off of his
daughter dancing with her new husband.
“Thanks,
Dad.” Nathan slapped Bill’s back and took off through the French doors. He scanned the porch in search of his
son-in-law but didn’t immediately see Ben.
Several people had taken momentary refuge outside so Nathan began
working his way through them from one end to the other.
The
scene that greeted him as he cleared the sea of people at the opposite end of
the balcony stopped him in his tracks, stunned.
Ben was locked in a passionate embrace, the woman’s brunette hair
quickly identifying her as someone other than his wife. Nathan wanted to scream as the couple kissed
passionately but no sound would come.
As
the kiss broke Ben raised his head and found him self staring into the furious
eyes of his father-in-law. He quickly
released the young woman from the circle of his arms. Nathan’s breath caught as Katie Hitchcock
turned and saw him.
“Sir…”
Ben called as he moved toward Nathan.
Ben’s movement freed Nathan from his own paralysis and he quickly turned
and moved away, unwilling to speak to his son-in-law until he had his anger
under control.
Nathan
was aware that Ben was following him as he pushed his way across the dance
floor to where Kristin was seated chatting with Janet Noyce. He dropped to his knees beside her, one hand
moving to rest on her abdomen.
“How
are you and the princess doing?”
“Actually,
I think that your son and his mother would love to dance with you… if you are
willing?”
“Ready,
willing and able, honey… any excuse to hold you in my arms.”
“So
why don’t we have a dance or two and then you take me home for my afternoon
nap?” Her hand fell to her side; her dress shielding the movement as her
fingertips lightly brushed his inner thigh.
“My pleasure, my love.” Nathan stood and held his hand out, helping her to
stand. “Wait just a second.”
He
left her standing there and moved to the bandstand to speak briefly with the
leader before returning. He took her
hand and led her to the floor, pulling her as close as their child allowed, as
the band began to play his request.
I’ll be loving you always
With a love that’s true always.
When the things you’ve planned
Need a helping hand,
I will understand always.
Always.
Days may not be fair always,
That’s when I’ll be there always.
Not for just an hour,
Not for just a day,
Not for just a year,
But always.
I’ll be loving you, oh always
With a love that’s true always.
When the things you’ve planned
Need a helping hand,
I will understand always.
Always.
Days may not be fair always,
That’s when I’ll be there always.
Not for just an hour,
Not for just a day,
Not for just a year,
But always.
Not for just an hour,
Not for just a day,
Not for just a year,
But always.
A
tear came to Kristin’s eye as she heard the words to the song Nathan requested
to be played for them. She leaned her
head into Nathan’s cheek as they continued to sway to the music. Once the song ended she pulled away and
stared into his face.
“Take
me home, husband, and let me show you just how much I love you.”
Nathan
winked. “Your wish is my command, my
love.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
stared at the overcast sky as he waited to help Kristin out of the car.
“Looks
like rain.” He made small talk with the young navy ensign assigned to drive
them home while Kristin carefully maneuvered her bulk to the edge of the seat.
“Yes
sir, it does, sir. But then it rains
somewhere on the island everyday.”
Nathan
smiled as the young man kept his eyes held at rigid attention on the road in
front of him, avoiding the rear view mirror at all cost as Kristin bent to push
her body up, her abundant cleavage threatening to spill over the low neckline
of her dress.
They
waved at the young driver and then turned to the front walk of their house,
their arms wrapped around each other.
“I’m
sorry for all the trouble. I didn’t
think about this when we picked up Ben and Cynni. Maybe Ben could have run us home then gone
back to the party.”
Nathan’s
mouth tightened. “I didn’t mind calling
on the motor pool. Cynthia was having a
good time and I didn’t want to spoil her fun.
This way she has a car to go home whenever she decides to leave.”
“She
and Ben… you spoke to him? What
happened?”
“I
didn’t get a chance to talk to him. I
don’t really want to talk about that.
Right now I want to get you inside and comfortable.” Nathan glanced up and down the street. “You realize that everyone in a three block
radius is at the reception, don’t you?”
Kristin
nodded, her brow furrowed as she watched Nathan unlock the front door. “Probably even further. I think Janet invited everyone on the base. But why…?”
A
lascivious grin crossed Nathan’s face as he closed the door with a resounding
thud. “Everyone at the reception means
that we can be as loud as we damn well please without having to worry about
what the neighbors think. Especially those pesky Noyces next door.”
Understanding
crossed Kristin’s face and she laughed.
“Well then, Mr. Bridger, I suggest that we go upstairs and take care of
business.” Her face grew serious. “I want you to make love to me, Nathan.”
Nathan
stood at the bottom of the stairs and watched as Kristin slowly climbed,
marveling at how thin she looked from the back, all of her bulk centered ahead
of her.
Kristin
stopped at the landing and looked down at her husband, lost in his own lustful little world. “You coming?”
Nathan’s
attention jerked back to the present.
“Oh yeah, I can guarantee that.
You will be too.” He grinned as
he ran up the stairs to join her.
“I’ll
be with you in just a few minutes.” She told him when they reached the bedroom,
her pace carrying her toward the bathroom.
“Make yourself comfortable.”
Nathan
smiled as he stripped down to his shorts and carefully hung up his uniform,
humming the melody they had just danced to softly as he did so. ‘Thank
you, God, that she is still so…’ His
thoughts broke off as he heard the door open.
Kristin
smiled almost shyly at him as she moved to the closet and hung up the dress she
had been wearing. Nathan’s eyes drank in
the way the light lavender slip she wore clung to her bountiful curves.
He
held his hand out to her. “Come here.”
She
moved into his arms and they shared a tender kiss. “I am so glad that you are my wife.”
“Nathan…
I wish I could tell you… I love you so much for what you’ve done for me… but,
darling, the way you worry about my daughter… words just can’t…”
He
silenced her with another kiss. “Cynny
is part of you. How could I help but
love her?”
Kristin
was surprised to feel Nathan maneuvering her body around until she stood with
her back to him; their lips still locked in a fervent kiss. His hands wrapped around her, his arms
cradling her breasts as his hands rubbed her abdomen.
“I
want to dance with you. I couldn’t hold
you close enough earlier.” He reached
out to the dresser and turned the knob on the radio. Soft music filtered into the room as they
began to sway together.
Kristin
lay her head back on Nathan’s shoulder and tilted her head to stare at him, one
hand coming up to wrap around the back of his neck. He bent to meet her and their tongues tangled
furiously as their bodies rubbed against each other.
Her
loud moan vibrated through both of them when Nathan’s hands slid up to cup her
breasts, thumb and forefinger tweaking the already peaked nipples. She circled her rear against the growing
evidence of his desire pushing into her.
Her
breathing was ragged when Nathan released her lips and tugged her arm
down. His nimble fingers loosened the
straps of the slip until they fell down her arms. She moaned again as his fingers slid beneath
the lacy neckline to cup her swollen breasts without the impediment of cloth
between them.
“Oh…
please… I need you… please touch me…” Kristin’s hands moved to cover Nathan’s
as they caressed her aching breasts.
“Make love to me… oh please love me.”
“Always.”
Nathan’s
lips slipped down the curve of her neck as his hands worked the material over
her abdomen and hips. The silk slid down
her legs to pool at her feet as one hand slid between her legs to tease her
curls.
Incomprehensible
gasps and moans began to escape Kristin’s lips as she pushed against Nathan’s
fingers, begging him to touch her more intimately. Her hand crept between them to rub his
erection through his cotton shorts. Her
fingers found the button and popped it open then crept inside and took him in
hand.
“Honey…
I’m not gonna last long…”
“I
need you now. I’m so ready.”
His
fingers probed between her legs and found her words were true. She was wet with desire. He found her swollen clitoris and rubbed
gently, causing a cry to escape her lips.
“Don’t
tease… oh darling…”
Nathan
grabbed at his shorts with his free hand and yanked them down, stepping out of
them as he pulled Kristin toward the bed.
“I’m
not teasing… now… how…?”
They
kissed ravenously, Nathan supporting Kristin as she climbed on to the bed and
knelt in front of him, their hands rubbing frantically across each other’s
bodies. Kristin cried out again as
Nathan’s fingers pushed against her sex.
“Nathan…
I need to feel you… oh my love, I want you deep inside of me…”
“Kris…
I don’t want to hurt… oh, God!” Nathan groaned as strong fingers wrapped around
his erection and began to rub gently.
“You
won’t…”
Nathan
broke the kiss to rest her forehead against hers. “How can we?”
Kristin
blushed. “There is a way… Janet told
me…” She was too embarrassed to continue.
Nathan
touched her lips lightly with his. “I’m
game to try anything. Tell me… then show
me.”
He
lifted a knee to the mattress as Kristin backed up and leaned over to stack the
pillows. She gave Nathan another glance
and at his encouraging nod, turned her back to him and bent over to grasp the
pile she had made.
Kristin
clung to the pillow with her eyes closed as she waited to see what Nathan would
do. A tiny tear slipped free when she
felt him shift behind her, his hands moving beneath her to rub her breasts as
he leaned over and kiss her shoulder.
“I
love you so much, baby… you tell me… at any time… if you get uncomfortable you
stop me…”
Kristin
nodded into the pillow, still too embarrassed to look Nathan in the face.
‘You are such a lady, my
love.’ He
grasped his erection and rubbed it along the swollen pink folds of her
sheath. She moaned and pushed back
against him. Nathan smiled at her
impatience and grasped her hips with both hands as he slowly sank into her
warmth.
The
breath rushed from his chest as her muscles clenched around him and he sank
even further into her, enjoying the deepest penetration that they’d experienced
in months.
“Is
that okay?” He finally bit out.
“Yes…
oh, yes…”
“Guide
me.”
“Move…
slowly, I want to feel you…”
Nathan
pulled back until only the very tip of his shaft touched her lower lips before
sliding slowly back in. Kristin sighed
with contentment and rocked back against him as he pushed forward, intensifying
the sensations for both of them. After
several minutes of this he felt her inner muscles clench around him.
“I
need more now…”
Nathan
increased the speed and force of his thrusts, fighting desperately to hold back
his own release while he sought to fulfil Kristin’s request. He slid one hand around her hip to caress the
lower swell of her abdomen while the other hand made its way to the top of her
sheath to lightly brush her.
The
pillows absorbed Kristin’s screams as she came with overwhelming force, her
body going rigid as she climaxed, then sagging limply into the cushions. The warmth of her juices washing over him
spurred Nathan to thrust even harder and when he felt his erection brush the
tip of her womb his own release washed over him in tidal waves.
He
fell forward onto her back and rested there for a moment before rolling to his
side, pulling her with him as he went.
“Remind
me to thank Janet for suggesting that.”
Kristin
struggled against his embrace until she lay on her back looking at him. “If you dare mention anything to Janet, or
anyone else, I will hurt you dreadfully.”
Nathan
laughed as he watched the blush rising in her cheeks. He leaned up and grabbed a pillow then pushed
it under Kristin’s head before propping on his elbow to stare at her. His free hand brushed a russet curl from her
cheek before settling against her neck in a gentle caress.
“You
have nothing to be embarrassed about, my love.
I would never say anything to Janet… but I love that you are willing to
be a little adventurous.”
Kristin’s
blush grew even deeper. “It’s not very…
ladylike.”
“There
is nothing wrong with trying something besides the missionary position. I know that Victorian upbringing of yours
taught you differently… but as long as we are both comfortable with what we do
in the privacy of our own bedroom, I don’t see a problem. Did you enjoy what just happened… the way
that we made love?”
Kristin
bit her lower lip then nodded slightly.
“It was incredible… and you are right.”
“When
I think back to how shy you were just eight months ago… the night we made this
little one… you couldn’t even look at me naked… I love that you’ve gotten so
comfortable with me… that you can tell me what you want… how you want me to
touch you.”
“I
trust you, Nathan. I know that you will
never hurt me.”
They
both jumped as a bolt of lightning pierced the twilight, a booming clap of
thunder following immediately in its wake.
“I
guess you were right about the rain.”
Nathan
hooked the blanket at the end of the bed with his foot and dragged it toward
them until he could cover them both.
“Rain on the roof, you in my arms… the perfect ingredients for a nap.”
Kristin
nodded in agreement as she rolled so that Nathan could spoon against her
back. They fell asleep, content in each
other’s arms, as the storm began in earnest around them.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
opened one eye warily; knowing that something was wrong but unable to put his
finger on it. Then he realized that it
was quiet outside, the storm had passed.
He also realized that he was alone in the bed.
“Kristin?”
When she didn’t answer Nathan reached for the lamp by the bed and flipped the
switch. Nothing happened.
“Shit!”
He threw the covers back and climbed out of the bed, running his foot along the
floor in search of his underwear. He’d
just finished pulling his briefs on when he saw a gleam of light in the
hallway.
Kristin
appeared in the door, clad in her nightgown, carrying a brightly blazing oil
lamp, which she sat down on the dresser.
“Why
didn’t you wake me?” Nathan asked as he moved to grab some candles out of the
drawer of his dresser.
“I’ve
only been awake about ten minutes. When
I realized the power was gone I went to get the lamp and a few other
things.” She sat a bundle down on the
dresser. “How long were we asleep?”
Nathan
glanced at his watch. “Almost four
hours… it’s after eight thirty. You must
be hungry. Let me go see if I can find
us something to eat.”
“Nathan,
I don’t really want anything to eat but maybe you could go find some more
lights.”
“Sure…
I like the way you look in the lamp light though.”
A
smile trembled on Kristin’s lips as her hands rubbed her abdomen. “The phone is out as well.”
“They’ll
have it fixed soon. It’s not like we
need it right now anyway…” Nathan’s voice trailed off, a suspicion forming in
his mind. “Kris?”
She
smiled wryly. “My water broke just as
soon as I stood up.”
“Oh
God… we should get you to the hospital.”
“How?”
“How? In the… we don’t have the car…
and we don’t have a phone.” Nathan took
a deep breath. “I’ll get dressed and
walk to a neighbor’s house.”
“You
don’t know how long it would take you to find someone at home. They are all at the reception, remember. I’d rather you stay here with me. I need for you to go find some more light and
then get back here as quickly as you can.
I don’t really want to be alone right now…” Nathan moved to her side to
support her as her face clenched with the force of her first strong
contraction.
Kristin
pressed her face into Nathan’s chest, her hand gripping his shoulder tightly as
she struggled through the pain. Nathan
followed his instincts and massaged her abdomen gently with one hand while
holding her back with the other until she could breathe normally again. He moved her to the side of the bed and
pushed her into a sitting position.
“I’ve
got to go find a doctor, Kristin. I
can’t deliver this baby.”
“You
won’t be delivering it. I will. Your job is to sit there and catch.”
“Kristin! This isn’t funny!”
“Nathan,
my love, I’m not laughing. I can do this
with your help… but I’m afraid if you leave me… I must have gone into labor
soon after we fell asleep… and it’s progressed quite rapidly. I don’t think we have a lot of time before
our baby is born.”
As
her words sank in Nathan realized the seriousness of the situation, calmness
overtaking him. “I won’t leave… I’m
going to get to see our baby born… I wouldn’t miss that for the world.”
Kristin
smiled gratefully at him.
“So
I need to find more light… anything else?”
“Bring
my medicine bag, a bottle of whisky, any towels you can find… and gather any
water that you can from the cistern. Put
it on the stove to boil… I hope the gas line is still working. You’re going to need to wash your hands in
very hot water… we’ll have to have sterile water to wash the baby in once it
comes as well.” Her breath caught as
another contraction took hold. “Nath…an!”
He
gripped her again as she rode through the waves of pain.
“That
one was worse, wasn’t it?” He asked once her muscles finally relaxed.
Kristin
nodded. “It was stronger… and very close
to the earlier one… the closer they get, the sooner the baby will be here.”
“Oh
shit!” He took off running toward the
door, disappearing around the frame before jerking back. “Are you going to be okay while I get the
stuff?”
“We
have a few minutes. I’m just going to
fix the bed… put down towels… but please hurry.”
*~*~*~*
A
collective groan rose from the dance floor when the lights flickered and then
went out but brightly burning candles on all of the dining tables saved the
reception room from going completely black.
Someone managed to turn up several camping lanterns for the band and the
food was still plentiful so the party continued unabated.
Bill
found Janet staring up at the clearing sky with concern on her face. “What’s wrong, dear?”
“I
don’t know,” she replied as a beam of moonlight broke through the clouds. “I just feel like something is wrong. Ginny’s reception was supposed to be
perfect.”
“And
it is perfect. Look around. Everyone is having a fabulous time. A little power outage can’t change that. I know that you miss the kids but Billy and
Barb are here in spirit. Almost everyone
we love is in this room.”
Janet
turned to stare at Bill, her eyes wide.
“Almost everyone… the baby… Go get the car, Bill. We’ve got to get home. I just feel it.”
Bill
started to protest but, remembering how accurate his wife’s hunches had been in
the past, he shut his mouth and took off toward the door at a run. Janet searched through the shadows until she
found Joshua Levin.
“Come
with me,” Janet grabbed his arm and dragged him away from his companion,
Admiral Wendell Smith’s daughter.
Their
departure didn’t go unnoticed.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
ran into the room and sat three oil lamps on the dresser before turning to run
back out. “One more trip,” he called as
he exited.
“Where
did you get the extra lamps?” Kristin called after him as she moved to add the
lanterns to the four already blazing around the room.
“I
broke into Bill’s garage.” She heard his voice from halfway down the
stairs.
Kristin
shook her head as she placed one more thick towel over
the stripped down bed and turned to check her instruments, which she had
soaking in alcohol in a basin on the nightstand.
“Oh, God!” She grabbed the iron post on the headboard as another contraction stabbed
through her body. Nathan found her in
this same position when he returned a minute later; her hands clenched around
the metal, sweat beading on her forehead as she struggled to breath.
He
dropped everything he had in his hands and stared at the rippling muscles
clearly visible through the nightgown pulled tightly across Kristin’s
abdomen. As the pain dissipated Kristin
saw him standing there. She moved to
stand in front of him and placing her arms on his shoulders, she shook him as
hard as she could.
“Don’t
you dare faint on me, Nathan Bridger! I need you right now. Don’t you let me down!”
Her
voice snapped Nathan back into focus.
“I’m here. I won’t let you down.
What do we need to do now?”
Kristin
moved the dresser and grabbed the bottle of whisky, popped the cork and poured
a stiff shot. She handed it to
Nathan. “Drink this; you are going to
need it. But one is all that you get.”
Nathan
stared at the glass in his hand, the amount of alcohol in it closer to a double
than a single. “You sure?”
“Giving
birth isn’t exactly pretty, sweetheart.
There will be some blood… perhaps a lot of it. You are going to have to tie off the cord and
cut it.”
Nathan
processed her words, stared at the glass for a moment then downed it with one
gulp. “You need to explain everything to
me beforehand… I’ve never seen a human baby born and I really don’t want to
mess this up.”
“What
kind of baby have you seen born?”
“Uhm…
cows, horses… back on my dad’s farm.”
Kristin
took the glass from his hand and poured another albeit smaller shot then lifted
it to her lips and gulped it down.
“I
need to move around… come walk down the hall with me while I explain things.”
By
the time Kristin had explained everything she could think of to Nathan they had
traversed the length of the hall four times and Kristin had suffered through
three more contractions. The fourth one
hit as they were entering the bedroom. Kristin gripped the doorframe and
screamed as the pain sliced through her.
“Kristin, that was less than two minutes since the last one.”
“I
realize that…” she bit out through clenched teeth. “I think it’s time to get ready.”
“What
do I need to do?”
“Help
me get my nightgown off and get into bed.
Then you are going to have to check the baby’s position.”
“Check? How do I do that?”
Kristin
gave him a hard stare. “You’re very
talented in touching that area. You’ll
figure it out.”
Nathan
grinned as he grabbed the hem of her nightgown and pulled it over her
head. He helped her settle into the
pillows and spread a sheet over her before moving to her feet.
“So
I uhm…”
“Lift
the sheet and look!” Kristin commanded as she parted her legs beneath the
cover.
Nathan
tentatively lifted the sheet with one hand and peered down. His eyes grew wide as he dropped the sheet at
her waist and sat down quickly, his finger probing between her legs.
“I
can feel something… is that the baby?”
“Of
course it’s the baby…” Kristin bit down as another contraction racked her
body. Nathan grabbed her hands, wincing
as she gripped them tightly. When the
pain finally passed Nathan grabbed a washcloth and dipped it into one of the
pans of water she’d prepared then moved back to wash her face.
Kristin
smiled up weakly at him. “I’m sorry,
honey, but I’m going to have to push. I
can’t believe how quickly I’ve progressed.
I didn’t mean for you to have to do this.”
“I’m
glad I’m here, really. I’m going to get
to deliver… catch my own child. Was
Cynthia born this quickly?”
“Uhm…
I contracted for hours with Cynny… I’ve had very few contractions now… but
they’ve been very bad ones. I probably
had mild ones while I was asleep.”
“Were
you in labor before… when we made love?”
Kristin
gripped his hand. “I was probably in the
very early stages but our love making didn’t harm anything. I can’t believe how fast this has
progressed. I… OH!”
“Okay,
honey, push.”
“I…
am… pushing!” Kristin panted as she struggled through the pain. “Get… down… there… and check!”
Nathan
maneuvered back to her feet; his hand still locked in her death grip. “Oh my God! It’s the head, Kris. I can see our baby’s head!”
Kristin
fell back against the pillows. “I know I shouldn’t be complaining since I
haven’t had hours of this but it hurts like the devil.”
“Just
a few more pushes and
“It
isn’t football, Nathan!” Kristin smiled.
“Oh… again.”
She
leaned forward and grabbed her knees, bearing down with all her might.
“The
head is moving down… keep pushing, sweetheart.”
Kristin
fell back against the pillows and gasped for air. “A few more pushes… you have to be ready.”
“Just
hold on a second while I run get my catcher’s mitt.”
The
expletive that Kristin uttered shocked Nathan but he didn’t have time to think
on it as she grabbed her knees and began to push again. He watched wide-eyed as the baby’s head
slipped clear of her body and into his waiting hands.
“The
head… oh my God… I’m holding our baby’s head!”
Kristin
tightened her grasp on her knees as she panted through her pain. “Remember… support the neck… help the
shoulder… ooooooh…”
Her
scream echoed through the night air.
*~*~*~*
“What the hell!?!?! Somebody
broke into our garage!”
Bill
slammed on the brakes, bringing the car to a screeching halt in his
driveway. At that instant lights up and
down the road sprang to life.
Janet
jumped out of the car and raced across the grass toward the Bridger’s front
door, Dr. Levin close at her heels. Bill took off after them at a trot.
When
she reached the entrance Janet grabbed the knocker and pounded, calling out
both Nathan and Kristin’s name. Her hand
fell to the knob. She was surprised when
it turned beneath her fingers. The door
flew open with her push and after a quick glance around the ground floor she
raced up the stairs towards the tiny glimmer of light at the top. Once again the men had no choice but to
follow.
“Kristin?”
Janet called as she made her way down the hall and to the open doorway of the
couple’s room, wanting to alert them to her presence, just in case. She froze in the doorway, a stunned smile on
her face at the scene she encountered.
Nathan
sat against the headboard with Kristin leaning back against him, a sheet thrown
across both of their lower bodies. Their
arms cradled a small bundle wrapped in a soft blanket from which quiet mewling
sounds could be heard. A tiny hand waved
in the air.
“Janet…
come meet our daughter.” Nathan smiled as he pulled
the sheet up around Kristin’s torso.
Janet
moved slowly towards the bed as she stared at the new family there. Happiness poured from both parents as they
gazed at their tiny daughter with wonder and adoration.
“Geez,
Janet! You know better than to bust in on those two…” Bill’s words trailed off
as he and Levin reached the door and heard the baby’s cry.
Janet
stopped at the edge of the bed and bent over, her hand gently touching the dark
sticky down on the infant’s head. “She’s
beautiful!”
“Isn’t
she just gorgeous?” Kristin observed, her happiness bubbling over in her words.
A
clearing throat caught Nathan’s attention and, with a quick glance to make sure
that Kristin was covered, he waved the men in the doorway over.
Bill
was beyond words as he stared at the tiny life in his friend’s hands but the
doctor in Levin quickly took over.
“How
long has it been since she was born?”
“She
came about five minutes ago. There
weren’t any problems. She cried and
pinked up just as soon as Nathan cleared her mouth.”
“Why
didn’t you tell me you were in labor before you left the reception?’
“I wasn’t in labor… at least not that I knew. My back was sore but it’s been sore for the
last four months. I only had
contractions for about half an hour and then pushed for five or six min…”
Kristin closed her eyes and swallowed hard as a ripple of pain shot through her.
“Afterbirth?” Levin asked.
Kristin
nodded.
“Okay…
Mrs. Noyce, why don’t you and the Admiral take the baby into the bathroom or
the nursery and get her all cleaned up while her mother and I take care of a
few last minute details? Captain, you
can go or stay as you please.”
Nathan
looked torn as Kristin carefully transferred the baby into Janet’s arms and
told her where the water and supplies were.
Her face clenched again as she turned back to Nathan. “You can go with the baby.”
“Do
you want me to leave?”
“I…it’s okay if you go with the baby.”
Nathan
nodded slightly at Janet to go ahead without him. He carefully slid out from beneath Kristin
and moved around the bed to stand by her side.
“They’ll be okay with her. I want
to see this through to the end with you.”
Kristin
smiled wearily as another contraction gripped her.
*~*~*~*
Bill
hovered by the side of the changing table as Janet carefully washed the
squirming baby. “She’s so tiny… none of
our babies were that small… were they?”
Janet
couldn’t help but smile. “Perhaps not
quite as tiny… all of our children were late and this one is three weeks
early.” They both leapt as a small cry
escaped the tiny bundle they were washing.
Once
Janet had cleansed the mucous and blood away from the baby’s hair they were
pleased to see thick auburn down covering the rounded head. “You can tell that Kristin wasn’t in labor
very long.”
“How?” Bill asked curiously.
“The
little princess doesn’t have a pointed head.
See how well shaped it is?”
Bill
nodded indulgently although he’d never noticed any baby’s head to begin
with. He responded to Janet’s directive
to retrieve a diaper and a tiny gown and soon Janet had the baby dressed and
wrapped in a blanket.
“Would
you like to hold her?” Janet asked, laughing at his vehement headshake. “She won’t break.” She didn’t give him a chance to say no again
as she carefully placed the child in his arms.
“She
doesn’t weigh anything! Oh… what’s she
doing, Janet?” The baby had managed to
find her mouth with her flailing fist.
“She’s
hungry. Perhaps we’d better take her
back to her mama.”
Bill
walked slowly down the hallway, every step measured as he spoke softly to the
murmuring baby. “You are such a beauty,
princess. Your daddy is so proud of you…
and so is your Uncle Bill.”
Janet
stuck her head around the doorframe and checked then motioned Bill
forward. Joshua Levin was putting the
finishing touches on a freshly made bed; Nathan and Kristin were no where in
sight.
“Is
everything okay, doctor?”
Levin
looked up and smiled. “Everything is
fine. Dr. Westphalen actually had a very
easy delivery although I don’t think she would agree with that statement at the
moment. The Captain is just helping her
get cleaned up.” He inclined his head toward the bathroom where the sound of
running water could be heard. “I should
probably give this little one a look over while we wait.”
Levin
was wrapping the blanket back around the baby when Nathan came through the
doorway; Kristin cradled in his arms.
She wore a fresh white nightgown and her hair had been combed and pinned
back. Nathan placed Kristin in the
middle of the bed then tucked the blankets around her carefully before sitting
down beside her.
“She’s
healthy, isn’t she?” Kristin asked Joshua anxiously as he approached them, the
baby in his arms.
“She’s
perfect… ten fingers, ten toes… well developed lungs, especially to be several
weeks early… and gifted with a healthy appetite as well, judging by how she’s
going to town on that fist.”
Kristin
nodded as she took the baby in her arms.
“Could you get me another blanket, Nathan?”
Nathan
reached for the covering at the foot of the bed, stopping at Janet’s
snicker.
“I’ll
go get one, Kristin.” Janet left the room, returning moments later with several
soft baby blankets and a stack of diapers and pins. She took the top blanket and draped it over
Kristin’s shoulder while the new mother untied the bow at the front of her
scooped nightgown and loosened it. Bill
and Joshua suddenly became interested in a spot somewhere outside the bedroom
window but Nathan stared in fascination as Kristin freed her breast from the
neckline of her gown. He reached over
and grasped a tiny wrist, pulling the fist from the baby’s suckling mouth. She cried out instantly but quickly latched
on to the nipple her mother guided into her mouth.
Kristin
gasped as the baby began to pull on her hungrily. “A very healthy appetite, I’d say.”
“
“Char…”
Janet’s hands fell away as her face showed surprise.
“We’d
like to name her
Janet’s
hand flew to her mouth as she struggled not to cry. “I’d be… honored.”
Nathan
turned to Bill who’d heard the announcement and walked over to join his
wife. “I tried to get Kristin to go for
Wilheminia but she refused.”
Janet
sat on the end of the bed. “So what did
you go for, Kristin? Not that I blame
you for rejecting Wilheminia…”
“Her
full name is Charlotte Eleanor Bridger.”
“Mrs.
Roosevelt will be pleased.”
“If
you’d like to write the first lady a note I’ll make sure it gets sent in the
next packet.” Bill offered.
“Uh-oh, folks. It looks like you are about to
have company.” Joshua was leaning out the window staring toward the front of
the house.
Nathan
turned back to Kristin, his eyebrows raised.
She shrugged her shoulders, one hand moving to pull the blanket more
securely over her exposed breast. “Who
is it?”
“I
see the bride and groom, your daughter and Lieutenant Kreig… and most of the
crew of the Dolphin.”
“Most?” Kristin asked. “Um… sweetheart…
I don’t think…” She glanced down at the nursing baby.
“Why
don’t I go down and run interference?
I’m sure that your crew won’t expect to come up here… they just want to
know that everything is okay.” Bill squeezed Janet’s shoulder and moved to exit
the room.
“Let
the children come up, Bill. Give my crew
the news and tell them that I’ll be passing out the cigars soon.”
Nathan
turned back to his wife at her small chuckle.
“See, I told you that you wouldn’t be drinking in the O club and passing
out cigars when our baby was born.” She
told him.
“So
you did, wife. And you know
something? There is no other place I
would have rather been than right where I was… having Dr. Levin there too would
have been appreciated but otherwise…”
The
baby turned loose of Kristin with a resounding smack and began to coo
contentedly as she nuzzled her mother’s breast.
Nathan’s finger hovered above her hand.
“You
can touch her, Nathan. She won’t
break. I think
Nathan
stationed his back against the headboard as Kristin laid the baby in his
arms. Pounding on the stairs signaled
the eminent arrival of their guests so Kristin quickly readjusted her neckline
and tightened the bow. Nathan rested the
baby against his chest before freeing one arm and slipping it around Kristin’s
shoulders as she bent to pull away the blanket, to see her daughter.
“She
has your eyes. They are the same color
blue as yours.”
“I
thought all babies had blue eyes.”
Nathan’s forefinger stroked tiny fingers as they tried to grab hold.
“You
won. You got your baby girl. At least let me think she has your eyes.”
Kristin smiled bemusedly at her husband.
“Just as long as everything else looks like her mama.” Nathan planted a light kiss
on Kristin’s nose.
“Mummy?” The sound of Cynthia’s voice pulled them apart. A huge grin broke across Cynthia’s face as
she and the others moved to the bed to admire the gurgling baby.
*~*~*~*
“You’ll
call if you need anything? Just tell
Nathan to lean out the window and yell.”
Janet asked one last time.
“If
things get too bad you will probably hear
“Alone at last!” Nathan announced dramatically as the sound of the front door closing
behind their next door neighbors reached them.
“It’s
been quite a day, hasn’t it?”
“You
can say that again. Do you want for me
to take
Kristin
shook her head and patted the bed beside her.
“I’m going to see if she wants to eat again, try the other side.”
Nathan
closed the door and turned off the lights, leaving only the dim glow of the
lamp on his bedside table to provide illumination. He dropped his pants and kicked them into the
corner before sitting down on the side of the bed.
Kristin
had freed her chest and the baby was suckling contentedly by the time Nathan
joined them.
“I
think that you’ve never looked lovelier than you do right this minute.” He
whispered to her.
Kristin
blushed slightly. “Come get into
bed. I want to feel your arms around
me.”
“Is
it okay? I can sleep in the guestroom…”
Kristin’s
face fell. “If you want to…”
“Of
course I don’t want to but I don’t want to do anything to hurt you.”
“Then
come to bed. Just because we can’t make
love doesn’t mean that I don’t want you to hold me.”
Nathan’s
face gleamed as he pulled the covers back and climbed into the bed, pulling
Kristin and Charlotte into a careful embrace.
“Janet warned me… you might not want me to touch you… for a while.”
“That
happens sometimes,” Kristin agreed. “But
I don’t really think that it’s going to happen with us. I love being close to you. I think
Nathan’s
eyes met Kristin’s, a stunned look in their blue depths. “Do you think… is she paying me back?’
Kristin
began to giggle. “Oh, my darling
husband… I love you.”
They
fell silent as they both watched and marveled at the tiny miracle their love
had created. Nathan felt Kristin’s head
fall to his chest and he brushed his lips across the top. “Thank you, my love… Kristin?”
When
she didn’t respond he lifted her face and found that she had fallen asleep.
Nathan
climbed out of bed and detached the now sleeping baby from Kristin’s arms. He carried her over to the cradle that Janet
had prepared before leaving.
“You
sleep now, baby girl. Daddy’s right here
watching over you.” He whispered to her as his lips brushed across the red
curls.
*~*~*~*
Something
indefinable pulled Kristin slowly from slumber, a mother’s instinct that her
child was awake perhaps. Her eyes popped open, searching for her baby. Her gaze fell on the cradle but was drawn
away by movement in the corner.
Nathan
sat in the rocking chair;
Kristin
pulled herself up on one elbow, suppressing a small moan as her muscles
protested. “My grandmother
used to tell me that having the hiccups meant you were growing.”
Nathan
grinned and stood. “We were just getting
to know each other better while we waited for you to wake up. I don’t want her to be growing just yet. She’s perfect just the way she is.”
“You’re
just worried about boys.”
“Nope…
I told you before, she’s never dating.
I’m calling the convent tomorrow.
I do think she might be hungry again, though. She keeps trying to put her entire fist in
her mouth.”
Kristin
once again loosened her nightgown, letting the top fall completely off her
shoulders to her waist. Nathan’s eyes
sparked as he bent to place
“She’s
a good eater. Look at the way she goes
after…” Nathan broke off his sentence and blushed.
“Similar
to the way her father does. Wait until
my milk comes in.” Kristin’s eyes twinkled.
“This
is
“I’ll
go get something after she’s done.”
“You’ll…
you’ll go? I’ll go get whatever you
want. You aren’t stepping foot out of
this bed for at least a week.”
“Nathan,
you don’t have to wait on me.” Kristin protested but Nathan could tell that his
protectiveness pleased her.
“Just
try me lady. Bill is going to arrange
some leave for me so that I can stay home with you for a few days at
least. So one foot out of that bed and…”
“And what?”
“I’ll
tie you down.”
A
wicked smile crossed Kristin’s face. “That
sounds interesting. Unfortunately we
can’t… not for a while… but save that thought.”
Nathan
almost choked at Kristin’s response to his playful suggestion. He had definitely unleashed a monster in his
bedroom and he couldn’t be happier but the thought of weeks without loving her
was already driving him crazy. “Food… we
were talking about food. What would you
like to eat?”
“Surprise
me.”
*~*~*~*
The
Wednesday afternoon football game was in full force when Janet appeared at the
sideline, calling a halt to the play.
“Honey,
we’re just about to score. You’ll break
our momentum!” Bill griped.
“Says
you… Sir.” Ben interjected.
“We
are about to have company and I will not have that ball or one of you burly
guys accidentally hitting the baby.”
“Nathan
is going to let them leave the house?” Bill asked incredulously. Except for very short visits by Janet and
Cynthia, plus a follow up check-up by Joshua Levin, no one had seen Nathan or
Kristin since the night of the baby’s birth.
“He’s
just being cautious. They needed time to
bond as a family. So shut up and play
nice!”
“I
always play nice… now don’t I?” Bill whispered as he stepped behind Janet, his
hand playing over the softness of her rear.
“Behave
yourself, William Noyce!” Janet hissed at him.
“Only
if you promise we can leave the window open tonight and make a little
noise. I think it’s time that I get to
torment Nathan a little.”
A
cheer went up from the teams, consisting mainly of crewmen from the Dolphin
plus various hospital personnel, when Cynthia appeared on the back steps of the
Bridger house, a large basket in her arms.
Nathan followed close behind with Kristin cradled in his arms.
Janet
guided Nathan to a comfortable chair and ottoman on the porch. “I thought you might enjoy the fresh air.”
Kristin
nodded gratefully. “I am going a little
stir crazy locked in the bedroom… especially when we can’t do anything.”
“MOM!”
Nathan
and Kristin grinned at each other at Cynthia’s shocked explanation. “So where’s my grandson? I’ve missed him the last few days.”
“He’s
sleeping in the living room. I should go
check on him.”
Nathan
took the basket from her arms and set it on the floor in the sheltered space
between his chair and Kristin’s.
“Cap! Come play with us!” Lucas’ voice called.
Nathan
ruffled the boy’s hair as he draped his lanky body over the railing. “Not today, Lucas. You’re going to have to whip the Admiral’s
butt without me.”
“Like we stand a chance of doing that without David. Hey… she’s… small… and wrinkled…” Lucas stared
at the baby as Kristin lifted her out of the basket. “And really really
beautiful.” He finished in response to Nathan’s pointed stare.
“She’ll
fill out, Lucas. Give her a few more
days.” Kristin laughed.
Lucas
nodded, his face still skeptical, then trotted back to the game.
“Is
this too much for you? Do you want to go
home? Is it too cool for
“Honey,
I’m fine,
“Driving
you crazy, huh?” Janet leaned and whispered as Nathan disappeared into the
house.
Kristin
laughed again. “No…
not really. He’s just so…
different from what I am used to. He
wants to be involved in every aspect of
“But…
the true test… does he change diapers?”
“Constantly…
even the really bad ones. He’s even been
doing the laundry, including those diapers.”
Janet
rolled her eyes. “It must be love. Bill never changed a dirty
diaper in his life… at least not yet.
Maybe with the grandchildren…”
“He
can practice on
“The
hell he can. Bill would probably drop
her.” Nathan protested vehemently as he handed Kristin a glass of juice. “See, he can’t even hang on to the football!”
A
roar went up from Ben’s players as the football slipped from Bill’s hands into
Lucas’. The boy was slippery as an eel
and wriggled through the advancing line to score. Once the extra point had been score both
teams trooped over to the porch for halftime refreshments. They lounged around on the stairs and the
floor drinking lemonade and discussing football plays while also offering
congratulations to the new parents.
“She’s
beautiful, Dr. Bridger, absolutely beautiful.”
“Thank
you, Katie. Would you like to hold…” Kristin was startled when Nathan leaned over and took the
baby from her arms.
“I
think
“I
think… I’ll go help Mrs. Noyce with dinner until it’s time to play again.”
Kristin noticed Katie’s nervousness and watched with interest as she retreated
toward the house. Just as Katie reached
the door Cynthia stepped out, a sleepy Teddy in her arms. The two women eyed each other warily for a
moment before Ben approached, his arms held out to Teddy. A look passed between the three adults.
Kristin
reached a hand out and touched Nathan’s back to get his attention. “What do you make of that?” She asked when he
turned. Nathan didn’t respond.
Kristin
was about to question Nathan further when Ben turned and headed toward them
with Teddy.
“Gramma! Teddy propelled his body forward, Ben barely catching him before he
fell into Kristin’s lap. He lowered the
boy gently to the chair and Kristin pulled him forward into her embrace.
“I’ve
missed you the last few days, my little man.”
“Gramma… tummy?” The little boy gently patted
Kristin’s greatly reduced stomach.
“You
don’t miss anything, do you? Come sit
here by grandma and see what Grandpa is holding.”
Nathan
lowered his arms and pulled the blanket aside so that Teddy could see
clearly. The boy stared at the baby with
a puzzled look on his face. “Baby… baby
boy.” He announced finally.
Kristin
glared at Nathan as he hooted with laughter.
“Baby girl, Teddy. This is your Aunt Charlotte.
Teddy
continued to stare, one eyebrow raised as he took stock of the cooing bundle in
his grandpa’s arms. “Cha…
chawie.”
“Her
name is Charlotte, Teddy.” Kristin spoke the name very slowly again. “
“Chawie.” Teddy said again, this time more clearly.
“Charlie…
I like that. What do you think
princess? You like the name Charlie?”
“I
think that’s a yes.”
“Nathan
Bridger, you are not calling my daughter Charlie. She’s a girl, she needs a girls’ name.”
“Baby
boy… Chawie!” Teddy announced even more emphatically.
Nathan
gestured at the boy. “You are the one
who convinced him that we were having a boy.
You get to convince him now.
While you are doing that, Charlie and I are going inside to change her
diaper.”
*~*~*~*
“Sir,
can I please talk to you for a moment?” Nathan’s jaw flinched when he heard
Ben’s voice behind him.
“This
isn’t a good time.”
A
nervous laugh escaped Ben’s throat. “I
know. Diaper changes can be adventures
in and of themselves. But I need to
speak with you privately.”
“Ben…”
Nathan closed his eyes and cursed beneath his breath, then out loud as he
jabbed his thumb with the diaper pin. “Talk.”
“Thank
you, sir. I wanted to speak to you about
what you saw the day of the wedding… on the balcony… Katie Hitchcock and I…”
“I
am fully aware of what I saw, Ben. I
don’t need you to remind me.”
“I’m
sorry, sir. I don’t intend to offer any
excuse but I want you to understand.
Things haven’t been very good with Cynthia and I lately. Hell, things have never been good between
Cynthia and I.
Katie is a beautiful woman and I… well, I let my attraction to her get
out of hand but that’s over. I told
Cynthia what happened and that it will never happen again. I am totally committed to her and to Teddy.”
Nathan
carefully finished pinning the diaper.
“Put the wet one in the pail, will you?”
He picked the baby up and turned to face Ben before he spoke. “I admire that you were honest with
Cynthia. I admire your commitment to my
daughter, because she is mine now, and to my grandson. But think about your words, son… I am
committed… what about love? I know why
you married Cynthia, I know how you feel about Teddy… but the two of you have
to face some cold hard truths. If you
don’t love each other then walk away before both of you get hurt.”
Nathan
softened slightly at the stricken look on Ben’s face. “You can always come
talk to me, Ben. I know what it’s like
to be attracted to one woman while you are married to another… but is the price you would pay worth it? Things might not be so great between you and
Cyn right now but… if Cynthia is anything like her mother then she’s worth
fighting for.”
*~*~*~*
“Why
didn’t you answer me earlier?”
Nathan
made sure the door to the parlor was securely closed before moving around the
sofa to sit by Kristin. His eyes fell to
the baby at her bared breast.
“
Kristin’s
face softened. “No… I don’t mind. Charlie is growing on me. Besides, I couldn’t convince Teddy to change
his mind, either.”
Nathan
wrapped his arm around Kristin’s shoulders and pulled her back against his
chest, his lips brushing her hair. “I
love you.”
“I
love you too… but changing the subject isn’t going to distract me. Why didn’t you answer my question
earlier? I know that you saw the
children… felt the tension in the air… what aren’t you telling me?”
Nathan’s
forehead fell forward to the back of her hair.
“It wasn’t a case of not telling you… we’ve just been busy the last few
days.”
“You’ve
been short with Ben… you were rude to Katie tonight… what happened?”
“I
went to find Ben at the reception, to talk to him like we discussed. I found him on the balcony… with Katie.”
“And?” Kristin prompted.
“What
do we always end up doing on that balcony?”
“Oh God! Cynthia saw them as well?”
Nathan
shook his head. “I didn’t see her
outside but… I talked with Ben for a few minutes earlier. He told me that he confessed the kiss to Cynthia.”
“She
suspected that there was an attraction between Ben and Katie. She just doesn’t know what she wants to do
about it. What if she’s waited too
late?”
“Hold
on, honey. A kiss doesn’t mean that Ben
is ready to throw everything away and run off with Katie. I did have to talk to him. I just needed time to calm down and then
Charlie was born…”
“How
do you sit back and let your children live their lives without
interfering? I just want to protect
her.”
“Of
course you do. Mothers protect their
children. It doesn’t matter if they are
Charlie’s age or Cynthia’s age. What’s
wrong?” Nathan asked, alarm in his voice as he felt Kristin flinch in his arms.
“My
milk just came in.” Nathan looked over
Kristin’s shoulder and down her chest to see a dark circle spreading over her
covered breast.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
stood in the dark hallway, his shoulder propped against the door jam, watching
his wife in silence. Kristin was seated
at her vanity preparing for bed. She
wore a white cotton sleeveless nightgown, her white robe with lavender ribbon
over it. One hand was stretched above
her head, the wide sleeve falling back to reveal the tender flesh of her arm as
she brushed her long hair.
The
brush stroked through silky strands of auburn falling nearly to her waist, over
and over as she completed her nightly ritual.
Suddenly Nathan couldn’t stay still; he was overcome with the desire to
touch the shimmering sheet of red. He moved
into the room to stand behind her.
“I
didn’t hear you come in. You must have
had a rough day.” Kristin’s reflection smiled at him in the mirror.
“I’ve
definitely had better days, that’s for sure. But now I’m home with you and Charlie.” Nathan took the brush from her outstretched
hand and began to work it through her hair carefully.
“Did
you look in on her?” Kristin was practically purring in contentment at Nathan’s
ministrations.
“She’s
sleeping.”
“She
was a bit fussy tonight… missing her daddy I suspect. I just got her down a little while ago.”
“Her
daddy missed her too… and he missed her mommy.”
“Do
you want something to eat? I could fix
something.”
Nathan
shook his head as he worked through the ends of her hair. “I grabbed a sandwich earlier. All I want to do now is crawl into bed and
hold you tight all night long.”
Kristin
caught the tone of his voice though he tried to hide it and stared intently at
his face in her mirror.
“When?” She finally whispered.
“Tomorrow… by noon at the latest.” Nathan’s voice cracked as he answered her.
Hot
tears rushed into her eyes but she quickly willed them back, silently reminding
herself that she would never make Nathan feel bad for doing his duty. Nathan saw the tears and bent low to drag his
lips over the top of her head. Her hand
came up to hold the back of his neck as he stayed there, blinking back his own
tears.
Finally
he straightened and once again began to smooth her hair.
“Have
I ever told you how much I love it when you brush my hair?”
The
brush clattered to the floor as his arms stretched around her body to cup her
milk heavy breasts. She turned her head
to meet his lips as they came toward her, seeking solace in her kiss.
All
too soon the kiss changed, deepening as their ardor rose. One of Nathan’s hands slid down to her waist
as he twisted and slid an arm between her knees. Kristin twined her arms around his neck as he
lifted her easily and carried her to the bed.
They fell to the sheets together, a tinge of desperation haunting their
embrace.
“Hold
me, darling. Don’t ever let go.” Kristin
begged as her hands attacked the buttons of his uniform.
“Never.” Nathan shrugged out of the shirt and threw it to the floor then pulled
Kristin tightly to him. “Kris, honey… don’t…” Nathan groaned as Kristin slipped a hand
between their bodies to caress his rapidly growing erection, sliding the zipper
of his trousers down and slipping her fingers inside. “Levin said six weeks…”
“For
me, but that doesn’t mean you…”
A
piercing cry cut off her words.
Kristin’s
head fell to Nathan’s chest. “As usual,
your daughter has impeccable timing.”
“How
come she’s my daughter when she interrupts something? I’ll go get her.” Nathan climbed off the bed then quickly fell
face first onto the floor as his trousers slid to the ground and wrapped around
his feet.
Kristin
giggled as Nathan’s head rose above the mattress to stare at her while he
disentangled his legs. “I didn’t realize
you managed to get them undone. Although
if I broke a leg I probably wouldn’t have to go…”
A
bittersweet smile crossed Kristin’s features as Nathan stood, tossed his pants
across the room and headed toward the sounds of crying.
He
returned with a hungry Charlie in his arms to find Kristin in the rocking
chair, her nightgown down around her waist, her robe thrown across the back of
the chair. His eyes darkened with desire
as he passed their daughter into her arms and knelt before her. His fingers stroked the full swell of her
breast then held it steady as the hungry baby latched on and began to suckle.
His
fingers slid to the opposite breast to caress its fullness. “I love watching the two of you together,
watching her nurse. I envy her.”
“It
won’t be… oh… how long will you be gone?”
“Not
long, I hope… but any time spent away from you and the princess here is too
long. I should be back in a month or
so. We are going out on a training
mission… to test some new equipment the orders say. We won’t be in enemy territory.”
The
forced smile that crossed her face tugged at Nathan’s heart and he stretched
his head up to capture her lips with his.
Kristin wrapped her free arm around his neck and pulled him closer until
his bare chest was pressed against her naked breast. His hands fell to her waist, one slipping
lower to splay across her bottom while the other began to trail up and down her
spine bringing her closer still.
A
soft moan filled the air, neither one of them aware who made it, as the kiss
took on an almost desperate quality, tongues tangling frantically.
A
soft kick to Nathan’s chest reminded both of them of the small child wedged
halfway between them. He pulled back
reluctantly.
“I’m
sorry, princess, but your mama is much too tempting.” Nathan’s hand trailed slowly down Kristin’s
body as he regretfully pulled away then stood.
“I think I’ll just go over here before we end up squishing our baby.”
Kristin
nodded, frustration clearly written on her features as Nathan moved to the bed
and flopped down on top of it, his feet lying on the pillows. He turned to his side and propped up on an
elbow, watching intently as Kristin moved the baby from one breast to the
other. A tuneless lullaby fell from her
lips as she rocked leisurely to and fro.
Charlie
soon finished and after rewarding her mother with a large burp, fell quickly
asleep.
“You
want me…?” Nathan whispered but Kristin shook her head as she stood.
“Don’t
move. I’ll be right back.” Kristin’s
loosened nightgown fell low on her waist.
She gave her hips a small shake as she tugged and the gown slid to the
floor with a quiet whisper.
Nathan
groaned as her body was revealed to him, her only covering a tiny pair of
panties. He fell to his back as she left the room, his hand moving down to
absently stroke his rampant erection. He
wasn’t aware that Kristin had returned until he felt her weight on the bed
beside him. He opened his eyes to find
her sitting beside his head and smiled up at her.
“I’m
happy to report that your daughter is full, dry and asleep and should stay that
way for several hours.”
Nathan
tried to sit but Kristin laid a hand on his chest and shook her head. “Stay there.”
Delicate fingers reached down to unfasten his shorts, his erection
springing free to point toward the ceiling.
Her fist closed around it.
“Kristin,
we can’t!” He protested half-heartedly.
She
shushed him as she stretched out down his body, both hands closing around his
arousal as she lay beside him. “Just
enjoy, sweetheart.”
Nathan’s
head fell back, eyes closed, as pleasurable sensations began to spiral out from
his groin. Kristin’s hands worked his
member expertly, alternately pulling and pumping as his desire built.
A
small smile crossed his face when he felt Kristin’s lips brush lightly over the
tip but his breath flew from his body when he felt her warmth engulf his
swollen head. His hips jerked
involuntarily toward her and she took even more of him into her wet mouth. He tried to pull back but Kristin refused to
release him.
Nathan
stared down his body to the sight of his wife caressing him with her hands and
for the first time, her mouth. “Kristin…
you don’t have to.”
She
released him and looked up to meet his gaze.
“I know I don’t have to… but I want to try. Don’t you like it?”
“Oh God, of course. The feel of
your mouth is wonderful but you’ve never…” His words trailed off as Kristin
flicked her tongue across the sensitive opening in the tip of his rock hard
erection.
Nathan
fought to control himself and found a distraction in the sway of Kristin’s hips
lying just in front of his face. He
reached a hand out to caress her waist.
“Honey… could I?”
“Uhmmm.” She answered as she filled her mouth with
him once more, the vibration of her sound sending shock waves through Nathan’s
body. Nathan grasped the sides of her
panties and yanked them down her legs as far as he could. A few gentle kicks from Kristin sent them
sailing to the floor.
Nathan
pulled her hips toward him, lifting her leg up and over his shoulders as he
moved forward and inhaled deeply. The
scent of her arousal washed over him. He
carefully parted her glistening folds and flicked his tongue out to taste
her. Soon that wasn’t enough and he
moved in closer, latching on to her swollen sex and sucking it forcefully into
his mouth.
Kristin’s
moan sent a new tingling rolling through his nerves and he realized that he
couldn’t hold out much longer. He pulled
even harder at the bud of her desire, laving it with his tongue as one finger
carefully ran up and down her wet slit.
He pressed down slightly and his finger slid into her dripping sheath,
her muscles clamping down around the long digit. Nathan wiggled experimentally, knowing by the
jerk of Kristin’s body when he hit that special spot deep inside her.
Five
weeks of abstinence had left them both anxious and Kristin’s body reacted
almost immediately to Nathan’s presence, her juices flowing over his finger and
out to coat his hand. She released him
from her mouth and buried her face in his hip to smother her scream as she came
in a tidal wave of sensation.
Nathan
pulled his finger away to lap her juices from it as Kristin struggled to
control her breathing. He continued to
kiss and caress her hips and thighs as she finally recovered and took him back
into her mouth with renewed vigor.
Her
teeth nipped ever so lightly at his hard flesh while her hands massaged his
full sacs. Nathan felt a telltale tingle
in his spine and fell to his back, eyes closed as wave after wave of pleasure
washed over him. His hand moved to
Kristin’s hair, twining his fingers through the auburn silk as he gave it a
gentle tug, letting her know that his time was near.
Her
mouth left him and he felt her shift, both hands wrapping around his length to
pump him as the first drops of precum left his body. “Kris… I’m going to… Oh God… NO!”
Nathan’s
eyes flew open, protest on his lips as he felt the warmth of her tight channel
close around him. Kristin had straddled
him and impaled her self on his body, taking him into her willing depths until
there was nothing left to take.
He
shook his head in protest, even as his hips surged upward, heavy ropes of semen
shooting out into her core as he emptied himself.
Kristin
slumped to Nathan’s chest, his arms wrapping around her instinctively as the
aftershocks of his orgasm continued to wash over him. Finally he spoke.
“Kristin…
honey… why did you do that? Levin said
we should wait…”
“Six
weeks. Well you won’t be here when the
six weeks are up and I wanted you now.
I’m a doctor, Nathan, and I know my own body. I had an easy delivery. I was ready… I am ready.” She flexed her hips
against him, his semi-erect member leaping within her. “Love me, Nathan. Give me something to keep me warm for the
next month.”
Nathan
rolled his wife to her back and bent to feast at her breasts, feeding with
relish on the milk that gushed into his mouth, as his hips rocked within her.
*~*~*~*
A
quiet knock on the door of the captain’s quarters pulled Nathan and Kristin’s
lips apart although their bodies remained locked together in a fervent embrace.
“What
is it?” He called.
“Chief
Crocker asked me to tell you that we are ready to leave, Sir.” Young
Wolenczak’s voice came through the locked door.
Nathan
sighed. “Tell the Chief I will be
topside in just a few minutes.” He
turned back to his wife. “I don’t want
to leave you, darling. Bill has promised
that this will be the very last time.”
“We
knew this from the beginning. I will
miss you and so will Charlie but I want you to do your job knowing we will be
waiting when you get home. You are my
life, Nathan Bridger. The love I feel
for you is indescribable.”
“I
feel the same way, Kristin Bridger.
Knowing that you are here waiting for me will always bring me home, I
promise. I love you.”
They
embraced once more, sharing a tender kiss, then
together they moved to the bunk to gather up their sleeping daughter.
“I’ve
had some lovely dreams about you in this bunk.
Mostly about that morning when you woke up just as I came out of the
head.”
Kristin
smiled at the memory. “I wanted you so
desperately and when I saw you standing there… I thought I was dreaming.”
“I
am so glad you did. That was when I
really believed that we had a shot… that I could help you get over the hell you
lived through. That was the first time
that you came to me.”
“Then
I’m glad it was here. When ever you
climb in that bunk you think about me.” Kristin pulled playfully at his uniform
buttons.
“Every
single time… you in that skimpy slip…” Nathan’s hand slipped from her waist to
cup her rear.
“And
now you have another woman in your bed.”
Laughter
burst from Nathan’s lips as he looked down and saw his daughter staring up at
him. He scooped her into his arms. “You better be good for your mommy while I’m
gone. No keeping her up all night and go
easy on the diapers, okay?” Blue eyes so
like his own surveyed him curiously.
Nathan
stared at Kristin; his free hand rising to brush a stray lock of hair away from
her cheek and back into the bun it had escaped from. “Four weeks… it’s only four weeks.”
She
nodded. “You’ll be home before you know
it.”
They
walked slowly down the corridor; Nathan’s crew respectfully absent until they
reached the hatchway. Jonathan Ford’s
face peered down from above. When
Kristin reached the top of the ladder he carefully helped her onto the deck
then bent back to take the baby from Nathan so he could finish his climb. Nathan walked his family down the gangplank
to the dock where Bill and Janet stood waiting along with Ben and Cynthia.
Nathan
didn’t have to say a word to Bill and Janet, their eyes conveying understanding
as they all glanced at Kristin and Charlie.
He shook Bill’s hand and hugged Janet before moving to the younger
couple.
“Look
after my grandson, okay?” He said then moved to embrace Cynthia. “And look after yourself too.” He whispered
in her ear.
“I
will… and thank you.”
Nathan
chucked her chin then moved on to his most important good-byes. He took Charlie from her mother’s arms and
placed her on his shoulder, his hands spread across her head and back in a
gentle embrace. He brushed his lips
across her silky curls then handed her to her big sister.
“Now
you…” he smiled as he pulled Kristin into his embrace. “Take care of yourself. Remember that you had a baby just five weeks
ago.”
Kristin
winked. “I was there. I am not likely to forget. You take care of yourself.”
“Promise.” Nathan whispered as he bent his head to hers, locking them in an
embrace much too passionate for public viewing.
The
kiss left them breathless as they broke apart, their hands trailing
deliberately down each other’s arms as they parted. Nathan retreated slowly up the gangplank then
moved to the sub’s railing just across from Kristin. They didn’t speak verbally but their eyes
stayed locked as the submersible slid gracefully away from its mooring and into
open water.
When
the sub was no longer visible Kristin turned to retrieve her younger
child. “Come on, Charlie. Let’s go home.” She turned to walk toward the car, Bill and
Janet falling in on either side of her.
“I’ll
drop you off at the house before I go back to the office.” Ben told Cynthia as
they followed behind.
“Ben…
I need to tell you something. Ginny is
coming over this afternoon…”
“To
bring Teddy home…”
“To
pick me up and take me to mother’s house.
I think that we need to spend some time apart… I’m not saying I want a
divorce. I just need to have some time
to decide what I want to do… maybe you need some time as well. With Nathan gone this is the perfect
opportunity. Mother will need some help
so Teddy and I are going to stay with her for a while.”
“I
really wish you wouldn’t. I’ll… I’ll
miss you. But I guess I understand why
you feel you have to do this.”
*~*~*~*
“Janet? It’s Kristin!” The closing of the front door
reverberated through the house as Kristin entered the house.
“We’re
up here.” The sound of Janet’s voice directed Kristin toward the stairs and she
quickly climbed to the top, finding Janet and Charlie in the makeshift nursery
Janet had installed in her spare room.
“Please
tell me she’s hungry.” Kristin gave the room a quick glance to make sure they
were alone before her fingers began to pull at the buttons of her blouse.
“I
knew that you’d be in a bad fix so I didn’t give her a bottle. I’ve been putting her off for half an hour so
she’s bound to be starving.”
“Oh,
bless you. Admiral Lansdowne got called
out for a meeting and I had to wait until his replacement could get free to
cover the emergency room. Come on,
honey, eat like a good girl… that’s it.” Kristin sighed as Charlie’s hungry
pull began to relieve some of the pressure in her breast.
“Are
you sure that you aren’t taking on too much?
I know that you are needed at the hospital but Charlie is only eight
weeks old. You were gone almost six
hours. No wonder you are so
uncomfortable.”
“It
wasn’t too bad, not until the last half hour at least. How was Charlie today?”
“She’s
been an angel, just as she always is. She had a nice nap and we went for a long walk
around the neighborhood. I really enjoy
spending time with her, having a little one around the house again. Do you want to stay for dinner? I don’t think you are eating properly. You’re smaller now than you were when you got
pregnant. Kristin?” Janet turned to find that her friend was
nodding in the chair. She jerked back to
attention at the sound of her name.
“I’m
sorry, Janet. I… I didn’t get much sleep
last night. Charlie woke up about two
and I couldn’t get her back to sleep.”
“You’ve
been awake since two? I know it was
after ten when you went to sleep.”
“It’s
hard to sleep without Nathan in the bed beside me.”
Janet
laughed. “Yes, I know exactly how much
‘sleep’ you get when Nathan is in the bed beside you.” She said wryly and
nodded toward the bed. “Go lay
down. When Charlie gets through eating
I’ll come and get her while you take a nap.
She can help me finish dinner.”
Kristin
noticed the look that passed across Janet’s face. “Are you all right? You don’t feel good, do you? I’ve noticed you looking green the past few
days. I hope you haven’t contracted that
nasty virus going around. Maybe I could
cook dinner for everyone tonight.”
“I
don’t have any virus… I’m just a little tired.
Bill is going to barbecue so all I have to do is prepare a salad and
desert. I guess that I miss having Ginny
around as well… she comes by almost everyday but it just isn’t the same as
having her here all the time.”
Kristin
climbed into the bed. “I’ve got an
idea. You go take a nap too and we get
Bill to watch Charlie.”
“He’d
be very happy to watch her, until the first diaper had to be changed. Speak of the devil…” Janet giggled as her
husband bellowed her name from the first floor.
“I’ll come back up in a few minutes to check on the two of you.”
When
Janet returned ten minutes later both mother and daughter were fast asleep.
*~*~*~*
“Hi, mom. What’s for dinner?” Janet
swatted her daughter’s hand as Ginny dived into the cookie platter. “What!
It’s for Teddy!”
“Uhm…
and where is that young man?”
“He’s
outside with daddy.”
Janet
laughed. “So what have you girls been up
to?”
“We
were decorating the hall for a USO show.
I was dropping Cyn off at her mom’s so I thought I’d drop by and see
you, since I was in the neighborhood.”
“I’ve
missed you too, honey. Your mom is
upstairs fast asleep, Cyn. Your baby
sister kept her up most of the night and she worked six hours at the hospital
today.”
Cynthia
glanced upward with a worried look on her face. “I hope she isn’t doing too much. I had my hands full with Teddy in the
beginning without having to worry about a job too. Keeping up with the diaper washing alone was
exhausting.”
“And
Charlie definitely excels in the diaper department. I’ve offered to help but Kristin won’t let
me. She says that keeping the baby for
her while she works is more than enough.”
“And
I’ve offered as well. Mother helped me
so much with Teddy… but she won’t let me get up at night with the baby. She keeps Charlie in the cradle right by her
bed so I seldom hear her cry.”
*~*~*~*
Smoke
filled every nook and cranny of the confined space of the submarine. Alarms and sirens clogged the air with their
almost unbearable shrieking. Little
movement was discernable through the fog; most of the crew lay unconscious on
the floor. One body moved slightly, an
undamaged arm pulling the rest towards the radio station. A hand reached up to grip
the microphone and pull it forward.
Static was the only sound that could be heard. He fell back to the floor a single word on
his lips.
“Kristin.”
*~*~*~*
The
glass in Ginny’s hand hit the floor but the sound of shattering glass wasn’t
audible over the ear-wrenching scream that suddenly echoed through the house.
“Charlie?”
Cynthia mouthed.
“No,
Kristin!” Janet took off toward the stairs at a run, the girls close behind.
Kristin
sat in the middle of the bed, thrashing against the blanket Janet had thrown
over her, sable eyes dark with fear and confusion. She screamed her husband’s name over and
over.
Janet
tried to grab her shoulders but Kristin recoiled from her touch. She fought her way to the edge of the bed,
lurching forward and falling as her foot entangled in the sheet. Ginny and Cynni
reached the door just as Kristin freed herself and
began to crawl toward it, still screaming Nathan’s name.
“Mother.” Cynthia tried to reach the hysterical woman, keeping her voice low and
calm but Kristin pulled away from her daughter as well. Janet took the opportunity to move in behind
Kristin, falling to her knees and wrapping her in her arms as she yelled her
name.
Kristin
turned to look at Janet, the wildness fading from her eyes as she realized
where she was.
“Nathan…”
she murmured once then fainted dead away.
*~*~*~*
A
tender smile lit Janet’s face as she stared at her husband stretched out in his
favorite chair, Charlie asleep on one shoulder, Teddy on the other. She whispered his name as she gently touched
his hand.
Bill’s
eyes flew open. “How is she?”
“Dr.
Levin had to sedate her. She keeps
insisting that something is wrong with Nathan.
Even the sedative hasn’t relaxed her completely. Cynthia is sitting with her. Bill… could she be right? Could something have happened to the
Dolphin?”
Bill
shook his head. “They are a thousand
miles from a combat zone. None of the
equipment we are testing could have damaged or disabled the ship. We left all the normal systems in as backup. It isn’t impossible but it’s damned
unlikely.”
“Can
you… do anything? Check in any way?”
“The
Dolphin is due back in port in the next six to ten days. I’ve already called command and asked that
all ships between here and where they should be keep an eye out… radio back at
any contact. They think I’m crazy for
making a request like that based on a woman’s hunch but…”
“But what?”
“But…
You had a hunch that this baby was being born and she was. You had a hunch that Nathan and Kristin were
going to end up together when they were both still married to other people and
you were right. I’ve learned to trust
your hunches so I’m willing to give Kristin the benefit of the doubt as well.”
“I
never told you that I thought that about Nathan and Kristin. I never said a word to anyone! How did you know?”
“That
night we saw them on the balcony, the night Nathan told her that he was falling
in love with her and they kissed, I knew then.
After they left you looked at me… I saw it in that look. You didn’t want me to say anything to Nathan
about what we’d seen because you knew that eventually the two of them would end
up together.”
“I
didn’t know… but at the same time I knew that it would be very difficult for
them not to be together eventually. The
love was too strong. He’s got to be all
right, Bill. I don’t know if Kristin can
cope if something happens to Nathan.”
“She’ll
cope if she has to, but I pray that she won’t.”
*~*~*~*
The
sound of coughing greeted his ears as consciousness slowly returned. He tried to raise himself upright but
agonizing pain shot through his body and he sank back down to the floor.
‘I want to go home.’
*~*~*~*
“Kristin!
Where are you going?” Janet heard the creak of the stairs and whirled to see
Kristin coming down then, one arm clutching her baby while the other kept a
death grip on the banister.
“I’m
going home. I need to go home.”
Janet
yelled for Bill as she moved up the steps to hold Kristin upright, the
tranquilizer obviously still very much present in her friend’s system. “Stay with us. There is no need for you to go home.”
“Yes…
I need to be there… I have to feel close to him, Janet. I need to be in our home… sleep
in our bed. Oh God, Janet! What will I do?”
Bill
reached the stairs just in time to catch a sagging Kristin. Janet plucked the crying baby from her arms
as Bill scooped her up and started back up the stairs. Janet stopped him.
“She
wants to go home so let’s take her home.”
*~*~*~*
“Cap,
can you hear me? Come on, Cap. Try and open your eyes.” Lucas’ voice sounded
insistently in Nathan’s ear.
“Leave
me ‘lone.” Nathan muttered but the voice persisted.
Finally
Nathan gave in and opened his eyes, blinking in the strong sunlight. “What happened… where are we?”
“Our
wake set off an old underwater mine. The
concussion from the blast knocked the sub off kilter, blew a small hole in one
of our ballast tanks. We managed to sail
her into this lagoon and put in for repairs.”
Nathan
followed the direction of Lucas’ gesture and saw the very top of the Dolphin’s
tower rising above the water in the distance.
“The crew?”
“Ten dead, sir. Most of the others have
injuries of one kind or another. Chief
Crocker has a broken leg, Lieutenant O’Neill a broken arm. You had a dislocated shoulder and you’ve been
in and out of consciousness for almost five days.”
“Five!”
Nathan struggled to sit up, dropping his head into his hands as he did so. “My shoulder… it’s fixed.”
“Seaman
Ford, sir. He put your shoulder back in
place and has pretty much been directing the recovery effort.”
“He
isn’t hurt?”
“Cracked
a few ribs but he just bound them up and went to work. I don’t know what we would have done…”
“When
will help be here?”
Lucas
looked abashed. “The radio went out,
Captain. We haven’t been able to contact
anyone.”
“So
we’re due back at
*~*~*~*
Kristin
didn’t want to see anyone, especially after command finally acknowledged that
contact had been lost with the Dolphin.
She’d listened to Bill’s heartbroken sobs the night before when he’d
admitted to her that the absence of contact with the Dolphin for well over a
week was genuine cause for alarm. He
also passed on a fact to Janet that Kristin hadn’t been told… a search and
rescue ship had discovered floating debris near the Dolphin’s last known
location; debris that had the sub’s name stamped on it along with evidence of a
mine explosion.
Janet
and Cynthia were taking turns caring for Kristin and Charlie; Janet pulling
most of the day shifts while Cynthia took evenings and nights. Kristin had barely stepped foot out of bed
since they’d brought her home, spending most of her time clinging to Nathan’s
pillow with a forlorn look on her face.
She answered when they spoke to her and ate when they told her to but
Charlie’s cry was the only thing she really responded to. Most of the baby’s waking moments were spent
cuddled in her mother’s arms.
Joshua
Levin came every afternoon to check on his patient but even he was at a loss as
to how to help Kristin. “She will get
better when she knows, one way or the other,” he’d shake his head and sigh.
The
firm knock at the door surprised Janet.
She hurried to the front of the house, Charlie on her shoulder, before
the noise could wake Kristin from the light sleep she’d finally fallen into out
of pure exhaustion.
“Admiral
Lansdowne… I’m sorry but Kristin doesn’t want to see anyone.”
“Please,
Mrs. Noyce. I just wanted to check on
her… on the baby. Won’t you at least
tell me how she’s doing?”
“She’s
going to be fine.” Janet stated vehemently.
“She just needs some time.
Kristin will be strong for her child.”
“But
right now?”
“Right
now… she’s barely sleeping… she only responds to the baby… she cries a lot.”
“This
shouldn’t have happened.” Lansdowne’s
fist struck his open palm.
“No,
it shouldn’t have but we are fighting a war.
We’ve all lost people we love.”
“Nathan
Bridger shouldn’t have been on that sub.
His promotion should have already come through. His promotion would have come through… if I
hadn’t held the medical papers.” Malcolm confessed.
“You BASTARD!” Kristin appeared in the doorway, her hair tangled wildly, a robe tied
haphazardly around her body, her eyes flashing furiously. “Why?
Why would you stop Nathan’s promotion from going through?”
Malcolm
swallowed hard, unsure of how to deal with this angry woman before him. “I didn’t… I guess I was still angry. If Bridger was home then you might not want
to work as much… and I’d miss you.”
“You son of a bitch! You’d stop
his promotion… a promotion that he has more than earned… just to keep me at the
hospital. I wouldn’t walk away… not
because of you but because those hurt soldiers need my skills. But I swear, if anything has happened to
Nathan, I will never forgive you!”
Her
arm lashed out without warning, fist clenched as it made contact with
Lansdowne’s right cheek. He staggered
back. Kristin pulled the baby from Janet’s arms then turned and stalked back
into the house. Lansdowne tried to
follow but Janet stopped him.
“I
need to talk to her, to explain.” He stammered out.
“I
don’t think there can be any explanation for what you’ve done. She won’t listen to you now anyway. You need to leave, Admiral. Go put some ice on your jaw.” She shut the door firmly in his face.
Kristin
was pacing the floor, patting Charlie’s back furiously, when Janet reached the
bedroom.
“That bastard! How dare he?” She ranted over
and over.
“Kristin,
you know as well as I that even if Nathan’s promotion had come through he
probably would have still been on the Dolphin.
I’m not excusing Lansdowne’s actions but…”
“I
know that, Janet. I know that Nathan has
a duty to fulfill and he would never shirk that. I have a job as well and I think that it’s
time I stopped moping and got back to it.
Charlie needs a mother who doesn’t cry all the time. Could you watch her just a little while
longer while I shower and wash my hair?”
Janet
took the baby, staring in amazement as a newly motivated Kristin gathered her
things and disappeared into the bath.
*~*~*~*
“It
was the damnedest thing, Cynthia.
Suddenly she became superwoman.” Janet shared with the younger woman as
they stared out the kitchen window at Kristin hanging diapers on the
clothesline. “I think it’s good for her
to get out of bed but this shift is so drastic… it worries me.”
Cynthia
signed. “Either way, she can’t keep going. I don’t know when she’s slept… never more
than a few hours and not very often. Dr.
Levin has tried to medicate her but it doesn’t seem to work. She’s too agitated.”
A
quick rap sounded at the back door just before Ben appeared, Teddy tucked securely
on his hip. “Look who I found wandering
in the back yard with grandma. It’s good
to see her out of bed.”
Cynthia
smiled shyly as she took a bag from Ben’s hand.
“Thank you for going to the market for me.”
“No
problem. I couldn’t let Teddy go without
his broccoli now could I?” Ben laughed
as his son made a face at him. “Why
don’t you let me cook those chops on the grill?
I know you are tired and I bought plenty.”
“I… that would be great. Janet, would
you and the Admiral join us?”
“Bill
has a late meeting so he’s going to be eating on base. I’ll just grab something…”
“Nonsense. Let us feed you for a change.”
Cynthia answered.
“Well…”
“Mother
isn’t cooking so now would be the perfect time.”
Janet
conceded with a nod and a laugh.
“That’s
settled.” Ben stripped off his uniform jacket as he spoke. “Come on, little man,
come help your old dad fire up the grill.”
Ben swung Teddy back onto his hip and took the implements Cynthia held
out to him. “I’ll come back for the meat
when I’m ready… oh, I’m sure the Admiral will tell you when he gets home but
the navy has dispatched two more ships to search for the Dolphin.”
“Thank
you, Ben.” Cynthia beamed at her husband as he exited.
Janet
watched the couple curiously until the door closed then turned to face
Cynthia. “Ben’s been around quite a bit
the last few days, hasn’t he?”
“I
don’t know what I would have done without him. He’s kept Teddy and helped with
Charlie… he’s even gotten a smile or two out of mother with his stupid
jokes. He calls when he’s on duty to see
how we are doing… if I need anything.
He’s handled the brass, all the well wishers… he’s been almost as vocal
as the Admiral has about sending out a rescue mission. He’s been just marvelous.”
“He’s
a good man.”
“Yes,
he is. I don’t know why I haven’t seen
it before…” Cynthia’s voice trailed off as she watched Ben through the open
window, laughing softly as she listened to the seriousness in his voice as he
explained the mechanics of barbecuing to Teddy.
“If
we don’t hear something soon Ben and Bill will probably hijack a ship and go
searching themselves.”
“With mother and Charlie at the helm.”
*~*~*~*
“What’s
wrong?” Janet noticed Kristin flinch as Charlie pulled hungrily at her breast.
“I
don’t think… dammit, I’m not making enough milk for her. I think I’m drying up.”
Janet
laid a sympathetic hand on Kristin’s shoulder.
“You knew this would probably happen.
With all the stress that you’ve been under the last week and a half,
well, Dr. Levin did warn you.”
“I
know… I hoped…”
“That’s
what motivated you to get out of bed today.
You realized this was happening.”
“I
shouldn’t have let this affect
“It
isn’t the end of the world, Kristin. A
lot of babies are bottle fed nowadays.”
Kristin
looked up at Janet with a small tear in her eye. “I know… Janet… there is something different
about you.”
“I’m
just a little tired. I haven’t been
sleeping well lately either.”
Kristin
shook her head. “No, this isn’t
tiredness. I don’t mean to pry but…”
“You
have too much on your plate right now.”
“After
everything you’ve done for me? I am
always here for you.”
“Oh
Kristin…” A sob caught in Janet’s throat.
“I guess I should tell you. After
all, it’s all your fault… yours and Nathan’s.”
Kristin’s
eyebrow raised.
“Our fault?”
“Well,
I guess that Bill and I have to take some of the responsibility as well… that
night that Nathan came home… you left your window up. I told you how… inspired… Bill gets. Well, he was particularly inspired that
night.”
“So
was Nathan as I recall.” Kristin grinned at the memory.
“I
got caught up in the moment.”
“That’s
very easy to do. I don’t really see any
problem with that.”
“It
wasn’t a good time for me, Kristin!”
“Oh
come on, sound travels both ways. I’ve heard you and Bill. You always seem to enjoy yoursel… time… as in
time of the month… oh, Janet.”
The
older woman nodded miserably. “I think
I’m pregnant. I haven’t had a cycle
since then… Food makes me nauseous… I’m forty-five years old and Bill is nearly
fifty. We can’t be parents again! I’m a grandmother!”
A
peal of laughter came from Kristin’s lips.
“Being a grandmother is not a recognized contraceptive in the medical
community. Might I remind you that I am
also a grandmother?” Kristin glanced down at Charlie, then
grew serious. “What does Bill think?”
“I
haven’t told him. I can see it now. ‘Honey, I know that all we’ve talked about
for the last few years is retiring and traveling since the kids are all gone
but…’ He’ll have a heart attack or
something.”
“Janet…
there is another possibility. You could
be experiencing the beginning of menopause.”
“And
that is a better alternative? What am I
going to do, Kristin?”
“First
we are going to see Joshua Levin. You
will have an exam and lab work. If you
are pregnant then you talk to Bill. I
think that, given a bit of time to absorb the news, he would be very
happy. And Charlie will have a playmate
her own age!”
A glimmer of joy shown amidst the sadness in Kristin’s eyes. “And Nathan… Nathan will have a ball teasing
Bill.”
Janet
wrapped her arms around Kristin. “He
will, indeed.”
*~*~*~*
Cynthia
placed the coffee tray on the table then sat down beside Ben on the sofa and
started to pour. “Did you have any
problem getting Teddy to sleep?”
Ben
smiled. “I told him the story about the
three bears and he was out like a light.
We played pretty hard this evening.
Where are the ladies?”
“Mama
went upstairs to feed Charlie and Janet went with her.” She handed Ben his
cup. “I wanted to say… you’ve been just
wonderful during all of this. I don’t
know how I would have managed without you.”
“Nathan
is my family, too. I’m glad that I can
be here… do what I can.”
Cynthia
reached out to caress his cheek. “It…
You being here means a lot to me.”
Ben
stared at his wife for a long moment and started to speak then stopped.
Cynthia
prompted him. “Go on…”
“Well,
I was wondering… I’m not trying to take advantage of the situation… but I
thought that maybe… if you wanted… once things are settled… maybe we could go
to dinner… or a movie… we could go on a… date?”
Ben stumbled through his invitation nervously.
“Maybe…
once mother is better… I’d like that.”
Without
warning Cynthia bent forward and brushed her lips lightly across Ben’s, the
first time she’d ever initiated a kiss with her husband. Ben answered back by lifting his hand to her
neck and applying light pressure, bringing her lips more fully in contact with
his. His eyes flew open in surprise when
her tongue swiped across the crease of his mouth and he opened to admit her.
“Ben…”
The couple pulled apart in embarrassment as Janet’s voice floated into the
room. Seconds later she appeared at the
door, hiding her smile as the obviously flustered couple quickly separated. “I’m sorry to bother you but I think that
exhaustion has finally won. Kristin fell
asleep in the rocker and I can’t wake her.
Could you help me get her to the bedroom?”
“Of course, Mrs. Noyce.” Ben got to his feet and followed, pausing just for
a moment to share a special smile with Cynthia.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
stared into the night sky, the stars twinkling above like long lost friends and
wondered if Kristin was staring at the same sight. He stood in the prow of the boat, remembering
the time he’d stood there with Kristin.
The water rushed by barely a foot below his feet as the Dolphin slowly
limped its way toward
Jonathan
Ford had led a remarkable effort to repair as much damage to the boat as
possible. By rights the sub shouldn’t
even be afloat but the able bodied members of the crew had worked round the
clock to bail as much water as they could and patch as many holes as possible.
The result was a submarine that couldn’t submerge, couldn’t completely surface
and would only run at a quarter of its normal power. But she would run. Nathan intended to make sure the young man
received a commendation and a promotion.
“Kristin,”
Nathan whispered into the night sky, “I’m on my way home to you, Baby, to you
and Charlie. Don’t give up on me, my
love.”
*~*~*~*
Kristin
sat up in the bed, somewhat disoriented, trying to decide what had woken her
up. A quick glance at the cradle pulled
up next to the bed showed that Charlie was still sleeping soundly. The house was quiet. Slowly she climbed out of bed and grabbed the
top blanket to wrap around her body. She
moved toward the window, drawn by some unknown force, stopping only when her
face was pressed against the glass.
The
sky was a sea of black velvet dotted with a million pinpoints of flickering
light. Kristin was mesmerized by the show
above her and sank slowly to the floor; her eyes still glued to the heavens
above her.
*~*~*~*
“Mother…
mother!”
Kristin’s
eyes fluttered open at Cynthia’s insistent voice. “I hear you… what do you want?”
“Are
you okay? Why are you on the floor?”
Kristin
came fully awake as she realized that she was lying on the floor beneath her
bedroom window wrapped in a blanket.
Cynthia helped her into an upright position.
“Did
you sleep here all night? Ben put you in
the bed. Did you sleep walk?”
“No…
I got up. I needed to look… I needed to
see the stars. I had to look at the
stars because Nathan was looking at them and thinking about me! He’s alive, Cynny. Oh God, he’s alive and he’s on his way back
home to me!”
Kristin
threw her arms around her daughter, locking her in a hard embrace for just a
moment, then released her and struggled to her feet.
“Mom… where are you going?”
“I’m
going to take a shower and get dressed.
I’ve got a lot to do before Nathan gets home.”
“Mother?”
“He’s
coming home to me, Cynthia. I know it
sounds strange but I feel it. Nathan is
on his way back to us.”
*~*~*~*
“Kristin?
What are you… Oh…” Janet turned and took off at a run,
leaving Kristin standing at the wide-open back door.
‘Oh, dear.’ Kristin shut the door behind
her and moved off after Janet, finding her in the downstairs bath. She held her friend’s hair and rubbed her
back sympathetically until Janet’s sick spell was over, then helped her stand
and rinse her mouth before moving back into the kitchen.
Janet
sobbed quietly at the table while Kristin quickly put water on to boil and made
a cup of very weak tea.
“Drink
this. It helps sometimes.”
Janet
stared at the cup with a disgusted look on her face but finally took a tiny
sip.
“Perhaps
I should make arrangements for you to see Joshua today.” Kristin observed.
“Could…
couldn’t you do it, Kristin? I would
rather not bring anyone else into this until I know for sure.”
“Well…
I guess I could… if I still have privileges at the hospital. After I belted Malcolm yesterday he may have
fired me. That’s one of the things I
have to check on today.”
“Kristin…
what’s happened?”
Kristin
sighed heavily. “If I tell you are you
going to think I’m as loony as my daughter thinks I am? Last night… I woke up suddenly. I was compelled to get up and look at the
stars… because Nathan was looking at them and thinking about me. I know that sounds silly but I know that my
love is okay and on his way home to me.”
Janet
smiled tentatively. “Who am I to
disbelieve you? You and Nathan share a
very special connection. I knew that the
first time you met. And I’m glad that
you are… feeling better.”
“I’ve
got a lot to do before I go back to work… and first on that list is finding out what is wrong with you. So when you feel better you get dressed then
we go to the hospital for a lab test and an exam.”
“I
can get dressed.” Janet stood, swayed slightly and quickly sat back in the
chair. “In a little
while.”
*~*~*~*
“Mom…
are you sure you’re okay with this? We don’t have to go out tonight.” Cynthia
wrung her hands nervously as she watched her mother lean over the cradle and
lift her baby sister out.
“Cynthia
Ann McCallister Kreig! Go to the
movie. I will be fine. Teddy will be fine. We are going over to Janet and Bill’s for a
while anyway. You don’t want to miss Clark Gable!”
“But…”
“Cynni… I know that you are concerned about me… and that I
gave you cause to be… but I’m fine now.
I am perfectly capable of taking care of both my daughter and my
grandson. I am beginning to think that
you are trying to get out of this date.
You’re scared.”
“I’m
not scared… I’m petrified. I haven’t
been on a date in… I don’t guess I’ve ever been on a real date. Daddy would never let me go out and Robert
and I snuck around… what do I do, Mom?”
“You
have a good time. You talk to Ben about
something besides diapers and sniffles.
Try to connect as adults, not as parents. Talk about politics, talk about the movie,
talk about the weather… anything but your problems. Leave those for another time.”
“I
can do that… I think. Then
what?”
“Then…
climb in the backseat of the car and fog up the windows.”
“Mother!”
“Cyn…
being intimate with a man is a very natural thing… and if it’s done right it
can be a very pleasurable thing. I’ve
run the gamut in that area… you can’t let what you know about my relationship
with Jack continue to influence your relationship with Ben. You have to give him a chance… without the
ghosts.”
Cynthia
heard her mother’s stress on the plural and nodded her head, knowing that she
was referring not only to her father but to Robert Bridger as well. “You really… enjoy it?”
Kristin’s
eyes sparkled with laughter. “Enjoy
doesn’t even begin to describe what I feel when I’m with Nathan. I know that you’ve discussed this with
Ginny. What does she say?”
“The same thing that you do. But what if
Ben decides that he wants Katie? I mean…
he only married me because of Teddy.”
“Life
is full of ‘what ifs’. What if we hadn’t
been in
Cynthia
nodded. “You’re very wise sometimes.”
Kristin
finished wrapping a light blanket around the baby. “Grab her bag for me and get ready to face
your date.”
Ben
was waiting in the parlor playing with Teddy.
The women stopped in the doorway, fighting to hold in their laughter as
father and son crawled around the floor amongst the furniture, racing miniature
cars and making engine noises. Ben
zipped around the back of the sofa in pursuit of Teddy and suddenly found
himself staring at a long pair of nylon clad legs. His eyes rose slowly upward.
“You
look… gorgeous.” A huge smile slowly rose on Ben’s face as he stood.
“Daddy! Vroooom!”
Teddy protested the loss of his playmate.
Kristin
watched the way Ben looked Cynthia over with admiration. ‘This
could be a very interesting date.’
“You
two go… have a good time. Come, young
Theodore… let’s go visit Uncle Bill and Aunt Janet. Cynthia… the bag if you
please.”
Kristin
took the bag on her shoulder and tucked Charlie securely into one arm before
reaching down to take Teddy’s hand and leading him toward the door.
“I’ll
probably be in bed by the time you get home so I’ll talk to you in the
morning.” Kristin glanced at the couple
trailing behind her as she helped Teddy down the steps. “You don’t have to wake me up… and don’t do
anything I wouldn’t do.”
Cynthia
glared at her mother’s back as the little group headed across the lawn.
*~*~*~*
“Look
at him… isn’t he great with Teddy?” Janet whispered to Kristin as they watched
Bill and Teddy wrestling on the floor.
“A
man who loves children… have you told him that he’s going to be a father again
yet?”
“Oh… no… not yet.”
“Janet…you
are almost eleven weeks… you’ve don’t have that much time before you start
showing … you need to tell him.”
“I
know!” Janet practically hissed back.
“Hey,
what are you two ladies whispering about?”
They
were saved from answering by a wail from the sleeping baby upstairs.
“I’ll
get her!” They both volunteered and left the room together.
Bill
looked down at Teddy. “Take my advice,
young man. Don’t ever try to understand
a woman… and two together? Don’t even
ask.”
*~*~*~*
“Do
you know that your daughter has an impeccable sense of timing?”
Kristin
stared at Janet through hooded lids, remembering the night before Nathan’s
departure. “That’s a matter of
opinion. Sometimes her timing leaves a
hell of a lot to be desired.”
“What…
she couldn’t have interrupted anything important before…
Kristin!?! You didn’t! It hadn’t been…”
She
trailed off at Kristin’s furious blush. “…You DID!”
“Don’t
you need to go talk to your husband!?” Kristin flopped down in the rocking
chair and shoved a bottle into Charlie’s birdlike mouth. The baby grunted contentedly and snuggled
into her mother’s breast as she pulled on the rubber nipple.
“Charlie
seems to like the bottle.”
“I
think that Charlie just likes to eat.
It’s her bedtime and she has to have a bottle to fall asleep. Once she gets done I’ll take the children
home. Hopefully Ben and Cynni will be out very late.”
“Do
you think that dating will work for them?”
“Judging
by the look Ben was giving Cynthia… let’s just say that I have high hopes.”
The
conversation broke off at the sound of footsteps on the stairs and they turned
to the door. Moments later Bill appeared
carrying a yawning Teddy.
“I
think this little one needs to go to bed.
You want me to put him in the spare room?”
Janet
looked at Kristin for approval. “I’ll
come help you. You can carry him home
for Kristin once Charlie gets through eating.”
Bill
let out a low whistle of approval as Janet moved ahead of him into the
guestroom. He laid Teddy on the bed and
the boy immediately curled up and fell into a deep sleep. Janet quietly pulled a blanket from the
closet and laid it over the sleeping child.
Bill
stepped behind his wife and wrapped his arms around her, his hands moving to
cup her breasts. “So once they go home…
shall we call it a night?”
“Look
at him, Bill. Isn’t he so sweet?”
“A veritable angel.” One of Bill’s hands slipped inside the blouse he’d
managed to undo as his lips slipped down to nibble her neck.
“Do
you ever miss having little ones around the house?”
“We
have little ones… Teddy and Charlotte.” Bill increased his oral efforts as a small
moan slipped through Janet’s lips. He
found the strap of her bra and tugged, loosening the cup until he could slip
his hand in to caress bare flesh. “And
the way Nathan and Kristin go at it I’m sure that there will be more little
ones very soon.”
“I
meant a little one of our own… a baby.”
Bill’s
hand froze at the same moment as his lips.
The hand resting at Janet’s waist moved over her abdomen.
“Are
you trying to tell me… what I think you are trying to tell me?”
A
tiny tear formed in the corner of Janet’s eye as she heard the tinge of panic
in Bill’s voice. She swallowed hard but
couldn’t find her voice. The tear lost
its hold and began a slow trail down her cheek.
“I’m
sorry,” she finally managed to gasp out.
“I didn’t mean for this to happen.”
Bill’s
eyes grew wide and he dropped to the edge of the bed, pulling Janet toward him
as he did so.
“When?”
“About
ten weeks ago… the week before Ginny’s wedding… I was so busy… I guess I lost
track of the time.”
“THAT
night… I should castrate Nathan Bridger… or give him a damned medal. That was certainly some night.” Bill smiled at the memory.
“In more ways than one.” Janet shifted to stand in front of Bill, her hands
on his shoulders.
“You
are sure?”
Janet
nodded. “I went to the hospital
yesterday. Kristin did the tests and
gave me an exam. Bill… I know we didn’t
plan on this… but… are you really very upset?”
“Upset? The word I would use is stunned. A baby? At our age?”
“We
aren’t that much older than Nathan and Kristin.
Look at how much joy Charlie has brought to their lives.”
Bill
slowly leaned forward, burying his face against Janet’s stomach. “You know… I am never gonna hear the end of
this from Nathan.”
*~*~*~*
“So
Bill is okay with the whole baby idea?”
Kristin asked over her cup of coffee.
“It
isn’t like he has much choice… but he’s handling it well. You might even say that he’s been… inspired.”
A giggle tinged Janet’s voice as her face went red. “How did the date go?”
“I
haven’t seen Cynthia this morning so I don’t know. She was still asleep when I left to bring
Charlie and Teddy over.”
Janet
just looked at Kristin, eyebrows raised.
“Okay…
I was just putting Charlie back to bed after her two o’clock feeding when I
heard the front door open. I snuck down
to the first landing for a little peek.”
“And?”
“Cynthia
had no lipstick left… but Ben certainly did.
I think it is a safe guess that an interesting time was had by all.”
Both
women turned toward the kitchen door as the loud clamor of the telephone
ringing reached them. Janet started to
stand but paused at the heavy tread of footsteps on the stairs.
“I’ll
get it, honey.” Bill bellowed.
Kristin
raised an eyebrow at Janet. “Bill
sleeping in this morning? He’s normally
long gone by now. Perhaps a good time
was had by more than one couple last night.”
Janet
blushed again, this time to a bright red tinge.
“We were up late… we had a lot to talk about.”
“Talking…
is that what you were doing?” Kristin laughed.
Both
women jumped as a loud shout rang through the house. Seconds later Bill came barreling into the
kitchen and grabbed Kristin, swinging her around.
“One
of the rescue ships found the Dolphin!
They are okay. Nathan is alive!”
Kristin’s arms wrapped around Bill’s neck as she buried her face in his
shoulder. Janet threw her arms around both of them.
After
several minutes Bill finally set Kristin back on her feet and the three of them
gathered around the table.
“Command
called as soon as they got word. The
Hake spotted our sub yesterday afternoon.
She’s riding low in the water and obviously damaged but limping back
towards
“Is
he hurt? Is Nathan hurt?”
“The
reports are still very sketchy but the Hake did say that they had spoken with
Nathan. That means he’s okay.”
“What
about Lucas? Crocker? What about the rest of the crew?”
Bill’s
face fell. “There were a lot of
injuries… and ten fatalities. I don’t
have any names.”
“Oh God!” Kristin stood and began to pace.
“Ten… Nathan must be devastated.
So am I… but he’s alive. How can
I help but be happy? Nathan is coming
home to us.”
“I
should have a more detailed report by this afternoon, tomorrow at the latest.”
*~*~*~*
Kristin
read through the report anxiously, heartbroken by the names of the casualties,
yet elated that those nearest and dearest to her heart weren’t on that
list. Then she began to read through the
injured list.
“Chief
Crocker is probably a bear with a broken leg.
I hope they were able to set it correctly. O’Neill’s arm… but Nathan… dislocated
shoulder… this says that his men set it.
Oh Bill, he was unconscious… for five days! That isn’t good.”
Bill
laid a comforting hand on her shoulder.
“He was in and out of consciousness.
He may have just been asleep some of that time. They didn’t really have a trained medic with
them. All reports say that he is just
fine now. He isn’t even complaining of
headaches.”
“I
wish… but Nathan would never leave his men. He has to come in with the sub. How long do you think it will be?”
“With
the damage they sustained, probably another week at least.”
Kristin
sighed. “Then he’ll only be two weeks
late getting home. As long as I know
that he’s okay…”
*~*~*~*
The
Dolphin slowly nosed her way into the berth, metal scraping metal as she came
to rest, beaten but not broken by her journey.
Nathan stood at the prow, water lapping over the deck onto his shoes,
but he didn’t care, because Kristin and Charlie were standing on the dock
waiting. There were other people, of
course – Bill and Janet, Cynthia, Ben and Teddy, a host of brass, medical
teams… but Nathan only had eyes for his wife.
Nathan
moved to the entryway as two of the Dolphin’s healthier crewmen slid the gangplank
into place and stepped back. Kristin and
Charlie were up the ramp and locked in Nathan’s embrace in a flash. Bill and Janet were close behind.
They
kept their distance while Nathan and Kristin embraced, Bill seeing the question
in Nathan’s eyes and answering with a discreet nod and a silently mouthed
‘she’s okay’.
A
well-placed kick by
Nathan
scooped her out of Kristin’s embrace and, grasping her beneath her arms, lifted
her to face him. “There’s my Charlie
girl. I can’t believe how much you’ve
grown. Have you missed your daddy,
honey?”
Charlie
answered the question with a coo and a wide toothless grin.
“Grampa, grampa!” The medical teams had all boarded leaving the way
open for the Kreig family and Teddy took advantage of the lull to race to his
grandfather and wrap his arms around Nathan’s legs.
Kristin
brushed a light kiss across Nathan’s lips before moving away to check the first
of the injured men being wheeled out.
Nathan’s eyes stayed glued to her slender form as he picked his grandson
up with his free arm.
Bill
followed his friend’s gaze. “She’s okay,
Nathan. It was the strangest thing…
Kristin knew that you were in trouble… days before we really knew anything, she
knew. And then one morning she woke up
in the middle of the floor. She said
she’d been compelled to look at the stars in the middle of the night… and she
knew you were okay. A few days later we
found out that she was right. She had a
rough few days but she rallied brilliantly.”
“Bill…
is there any chance…” Nathan stammered and then halted when Bill held up his
hand.
“Done. I’ve got the official
notification waiting at home for you… Admiral Bridger.”
Nathan
breathed a heavy sigh of relief. “It’s
just… I know that I can’t give up the sea… but I hate worrying her.”
“Your
wife accepts your job, Nathan, in a way that Carol never did. But I understand how you feel. Besides, I don’t think the Dolphin is going
anywhere for a while. She looks pretty
beat up.”
“We
are lucky she made it back. Jonathan
Ford did a fantastic job getting her into shallow water and bailed out before
she could sink and bury us all. If he
hadn’t taken charge…”
Bill
nodded thoughtfully. “Perhaps… in time,
you might find a place for Mr. Ford with your design team.”
“I
want to go home, Bill.” Nathan abruptly changed the subject. “I am so damned tired. I want to go home and climb into bed with my
wife and daughter and hold them forever.”
“I’ve
put your debriefings off until tomorrow afternoon but they are going to want
you to get checked out at the hospital.”
“Kristin
can check me out… medically, Bill.” Nathan clarified as Bill rolled his
eyes. “Once my men are settled… I want
to go home.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
got his wish although it took over four hours and a trip to the hospital to
appease the brass before he was able to do so.
He sighed in relief when Bill pulled the car around to the front of the
hospital and climbed into the rear door of the car, his head thrown back
against the seat. Kristin finished her
hurried conversation with Janet and Cynthia and joined him moments later,
handing him Charlie to hold while she climbed in.
Nathan
threw an arm around her shoulders and she cuddled into his side as Bill slowly
eased the car forward.
“I
think she still remembers me.”
“Of
course Charlie knows her daddy. She
doesn’t smile like that for any one but you.”
“I
can’t believe how much she’s changed in the last five weeks. Her hair is coming out.”
“Babies
often lose their birth hair. Before you
know it she’ll have a head full of curls.”
“Red
curls.”
“Brown…
or maybe auburn curls.” Kristin conceded at the look on Nathan’s face. “And eyes as blue as the ocean… just like her
daddy’s.”
Nathan
grinned at Kristin. “Was there ever a
more perfect child?”
Kristin
glanced toward the front seat, her eyes meeting Janet’s then giggled. “Never.”
“I
noticed that Ben and Cynthia were at the dock together… has there been a reconciliation?”
“Cyn
is still staying with me… but I think that the truce talks might be
underway. Ben has been very wonderful
during your absence… looking after all of us.
He and Cynni have been… dating.”
“Steaming up the back of the car.” The muttered pronouncement drifted back from
the front seat.
Nathan
raised his eyebrows. “Will they be at
the house?”
Kristin
smiled mysteriously and shook her head.
“Tonight they are having a family night out. We are having a night in.”
“That
sounds like heaven.”
A
peal of laughter rang out from the front seat.
“Bill,
keep your hands on the wheel.” Nathan barked out with a twinkle in his eye.
“It’s
too late for that advice, my friend.” Bill chuckled, the tears streaming out of
his laughing eyes visible in the rear view mirror.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
thought they would never get home but soon Bill was pulling into the drive of
his house.
“Thanks
for the lift.” Nathan shifted Charlie into one arm and held his hand out to
Bill. To his astonishment Janet deftly
plucked the child out of his grasp and took off toward her house. Kristin grabbed his outstretched hand and
began to tug insistently in the opposite direction.
“Honey…
the baby?”
“Janet
is going to look after Charlie for a while.
You can spend all day tomorrow with her.
Will you open the door?”
Nathan
stared at his wife as if she’d gone mad then fumbled with the front lock. Finally the tumbler turned and he stepped
inside. “I want to spend tonight with my
dau…”
Nathan’s
back hit the door solidly; the intense force knocking it closed behind
him. “Kri…” His words were strangled as Kristin launched
herself at him, shoving her tongue into his mouth to ravage the interior. He felt her hands clawing at his abdomen, the
tails of his shirt yanked from his trousers… buttons clattering across the
floor as Kristin ripped the shirt apart and yanked it down his arms. Nathan tried to grasp her shoulders but found
his arms tangled in his undershirt as she frantically urged it upward.
Kristin’s
mouth broke with his briefly so that his tee shirt could slip over his
head. Nathan took advantage of the break
to wrap his arms around her and press them closer together, effectively
trapping her.
“Kristin… honey?”
Beautifully
manicured nails clawed at his shoulders as her teeth nipped his neck. “I need you… now!” She hissed against his
neck as her hands pushed her way between their bodies to attack the clasp of
his trousers.
“I
want you too, sweetheart… let’s go upstairs.” Nathan pulled away from her and
holding tightly to her hand, began to lead her toward the stairs. He made it up the first step before he felt
her resistance.
He
turned back to find Kristin frantically unbuttoning her dress with her free
hand. His breath caught as the parting
material revealed flashes of bare flesh beneath.
“Now!” Kristin demanded as she launched herself back at him. Nathan sat down heavily on the stairs as
Kristin’s body met his, their hands wrapped around each other as their bodies
fell against the stairs beneath them.
Nathan
gave up fighting his very aroused wife and grabbed the back of her dress,
wrenching it down her body, capturing her arms in the process. He rolled her to her back and loomed over
her, his eyes ogling the luscious curves peeking out over her black bra and the
long expanse of bare leg extending from her black panties.
“You
have missed me, haven’t you…? Shit!” Nathan barked as Kristin’s head shot
forward, her teeth grabbing the tender point of one of his flat male
nipples. Her leg hooked over his calf as
she thrust her body toward him, her hips rubbing his suddenly hard member
enticingly.
“What
the hell!” Nathan muttered and rolled Kristin so that he could finish pulling
the dress from her body. Kristin
released her hold on his chest to move her lips back to his, wrapping her
fingers into his hair. He pulled a knee
up over her body until he could reach the laces of his boot and began to loosen
them, kicking first one shoe then the other down the stairs, Kristin’s black
pumps thudding down beside them.
Nathan
swore into Kristin’s mouth as the treads of the stairs began to sink into his
flesh but she continued her ravenous assault.
He pulled himself up into a sitting position then stood; Kristin still
wrapped in his arms, and began to stagger up the stairs. He made it to the landing before his trousers
fell to his ankles, causing him to fall against the wall.
“Kris…”
Nathan groaned her name as her fingers released the button on his boxers and
slid in to release him. He pulled back
to stare at her, awed by the depth of need he saw in her eyes. He popped the catch on the back of her bra and
tossed it away as they slid down the wall, his lips wrapped firmly around one
of the dusky rose nipples he’d just revealed.
By
the time they reached the floor Kristin’s panties had followed her bra and
Nathan’s boxers were pooled at his ankles.
He kicked them off impatiently as Kristin lay flat and opened herself to
him. She whimpered at his first glancing
touch of her swollen sex, his fingers running lightly up and down her
glistening slit then returning to coat the sensitive bud with her moisture. She grabbed his erection and yanked, not hard
enough to hurt him but firmly enough for Nathan to interpret her need. He slipped between her legs and thrust into
her silky cleft, sinking to the base of his manhood on the first push. She screamed out in pleasure as he filled
her, one hand snaking out to grab a spindle on the banister above her head.
There
was very little gentleness in their joining; it was more an explosion of raw
desire. They worked each other’s bodies relentlessly with mouths and hands,
fingers and teeth, as they sought relief.
Five weeks apart, along with the force of their passion and the joy of
their reunion, meant that they both peaked quickly, the house echoing with the
screams of their release.
*~*~*~*
“Now
that is what I call a welcome home.”
Nathan fell back panting against his pillow and turned his head to stare
at his equally breathless wife, having just deposited her there after carrying
her up the stairs.
A
sultry grin touched Kristin’s lips. “I
just wanted to let you know that you were missed.”
“Obviously…
oh honey… that was fantastic! I can’t
believe that you were so… you couldn’t even wait to get upstairs.”
“I
waited for four hours when all I wanted to do when I saw you on that boat was
throw you down on the deck and climb on top of you and… well… you know.”
Somehow
Nathan found the strength to roll to his side.
“To make love to me… to ride me… to screw me.” Nathan was trying to
embarrass Kristin and he succeeded. “How
can you blush about those words, not the crudest I could use by a long shot,
yet still be able to strip me and love me on the stairs?”
“They
are… a little rough.”
“Oh, my little lady. Whatever we
do, we do with love. What happened just
a few minutes ago wasn’t love making… that was pure unbridled lustful sex… but
the love is always there. You absolutely
amaze me. You enthrall me. What happened to that shy inhibited woman I
first enticed into my bed a year ago?”
Kristin
smiled and stretched out her hand to caress Nathan’s face. “You released my inhibitions. You taught me how wonderful this can be. When you are gone… I think about you all the
time… not being in bed necessarily, but just being with you. When you aren’t here I feel like my other
half is gone.”
“The
promotion came through…. you don’t seem surprised. Bill told you first!?!”
“No…
I just… heard… that some of the hold ups had been removed.”
“What
hold up…” Kristin’s tongue being thrust into his mouth
cut off Nathan’s words. She rolled her
body on top of his, caressing his full length with her own. Nathan’s hands slipped up to cup her rear as
he responded to her invasion.
“So,
what’s your pleasure, wife?” Nathan asked when they broke apart. “Tell me what you want.”
“I
just want you.” Kristin whispered, her skin pinking prettily.
“And I you, my love. Trust me?”
“Always.”
“Then
come here.”
Nathan’s
hands directed her movements, guiding her torso up then grasping her rear and
pulling her forward.
“Nathan…
this… we can’t… oh… GOD!”
Nathan
had positioned Kristin straddled over his face and then pressed her hips down
until his lips sank into her swollen folds just above him. She gripped the top of the headboard and held
on as wave after wave of pleasure rolled from her core through her body.
Nathan
worked his tongue along Kristin’s feminine cleft, teasing and tasting, until
the desire for more overwhelmed him. He
sank deeper into her femininity, his nose rubbing her enlarged clitoris as his
tongue sank deep inside her.
The
headboard shook beneath Kristin’s grip as her body bucked both into and away
from Nathan’s teasing orifice. When he
felt the first gush of her release, Nathan tightened his hold on her hips and
pulled her even closer, consuming her juices as she peaked. The bed shook as Kristin came in ever
cresting waves, shrieking over and over as her body twisted in the throes of
her climax.
When
Nathan had taken everything she had to give he allowed her to slip back to the
bed, exhausted but sated. He rubbed her
trembling body until the shaking finally stopped, his lips lightly caressing
her face the entire time.
*~*~*~*
Janet
pushed the door open carefully and called inside. “Kristin?
Nathan?”
“This
isn’t a good idea.” Bill hissed behind her back as he juggled Charlie on his
shoulder.
“What
am I supposed to do? Wrap her in a
dishtowel? I didn’t know we were so low
on diapers. I don’t hear anything… they
are probably asleep.”
“Exhausted…”
Bill groused quietly behind his wife.
Janet
pushed the door further in and they stepped inside as she called out again. Bill found the light switch by the entrance
and hit it, flooding the dim foyer with light.
“I
vote for the dishtowel.” He commented as their eyes scanned the room. Clothing littered the floor and stairs. A black pump dangled over the edge of the
steps, hung on a spindle by its heel. A
pair of men’s briefs dangled from the stairpost on the landing and a black lacy
bra hung from the light fixture on the landing wall.
“Perhaps
you’re right.” Janet turned to beat a hasty retreat.
“Janet? Is something wrong with Charlie?” Kristin appeared at the top of the stairs
hastily tying a robe around her waist.
“Um…
we ran out of diapers. We’re sorry to
bother you…”
“That’s okay.
We were just… sleeping.” Kristin made it to the landing and reached up
to snatch her bra off the light fixture as she spoke. As she moved further down the stairs her hand
casually brushed Nathan’s briefs off the post onto the floor beside her.
“Sleeping…
right.” Bill said, his eyes falling briefly on the expanse of creamy flesh visible
through the deep vee of Kristin’s robe.
“We’ll just get those diapers and let you get back to… sleeping.”
Kristin
pulled her robe together self-consciously.
“Why don’t you just leave her here?
Nathan has missed her so much.
He’ll be happy to see his baby… when he wakes up.”
Janet
raised an eyebrow, a half smile tickling the corners of her lips. “Are you sure? We don’t mind keeping her for the night. Bill needs practice; all the practice he can
get with midnight feedings again.”
“Excuse
me? I’m dreaming… right?” Turning toward the voice, they saw Nathan
standing at the top of the stairs wrapped in a robe. “Midnight feedings… Kristin, is there
something that I should know?”
Kristin
held her hands up and laughed. “You are
talking to the wrong person, my love.”
She inclined her head toward Bill and Janet as she took her squirming
daughter out of Bill’s hands.
Nathan’s
face broke into a grin. “Ginny’s pregnant!
You’re gonna be a granddad again!”
He rushed down the stairs to grab Bill’s hand but the look on Kristin’s
face stopped him as he hit the last stair.
She shook her head gently.
“Guess
again.”
Nathan
looked bewildered as Kristin glared at him.
She cut her eyes towards Janet and he finally clued in, his facial
expression changing to one of shock then playfulness.
“Janet? Bill… you knocked your wife up? You old dog!
I didn’t think you still had it in you!”
“Hey! Who are you calling old? You aren’t that far behind me on the
calendar!” The two men fell to the
ground in a mock tussle as their wives looked at each other and rolled their
eyes.
“Knock
it off, you two.” Janet punched them with her foot, laughter punctuating her
words.
“I’m
going to take this young lady upstairs and change her diaper. Nathan, when you and Bill get through would
you bring a bottle up for Charlie?”
Nathan
stopped fighting immediately, his head popping up to stare at Kristin. “Bottle? But you’re
“Come
on, you old dog. I think it’s time for
you to take your wife home. There is a
bottle ready in the bag, Kristin.” Janet prompted Bill to get up as she
shrugged the small bag off her shoulder.
“Thank
you, Janet. We’ll see you tomorrow.”
Kristin called after the departing couple.
She reached down and picked up Charlie’s bag then began to climb the
stairs. Nathan secured the door then
followed close behind.
He
didn’t speak again until Kristin was settled in the rocker, rocking Charlie as
she sucked on her bottle contentedly.
“Kristin? Are you going to talk to me? Please?” He knelt on the floor beside the rocker, one
hand caressing her knee gently.
“It’s
nothing… nothing serious. When I
realized that something was wrong… I was… my milk dried up. Now we have to feed
Nathan
knew immediately that Kristin was downplaying her disappointment. “I’m so sorry, honey.”
Kristin
pulled his hand to her cheek and kissed his palm lightly. “You are home with us now. That’s all that matters.”
Nathan
caressed her cheek tenderly then stood and slipped an arm beneath her legs.
“Nathan…
what are you…” Nathan lifted her into his arms, baby and all and turned to sit
in the chair. He settled Kristin into
his lap and embraced his wife and daughter.
Charlie eyed her father curiously, never giving up her grip on her
bottle.
*~*~*~*
“And
what time did you get in this morning, young lady? Do I need to have a talk with young Mr.
Kreig?” Nathan winked at Cynthia as he
queried her over the breakfast table.
Nathan was the picture of paternalism; Charlie cradled in one arm, that
hand bent back to hold her bottle fast, while the other arm guarded the little
boy sitting on his knee.
“Nathan…
don’t tease her.” Kristin admonished lightly as she
sat down a plate of bacon and eggs in front of each of them then grabbed her
own plate and joined them.
“Food of the Gods. The first
meal that your mother ever cooked for me was bacon and eggs. And I think you were wearing that very same
robe, weren’t you, honey?”
Kristin
choked slightly on her food and gave Nathan a warning look, a hint of a smile
crossing her face at the memory of what they had shared after that first
meal.
“I
believe that I might have been… in the beginning.” She replied with a pointed
look at the baby in Nathan’s arms.
“Oh geez! Maybe I should take the kids
and go eat in the den!” Cynthia rolled
her eyes at her parents’ word play.
“But
then I wouldn’t get to hear whether or not Ben behaved himself.” Nathan
responded, his fork halfway to his mouth.
“You’ve been out at least four nights a week every week since I’ve been
home. That’s over twenty dates. And if you aren’t on a date Ben is over here
mooching off me. It’s time I knew this
young man’s intentions toward my daughter.”
Nathan
breath caught as he realized what he’d said, scared that perhaps he’d gone too
far, but Cynthia smiled her mother’s brilliant smile at him as she laid her
hand on his arm. “I’m very pleased that
you care… Dad.”
“I
do care… very much… So when are you and Lieutenant Kreig going out again?”
Cynthia
grinned. “Ben is coming to the football
game tonight, of course, so I’ll see him there.
He has to work tomorrow evening but we might go see a movie on Friday,
provided we can find babysitters.”
“Nathan,
I think you’ve teased Cynny enough.
Finish your breakfast. Feed your
grandson.” A quick glance down showed
that Teddy had grown tired of waiting for his grandfather to share and was
using his hands to shove scrambled eggs into his mouth.
Nathan
couldn’t help but laugh. “That’s okay,
tiger. I wasn’t that hungry anyway. I think that Charlie is done as well.” He carefully shifted Teddy to the bench
beside him and popped his daughter to his shoulder. A few pats later he was rewarded with a loud
burp.
“Nathan! You know that I don’t burp
“I’m
sorry, gramma.” Nathan tried to look
contrite but with Kristin glaring at him he couldn’t help but grin.
Kristin
stood, grabbed her plate from the table and stalked toward the sink where she
banged the dish loudly. Cynthia looked
at Nathan with eyebrows raised but he shrugged his shoulders and shook his head
in bewilderment.
At
that moment the phone rang.
“I’ll
get it.” Nathan stood and unceremoniously shoved the gurgling baby into Kristin’s
arms as she passed by. He took off
toward the front of the house as Kristin stood glaring at his retreating form.
“Mother…
you seem to be in a… not so good mood this morning.”
“The
man is teaching Theodore bad habits. He
needs to… oh shit! She’s wet! Dammit!
I knew I should have stayed in bed today.” Kristin stormed out of the room, a dark stain
spreading across the front of her black robe.
*~*~*~*
The
Krieg family breezed across the yard and onto the Noyce’s back porch, a
relieved smile on each of the adult’s faces.
Ben’s arm was casually draped around Cynthia’s shoulder; Teddy perched
on the opposite hip.
Ben
was quickly dragged into the choosing of teams so Cynthia joined Janet and
Ginny at the porch table. Teddy ran
around among the crowd of young men gathered on the lawn, the group including
many of Nathan’s crew plus some of David’s friends.
“So,
where are your parents?” Janet queried.
“Still
at home, thank God… although I’m sure that Dad is trying desperately to
escape.”
Janet
noticed Cynthia’s new name for Nathan but didn’t comment on that. “Something wrong?”
“Mother. I’ve never seen her so… crabby. She obviously woke up on the wrong side of
the bed this morning. She was barely
even speaking by the time they left this morning and she’s been criticizing Dad
every second since they got home. He
can’t do anything right.”
“Perhaps
Nathan deserves it.”
“For burping Charlie in front of Teddy? For going to answer the telephone just as my
baby sister decided to wet her diaper?
It doesn’t seem that way to me.”
“A word of advice, my dear. Stay out of
it. They will work it out for
themselves. Then have a ball making up
if I know those two.”
“Speaking
of those two…” Cynthia inclined her head in the direction of her parents house and Janet turned to watch the couple make
their way across the lawn. They were
separated by at least three feet, Kristin holding the baby, seemingly shielding
her from her father.
“Oh boy!” Janet muttered. “She is angry!”
Nathan
veered off to join the men while Kristin marched onto the porch and flopped
down in a vacant chair.
“Good
to see you, Kristin. And how’s my
Charlie girl?” Janet pulled the fussy baby from her mother’s arms and moved
away, leaving a very unhappy woman scowling on the porch.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
took a long drag from his beer and stared out into the crashing surf, the fiery
orange sun hugging the horizon in the distance.
He sensed rather than saw someone approaching but maintained his silence
until Ben stood beside him.
“That’s
an awe inspiring scene isn’t it, sir?” The younger man finally spoke.
“Pretty spectacular.” Nathan
retreated back into silence for several minutes before finally speaking
again. “I guess someone sent you to find
me?”
“Mrs.
Noyce wanted me to tell you that dinner will be ready in about fifteen
minutes.”
“Mrs. Noyce… not my wife.”
“No, sir.”
Nathan
took another lengthy pull from his bottle.
“Women are irrational creatures, son.
You think you know them completely and then… wham! They knock you for a loop again.”
“I’m
learning that, sir.”
“Nathan…
call me Nathan.
Cynthia showing a bit of kinship to her mother, huh?”
“No
not… well… I just don’t know what she wants.
I think I know… then she changes course again. I’m just really confused.”
“Welcome
to the fraternity of the confused husband.
I’m the current president. What
is Cynthia confusing you about?”
“I
thought that dating would be a good thing… give us a
chance to get to know each other that we never had. Cynthia seems to enjoy going out with me. I was even thinking that we were… growing
closer. She seems to enjoy my kisses… my
touch… sometimes she even gets a bit… adventurous. I think she wants to take things further… but
she always pulls back. Sometimes she
waits until it’s really really hard to stop, then she seems to get scared of
me. I would never hurt her but she seems
to think… I guess that I’m just not the man she wants.” Ben sighed, the dejected look on his face
telling Nathan who the young man thought his wife was thinking of.
Nathan
debated with himself mentally for a moment then came to a decision. “I’m going to tell you something, Ben,
something that very few people know. I’m
telling you because I hope that maybe it will help you understand, at least
partially, why Cynthia acts the way she does.”
“I’m
listening, sir… Nathan.”
“What
was your impression of Senator John McCallister?”
Ben’s
eyebrows knit together, Nathan’s question taking him totally off guard. “He… seemed like a nice man. He obviously loved his wife and his daughter. But there was… something… I’ve just never
been a big fan of politicians, I guess.”
“I
was attracted to Kristin the instant our eyes met… I fell totally, completely
head over heels in love with her. I was
married… I would have said happily… and I’d like to believe that I would have
never betrayed my vows, but that doesn’t negate the fact that for the two of
us… it was love at first sight.”
“No
sir… You aren’t that kind of man. You’re
word is your bond.”
Nathan
grinned crookedly. “The reason I’m
telling you this… the morning of the attack… Kristin and I were together. No… not in an intimate
sense. She needed to get away
from the base and I drove her to one of my favorite spots, a secluded lookout
over the ocean. We watched the sun come
up then headed back to base. As I helped
her off the rock ledge my hand gripped her waist and she screamed. I made her show me… her entire body was
covered in bruises.”
“Bru…
she’d fallen?”
“She’d been beaten… and raped… by her own husband. And it wasn’t the first time. He hurt her regularly… for years. She hid it from Cynthia… from everyone, but I
saw the bruises on her body. Had the
bastard not been killed in the air raid I would have killed him.”
“Cynthia
grew up in that atmosphere? Does she…?”
“Afterwards,
while they were staying with the Noyce’s, Kristin began to have
nightmares. They tried to shield her but
Cynthia inevitably overheard. She found
out what kind of man her father was. I
think that, subconsciously at least, she may feel guilty that her mother stayed
with McCallister… that she didn’t protect her.
She’s also scared to trust a man.
Cynthia trusted her father and he betrayed her by his treatment of her
mother.”
Ben’s
head had fallen toward his chest and Nathan noticed the glimmer of tears on the
young man’s cheek. “I’m going to ask you
to keep this to yourself. Cynthia will
reveal it to you when she’s ready. You
can’t push her.”
“Sir…
does Kristin… I mean you just had a baby so you’ve obviously… does she like…
oh, never mind.” Ben turned and made a move toward the house.
“Ben,”
Nathan waited until the younger man turned back to face him. “Kristin does… very much. I said this to you once and I’ll say it
again. If Cynthia is anything like her
mother… she’s worth the effort.”
*~*~*~*
Kristin
sat on one side of the porch, arms folded across her chest, scowling at Nathan
as he sat on the other side of the deck holding his sleeping daughter. He’d had to wait all night to get hold of
Charlie and he wasn’t about to let her go, even to sleep.
Janet
and Cynthia stood in the center of the porch and eyed them both.
“Okay,
this has gone on too long. We are going
to have to try something.” Janet whispered to her partner in crime.
“Sure…
but what?”
Janet
thought a minute then responded. “I have
no idea. Uh oh, we have movement.”
Nathan
stood and moved over to the bucket of iced down beer in the corner and pulled
out one. He popped the cap on the bottle
opener and took a drink as he moved back to his chair. Charlie never made a sound.
Kristin
slammed her hands down on the arms of her chair as she propelled her body
upward. Nathan eyed her warily as she
moved toward him, her arms outstretched.
“I’m
going to take my daughter home. Give her
to me.”
“She’s
comfortable where she is.”
“Until
you get so drunk that you drop her.”
“Okay…
THAT”S IT! I’ve put up with your
attitude all day but for you to even imply that I would do anything to hurt…
Kristin! God damn it, come back here!”
Nathan
shoved
A
soft mist covered the ground and the sky was overcast but Nathan knew that
Kristin would be headed toward the beach.
He caught up with her just as she reached the sand.
“Stop
and talk to me, dammit!”
“Go
to hell!” She took off down the beach at
a run. Nathan stood watching, stunned by
her words, until she finally had to stop and throw her shoes off. Her actions spurred him on and he kicked his
shoes away and took off after her.
When
Kristin realized that Nathan was in pursuit once again she increased her pace
but soon found her path cut off by the water.
She stared at him for a long moment then moved back into the pounding
surf to her knees. With scant regard for
his dry clothes Nathan continued after her.
He
caught her arm and pulled, bringing her toward him. Kristin fought back, pounding at his chest
until he held her so close that her punches had no force.
“Now
you are going to talk to me.” Nathan loosened his hold slightly… a big
mistake. Kristin threw her full body
into Nathan causing him to stagger back and fall into the water. He sputtered as he surfaced, staring at
Kristin as if he didn’t know her.
Kristin
returned his stare, standing unmoving as the surf brushed the bottom of her
shirt. Nathan stood slowly and held out
his hand, stretching the dripping fingertips until they barely brushed her
cheek.
“What’s
going on in that beautiful brain of yours, my love? Please talk to me.” The pleading tone in Nathan’s voice finally
reached Kristin and she began to sob.
Nathan moved to take her into his arms but she turned her back to
him. He wrapped his arms around her
anyway.
“Honey…
I thought we could share anything.”
“I
can’t… I promised you… I can’t… I won’t be like Carol!”
Comprehension
dawned as Nathan tried to turn Kristin to face him but she refused to be budged
so he whispered in her ear. “Don’t shut
me out. You can tell me anything. Is this about what happened? Are you mad at me, Kristin?”
“Of
course I’m mad at you, dammit! I thought
you were dead! I couldn’t… I couldn’t
feel you anymore. I hated that. I hated that damned boat and the damned navy
and the Japanese. I hit Malcolm
Lansdowne when I found out he had blocked your promotion. Me… the pacifist… I actually hit him!” A gut wrenching wail emerged from Kristin’s
throat as she fell to her knees; Nathan falling with her as he kept her locked
in his arms.
“I
hate… oh, Nathan! I don’t hate you. I love you so much! I thought I’d lost you… I couldn’t function…
and now you’re going to hate me for becoming like her… for trying to tie you
down. I don’t want to do that, I swear…
I just… how could I live if I lost you?”
“You
would survive… you’d be strong for our daughter. But I’m right here, Kristin and I am not going to leave you.
I made it back. I’ll always come
back to you.” Nathan was now sobbing
along with his wife.
“I
hate myself for feeling like this. I’ve
tried to stop the feelings… not let you know how upset I was… but I can’t… they
just keep coming back.”
“You
know that isn’t good. You have to let
your feelings out. I’m sorry that I
caused you so much pain but I wouldn’t expect you to not feel anything. I’m not glad that you hurt but I am glad that
you missed me.”
“You
hate me… I can’t keep my promise… I want this damned war to be over!”
Nathan
tightened his grip, pulling her even closer.
“I could never hate you. Listen
to what you are saying, Kristin. You
aren’t saying you want me off the sub… that you want me stuck at a desk
somewhere in the middle of
Kristin
didn’t reply but Nathan felt her nod against his chest.
“So…
do I put in for a transfer to
With
a few simple words Nathan revealed the depth of his love to Kristin, as he
never had before. He would give up
everything; she had only to say the word.
She wrapped her arms around her husband’s neck and kissed him… a kiss
full of passion and yet amazingly tender.
Nathan responded in kind.
The
rolling surf pushed them gently toward the shore as the kiss became more
heated, lips parting to allow tongues to join, hands moving over buttons to
reveal the hidden treasures beneath.
A
large wave rolled over them, threatening to knock them down. Nathan pulled his head up and smiled,
relieved to see Kristin return that grin with one of her own.
“I
want you.”
Kristin
nodded. “I want you. Let’s go back to the house.”
Nathan
staggered to his feet and with his arms locked beneath her shoulders, pulled
her up the beach until they cleared the water.
He then fell back to his knees and lowered her to sit in the sand, his
hands continuing their downward trek on her dress.
“Now. I want you right here.”
Kristin
glanced up and down the beach and found it deserted. The darkness shrouded them as well. “Someone could see…”
“At
the moment I don’t give a damn.” Nathan pushed the dry cloth from her shoulders
and down her arms. Kristin pulled her
hands free and returned the favor, removing Nathan’s shirt and tee. Nathan grabbed the garments and spread them
behind her then pushed her torso onto the sand, deft fingers releasing the snap
of her bra just before she made contact with the damp surface of the beach.
The
undergarment flew over his shoulder as he buried his face in her chest, his
tongue laving one rosy peak. Kristin
cried out as she arched her body into his suckling mouth. His hips responded with a strong thrust, his
bulging erection straining against his zipper.
“Honey…
please… I can’t hold…”
Understanding
the depth of need in Nathan’s voice, Kristin pushed his torso up until he was
kneeling between her legs then pulled apart the wet folds of her skirt. Nathan’s hands skimmed her panties from
beneath her raised hips and down her legs, gently pulling first one knee up and
then the other until the garment swung free in his hand. Kristin’s hands move to the waist of his
trousers and carefully pulled his zipper down, her fingers undoing the button of
his briefs as it was revealed.
Nathan
delved his fingers into her curls, sighing at the extent of her arousal as he
pressed harder. Kristin worked his pants
down to his knees and took his steely length in her hands. She circled the top with her fingers and
began to rub lightly but Nathan pulled his hand away from her cleft to stop
her.
With
an answering nod to the question in Nathan’s eyes, Kristin tilted her pelvis up
and Nathan fell forward, his hand guiding his erection as he drove deep into
her. A soft scream burst from her lips
as his full length settled inside of her, and then they were rocking back in
forth in unison, nothing mattering but the waves of pleasure coursing through
their bodies.
They
came together, the pounding of the surf masking their loud screams as their
souls joined for that instant. Before
the first tremors had subsided they were climbing the peaks again, their lips
mating while their hands pulled and caressed heated skin.
A
warm wave washed over them, the water bathing them to their hips as they thrust
together. Nathan felt Kristin’s body go
rigid for a few seconds then she began to thrash wildly beneath him, her body
sinking further into the sand as she clenched him tightly. He emptied himself into her body with a loud
cry of her name then collapsed on top of her.
They
shifted to their sides; their bodies still locked together, feet lying in the
rolling waves. Light kisses punctuated
their loving whispers as they remembered once again the feelings that bound
them together.
“You
know the military police are probably going to come along any minute and find
us laying here stark naked.” Kristin whispered as Nathan’s hands increased the
pressure of their grip on her curvaceous bottom.
“Bill
will vouch for us.” Nathan buried his
head in her neck.
“Bill
is out to get you. He blames you for
Janet’s pregnancy.”
“I
never touched the woman. I can barely
satisfy the red head in my own bed.”
Starlight
twinkled in Kristin’s eyes. “I think you
did a damn fine job of satisfying her just now.”
“So
now you know… this is the second time that this has happened. You pushing me into water gets
me so turned on that I have to have you immediately. The first time on the island was next to a
body of water as well, wasn’t it?”
“What
can I say? You caught me on a very bad
day.”
“Umm…
as I recall you were exceptionally horny that day… and the fact that your
hormones were raging with pregnancy might have had something…” Nathan’s voice
trailed off as his mind began to whirl.
Kristin
laughed and continued speaking, not noticing Nathan’s hands slipping around her
body to explore the contours of her abdomen.
“You were being a perfect jack-ass that day. You deserved everything that you got.”
“And
I enjoyed everything I got that day.
After all, I got you, didn’t I?”
“And
I got you, my love.” Kristin lifted her
head for a kiss. Nathan responded but
Kristin felt the hesitancy in his kiss.
“What’s wrong, Nathan? Have I
done something?”
Nathan
shook his head as he pulled his body up.
Once he was standing he held his hand out to her. She put her hand in his and rose to stand
beside him, a puzzled look in her face.
“I thought we’d worked things…”
His
lips cut off her words as he touched them to hers, pulling her closer into his
embrace. His hands moved over hers,
guiding them down to rest on her abdomen, fingers splayed out, his then hers.
“Honey…
we made love eleven weeks ago… the night before I left.” He whispered.
“I
was there. I remember it well.” She
smiled seductively at him.
“Have
you had a monthly cycle since then?” Nathan blurted out bluntly.
“Of
course… I must have… but I don’t remember… it must have been the stress of you
being missing…” Kristin’s mouth dropped open as she realized where Nathan’s
question was leading. “NO! I am not pregnant… I was breast feeding… I couldn’t be… not again!”
Nathan’s
hands continued to lead hers in lazy circles over the discernable swell of her
abdomen as she continued to talk.
“It
isn’t possible…
Nathan
had erupted into belly shaking laughter at Kristin’s reaction, knowing that it
was born more of shock than of ire. She
punched his shoulder angrily then reached down to grab her dress and pull it
on, her fingers deftly closing the buttons over her chest before she moved on
to her wet skirt.
By
the time Kristin had finally managed to shake out the wet fabric and wrap it
around her body Nathan’s laughter had died down and he realized that she hadn’t
spoken again. He grabbed his pants and
yanked them on, grimacing at the sandy wet legs.
“Kristin…
are you really mad?” He tried to wrap his arms around
her but she stepped away
Kristin
turned to stare at the ocean. “No,” she
finally stammered. “It’s just… I’ve just
gotten my shape back… regained my center of gravity. I want nothing more than a house full of your
children… I just would have liked to wait a while. How am I going to be able to work and raise
two babies in diapers?”
“Getting
you pregnant again this quickly was never my intent. Hell, after watching the pain you went
through giving birth to Charlie I’d never ask you to go through that
again. It seems so inadequate to say but
I’m sorry.”
A
desperate giggle escaped Kristin’s lips.
“Oh darling, truth be told I can’t really blame
this on you now can I? I’m the one who
seduced you. Perhaps we are jumping the
gun. I might not be pregnant at
all. I’ll do a test at the hospital
tomorrow.”
Nathan
moved to embrace her and this time Kristin didn’t resist. “Do the test… but I
know you are. I can feel it in your
breasts… in your body. And you won’t be
alone in this. I’ll be there to help
you. I promise I’ll do my fair
share. You won’t have to quit working.”
“You
do realize that Bill is going to be paying you back in spades, don’t you? But Janet and I will be pregnant
together. That will be nice.”
Nathan
bent and scooped up his shirt then gave Kristin a quick peck on her
temple. “Why don’t we go back to the
house, prove to everyone that we are both still alive, then go home and mess
around some more?”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
literally bounced down the halls of the hospital, a spring in his step as he
made his way toward Kristin’s office.
She had told him that she should have an answer by two and he’d waited
as long as he could. When the hands of
his watch reached one o’clock Nathan gave in, leaving Ford in charge of the
repair team. His ten-minute trip to the
base hospital broke all the speed limits but he wanted to be there when Kristin
heard the news.
“Captain
Bridger… or should I say Admiral… it’s good to see you.”
Nathan
halted his brisk pace and turned to see Malcolm Lansdowne approaching. Nathan returned his salute smartly. “Admiral is a bit premature. The ceremony isn’t until tomorrow afternoon.”
“Just a formality. My congratulations.” Malcolm proffered his hand and Nathan
shook it. “I guess you would be looking
for your wife. I believe that she may be
in her office.”
“I’ll
just go check. Thank you, Admiral.”
Nathan
turned to go but Malcolm stopped him.
“Nathan… I’ve been wanting to talk to you… to
apologize for that little… mix-up. I
know that it was wrong of me to hold your papers, to delay the promotion… but I
had no way of knowing what was going to happen to your ship. I really am very sorry. I hope that you can forgive me even though I
know that Kri… Dr. Bridger won’t but frankly, I have no desire to ever get with
in reach of her fist again. That woman
has a hell of a right hook.”
Well-shaped
lips pressed tightly together as Nathan struggled to process the information he
was receiving. ‘So this is why she decked Malcolm.’ “Let me get this straight. You delayed my
promotion… out of spite?”
Malcolm’s
face fell. “I just assumed that Dr.
Bridger would have… yes. I was jealous…
and angry. I delayed the medical
approval.”
“And
Kristin found out about this delay?”
“I
told her, accidentally.”
“And
my tiny, feminine, demure wife… decked you?”
Nathan was enjoying making Malcolm admit that Kristin had hit him.
“I
had a black eye for a week.”
‘That’s my girl!’ A quirky grin crossed Nathan’s face but he
quickly erased it. “My wife is… very…”
Malcolm
held up his hand. “You don’t have to say
anything. I deserved that and a hell of
a lot more. I just hope that one day she
will forgive me. Now, if you will excuse
me, I’m late for a staff meeting.”
“Is
Kristin…?”
“No, different staff. I’m sure you
will find her in her office.”
With
a smile, Nathan resumed his trek down the hall, pausing in front of Kristin’s
door to take a deep breath before knocking.
His pulse jumped at her sultry ‘Come in’ and he turned the knob and
stepped in, closing the door firmly behind him.
Kristin
was obviously ready for his arrival. A
box of cigars sat on one corner of her desk, a bottle of champagne in the
middle, and Kristin perched on the other corner, legs crossed with a mysterious
smile on her face.
“Honey?” Nathan questioned, a smile slowly erupting on his face. Kristin lifted her hand and tossed its
contents at Nathan’s chest. He caught
the piece of fabric and held it up, letting the bulk fall to reveal Kristin’s
brassiere.
“That
won’t be fitting for much longer.”
Nathan
threw the garment over his shoulder and moved to the desk, scooping Kristin
into his arms and swinging her around while they shared a celebratory
kiss. When they were both too dizzy to
stand Nathan returned Kristin to the desk corner and leaned in around her to
rest on his hands. She lifted her legs
to wrap around his waist while her arms locked around his neck.
“So…
are you okay with this?” Nathan stared her in the eye, wanting her true
reaction.
“I’m
fantastic with this.” He knew by the
glint in her eyes that she was speaking the truth.
“So…
when do we have to tell people?”
“I
thought you’d be bursting at the seams to tell.” Kristin laughed.
“I
would… but Bill is gonna give me so much hell!”
“You
deserve it after the trouble you’ve given him the last few weeks. Besides, I am eleven weeks along. My muscles haven’t recovered from Charlie so
this pregnancy is going to be very obvious very soon. I’m amazed that I hadn’t already noticed the
difference.”
“I
did.” Nathan’s hands slid to the gentle swell between them. “So I just have to grin and bear it!”
Kristin
nodded solemnly at him. “You’re a big
boy. You can handle it.”
“Oh
honey… I can definitely handle it.” His
hands slid up to cup her breasts, fondling the pert tips through her
blouse. “Judging by my gift… I’m
guessing that you aren’t wearing a bra.”
“No,
I am not wearing a bra.” Kristin leaned
close and whispered in his ear. “And I’m
not wearing panties either.”
*~*~*~*
Ben
pulled the car unto the deserted bluff overlooking a sea of lights from the
naval base and killed the engine. He
glanced at his wife nervously before carefully stretching an arm across the
back of the seat, his hand coming to rest lightly on her shoulder. Cynthia smiled and moved a little closer to
him.
“This
is very pretty… all the lights and the blackness of the ocean as a
backdrop. Thank you for bringing me
here.”
“I
thought you might like it. I come up
here a lot when I need to think. I
wanted to talk to you about something.”
“Ben,
are you nervous?” Cynthia ventured a shy smile at him.
“Kind of. I had a long talk with Nathan
yesterday afternoon. He really loves
you… like he was your real father.”
“Did
he give you a lecture? He was
threatening to yesterday morning but I thought he was teasing. Unless mother’s bad mood put him in one as
well.”
“At
least they got that one all worked out.” They both smiled at the memory of
Nathan and Kristin’s appearance upon their return from the beach and their
hasty retreat home after picking up the baby.
“So
what did the two of you talk about?”
“Nathan
talked to me about… being patient… about some things being worth waiting for…
about honesty and fidelity. We talked a
little about patience.”
Cynthia’s
smile faltered a little. “You’ve been
very patient, Ben. I couldn’t ask for
more.”
“Honey,
I’ll be as patient as you need me to be.
I don’t ever want to rush you or hurt you.”
Cynthia
quickly turned away to stare out the side window.
“Hey,”
Ben rubbed her arm casually. “Did I say
something wrong?”
Cynthia
shook her head tightly. “No… not really.”
“I
must have done for you to tense up like that.
Can’t you talk to me?”
When
she turned back to Ben a tiny tear hung in her eye. “If I tell you something… I don’t know if I
can… but I’d like to try.”
“Anything.” Ben waited quietly until Cynthia was ready to speak again.
“My
dad… Jack McCallister… I thought he was so great.”
“All
little girls think that their daddy’s are the most wonderful person in the
world.”
“He
was so loving.
He gave me anything I ever wanted.
But I never really knew him… he hurt mummy, Ben. He hit her… and he made her do things… How could he do that? How could he be so wonderful to me and hurt
my mother?”
Ben
gathered Cynthia into his embrace. “I
don’t know, Cynthia. I wish I knew the
answer but I don’t. What I do know is
that your mother is a very strong woman.
She’s made a new life with a man who is obviously insanely in love with
her. And you know what? She’s got a very strong daughter as well.”
“I
wonder. I try not to dwell on what he
did but sometimes it just seems to overwhelm me.”
“When
I touch you?”
Cynthia
shifted to look into Ben’s eyes. “Sometimes… most of the time.” She admitted honestly. “It isn’t you,” she quickly reassured
him. “I think it would be that way with
any man.”
“So
you need time to work through this.
Maybe, when you are ready, I could help you work through it.”
“I
think I’m ready.” Her shy smile returned then faltered. “You don’t seem very surprised by this, Ben.”
Ben
weighed his next words. He didn’t want
to violate Nathan’s confidence but the captain had only said to let Cynthia
tell him first. “Nathan and I have
talked a lot lately. He told me some
things about your father… nothing in detail… but enough so that I’d understand
how hard this is for you. He is very
concerned about you but he wanted you to tell me first, before I said
anything.”
Cynthia’s
face tightened. “He had no right.”
“I
think maybe he did. He lives with the
effects of that bastard’s actions everyday… and so do you. He didn’t tell me to be cruel… he wanted me
to understand. And I do understand,
honey. I just wanted you to know that I
know… and I can be patient. I would
never want you to feel pressured into anything.
But I also want you to know that I am not like that. I would never ever hurt you. I love you, Cyn.”
Cynthia
gasped at Ben’s words; the first time she’d ever heard him use them. As she stared into his dark eyes she realized
that she felt the same way.
“Ben…
we didn’t exactly get off to a wonderful start in our marriage, did we? But I want you to know… the way that you love
Teddy… everything you did for mother and for me while Nathan was missing… we
wouldn’t have made it through without your support. It’s like I’m getting to know you all over
again… see this wonderful side of you that few people know about. I love you too, Ben.”
A
smile broke out on Ben’s lips but it was quickly lost as Cynthia pressed her
mouth to his in a gentle kiss. Ben let
his wife set the pace, not wanting to frighten her, so he was surprised when he
felt her tongue caress his lips.
“Cyn?” He pulled back, startled.
Cynthia
smiled up at him. “You know, I missed so
many things… I’ve never made out in the back seat of a car. Do you think that… maybe?”
Ben
was happy to oblige.
*~*~*~*
“Shhh…
you’ll wake the house up.” Cynthia held her hand over her lips as Ben lowered
his laughing voice and softly closed the front door behind them. His hands slid over Cynthia’s hips, pulling
her close to him as their lips met.
Cynthia’s hand reached out behind him to flip the lock.
“You
are going to stay… aren’t you?”
“Well…
I don’t know… what about your parents?” Ben cast a nervous look up the stairs.
Cynthia
giggled. “It’s not like we aren’t
married. Besides, my bed upstairs is
bound to be a lot more conducive than the back seat of the car.”
A
silly grin appeared on Ben’s face. “But
it was still pretty amazing. We’ve got
to try that again sometime.”
“Mmm…”
Cynthia wrapped an arm around his neck. “How about right now?”
She pressed her lips into his hungrily.
They
jerked apart, eyes wide at the loud noise that echoed down the stairs. Ben moved toward the door but Cynthia stopped
him. They stood still for a moment then,
when the sound didn’t repeat itself, resumed kissing.
“Shit!”
Ben jerked back as the deep tone was heard again.
“Oh
geez, I hope that’s snoring.” Cynthia cast a worried look at the ceiling above
them.
“You
mean… they…”
The
deep tone took form this time, the word ‘Kristin’ cried out as if it were being
dragged from the speaker’s lips by torture.
A decidedly feminine cry followed it.
Ben
swallowed hard and turned toward the door.
“Maybe I should be going… we can always…”
“Benjamin…”
Ben turned back toward the sound of Cynthia’s voice, his mouth falling open as
he watched he watched her fingers slowly free the buttons of her bodice. Cynthia stepped backwards onto the first step
and crooked a finger at him. Ben
obligingly stepped forward. Cynthia went
up another step as another button fell loose.
“Are
you sure you don’t want to stay?”
“Oh
Cyn… What the hell? Let’s give them a
run for their money!”
*~*~*~*
“Dam…”
Nathan muttered at the loud clang that jerked him from sleep. He shifted into the warm body wrapped around
him and buried his head beneath her shoulder.
“Whazzt?” She murmured, cuddling deeper into his embrace.
“Damn…
pipes.” His head pushed further into her
smooth flesh.
Kristin
lifted her head slightly and cracked on eye.
“Sun’s up… we should get up soon.”
“Already
up…” Nathan’s mouth latched onto the nipple he had burrowed to find. His hand grabbed the edge of the sheet and yanked
it up over their heads.
*~*~*~*
“This
time we really do need to get up.” Nathan murmured to Kristin as she lay dozing
in his arms. “I have too much to get
done at the Dolphin before that damned ceremony. Why can’t they just say ‘you’re an admiral’
and be done with it?”
“Then
we could stay in bed all day.” Kristin’s lips began to nibble at his neck.
“I’ve
created a monster.” He whispered to her as he rolled onto top of her and began
to seriously kiss her. The touches were
just beginning to grow bolder when a loud cry from the bassinet pulled them
apart.
“Your
daughter has horrendous timing!” Kristin muttered as she sat and rolled her
legs to the side of the bed. Nathan
laughed and climbed out of the other side to pull his pajama pants on.
“How
come she’s always my daughter when she interrupts us? I’ll go fix the bottle if you change the
diaper. Can I bring you anything?”
Nathan asked.
Kristin
eyed him with a lecherous look. “Just
hurry back, lover.”
Nathan
answered with a nod and a smile then dashed out into the hall and down the
stairs. He was just a few steps from the
kitchen door when he heard the rumble of a low voice then a higher cry. ‘Cynthia!’ He rushed into the kitchen screaming, “Get
your hands off…”
A
dumbfounded look stuck on Nathan’s face as he stared at his stepdaughter
frantically pulling her nightgown back into place, and her husband, all decked
out in Cynthia’s frilly pink bath robe.
“Well…”
Nathan finally broke the silence. “I
guess I can be grateful that the pipes aren’t going bad.”
Cynthia
blushed scarlet. “Dad! We thought you were still asleep.”
“Obviously,”
Nathan observed wryly as he moved to the refrigerator and pulled out the
milk. “Your little sister had other
ideas… but then so did your mother.”
Silence
reigned though the kitchen as Nathan put water on to heat, filled a bottle and
placed it in the water. Finally he
turned back to the couple who stood together, Ben’s arms wrapped around
Cynthia’s waist.
“So,
Lieutenant… does this mean that there has been a reconciliation of sorts or do
I need to beat your ass?”
“Daddy!” Cynthia was too indignant to notice the smile that crossed Nathan’s
face at her endearment. “I… I asked Ben
to stay.”
“That
true, Ben?” Nathan asked seriously.
“Yes, sir.” Ben nodded gravely. “Couldn’t
let you be the only one having fun, sir.”
“Ben!”
Cynthia dug her elbow into Ben’s ribs as Nathan’s skin colored.
“Yes…
well… I guess this is warm enough.
Charlie is probably starving by now.”
Nathan grabbed the bottle in a towel and took off toward the door. He stopped just as he reached it and turned
back to the couple with a smile. “Carry
on.”
*~*~*~*
A
small group of their closest friends joined the Bridgers
at their home following the ceremony formally investing Nathan with the rank of
Admiral. Cynthia and Ginny took over
hostess duties, passing out the champagne so that Kristin could visit with
their guests.
Once
everyone had a glass Bill made a lovely toast of congratulation before passing
the floor to the new Admiral.
Nathan
laughed and scratched his head then beckoned to Kristin and wrapped his arm
around her waist.
“At
the ceremony today I was reminded about the sense of duty and tradition the
navy embodies and about the tragedy that we all experienced two and a half
years ago. Those are sobering
thoughts. But when I look around this
room right now, filled with the people that I hold most dear, I am filled with
gratitude at your friendship and your support.
So first I offer a toast to each of you.”
They
all lifted their glasses and sipped.
“Many
of my crew are here… members of the best damned crew a
captain could ask for. You’ve given me
your best and then some. You pulled
together under the most adverse conditions; you saved my life and the lives of
your fellow crewmen. It looks like we
will all be going our separate ways soon but I want you to know that I am
damned proud to have served with you. I
lift my glass to the crew of the Dolphin.”
The
crowd drank then waited for Nathan to continue.
“Today is a very good day for many different reasons. The promotion is important
to me, but mainly because it allows me work in an area that I love and
be home with my family at the same time.
I thought that I had lost everything on that day in December but life
had a few surprises in store for me.
The
word family means so much more than just a blood relationship. Bill and Janet Noyce, you are our family, as
are your children. Ginny, your love for
David made him part of our family. And
as many of you have already noticed I’m sure… the Noyce family will be
expanding by one more member in five months.”
A
murmur went through the small crowd at this public confirmation of what had
been suspected for several weeks.
“It’s
a good thing I knew you were going to say that, Nathan Bridger, or you would be
in so much trouble!” Janet laughed as her hand slid to her burgeoning
belly. At sixteen weeks, her pregnancy
had become almost impossible to hide.
Nathan
flashed her his most endearing grin. “All I can say is… way to go, Bill!”
“Behave
yourself, my love. Remember paybacks…”
Kristin muttered out of the side of her mouth.
“I
think every father’s wish is to see his children happy. I was rewarded today with the renewal of my
daughter’s happiness. Ben… Cynthia… let
me say how happy I am that you’ve finally discovered each other. I wish you as much joy as I’ve found with
Kristin. And might I say, Ben… pink is
definitely your color.”
Ben
rolled his eyes in embarrassment as Cynthia smothered a laugh. “Moving right along, sir…”
Nathan
turned his head to smile down at Kristin.
“I saved the best for last. This
woman… what can I say about her? You
brought me joy when I thought that life had none left for me. You’ve loved me though all of my stubborn
pig-headed moments. Because of you I
have a larger family than I ever dreamed of… my grandson… and that adorable
little monster napping upstairs. Plus…”
Nathan’s hand fell casually to her abdomen and at Kristin’s little nod and
smile he continued, “another new baby to look forward
to.”
Silence
dominated the room for a full half-minute before Janet finally broke it. “Kristin, You’re… we’re going to have our
babies together!” She quickly moved to embrace her friend as people began to
chatter around them. Nathan took one
look at Bill’s face and took off across the room, his friend in hot pursuit.
“Well,
not quite together,” Kristin laughed once she was freed. “My baby should come about five weeks after
yours.” She could see the wheels turning
in Janet’s head.
“I
KNEW IT! You didn’t wait like the doctor
told you.”
“I’m
a doctor, Janet, and I knew that everything was all right. I needed to love my husband and let him love
me before he left. Admittedly, this
little one was not part of my plan… but I can’t really say I’m sorry.” Kristin’s hand drifted over her abdomen.
Janet
began to laugh.
“I’m
glad you find my condition so amusing.” Kristin said.
“I
was just thinking… every time you’ve been intimate with Nathan and you haven’t
been pregnant you’ve gotten pregnant. I
wonder how many kids you’ll end up with?”
Kristin
glared at her friend. “I don’t find that
amusing. There will definitely be a
break after this one. Trust me.”
“I’ll
believe that when I see it. Short of
having Nathan sleep in a different house, the two of you will never be able to
keep your hands off of each other.”
“I
didn’t say we wouldn’t… just that we’ll wait a while before we have another
baby. There are ways. You and Bill
managed to go twenty years.”
At
that moment Nathan flew by, pausing just long enough to run his hand across his
newest child’s resting place as he spoke.
“You didn’t see me.” He pounded
up the stairs three at a time disappearing from sight just as Bill appeared in
the kitchen entrance.
“Did
you see him?” He puffed.
Kristin
simply grinned, unwilling to rat out her husband even though she knew he
deserved it, but Janet had no such problem.
She didn’t say a word, just raised her eyes toward the second floor. Bill took off up the stairs with a grin.
*~*~*~*
“Nathan,
I want you to do me a favor…”
“After that? Anything!”
Kristin
snuggled closer to her husband, intending to enjoy all the close contact she
could before her pregnancy began to interfere again.
“I
want you to talk to Ben.”
“What
am I going to talk to Ben about?”
“Birth control.”
Nathan
was flabbergasted. “You want me to talk
to him about what? That isn’t a topic
that just pops up in conversation, darling.” His hand slid to the slight bulge
of her abdomen. “And with Charlie asleep
in the crib and this one over a fourth of the way here, he’d probably laugh in
my face.”
Kristin
lifted her head to stare at Nathan. “I’m
serious. I know that he and Cynthia have
reconciled… and she’s… well… enjoying herself a bit more… but she is still only
nineteen. I think that they should have
time together before they have another baby.”
“We
didn’t have time together… are you sorry about that?”
Kristin
laid her palm on her husband’s cheek and brushed her lips lightly across
his. “No. I’m not in the least bit sorry. Realistically speaking, neither one of us is
getting any younger. If I want a house
full of your children then they are going to be born fairly close together.”
“Kristin,
I love you. I love Charlie and I love
this little baby… but if we didn’t have them… if we don’t have any more
children… nothing changes how I feel about you.”
“I
know that and I feel the same way. But I
thought that I couldn’t have children for so long… and to be able to have them
with you is the most wonderful gift. I
really do want to have more kids.”
“But
you don’t want Cynthia to?”
“I
don’t think that Cynni should have any more right now. Ultimately it’s their decision. I don’t want to be an interfering mother… or
mother-in-law. But she’s barely
nineteen… she was a mother at seventeen.
I just want Ben to think about it.”
“And
are you going to have this same talk with Cynthia?”
“Are
you kidding? With a
four-month old baby and twelve weeks pregnant? And you think that Ben
would laugh at you.”
“So
it’s okay for me to get laughed at but not you?” Nathan asked, a hint of mirth
in his voice.
Kristin
laid her lips over his once more, her lips nibbling seductively at his. “I’ll make it up to you… I promise.”
*~*~*~*
“Mom,
can I talk to you for a minute?” Kristin
looked up from her desk to see Cynthia’s head stuck through her office door.
“Of course, darling. I’m just
finishing up.”
Cynthia
closed the door and sat down across from her mother.
“So…
you’ve been busy.”
“What
do you mean sweetheart?”
“You
got dad to talk to Ben didn’t you.”
Kristin’s
face remained passive but Cynthia caught the slight twitch in her mother’s
eye. “I might have made a
suggestion. I didn’t mean to interfere…
I just want… I just want you to think about it… be ready before you become
parents.”
“The way that you and dad thought about it? I can add, Mother.”
Kristin
blushed. “Okay… I didn’t follow the
advice I’m so freely passing along to you.
But you are young, my darling daughter.
You need to have a chance to be young.
Nathan and I… Neither of our babies was planned but I am not as young as
you are either.”
“You
know that I should be mad at you… but in this case I actually agree with
you. I do love Ben and I love my son but
I don’t want to be a mother again just yet.
It’s just…”
“Cynthia?”
Kristin grew concerned as her daughter stopped speaking and lowered her head to
stare at her hands. “What is it? Is Ben
pressuring you?”
“No…
I’m just worried… we’ve already… Ben and I have been… close… a few times and we
didn’t…”
“Ben
didn’t use protection.” Kristin sighed.
“Then you could very well be pregnant.
But that isn’t an absolute. Do
you have any symptoms? Would you like
for me to do a test?”
Cynthia
nodded, still refusing to meet her mother’s eyes. “I don’t feel pregnant but…”
Kristin
stood and moved to her daughter’s side, patting her on the shoulder. “You need to have your mind put at ease. Let me get my case and I’ll draw a blood
sample.”
*~*~*~*
“Damn,
I wish that I could play.” Kristin muttered as she and Janet sat on the Noyce’s
back porch watching the weekly Wednesday night football game. “But then I wish that I could stand up
without needing a hoist.”
Janet
laughed as her hands played over her bulging abdomen. “Then think how I must feel. You’re only five months along. I’m well over six and about twice as big as
you are.”
“You
are not! You’re just taller than I
am. You have more room for your baby to
expand.”
“Yes…
that’s it! I think it’s time to call the crew in for dinner, don’t you?” Janet
pushed against the arms of her chair and rose awkwardly. “Hey, you guys! Second quarter is over…”
Looking
back, no one knew exactly what happened… how the ball became airborne… why it
headed for the porch… but it did. Janet
screamed as the projectile hit her forcefully in her stomach and staggered back
before slipping to the deck, her arms clutching her midriff.
Kristin
slid out of her seat to her knees and crawled the few feet that separated her
from her sobbing friend. Bill reached
his wife at almost exactly the same moment.
Kristin stopped him from gathering Janet into his arms and pushed him
away.
“Where
does it hurt? What does the pain feel
like? Is it sharp or dull? Janet!
Talk to me, dammit! You have to
help me.”
Janet
continued to sob hysterically, paying no heed to Kristin’s questions. Finally Kristin grabbed her friend’s
shoulders and shook her sharply.
“What
the hell are you doing?” Bill made to push Kristin away but Nathan grabbed him.
“Shut
up, Bill, and let Kristin help.” He kept
a firm grip on Bill as Kristin continued to try and reach Janet.
“Ginny! Go get pillows, blankets… Cynthia, go get my
medical bag.”
After
one more try to reach Janet verbally, Kristin drew her hand back and with a
cringe of her mouth, slapped Janet soundly.
Nathan threw all his weight on Bill to hold him down when his friend
jumped instinctively at his wife.
The
slap stunned Janet and the sobbing stopped as she stared at Kristin,
stunned.
“I’m
sorry, dear. You have to relax. Now tell me about the pain.”
Janet
gulped. “It’s sharp… like a knife being
twisted…”
“Show
me where…”
Janet
shifted her hands to the top left side of her swelled belly. Kristin probed gently and nodded to
herself.
“Are
you having contractions?”
“I…
I don’t know… the pain is sharp but steady… I don’t think I am.”
“Good. Ginny, drape the blanket
over your mother. Nathan, would
you clear everyone away? Janet, I need
to check you before we attempt to move you.”
“Here?”
“I’m
sorry but yes. Bill, do you have any
brandy in the house? Go pour a small
glass… it will help Janet calm down.”
Kristin
glanced around the back yard, a small smile touching her face as she watched
Nathan herd the contrite group of young man to the very back of the yard. She looked up as a shadow fell over her.
“Can
I help, Dr. Bridger?” Katie Hitchcock asked sincerely.
Kristin
spared a glance at her daughter as she approached with Kristin’s black medical
bag but then turned back to Katie and nodded.
“Thank you, Katie. I could use
your help.”
Nurse
Hitchcock held Janet’s knees and spoke in a calming tone to the patient while
Kristin carefully checked for any signs of bleeding. She swore softly as her fingertips came back
tinged with red.
“Oh God!” Janet’s voice cracked with hysteria, knowing that Kristin’s curse
meant bad news.
“No! Do NOT get hysterical!” Kristin commanded as
she pulled a towel over her hand and wiped it.
“You are only spotting a little.
That doesn’t necessarily mean anything bad. I’d be surprised if you weren’t spotting.”
Bill
appeared at that moment with a glass of brandy in his hand. At Kristin’s nod he bent down and offered it
to his wife, holding the glass along with her as she drank.
“Okay…
we are going to move you upstairs to your bed now. If you feel any change at any moment you tell
me.”
Bill
moved in to slip his arms beneath Janet, Nathan running over to join him in
response to Kristin’s quick motion to come help. Together they lifted Janet and maneuvered her
through the house. Nathan stepped away
at the stairs letting Bill continue on.
Kristin
and Katie soon had Janet settled comfortably into her bed then Kristin
performed a more thorough examination before telling Katie to let Bill back in
the room and requesting that she phone Joshua Levin at the hospital.
Katie
paused as she was leaving the room. “Thank you, Dr. Bridger.”
Kristin
looked surprised. “Thank you for helping
me, Katie.”
“No…
thank you for letting me… for not turning me away when you have every reason
to…”
Kristin
smiled understandingly. “You are an
excellent nurse, Katie, but more important, you’ve been a good friend to both
me and to Janet.”
“I’ve
been wanting to tell you that I’m sorry about… I don’t
know why I let my attraction to Ben get out of hand… but that’s over now.”
Kristin
gently gripped Katie’s forearm in a comforting gesture. “I know that you didn’t intend… the kids had
some problems they had to work out and you got caught in between. Believe me, I understand what it’s like to be
attracted to someone who is… unavailable.
But this isn’t really the time or place for this discussion. Go do as I asked now. We’ll talk more later.”
Katie
nodded and quickly left the room.
Kristin
sat down on the edge of the bed by Janet and clasped her friend’s hand as her
fingers moved to brush Janet’s tears away.
“Please
don’t let me lose my baby, Kristin. I…
please!”
“Sssh…” Kristin gently soothed her. “You are going to have to stay in bed for a
while… maybe the rest of your pregnancy… but if you will listen to your doctor
I think you have a very good chance of carrying to term. I’ve asked Katie to call Dr. Levin to examine
you as well.”
“But
I trust you.”
“I
know you do, Janet, but you are my dearest friend. I don’t want my emotions to cloud my medical
judgement. Let Levin help.”
A
slight tap on the door dragged both women’s gazes to the entryway to see Bill
standing there with a terrified look on his face. “Can I come in?” He whispered.
Kristin
stood and moved to join him. “If Janet
can remain calm and keep off her feet I think there is a good chance that she
can carry for five or six more weeks, perhaps even full term. But you cannot let her get upset.”
Bill
nodded. “I understand.”
Kristin
watched as he moved to the side of the bed and knelt on the floor, taking
Janet’s hand in his and kissing her palm.
She moved quietly away.
*~*~*~*
“How
is she?” Nathan asked as he wrapped his arms around Kristin and hugged her as
tightly as her expanding girth would allow.
“Okay…”
Kristin whispered. “But… I was so
scared, Nathan.”
She
sobbed against his shoulder as she felt Nathan’s lips brush her hair. “I know, baby. I was too.
All I could think about was how I would feel if it had been you. Bill was so upset. He’s feeling very guilty because he wasn’t
very excited about the baby in the beginning… but now he’s terrified of losing
it. I can understand that feeling. He cried, Kristin. I can’t remember the last time I saw Bill
Noyce shed tears.”
Kristin
pulled her head up to stare at her husband.
“I remember. He cried when we
thought that we’d lost you. But you came
home to us and I’m going to do everything that I can to make sure that Janet
doesn’t lose this baby.”
*~*~*~*
“Mom…
are you awake?” Cynthia’s soft voice filtered through
Kristin’s dreams and slowly pulled her toward consciousness.
“Mmm…
I’m up…” She muttered and stretched, her eyes flying open at Cynthia’s
gasp.
Kristin
grabbed the sheet from around her waist, yanking it up over her bare chest.
“Sorry…
you can turn around now.” She told the back that Cynthia was presenting her.
Cynthia
turned cautiously. “I didn’t mean to…
Dad asked me to check in on you. He told
me that you had a rough night. Is Aunt
Janet okay?”
Kristin
tucked the bed sheet securely around her chest, noting her daughter’s blush yet
again. “Janet is fine. She was having contractions but they were
only Braxton-Hicks, the false kind and they stopped after a few hours. I stayed until Ginny arrived this morning but
Nathan insisted that I get some more sleep so I came back to bed.”
“Sleep…
yeah.” Cynthia popped an eyebrow at her
mother’s naked shoulders.
Kristin
shrugged. “I was too wound up to go back
to sleep right away. Nathan helped me…
relax. Where is he, by the way?”
“Dad
got called into the office so he asked me to come over and watch Charlie while
you slept.”
Kristin
glanced at the clock by the bed. “One
o’clock! Oh Lord! Why did you let me sleep so late?”
“Dad
said you were tired. I thought it was
from staying up with Mrs. Noyce.”
Kristin
stuck her tongue out at her daughter playfully.
“Where are the children?”
“Afternoon
naps.”
“Good.”
Kristin patted the bed beside her. “Come
sit and talk to me then. We don’t have
enough mother daughter time anymore.”
Cynthia
smiled. “Little ones take up a lot of
our day. Thank God
that you are the only one with another little one on the way.”
Kristin
laughed, knowing how relieved her daughter had been to discover that she wasn’t
pregnant from her initial reconciliation with Ben. Her hands fell to her belly, her hands
brushing lightly over the sheet.
“I’m
glad as well. You have plenty of time for babies. Once this damned fighting is over I want you
to consider continuing your education.
You wanted to go to college… there is no reason why you can’t still go.”
“I’m
a navy wife now. My job is to follow the
fleet.” Cynthia replied flippantly.
Kristin
sat up and glared at her daughter.
“Don’t give me that. You are a
bright girl. Alex left you very well
provided for. You can always hire
someone to help with Teddy while you are at classes.”
“Married
women don’t go to university, mom.
Society frowns on it.”
“To hell with society.”
“Mother!” Cynthia was shocked.
“Let’s
face it. I threw convention to the wind
the night I chose to sleep with Nathan Bridger without being married to
him. I didn’t expect to get pregnant
when I made that choice but I’m certainly not sorry that I did it. Live your life for you, my daughter. Don’t try to please the world because you will
never succeed. Now… there is one other
thing I want to talk to you about.”
“Katie
Hitchcock.” Cynthia stated matter of factly.
“How
did you know?”
“I
saw the look you gave me before you let her help you with Aunt Janet. It’s okay, mom. I like Katie… I really do. Ben told me that nothing more than that
single kiss happened between them and I believe him. Ben chose me.
I don’t expect that Katie and I will ever be close friends but she is a
part of the group. I can certainly
socialize with her. I’m glad that Katie was there to help you. Besides, I think that Katie’s true feelings
lay elsewhere… that perhaps Ben was an attempt on her part to deny those
feelings.”
“I
think that my little girl is becoming very mature.” Kristin reached a hand out
to touch her daughter’s cheek.
“And
I think that my mother’s sheet is slipping.”
Kristin
grabbed the sliding cover.
“It’s
nice to know that when I do get pregnant again I won’t have to give up… certain
activities.” Cynthia continued, enjoying the slight blush on her mother’s
skin. “So, how long can Ben and I keep…
doing that?”
“You
could hand me my nightgown.” Kristin muttered.
“If we’re going to have a clinical discussion on sex I’d prefer to have
at least one piece of clothing on.”
Cynthia
turned and glanced over the floor of the room then stood and bent to peer under
the bed. “I would be glad to if I knew
where it was.”
“Maybe
I could help with that.” The women turned to find Nathan standing in the
doorway, a huge smile on his face.
“What
did you do with it?” Kristin asked as he sauntered into the room.
“What
did I do?” Nathan asked innocently. “I
pulled into the driveway and just happened to notice a very interesting banner
flying from the side of the house.” He
reached a hand over to the windowsill and unhooked a silk strap from the corner
then pulled the lacy black garment back inside.
Kristin
pushed up to her knees grabbing at the sheet to wrap it around her as she did
so. She reached for the garment but
Nathan pulled it back just out of her reach.
“Give
me my nightgown, Bridger.” Kristin demanded.
“Come
and get it.” Nathan challenged.
“Obviously at least into the fifth month.” Both Nathan and Kristin’s
heads snapped around to look at the spot Cynthia had just vacated; her words
lingering in the air as she quickly disappeared.
“You
embarrassed her.” Kristin charged.
“I
embarrassed her? I’m not the one
kneeling in the middle of the bed without a stitch of clothing on.” Kristin glared at her husband as she
tightened the sheet around her body.
Nathan
kicked the door shut then moved to the side of the bed, one knee sinking into
the mattress as he dangled Kristin’s nightgown teasingly in front of her
face. Kristin made a grab for the
garment and he popped it quickly behind his back, his eyes drinking in the
flesh that was bared as the sheet slipped an inch or two.
“Oh…
I see… So that’s your game, Bridger.
Give me my nightgown or pay the consequences.” A wicked gleam flickered in Kristin’s eyes.
“You
aren’t really in a position to be making threats, my love.”
Kristin
licked her lips as her eyes gleamed.
“Mmm… you really think so?”
Nathan’s
mouth went dry as Kristin lay back in the bed and stared at him, her hands
stretching above her head sensuously. As
her back arched the bedding slipped lower until the very top of one pebbled
rosy nipple became visible.
“You’re
not playing fair.” He gasped, an anticipatory smile slowly springing to his
lips.
“Who
said anything about fair?”
Nathan
gulped as Kristin slid her hands beneath the sheet. He watched her every move as Kristin cupped
her breasts and grazed over her nipples with her thumbs. After teasing the dark peaks fully erect her
palms flattened against her belly and slid lower, around the swell and then
beneath.
Nathan’s
gaze was fastened on the slow movements of Kristin’s hands beneath the sheet
and he missed seeing her foot slide out the side of the covering. He gasped when her toes pressed firmly
against the tremendous bulge then began to roll.
Black
silk flew over Nathan’s shoulder as he tossed the garment away and grabbed the
cotton cloth covering Kristin and yanked it away just in time to see her
fingers slide into her auburn curls.
Nathan
fell to his hands and knees and crawled forward but Kristin’s outstretched
hand, fingers glistening in the sun with her own dampness, stopped him before
he could press himself down to her. She slid to the right then rolled to her
side and placing a hand on Nathan’s shoulder, she gently pushed until he fell
on his side facing her.
“Take
off your shirt.” Nathan grinned at his wife’s command and quickly slid the
shirt buttons from their moorings. He
sat up to strip the shirt away then dropped it to the mattress and pulled his
white tee shirt over his head.
“Now the shoes.” Nathan obliged, his shoes hitting the floor with loud thumps, his
socks following quickly after.
“On your back, sailor.”
A
knowing grin crossed Nathan’s rugged features as he stacked the pillows
together then lay back in the middle of the bed and held his arms out to
Kristin.
“Mmm…”
Kristin ignored his outstretched limbs for a moment while her fingers lightly
traced the bulge beneath his trouser zipper.
She stretched again as she shifted to face Nathan then moved to straddle
his hips.
Nathan’s
hands immediately began to close in on her waist but Kristin caught his hands
in her own and held them away from her body.
“Baby…?”
Nathan watched with questioning eyes as Kristin rocked forward on her knees,
pushing his arms up over his head. She
wrapped his fingers around the iron railings and leaned low to kiss him.
Nathan
groaned as Kristin’s tongue laved his mouth, teasing and tangling with his
tongue, while the pointed tips of her heavy breasts brushed through his chest
hair. He tried to pull free, desperate
to touch her, but her hands locked his in place around the bar. Kristin broke the kiss and trailed wet lips
across his cheek to lick his ear.
“Don’t
let go… promise…” She whispered then bit down lightly on his ear lobe.
Nathan
nodded and tightened his grip on the rail, anxious to receive whatever
attentions that Kristin wished to bestow.
She didn’t disappoint him.
Soft
lips trailed down Nathan’s long throat then lovingly feasted on his collar bone
while her hands drew patterns in the light covering of grey across his
chest. Angular hips shot sharply off the
bed as Kristin’s teeth closed over a pert male nipple and began to suckle.
“Kristin…
please…” He begged, frantic to touch her in
return. Kristin lifted her head and
stared at his loosening hands. At the
look in her eye, Nathan once again tightened his grip.
“Not
letting go.” He promised.
Kristin
nodded and licked her lips as she lowered her head back to his chest, moving to
the opposite peak. This time she lowered
her body as well, gyrating her hips against his thighs as her pregnant belly
pressed into his arousal.
Kristin
continued to tease and torment her husband as she slowly slid down his body,
tasting him every inch of the way. When
she reached the waistband of his trousers Kristin stopped and propped her torso
up on her elbows as she raised her head to stare at her husband. She shifted her weight to one side and lifted
her hand, bringing one finger down lightly on his zipper.
Nathan
gasped and pushed up against her palm, bringing an airy chuckle to her
lips.
“Now
what was that about me being in no position to make threats?” She whispered sultrily as her fingers wrapped
around the trouser button and… paused.
“Uncle,”
Nathan gasped in surrender then sighed deeply when his fly was slowly released,
allowing his monumental erection to push out, straining his cotton boxers to
their maximum tolerance.
Kristin
pushed up to her knees. “Lift!” She
commanded, her tone allowing no refusal.
Nathan
planted his feet on the bed and pushed up, propelling his hips into the air so
that Kristin could
yank his pants and underwear down to his knees. His erection sprang free and rose from dark
curls to point proudly toward the ceiling.
Kristin licked her lips and lowered her head.
Warm
breath washing over Nathan’s skin felt so good that he had to bite his lips to
keep from crying out. His head fell
back, his eyes closing, as the slow current continued to caress his aching
member for several minutes.
A
loud groan escaped from deep in Nathan’s throat as he felt the tip of Kristin’s
tongue touch the vein along the bottom of his erection and languidly trace it
upward. Her hands wrapped around him and
squeezed firmly as she flicked her lips across the purplish head before finally
engulfing him in her warm mouth.
Nathan
didn’t realize he’d let go of the bed frame until his free hand found itself
tangled in the fiery curls bobbing between his legs. Kristin freed him quickly, her head popping
up to stare at him.
“I’m
sorry… I didn’t mean…”
“That’s
okay, my love. I need to go say goodbye
to Cynthia anyway.” Kristin smiled, an
evil twinkle in her eye as she rocked up and wriggled toward the side of the
bed.
“You
tease!” Nathan laughed as he lunged forward and and
grabbed her around the waist, dragging her back into his lap. Kristin’s bottom settled into the cradle of
Nathan’s hips as she struggled half-heartedly to get away, giggling madly all
the while. He drew his knees up between
her splayed legs, effectively capturing her against his body as his hands moved
to palm her breasts.
“Now
about those threats…” Nathan whispered in her ear as his tongue laved the pink
shell. Kristin wiggled desperately
against the hard rod pressed into the small of her back as she once again tried
to escape.
Nathan
wrapped an arm around her torso just below her breasts and locked her in place
as he scooted his butt back up the bed until his back rested against the
pillowed headboard. Along the way he
managed to kick his pants and boxers free so that he was as naked as she was.
Kristin
laughed and made one last attempt to escape, pushing away suddenly and catching
Nathan off guard. He rocked forward to
stymie her attempt, his hand reaching between them and pushing his erection
down before he settled her back against his hips.
Kristin
gasped as she felt Nathan’s arousal press into the blossoming folds of her damp
sheath. Desire suddenly overrode her
desire to tease and she rocked forward, propping her hands on the bed in front
of her as she shifted her hips upward.
“Please…”
she whimpered.
Nathan
understood and took himself in hand. He
pulled his engorged tip across the bud center of her desire, stabbing up and
down against it until she whimpered again then moved to the entrance of her
passage and pressed slowly up. His free
hand moved to her waist and guided her back down until he was fully embedded within
her body.
“Nathan!
That feels so…”
“…
incredible… oh God, honey…” He flexed his hips up again and was rewarded with
yet another moan from Kristin. She
rocked against him, her inner muscles clenching tightly as she did so, her body
begging for more.
“Shh…” Nathan soothed her gently, his face buried in her
hair as he pulled the sheet up over their lower bodies. “Relax… are you uncomfortable?
“No…
I’m fine.” She shifted slightly and turned her head to look at him. “We’re both fine.”
Nathan’s
hands slid reverently over the swell of her abdomen, pleased to feel slight
flutters as the baby moved as well. His
lips brushed over hers then returned to share a gentle kiss. Kristin’s arm came up to wrap around his
neck, her fingers sliding into his hair. They stayed locked together for several long
minutes, sharing wet sloppy kisses as their hands lovingly caressed each
other’s body. The baby within joined in
as well, kicking wherever Nathan placed his hands.
After
one particularly sharp kick Kristin gasped and pushed Nathan’s hands down to
her thighs. “I think that’s enough of
that.” She murmured against his lips.
“Mmm…
well, how about this?” Nathan locked his mouth over hers as his right hand slid
down so that his fingers could stroke her distended clit. “Or is that enough?” He drew his hand away
but Kristin quickly captured it and pulled it back.
The
room was soon filled with soft sighs and moans as they gave in to their bodies’
demands and loosed the reins on their desire.
Nathan began to rock slowly; Kristin’s arms falling behind her, strong
fingers locking into his hard butt cheeks as she moved in counterpoint.
“…close…”
Kristin could barely gasp the word she was panting so hard.
“…come…”
The pressure of Nathan’s fingers increased.
“… together…” Kristin pulled a hand away from Nathan’s butt and
dropped it between their legs and worked it beneath his hand to stroke his
tight sacs.
Kristin’s
mouth muffled the shout that flew from Nathan’s throat as his semen rose up and
burst forth into her warmth, the hot pulse against the entrance to her womb
along with the tight press of Nathan’s fingers sending her over the edge along
with him.
Their
hips continued to undulate together, their mutual climax stretching over
several levels and long minutes before they finally crested. Nathan sagged back against the pillows,
Kristin cradled on top of him as they gradually regained control of their
breathing and their senses.
“That
was...” Kristin pressed a kiss into Nathan’s neck.
“…exquisite!” He finished the thought for her.
“God
knows what my daughter must think.” Kristin smiled as her head fell back so
that she could stare into Nathan’s eyes.
“She’s
probably thinking that her mother is one damned lucky woman!”
“Has
anyone ever told you that you are very arrogant, Admiral Bridger?’
“Just self assured, Doctor Bridger. Your lovely response to my touch tends to
boost my ego.”
A
small sigh of disappointment escaped Kristin’s lips as Nathan’s satisfied
member slipped from her body. She rolled
and cuddled up closely at his side, his arms wrapping around her.
“I
should go check on Janet.”
“Later…
just stay here for a little while longer.
I want to enjoy holding you close for as long as I possibly can.”
*~*~*~*
“Janet,
you’ve outdone yourself. This years’
Christmas dinner was the best ever.” Nathan announced as he shoved his chair
away from the table and patted his full belly.
“I
can’t take the credit this year. Ginny
and Cynni did all of the work.” Janet struggled to
lift her bulky body out of the chair but only succeeded when Bill moved to help
her. “I had very little to do with the
preparations this time. Why don’t we
move into the den? I think that Kristin
and I might both be more comfortable there.”
Ginny
and Cynthia quickly took over cleanup duties while their husbands took Teddy
out into the back yard. Their other
guests, Katherine Hitchcock, Joshua Levin, Malcolm Lansdowne and various
members of Nathan’s design team followed them out. Nathan helped Kristin stand and together the
men walked their very pregnant wives slowly toward the sitting area.
Bill
moved Janet toward the sofa and she sighed heavily as she sank into the
cushions, her hands rubbing her huge belly.
Kristin moved to the chair across from Janet and sat while Nathan pulled
a footstool into place.
A
loud cry came floating down the stairs at that moment, alerting them to the
fact that nine-month-old Charlie was awake from her nap.
“That’s
my girl,” Nathan muttered, “right on time for a feeding and diaper change. I’ll go get her.”
“I’ll
come, too. Will you be okay, honey?”
Bill asked Janet. “I want to get in some
more practice… just in case our baby ever decides to be born.”
“Go.”
Janet waved him away as she swung her feet up onto the couch.
“So…”
Kristin began once the men were out of the room, “you haven’t told Bill that
you are in labor?”
“No…
how did you know?”
“You
are almost two weeks late so I’ve been expecting it any time. Plus I’ve seen the way you hold your belly,
the way you close your eyes and catch your breath. How long have you been having contractions?”
“Since I woke up this morning. At
first I was afraid to believe that it might finally be happening after two
false alarms. And I didn’t want to ruin
Christmas. All three of my children took
over twenty-four hours to be born.”
“How
far apart are your contractions?”
“About
fifteen minutes. They’ve been that way
for hours. Please don’t say anything to
Bill yet. He’ll want to load me up and
take me to the hospital and I don’t think that it’s time yet.”
“If
they increase in intensity or shorten in length you will tell me? Then I won’t say anything to Bill.”
Footsteps
rumbling on the stairs alerted the ladies to the imminent return of their
spouses. Moments later Nathan’s voice
could be heard.
“Let’s
go see mama, princess.” He appeared at
the doorway, his back hunched over as he held his hands down for Charlie to
hang on to his fingers as she tottered unsteadily across the floor.
“Mama!” The baby pronounced with glee and tried to increase her pace. Nathan kept a careful hold on her as she
struggled to her mother’s chair then he swung her up and placed her in
Kristin’s arms.
“Hello,
my little love, did you have a good sleep?”
Kristin cooed to the little girl.
Charlie’s
deep blue eyes gleamed. “Baba?” She babbled in her sweet baby voice.
“One bottle coming up.” Bill appeared at the doorway, bottle in hand.
“Why
don’t I feed her?” Nathan said and plucked the little girl into his arms. “She’ll be more comfortable and so will you.”
“She
doesn’t fit in my arms as well as she used to.” Kristin laughed as she rubbed
the top of her swollen belly. “Her baby
brother has seen to that.”
“Sister…”
Nathan muttered with a wink at his wife.
“Hey Nathan!” Ben’s head appeared around the door facing. “We’re gonna play a game. You two in?”
Both
women smiled as their husbands shook their heads. “Go play, Bill. You’ve been hovering over me for a
month. You could do with some fun.”
Kristin
echoed Janet’s sentiments. “Take Bill
and go play. We’ll just stay here and
talk.”
“Cyn
said she would watch Charlie.” Ben joined in.
Finally
both men consented and with a kiss to their wives they departed.
“So…
what do we do now?”
“We
sleep!” Janet exclaimed.
*~*~*~*
“Kristin…
Kris…” The sound of her name finally pulled Kristin from the deep sleep she’d
fallen in to. She stretched and opened
her eyes to see Janet bent over the sofa, her hands clutching the arm.
“What’s
wrong?” Kristin heaved her body out of the chair and moved to Janet’s
side. “Have the contractions gotten
stronger?”
“Mmm…”
Janet couldn’t speak and Kristin realized that she was in the throes of a labor
pain. She moved to rub her friend’s
back.
“Oh
God… That one was bad.”
“I
think that it’s time to call Bill and take you to the hospital.”
“No…
I don’t want to go to the hospital, not if I don’t have to. I can have the baby here.”
Kristin
looked skeptical. “What if something
goes wrong?”
“Women
have been having babies at home for years.
The naval hospital isn’t really set up to handle maternity cases
anyway. Plus you are here.”
“Have
you discussed this with Bill?”
“No,
but… oh please… “
“Why
don’t we go upstairs and let me check you then we’ll talk about this.”
Janet
nodded and moved slowly toward the doorway.
They were halfway up the stairs when another contraction hit. Janet clamped down on her bottom lip to keep
from crying out as she gripped the banister with white-knuckled hands.
Kristin
glanced at her watch as she helped support Janet until the pain passed. “That was only a couple of minutes since the
last one. Let’s get you upstairs.”
Janet
heaved a sigh of relief as she sank down to the side of the bed. She’d barely turned her body into the
cushions when she felt a gush of warmth rush from her womb. “My water…”
Kristin
grabbed Bill’s toweled robe from the end of the bed and thrust it beneath Janet
to absorb the worst of the water then she carefully lifted the hem of Janet’s
dress to check on the baby’s progress.
“Okay,
no hospital. At this point you’d
probably deliver on the way there. Let
me call Bill and get Nathan to get my bag then we will get you ready.”
Janet
nodded and lay back in the pillow as Kristin moved to the window and stuck her
head out.
“Nathan!”
Within seconds Nathan appeared at the side of the house. “Could you go get my medical bag…
quickly? And tell Bill he needs to get
up here… and maybe Joshua and Katie as well.”
A
grin broke across Nathan’s face as he nodded and ran toward the back yard. Seconds later they heard the heavy tread of Bill’s
footsteps on the stairs.
He
burst through the door panting.
“Hospital… we’ve got to get to the hospital…”
“It
may be too late for that, Bill. Would
you give me your opinion, Joshua?” Kristin asked her colleague, who’d just
appeared at the door.
Bill
moved to the side of the bed to clutch Janet’s hand while Joshua performed a
quick second check.
“I
agree. The baby is probably in the birth
canal. I think we’ve got a little time
but the trip might do more harm than good.
Maybe we should prepare things here.”
A
knock on the doorframe caught their attention and they turned to see Nathan
standing there, one hand holding out Kristin’s bag and the other plastered over
his eyes. Kristin carefully covered
Janet before moving toward her husband.
“It’s
okay. You can look now.” Kristin took
the bag. “Why don’t you take Bill
downstairs?”
“No…
No… I’m not leaving. No
way.” Bill gripped his wife’s
hand and glared at the other people in the room.
“We
need to gather up some things for the doctors and I’m not sure where you keep
things. Come help me.” Nathan cajoled.
“Go
ahead, honey. That will give Kristin and
Dr. Levin a chance to get everything ready.”
“Okay…”
Bill reluctantly agreed. “So, what do we
need?”
Nathan
slipped an arm casually around Bill’s shoulders and led him toward the
door. “Hot water, some sheets and
towels, diapers and baby blankets…”
“Nathan!”
Kristin called after him and made a little tilting up motion with her hand when
he looked back. He smiled and nodded.
“Oh
yes and a big bottle of whisky!”
*~*~*~*
Bill
stopped pacing, his head jerking up to stare at the ceiling as a labored cry
rent the air. “It’s been almost four
hours. How much more can she take?”
Nathan
placed a reassuring arm on his shoulder.
“Women have been having babies for centuries. She’s in the best of hands.”
“I
should be with her.” Bill moved toward
the doorway only to be blocked by his daughter.
“You
would pass out, daddy.” Ginny told him bluntly.
“I
would not! Nathan delivered his own kid
and he didn’t pass out.”
Ginny
rolled her eyes. “Sure,
dad.”
Footsteps
sounded on the landing and a few seconds later Katie Hitchcock stuck her head
in the door. “It won’t be too much
longer now, Admiral. Mrs. Noyce is ready
to push. She sent me down to ask if
you’d like to be present.”
Bill
gulped. “Me… in there… when… oh
lord! I’d faint!” He turned toward his daughter and his
friend. “What do I do?”
Nathan
grinned. “It’s an experience not to be
missed, my friend.” He encouraged quietly.
Bill
nodded and took off after Katie, a worried grin on his face.
Ginny
turned to glare at her godfather. “He’s
going to faint.”
“Probably. Why don’t you go give the
footballers an update?”
*~*~*~*
Kristin
dug the heels of her hands into the small of her back and stretched as she
stared out the window into the afternoon glow.
“You
okay?” She started at Levin’s voice then smiled at him as he moved up beside
her.
“Okay…
my back is very tight. I haven’t stood
up this long in quite a while.”
“You
could go rest.” He suggested gently.
Kristin
shook her head. “I promised Janet that I
was going to deliver her baby and I am going to keep that promise. It shouldn’t be too much longer now.”
“We
thought that four hours ago and little Noyce decided to be contrary.”
“But
the baby is in the birth canal. She’s
going to have to push soon or we are going to have to use the forceps.”
“Doctor!” Katie called to them as she entered the room, Bill right behind her.
“Bill,
you go to the side of the bed and hold Janet’s hand. I’ll let you see as much as possible but you
have to stay out of our way.” Kristin
told him.
Bill
nodded in agreement and did as he was told; his hand reaching out to grab his
wife’s as he settled on the small stool beside her. “You hanging in there, sweetheart?” He
whispered as he carefully smoothed Janet’s brown locks away from her forehead.
She
nodded and started to speak but the sound came out as a small cry, the muscles
on her abdomen tightening again.
“Okay,
Janet. You need to push… just like we talked about… that’s it…” Kristin moved
to the end of the bed and moved back the sheet covering Janet’s legs, offering
encouragement all the while. Bill did
the same, catching Janet’s gaze with his own and hold her locked in a stare.
Finally
the contraction began to fade and Janet fell back to the pillows with a
gasp. “I changed my mind. I don’t want to have another baby!”
Kristin
laughed at Bill’s devastated look. “It’s
just the pain talking, I promise.”
The
next contraction started moments later.
After just a few more contractions the baby’s head was visible.
Katie
was the only person who saw Kristin wince and grab her back, her teeth biting
down in an effort not to scream. She
started to speak but Kristin, realizing that Katie had seen, shook her head,
her mouth forming a silent ‘please’.
“The
baby’s head should be out on the next push so I want you to give it all you
can.” Janet nodded and bore down as the
next contraction rippled through her body.
“That’s it… you can do it… okay, the head is out… stop pushing…” Kristin
quickly cleaned the mucous from the baby’s mouth, her hands carefully
supporting its head. “Now on the next
contraction give just a little more… and you’ll be holding your baby.”
Janet
managed a weak smile for her friend then exhaled sharply as another pain
began. Bill helped her back into
position and slipped his arm behind her, his hand pressing firmly on her lower
back. “That’s it, sweetheart. You can do it!”
Kristin
carefully rotated the baby’s shoulders as they emerged and the entire body
slipped into her waiting hands. A quiet
whimper emerged from the infant’s mouth to be quickly followed by a loud
scream.
“You
have a son.” Kristin announced happily as Bill and Janet craned their necks for
a view. “Joshua, could you take over
here?”
Levin
and Katie moved into place as Kristin moved to Janet’s side. “You have a beautiful baby boy. He’s absolutely gorgeous.”
“Thank
you, Kristin.” Both Bill and Janet reached to take her hand.
“I’m
going to go downstairs and deliver the happy news if that’s all right. I need to sit down for a little while. I’ll be back a bit later.”
“Of
course… are you…” Katie moved to place the messy baby in Janet’s arms and
mother and father were immediately oblivious to everything else around
them. Kristin smiled and moved toward
the door. Katie stopped her just before
she left the room.
“Doctor
Bridger?” her eyes held worry.
Kristin
nodded shortly. “Once things are taken care of here would you send Dr. Levin
next door? I’m going to have Nathan take
me home. But not a
word until things are wrapped up here.”
Kristin
made her way down the hallway, reaching the top of the stairs before another
sharp pain hit her.
“You
do realize that you should stay in there for four more weeks, don’t you?” She
gently scolded the baby struggling to get out of her womb. “Just as impatient as your sister, aren’t
you? Or are you caught up in your
daddy’s competition with Uncle Bill?”
Once
the pain eased Kristin made her way slowly to the front room where Nathan,
Ginny and the rest of the Christmas guests were waiting; most of them covered
with dirt and grass.
“Your
mother is just fine, Ginny, and so is your new baby brother.” Ginny clapped her hands and hugged her
husband enthusiastically.
“How
long did Bill last before he fainted?” Nathan asked.
“Fainted…
Bill didn’t faint. He was wonderful with
Janet.”
“Damn!”
Nathan muttered as Ginny moved in to hug Kristin then Nathan.
“Katie
will come get you when you can see your mother.
Nathan, could I talk to you?” Kristin inclined her head toward the
kitchen.
They
moved away from the group and down the hall into the kitchen. Nathan stopped in surprise as Kristin kept
moving out the back door.
“Kristin,
what’s wrong?”
“I
just need to go home.”
“Okay…
Let me get the baby and…”
Kristin
shook her head as she slowly moved down the back steps. “Leave Charlie with
Cynthia.”
When
Kristin didn’t stop Nathan quickly moved to catch up with her. He’d just laid a hand on her shoulder when
she stopped and gasped, her hands clutching her abdomen.
Nathan
moved into position without even thinking about it, his hands moving to support
her back as she leaned into his chest.
Then he felt the rush of wetness against his pant legs.
“Oh
shit…” he muttered as he stared down at the stains made when Kristin’s water
broke. “Levin… I’ve got to…”
“Katie
is going to send him to our house as soon as he gets done with Janet. I only hope… that isn’t long. I don’t think that our second child is going
to wait any longer than our first to appear.”
“But
Levin…”
“I
want our baby born in our bed, Nathan, just like
Nathan
swooped his wife into his arms and took off across the
expanse of yard toward their home.
*~*~*~*
Kristin
eased back onto the mattress of the prepared bed and lay
against the pillows while Nathan draped a sheet over the lower half of her
body. He then reached out and grabbed
the whisky bottle, pouring a glass for each of them. He handed Kristin her glass and they smiled
as they toasted the imminent birth of their child.
“You
look so sexy wearing my shirts.” Nathan told her, pleased to see a grin form on
her face. “I remember that day on the
island when you stole mine…”
Kristin
fingered the lapel of the manly shirt she had slipped on over her torso. “The day you found
“How
come Janet takes all day to have a baby and you can do it in an hour?” Nathan
teased, trying to make Kristin laugh. He
was pleased when she did so, albeit a bit breathlessly.
“I
have no idea. Cynthia took all day to be
born as well but Charlie and this one… It’s been less than twenty minutes since
I experienced anything other than lower back discomfort and I’ll be very
surprised if I last forty more minutes.”
“Your
instruments… we need your instruments.” Nathan felt a touch of panic when he
realized that his hasty preparations had left out that step.
Kristin
grabbed his hand. “Katie knows. I’m sure she is busy cleaning and
disinfecting them this instant to bring over.
Everything else is ready. Come
sit and talk to me. We haven’t agreed on
a name for this little one yet.”
Nathan
chuckled. “We haven’t agreed on a sex
for this little one so a name would be pretty hard agree
on. How about
“How about Nathan?”
“Oh
no… we aren’t starting that again. No
junior. Besides, it’s going to be a
girl.”
Kristin
made a face at her husband. “You are so
determined to get your way. It might be
a boy. Just think, our baby and Bill and
Janet’s son will have the same birthday.
Isn’t that funny?”
“And
both of those birthdays will be December twenty-fifth. That is going to make birthday parties and
present giving interesting. If we have a
son we’ll use the name we agreed on last time, Christopher. That is kind of Christmas sounding.”
“Christopher
Hale Bridger, I like that.” Kristin
smiled as she absently rubbed her belly; her breathing increasing as a new
contraction took hold.
“We
have to pick a girls name.” Nathan reminded her once the contraction was done.
“What
is your mother’s name?” Kristin asked.
“We could name a daughter after her.”
“My
mother’s name was Lillian and I don’t think so.
She didn’t even like the name. How about your mother?”
“My
mother’s name is Georgiana
“Hey,
I like that name, Georgiana… Charlie and Georgie… that has a
certain ring to it. Georgiana
Elizabeth Bridger. What do you think?”
Kristin
rolled her eyes. “I think that my mother
will be pleased. But why don’t we pick
something Christmas sounding for a girl as well.”
Nathan
nodded. “What did you have in mind?”
“How about Noel? Georgiana Noel.”
Nathan
rolled the name over his tongue a few times.
“I like that.” His hand moved up to rub Kristin’s abdomen. “We’re ready whenever you are, Georgie.”
“OOOOOH!” Kristin screamed as she sat up and gripped Nathan’s hands. “She’s taking you literally. I’ve… oh Nath… I’ve got to push.”
Nathan’s
eyes grew wide as he held Kristin through the worst of the pain before moving
down to check beneath the sheet. “I can
feel the head.” He stood and ran to the
window, throwing it open and leaning out.
“LEVIN! LEVIN!”
The
doctor’s head appeared in the Noyce’s open bedroom window a few moments later.
“She
has to push. I know I’ve done this once
but… could you please get your ass over here…
NOW!”
Joshua
Levin made it to the Bridger home within three minutes, just in time to see
Nathan catch his second daughter as she slid from her mother’s body.
*~*~*~*
Charlotte
Bridger eyed the squirming bundle in her mother’s arms curiously before leaning
over to take a peek. She wrinkled her
nose. “Ba… baba…”
“She’s
trying to say baby.” Nathan interpreted.
“It’s
the same as when she’s trying to say bottle, sweetheart.” Kristin lay propped against the pillows with
her three-hour-old daughter in her arms.
“And speaking of bottles, I think that Georgiana might be trying to tell
me something.”
The
baby lay passively trying to shove her entire fist into her mouth as she sucked
on it furiously. Kristin carefully
loosened the ribbon at the neck of her gown and shrugged the material aside to
allow her daughter access. Charlie
wiggled in closer as her baby sister latched on to their mother’s nipple and
began to suck. She reached a hand out to
push the strange object away from her mommy.
Nathan
laughed as he caught Charlie’s hand and swung her back into his arms. “No, no, princess. You must be gentle with your baby
sister. Can you say Georgie?”
“Gaga…”
“She’s
trying to say it.” Nathan exclaimed.
“She’s
muttering nonsense syllables. I know
that you think
Nathan
smiled and sat down on the side of the bed.
“Georgie’s appetite is as healthy as Charlie’s was.”
“Mmm…
Perhaps I’ll be able to feed her longer than her sister.”
“Kris…”
She looked up at the serious tone in Nathan’s voice. “I… Thank you.” A tiny tear clung to the corner of Nathan’s
eye as he carefully brushed a downy curl on the newborn infant’s head.
“You’re
welcome, my love. Now why don’t the two
of you come up here and cuddle with us?”
Nathan
scooted to the head of the bed and wrapped one arm around Kristin as she leaned
against his shoulder. Charlie lay her head against his chest and stuck her thumb in her
mouth, quietly surveying her new baby sister.
*~*~*~*
Bill
knocked at the door to Nathan’s office then stumbled inside to find his friend
slumped over his desk, fast asleep. A
snort escaped Bill’s lips as he walked to the desk and clapped a hand onto
Nathan’s shoulder.
“Huh…
What? I’ll get her…” Nathan’s head
popped up and he stared around the room, disoriented.
Bill
plopped down in a chair in front of the desk.
“If I don’t get to sleep, neither do you.”
Nathan
noticed that his friend also had dark circles under his eyes. “That isn’t fair. You only have one baby to
deal with. I have two.”
“And
whose fault is that? I just dropped by
to see how the work is going.”
Nathan
pushed his body upright as he tried without success to stifle a yawn. “It’s going.
We’re ready to implement some of the medbay design changes that Kristin
recommended and the mock up of the new bridge design is almost ready for
presentation.” Another yawn escaped his
lips.
“I
want to talk to you about something.” Bill interrupted him.
“Something about the job?”
“Yes,
but not this one. I want to talk to you
about our jobs at home. We are both
obviously exhausted and our wives are as well.
I know that the hospital is trying to lure Kristin back to work
part-time. I think that we need to hire
some one to help out.”
Nathan
stared at Bill for a moment. “And you
are expecting me to disagree? My only
question is who do we hire?”
“I’ve
put some feelers out and found an older Hawaiian lady who has a good reputation
and needs the work. The only problem is
how do we convince our wives?”
“Between
Charlie and Georgie I don’t think we’ve slept more than an hour at one time in
seven weeks, much less anything else
Convincing Kristin won’t be a problem.”
“Nicholas
sleeps three or four hours at a pop but trying to get him full… that child is
always hungry!”
“So
we convince the wives then we hire this lady to help them out. I know that Kristin wants to go back to work
but there is no way that Janet can handle three babies by herself.” Nathan sat back in his chair, a small chuckle
escaping his lips. “Who would have
thought three years ago that we’d be in this position again, my friend?”
Bill
joined in the laughter. “You have a
point.”
Both
men looked up at the sharp rap on the door.
“Come
in.” Nathan called.
The
door swung open to reveal an officer in full dress uniform; an officer very
familiar to Nathan. The man standing at
the door was Major General Lionel Westphalen, Kristin’s father.
“General
Westphalen… we didn’t expect you, sir.
Come in, please.”
Westphalen
entered the room warily; he and Nathan hadn’t gotten off to the best start on
their previous meeting. “I wasn’t sure
when I would arrive or how long I would be here so I couldn’t let you
know. I’ve been on the move so much the
past year, travelling with the Royal Navy.
I haven’t heard a word from you since my grandchild was born so I
decided that perhaps I should take a little time to meet him or her… and my
great grandson as well.”
Nathan’s
eyes cut to Bill and he shook his head furtively. “Kristin will be so excited to see you and
I’m sure that Cynthia will as well. I’m
done for the day so why don’t we get your things and head back to the house.”
Westphalen
huffed a bit. “I left my gear at the
officer’s quarters… I wasn’t sure…”
“If
you’d rather stay there, sir… but Kristin and I both would love to have you at
the house. You’d get to spend more time
with the babies that way.”
“Well…
if you are sure? I wouldn’t want to
intrude.”
“We’ll
stop by and get your things on the way home.”
*~*~*~*
“You
realize that we are going to have to find some help.” Kristin told Janet as she
lifted Georgie to her bared chest.
Janet
murmured in agreement, soothing a fussy Nicholas until he settled back down to
suckle as well. “But how do we convince
the men of that? Or how do we convince
Bill? He thinks I have plenty of time.”
Kristin
chuckled. “I suspect that neither one of
our husbands will be hard to persuade.
You have your hands full with Nicky.
You can’t watch one of my girls while I work much less both of
them. Katie gave me the name of a native
lady who has experience and needs work.
I’ve called and set up an appointment for her to come by tomorrow.”
Janet
sighed. “That would be wonderful. I now know why young women should have
babies.”
“Stop
that. You are wonderful with Nicky and
with my girls. Three children are just
too many to handle.”
“And
you and Nathan are making sure that it won’t soon be four?”
Kristin
laughed. “With the two
of them getting up at all hours of the night? No chance.
Even if we could find a time when they are both asleep we are too
exhausted.”
“You
mean that you haven’t… since Georgie was born?”
Kristin
grimaced. “Well… not
really… not like we used to. I
want to and I know Nathan does but… I just…”
“You’re
afraid of getting pregnant again.” Janet read between the lines.
“No…
Maybe… We’ve talked about it… we are going to take precautions. I want another baby but not just yet.”
The
sound of a car door slamming caught their attention. “I wonder if that’s your husband or mine…or
both?” Janet said, her eyebrow raising at the sound of
a second slam.
Georgie
chose that moment to release her hold with a loud pop. Kristin quickly rebuttoned her blouse while
she juggled the infant on her shoulder.
“She’s
done already? Nick has been feeding
twice as long and he’s still going strong.”
Kristin
sighed. “She will only take one breast
per feeding. She just nurses every
hour. I’m afraid she isn’t eating enough
but she’s putting on a little weight. I
guess I’m just over producing. She
should do better as she gets older.”
A
knock sounded on the front door. Kristin
laid Georgie in her basket and with a quick check to make sure that Charlie was
still sleeping on her pallet, moved toward the hallway. “I’ll get it.
You finish up with the human siphon there.”
She
was still laughing when she swung the door open to reveal her husband. “Nathan!” She moved into his arms, raising
her lips to receive his kiss. “Since
when do you knock?”
“Since I never know if Nick is hungry. I’ve got a surprise for you.”
He
covered Kristin’s eyes with his hands and turned her in his embrace until her
back was to him. “You can look now.” He
whispered as he took his hand away.
“DADDY!” Kristin ran the short distance across the porch to her father’s
embrace.
“Krissy,”
Lionel Westphalen murmured into his daughter’s hair, the tiniest of tears
forming in his eye before he brushed it away.
As the embrace loosened he pushed Kristin away from him, his hands still
gripping her arms, and looked her up and down.
“Well…
you are a bit thinner than the last time I saw you. You look well, daughter… tired, but well.”
“When
did you get here, daddy? How long can
you stay?”
“I
arrived yesterday. Now…
I didn’t want to call until I finished my meetings so I could spend some time
with you and my grandchildren. I stopped
by Bridger’s office and he drove me out.”
Kristin
smiled gratefully at her husband.
“We
have your father’s kit in the car. I
invited him to stay with us.”
Her
eyes thanked her husband before she turned back to her father. “You might regret that decision. We haven’t had a full night’s sleep at our
house in months.”
“The
baby isn’t sleeping through the night?
It must be getting close to a year old by now. What is it, by the way? Do I have a grandson or a granddaughter?”
Kristin
glanced at Nathan and he shook his head tightly. “Didn’t you get any of my letters, Daddy?”
“I
received a couple in
“Umm… girl.” Kristin answered.
“A
granddaughter… I can’t wait to meet her.”
Nathan
shrugged his shoulders behind Westphalen’s back as Kristin led him toward the
house. She answered with a small shrug
of her own.
“Kristin, is everything… General Westphalen! So nice to see you again!”
Janet stood in the doorway; Nick cradled in her arms.
“Lovely to see you, Mrs. Noyce.” Kristin saw him stare at the baby and
quickly introduced him.
“This
is Janet and Admiral Noyce’s new son, Nicholas.
He was born on Christmas Day.”
“He
looks like a healthy one. My congratulations to both of you.”
“Thank
you, general. Kristin, Charlie is
awake.” Janet gestured toward the den.
At that moment a tiny head of russet curls appeared in the doorway.
“Dada!” Charlie spotted her father through the crowd at the front door and
took off at a fast toddle.
Janet
moved aside and Kristin caught the little girl in her arms but Charlie wanted
nothing to do with her mother and strained toward her father. Nathan took her with a loving smile at his
wife.
“How’s
daddy’s princess?” He tossed Charlie gently above his head, delighted as she
squealed and giggled. “Have you been a
good girl today?”
“Charlie? My granddaughter is named… Charlie?” A
thundercloud crossed Lionel Westphalen’s face.
“Her
name is
Nathan
bounced the baby into his arms.
“Charlie, this is your grandpa.
Can you say grandpa?"
“Gapa.” Charlie gurgled.
Nathan
beamed as he looked at Kristin.
“See? She’s trying to say
grandpa!”
Kristin
smiled indulgently. “It certainly sounds
that way.” She turned to her
father. “Nathan thinks his daughter is a
genius.”
Westphalen
huffed. “Of course she is. She’s a Westphalen!”
“Why
don’t you all come inside?” Janet said as she motioned them into the hallway.
“Would
you like to hold your granddaughter, General?” Nathan asked then transferred
Charlie to Westphalen’s arms when he nodded yes. Charlie stared at her grandfather quizzically
for a moment then reached up to stroke his full moustache.
“I
think she likes you.” Kristin told her father quietly. “There is something else that we should tell
you.”
“Mmm… what?” Lionel was vaguely aware of Kristin but his full attention was focused
on the little girl in his arms.
“Daddy,
you need to listen to me for a minute. I
need to tell you about Georgie.”
At
that moment a loud cry emerged from the door they were standing by. Nathan moved into the room as Westphalen drug
his attention away from Charlie to stare at a quiet Nicholas.
“Georgie? Who is Georgie?”
Kristin’s
skin took on a slightly pink hue.
“Georgie is your granddaughter, too.”
“You
had twins?” The older man was obviously puzzled as Nathan approached with a
newborn in his arms.
“
Kristin’s
father turned to glare at Nathan as he mentally did the calculations. Nathan smiled and turned the whimpering
Georgie so that her grandfather could see her.
The sight of his newest granddaughter’s face melted Lionel’s anger, at
least for the moment, and he shifted Charlie to one arm so that he could gently
stroke Georgie’s cheek.
“Georgiana…
your mother will be so pleased, Kristin.
I can’t wait…” Lionel’s voice caught and Kristin moved to lay her head
on his shoulder.
“We’ll
see mummy again soon, I just know it.
Things have turned around in
Lionel
nodded, quickly shaking away the small tear in his eye.
“Let’s
go sit down. I’ll make some tea.” Janet
offered.
“I’ll
help with Nick. Why don’t the two of you
go and sit down?” Kristin quickly
followed Janet down the hall; a small grin tickling her mouth at the glare Nathan
was shooting her.
Silence
dominated the room for several minutes before Nathan attempted to break
it. “Kristin is probably on the phone
right now calling Cynthia to bring Teddy over.”
Westphalen
gave Nathan no acknowledgement, just continued to coo over Charlie while she
patted his cheeks and pulled his moustache.
After several more minutes Nathan decided to try again.
“Would
you like to swap? I’ll take Charlie if you want to hold Georgie.”
Westphalen
turned to glare at his son-in-law again. “You couldn’t leave her alone, could you? You barely let this one get born before you
were pawing her again. Didn’t you give
any thought to her health? She shouldn’t
be having babies so close together at her age.”
“FATHER!” Lionel cringed at his daughter’s enraged voice. Kristin entered the room in a frenzy and stood before him. “Don’t you dare talk to my husband that
way. And just for the record, Georgie is
my fault. I seduced him. Now apologize!”
“Sweetheart,
I don’t think your father really needs those details.” Nathan murmured.
She
turned to glare at him. “Shut up,
Nathan. I’m waiting, father.”
Judging
by the look on Westphalen’s face, Nathan guessed the man had forgotten how
forceful his daughter could be when she was angry.
“I’m
sorry, Bridger.” The General bit out.
“Now
say it like you mean it. And my husband
has a name, father. It’s Nathan.”
“I
have no right to meddle in your business.
I am sorry… Nathan.” This time the apology sounded more genuine and
Kristin nodded in satisfaction.
“That’s
better.” Kristin smiled happily. “I’ve called Cynni and she is on her way over
with Teddy. I didn’t tell her why. We’ll be back with the tea in just a
minute.” She tossed over her shoulder as
she exited the room.
Westphalen
turned to look at Bridger with an indulgent smile on his face. “She’s got a temper just like her mother,
that one.” He said, his love for his
wife obvious in his voice.
“Then
I know I’m going to love my mother-in-law as well.”
*~*~*~*
“I
can’t believe that both of the girls are asleep at the same time.” Kristin
murmured to Nathan while carefully pulling a light blanket over Georgie as she
lay sleeping in the cradle.
“Your
father played with them so hard that he wore them both out… Teddy
too. Charlie is out like a
light.” Nathan closed the door to the bedroom quietly behind him then moved to
meet his wife at the bed. “We might even
manage a few hours uninterrupted sleep.”
“Mmm…
Georgie nursed longer even though she still only took one side.”
“I
can see that.” Nathan ran a hand lightly over Kristin’s milk-swollen left
breast. She flinched slightly.
“I
should go pump…oooh!” Her words ended with a gasp of delight as Nathan bent and
closed his mouth over the silk covered peak.
Her hands slipped into his hair.
“Let
me help.” He murmured as his tongue lightly caressed the swollen tip. “I’ll be so much more
gentle than that stupid contraption.”
The pull of his mouth increased and Kristin felt her milk begin to rise
through her nipple.
“Nathan…
we can’t…” Her breathing was growing labored as Nathan slipped the straps of
her thin nightgown off her shoulders and down her arms. “Daddy is just down the hall…”
“He
already knows what we do in our bedroom.
You told him this afternoon, remember?”
Nathan released her breast and tugged her hands away from his head so
that he could ease the bodice of the nightgown completely down. “Besides, he’s seen the proof.” He pushed the nightgown over her hips then
eased her back onto the mattress. “Don’t
you want to?”
“Yes…
oh yes… I just don’t know about the timing…”
“Trust
me, sweetheart. I won’t get you
pregnant, I promise.” Nathan stretched
out on the bed beside Kristin and bent his head back to her breast.
A
low moan escaped before Kristin could stop it as Nathan’s mouth returned to her
full breast, his lips teasing her milk up and into his hungry mouth. She arched into him, pressing her body more
fully against his as desire rose between them.
Nathan
seemed to know instinctively when he reached the point where Kristin was once
again comfortable and he moved his lips away from the nipple to lick his way
down her generous swell.
“Thank
you, my love.” Nathan glanced up to see Kristin smiling at him. Her lips puckered slightly, calling out to
him and he answered, yanking his head up to meet her mouth with his. Kristin’s arms slipped into his robe and
wrapped around his back as their tongues tangled madly in a fight for
dominance.
“I
want you.” Kristin whispered as she pushed the cloth from Nathan’s
shoulders. He lifted slightly and yanked
the knotted sash open before shrugging the garment away. Her hands moved to his boxers, releasing the
button and pushing them away before clasping him greedily.
“I’m
not going to last long if you keep doing that, my love,” Nathan muttered into
her neck, his senses reeling at the feel of her hands working his stiff
erection.
“Now…
please? Before one of
the babies wakes up.”
“Am
I ever going to get to love you slowly again?” Nathan sighed. “We have a little time. Let me…”
He
pushed back and slipped his hands beneath the waistband of Kristin’s panties,
yanking them down her legs and flinging them across the floor. His knee slid between Kristin’s legs and he
pressed his thigh into her damp curls as his hands captured hers and pushed
them above her head.
Kristin’s
breath caught as her body arched up, knowing what he was going to do. Nathan rolled into the cradle of Kristin’s
hips and he kissed her lips lovingly before moving down her body, his lips
briskly caressing her body as he moved in a zig zag pattern down her torso and
over the flat plane of her stomach.
As
he nibbled the tender flesh of her hips, Nathan shifted his shoulders until
they were beneath her thighs and pushed up slightly, opening her center to his
gaze. He trailed a single finger lightly
along the glistening flesh, causing her to bloom even more.
Kristin
shoved her hand into her mouth to muffle her scream when Nathan’s fingers
pulled at the sensitive area around her desire and he touched his tongue to
it. Her free hand moved to the back of
his head, urging him on.
He
loved her thoroughly with his mouth, his lips and tongue caressing her hot
flesh as she writhed beneath him. Two
long fingers slid into her sex, teasing the wet opening then sliding in as far
as possible.
Kristin
moaned against the back of her hand, fighting the urge to scream as Nathan
worked his magic on her, his fingers pumping a steady tempo in and out of her
body while his lips worked over her swollen bud.
“Nathan…
oh please…” she finally managed to gasp out.
A
third finger joined the other two, filling her more completely. Nathan pressed his middle finger tightly
against the inner wall of her sheath while continuing to move the other two
around it. He nibbled lightly on her
clitoris.
Kristin
bit down on the back of her hand, muting but not stopping the scream that
ripped from her throat as release overtook her, but Nathan didn’t stop. He continued working his fingers and mouth
against her until she’d come twice more.
He stopped only when her hands pulled him away then crawled slowly up,
his lips trailing over her damp skin.
“Welcome
back.” He whispered as her eyes slowly began to clear. Kristin smiled languidly, her hands sliding
slowly up Nathan’s naked back.
“Mmm…
that was won… der… ful!” Her hands pressed on his shoulders to pull him down to
meet her kiss. His mouth ravaged hers as
his hands continued to caress her body, working over her heated flesh. He groaned loudly as he felt Kristin’s legs
slide over his hips and lock around his waist.
Nathan
ground his hips against hers, his iron rod trapped between their bodies. “I need… oh, my lover… I need you…”
“Love
me, Nathan,” she whispered pleadingly.
Nathan
shifted and plunged into her wildly, his body desperate to find release. Kristin met him head on, matching his
movements in the same frenzied manner.
Her already sensitized flesh reacted quickly, clinging tightly to his
erection with every thrust.
This
time Nathan’s mouth smothered Kristin’s scream as she climaxed yet again, her
fingernails digging into his shoulders as her body convulsed beneath him.
Nathan
felt his climax begin, his juices rising from heavy sacs into his
erection. He whimpered as he quickly
withdrew from her body and pressed his erection into her stomach as he
continued to thrust.
Within
moments Nathan was bathing Kristin’s abdomen with his essence while she clung
to him, still caught in the throes of her own release. He collapsed onto her and she held his
trembling body tightly, her tongue laving over his neck and shoulder.
Once
his body stopped quivering Nathan shifted and ran a hand down the side of the
bed until his fingers touched his robe.
He pulled it up and carefully cleaned Kristin’s body then his own before
tossing it away and lying down beside her.
Kristin
turned on her side to face him, their bodies pressed close together. She closed the space between their lips and
kissed him lovingly, her hand caressing his cheek.
“I
love you,” she whispered as the kiss broke, “but I don’t like that.”
Nathan
knew she was referring to his sudden departure.
“I don’t like it either but we have to be careful.”
“What
about the…” Kristin’s eyes darted over Nathan’s shoulder toward his nightstand
where he had stashed a box of prophylactics.
“I
should have used one… but I needed to feel you around me. I’ve missed you so much.”
Kristin
ran her fingers through his hair.
“Maybe… I would like another baby…”
Nathan
laughed as he rolled to his back pulling her over with him. She snuggled into his side and began to trace
lazy patterns in his chest hair. “Just
because we make love doesn’t mean that I will get pregnant.”
His
laughter grew even louder. “With our
track record I could probably just think lustful thoughts about you and get you
pregnant. We will try for another baby
if you want one… but the girls need to be a little older first. You need a little recovery time as well. Maybe we could at least get Charlie out of
diapers, hmm?”
“Diapers…
a few less diapers around here would certainly be welcome. Nathan… I was thinking…”
“I’ve
been thinking as well…”
“I
think we need some extra help around here.” They spoke together then laughed as
they realized what they had done.
“You
agree? I was afraid you wouldn’t want
anyone else looking after the girls.” Nathan admitted.
“I
love our daughters but I think I’d go crazy if I had to stay at home all the
time. I enjoy my work. I trained very hard to become a doctor and I
know that I’ve been useful working at the hospital…”
“Kris…
you don’t have to justify yourself to me.
I’m on your side. I know that you
adore Charlie and Georgie as much as I do.
I’m also very proud of your work.
There is no reason why we can’t hire someone to come in and help. I’m sure that Janet would welcome some help
as well.”
“Mmm…
I know that she misses her charity work.
The USO has been calling almost every day asking her when she will be
able to come back.”
“So
we find some one to help you both out.
You can’t work full shifts anyway as long as you are breast-feeding. Unless you want me to drop by every few hours
and help you out…” Nathan grinned as he bent his head to rub his lips across
her peaked nipple.
“I
thought our goal was to keep me from getting pregnant.” Kristin answered,
slightly breathless as she arched into his touch.
“Only
for a little while… if you are sure you want another child.” He nibbled his way
back up her body to the hollow of her neck.
“Oh…
yes, I want… I want… oh, God… Nathan!”
*~*~*~*
“So
we were all thinking the same thing and thought the others wouldn’t like it?”
Bill laughed.
“It’s
all straightened out now. Mrs. Kuoha
seems like a lovely lady and she was very good with the children.” Janet
answered.
“I’m
glad she can start to work immediately.
While she is watching the girls I can make arrangements for a little
birthday party for Charlie. I can’t
believe our baby girl will be a year old in a few days.”
“Neither
can I.” Nathan caressed his wife’s knee with one hand,
his other arm draped around the back of her shoulders. “And your father will be here to celebrate
with us.”
As
if he’d heard his name mentioned, Lionel Westphalen appeared in the door at
that moment, a granddaughter in each arm.
“I think they need some attention.” He told his daughter as he handed
off one to each parent.
Kristin
chuckled. “Even Bill has learned to
change dirty diapers. Come
my lovelies. Did you give Grandfather a
present?”
Janet
stood and held out her arms to Charlie.
The little girl pouted as Nathan handed her off. “I’ll help you change them, Kristin.”
Westphalen
watched Nathan’s face thoughtfully as Nathan gazed lovingly at his wife’s
departing figure. He cleared his throat
and began to pace the room.
“I
want to say something to you, Bridger.
I’m a hard man… unforgiving… I’ve had to be to hold the position that I
do. But I can admit when I’m wrong… and
I was wrong about you. I’ve kept my eye
on you… investigated your service record… and I’ve watched you with my daughter
and my granddaughters over the past week.
You are an excellent sailor but you are also a caring husband and
father. Your affection for my daughter
is most obvious… and I’m glad that she has you in her life.”
Nathan
sat quietly for a moment, contemplating the effort it must have taken
Westphalen to say those words. “Your
daughter is my life, General… Kristin and those kids. I promise you that I’ll always do my best to
protect all of them.”
Westphalen
nodded then turned and slowly approached Nathan, his hand extended. Nathan met it unhesitatingly and they shared
a firm shake.
“Well,
I don’t know about you two but I could use a drink. Whisky anyone?” Bill
grinned.
“That
sounds like a capital idea! Oh, Bridger…
Nathan, I’ve been meaning to mention to you… you should really get the plumbing
in your house looked at. Your pipes make
some very strange noises in the middle of the night.”
*~*~*~*
“You
know, I’m really beginning to hate docks and ships. It seems I’m always saying good-bye to
someone I love.” A watery smile crossed Kristin’s face as she hugged her
father.
Lionel
pulled back and wiped a tear from his daughter’s face. “What you said when I arrived was true, you
know. I don’t think that the Germans can
hold out much longer. Once the European
war is finished and we can all turn our attention toward the pacific theater…
Well, one day soon perhaps all of our family will be together again.”
“I
hope so, daddy. I can’t wait for mummy
to see the girls and Teddy.”
“Excuse
me, General, but we have to go if we are going to catch the current.” A young
sailor reminded him.
Westphalen
pulled Kristin into one last hug.
“You’ve married a good man, Krissy, and you have a fine family. Be happy.”
He broke away and hurried up the gangplank, looking back to wave only
when he reached the top.
Nathan
moved in behind Kristin and wrapped his arms around her waist, offering what
comfort he could as she waved to her father, tears streaming down her face.
*~*~*~*
“I’m
amazed. Georgie is four months old and
there is no sign of another sibling.” Janet laughed as she laid Nicholas down
on the floor pallet beside Georgie.
Charlie played quietly at Kristin’s feet, the carpet her imaginary ocean
as she pushed her toy submarine across the surface. “Unless there is something you aren’t telling
me…”
Kristin
chuckled. “I can assure you that I am
not pregnant. I’ve got the cramps to
prove it. Nathan doesn’t quite know how
to deal with a wife who actually gets cranky once a month.”
“As
opposed to a wife who got very hormonal every time she got pregnant?”
Kristin
stuck her tongue out at her friend as she handed Janet a cup of tea. “I seem to remember a few mood swings from
you, my friend.”
Janet
sank back into a chair as she continued to laugh. “You have me there. Of course Bill doesn’t think I was any
different while I was pregnant than I am normally. I must admit that having Mrs. Kuoha around
has made all the difference.”
Kristin
nodded in agreement. “I’ve been able to
work a great deal more since she started helping… and Georgie decided to eat,
of course.”
“Mmm…
she is packing on the pounds now, isn’t she?”
Both women smiled as the chubby little girl reached a hand out to the
baby boy beside her. “And she’s already
flirting, too!”
Kristin
jumped up at the sound of the front door opening and closing, knowing that
Nathan wasn’t due to arrive home for several more hours. She moved toward the hallway, reaching the
door just as Nathan appeared. He held
his arms out to her and she moved into his embrace.
“I
didn’t expect you until later.” She raised her lips to meet his. Nathan responded to her kiss intensely,
pulling her closer as his tongue captured hers.
Kristin
pulled back sharply. “What’s wrong? You have to go out again? When?”
Although
she tried to hide it, the fear in Kristin’s voice was evident. Nathan quickly reassured her. “No, darling, I don’t have to go out. You are stuck with me.”
A
sigh of relief crossed her lips as she leaned into Nathan’s chest. “Thank God… but… something is wrong. I can tell.”
She pulled back to look at him, seeing the truth in his eyes. “Cynthia?”
“Come
sit down, sweetheart.”
“Tell
me, Nathan.”
Nathan
took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. “We
just received word at headquarters about a kamikaze attack in the
Kristin
began to tremble beneath Nathan’s hands.
“The Illustrious… that’s the ship that daddy is on. Was it severely damaged?”
“The
ship itself wasn’t sunk but there were casualties. One of the names listed was Major General
Lionel Francis Westphalen.”
It
was good that Nathan had retained Kristin in his embrace because she sagged
into his arms as her eyes fluttered and she lost consciousness.
*~*~*~*
“I’m
worried about her, Janet. She hasn’t
dealt with her father’s death. I try to
get her to talk about it but she cuts me off or changes the subject. She spends every waking moment clinging to
the girls.”
Janet
patted Nathan’s hand sympathetically as they stood on her back porch, watching
Kristin and the children. Kristin sat on
a blanket with Georgie in her arms while Nick cooed beside her. Teddy and Charlie toddled nearby.
“She
will come out of it. I think that this
is how Kristin deals with things. She’ll
talk to you when she is ready.”
“But
what if she doesn’t?”
“She
will,” Janet stated positively. “This is
exactly how she reacted when you were missing.
First she withdrew into herself then she
emersed herself in Charlie and finally she began to talk about.”
“But
she knew that I was coming home, Janet.
Her father never will.”
“Kristin
is one of the strongest women I’ve ever known.
Just give her a little time.”
*~*~*~*
Two
weeks passed and Nathan grew even more worried.
Any casual acquaintance wouldn’t have noticed any difference in his wife
but he did. Something just wasn’t
right. Janet knew it and so did Cynthia.
Finally
after a long discussion with his wife, Bill came to Nathan’s office for a talk.
“Look,
Nathan… we all know that Kristin hasn’t faced her
father’s death. Janet and I were talking
and we thought that perhaps some time away might help.”
“Away? In case you haven’t noticed, Admiral Noyce,
there is a war on?” Nathan knew he was being flippant but he was tired and
irritable.
Bill
forgave his friend because he also recognized this. “I’m not talking about weeks and weeks… but
two or three days should be possible.
You can go to our cabin; the one Kristin took you to after… before. We’ve had a little work done on it so it’s in
better shape and you could spend some quiet time together. Janet and I would keep the girls. Cynthia has agreed to help and Mrs. Kuoha
will be there as well.
Nathan
sat thoughtfully for a minute. “It’s not
a bad idea… She could probably do with some down time. But we’d probably have to take Georgie… the
whole eating thing.”
“At
least let us keep Charlie. You can
handle Georgie on her own and she’s a lot easier to
contain since she isn’t mobile yet.”
“I
don’t know if Kristin will go for it.”
Bill
sighed. “Sometimes we have to do things
that might get us in trouble in the beginning… until our wives see the wisdom
of our actions.”
“You’re
talking about…”
“Kidnapping… yes. We go for a
drive, we don’t tell her, and Janet and I leave you there. We’d provision the place before hand and you
could smuggle out a few clothes without Kristin knowing.”
“I
would be in so much trouble… but if it helps… let’s do it.”
*~*~*~*
“The
renovations look wonderful, Janet. You
won’t have any problems renting the cottage out now, or selling it if that is
what you decide.” Kristin wandered
around the small family room, juggling Georgie in her arms.
“The
local carpenters really did an excellent job.
We will probably try to rent it again for the moment but Bill seems to
think that once the fighting is done he might be transferred back
stateside. If that happens we will
probably sell this place and our house.”
Kristin’s
eyes clouded a moment. “I suppose we
might be transferred as well. It will
seem strange… you no longer being right next door.”
Janet
moved to hug her friend. “We’ll visit
back and forth, often. And we will
always be there for each other. Let’s
not get sad… it hasn’t happened yet and probably won’t for a very long time if
I know Navy paperwork.”
“… foundation looks solid…” Nathan’s voice drifted up from the
back porch as he and Bill entered through the double doors.
“Well…
I guess we’d better be heading back… only a few hours of daylight left. Bill shot Nathan a look as he and Janet
turned toward the door.
Kristin
moved to follow but Nathan stepped behind her and wrapped his arms around her
waist, effectively holding her captive as the other couple gave a friendly wave
and exited.
“What…
Nathan, we have to… they are going to leave us.” Kristin tried to break his
hold.
“Yes,
they are leaving us. That was the plan.”
He whispered in her ear.
“Plan? You arranged all of this? We can’t… what about Charlie?”
“Cynthia
and Janet are going to look after Charlie.
I made arrangements for three days leave and Malcolm is graciously
covering your hospital shifts. The
pantry is well stocked and we have a few changes of clothes in the bedroom,
along with a small basket for Georgie to sleep in and mountains of clean
diapers.”
Kristin
yanked away from his hold as the sound of a car driving away reached them. “You arrogant son of a
bitch! How dare you! You had no right… no right at all.”
“Well,”
Nathan muttered as she stalked toward the back of the house, Georgie wailing in
her arms at her mother’s tone. “This is
going better than I expected.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
knocked quietly on the bedroom door pushed it open. Kristin was sitting in the middle of the bed,
her back resting on the headboard as Georgie sucked at her breast
greedily. She glared at her husband but
didn’t say anything. Nathan took that to
be a good sign and moved toward the bed, sitting down on a bottom corner.
“She’s
certainly eating much better, isn’t she?” He asked quietly with a nod at his
daughter.
Kristin
huffed and rolled her eyes. “She’s
taking both breasts now. In fact, she’s
become quite the little pig.” She tried
to hold back the small smile threatening the corners of her mouth as she gazed
at her daughter but failed.
“I’m
sorry that you are angry but I was only trying to help. I just thought that you could use some time
away from everyone. You haven’t had a
break in so long. We had to bring
Georgie because of the…” he nodded at her chest, “but I’ll look after her
otherwise.”
“It’s
just… I’ve never been away from
“If
anything goes wrong then they will come and get us. But Charlie will be fine. It’s you that I’m worried about. You need to talk about your father,
Kristin. You need to mourn…”
Nathan
stopped talking as he felt Kristin close herself off from his words. He sighed and stood. “Why don’t you get some rest? Call me if Georgie doesn’t fall asleep and
I’ll come get her so you can nap.
Meanwhile I’ll take a look at the pantry and see what I can rustle up
for dinner.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
heard Kristin moving down the hallway and caught her exit onto the back porch
out of the corner of his eye. He
finished chopping vegetables and added them to the pot of stew bubbling slowly
on the stove then moved to the icebox and pulled out a bottle of white
wine. He uncorked the bottle, grabbed
two glasses and headed toward the deck.
A
trail of wavering orange led across the water from the sand to the sinking sun
on the horizon. Kristin leaned against
the rail, her eyes riveted to the beauty before her. Nathan sat the glasses on the small table
then poured two glasses.
He
moved to stand beside her, holding the glass in front of her but taking care
not to touch her. She accepted it
without comment and raised it to her lips to take a sip. They stood in silence as the sun slowly
disappeared, giving way to twilight.
“Georgie
went right to sleep once her tummy was full.” Kristin finally said in a low
tone.
Nathan
smiled; recognizing that in her own way Kristin was
trying to make peace but still letting him know that she thought he was wrong.
“I’m
sorry, sweetheart. I thought I was… I
was only trying to help.”
Kristin
turned to look at her husband, her heart softening at the sad look on his face.
“It
was a lovely thought and I am sorry that I reacted badly. I just wish I’d had time to prepare Charlie…
and I’m sure you forgot a dozen things that Georgie will need.”
“I’ve
got diapers and you’ve got food. We can
fake the rest, can’t we?” Nathan gave her his best little boy grin.
Kristin
couldn’t help but laugh as she moved to embrace her husband. Nathan took her glass and set it on the table
with his own before wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her closer. He lowered his lips to brush hers in the
gentlest of kisses, unwilling to push her any further than she was ready. She responded instantly, her arms tightening
around his neck as her hands worked into his hair to hold him close.
Kristin
sighed, her warm breath rushing across Nathan’s lips as she opened her lips and
pressed forward again. He slipped his
tongue out to caress hers as his hands slid down to cup her rear. They maintained this pose for long minutes,
their mouths continuing to work together lovingly.
The
hard ridge pressing with increasing force against her mound caused a low moan
to escape Kristin’s lips. Her head fell
back as Nathan’s mouth moved to trail over her jaw and down her neck into her
open blouse.
“Mmm…
Nathan… sweetheart… something is burning…”
Nathan
swore as he pulled away from Kristin and ran back into the house to find his
stew bubbling over the top of the pot.
He grabbed a towel and yanked the pan to a cold burner. He flipped the eye off and wet his rag and
began to scrub at the mess. As he worked
a sound filtered through to him, a sound he hadn’t heard in quite a while;
Kristin was laughing. He scooped the
last of the stew into the towel and turned to stare at her.
“I
know that you aren’t laughing at me.”
The twinkle in his eye told Kristin that he was teasing her.
“Who? Me? No, I would never do that!”
Nathan
grabbed a fresh towel and moved menacingly towards her. Kristin backed slowly away. “You wouldn’t dare… Don’t you even think
about it, Bridger!”
Nathan
moved his hands to each end of the towel and began to twist one end in ever
tightening circles. Kristin yelped and
leapt toward the hall with Nathan in hot pursuit. She was almost there when he let the towel
fly, the wrapped end popping her bottom with a loud smack.
She
whirled around to face him, her hands rubbing her stinging bottom. “Oh, Bridger, you are so going to pay for
that.”
Nathan
nodded. “I know… and I’m ready for my
punishment.” He held his hands out to
her with a large grin.
“Good. To begin with… I’m
starving. Go finish dinner.”
Nathan’s
face fell but he chuckled at the satisfied look in Kristin’s eyes. “Not exactly what I thought you were going to
demand but… I’ll have it ready in just a few minutes.”
“Good. I’ll go check on Georgie. Oh… and you do realize that this is just the
beginning of your punishment.” Kristin
winked at him and walked sassily down the hall.
*~*~*~*
“That
was delicious.” Kristin dabbed her napkin at the corners of her mouth and
leaned back in her chair. “You are an
excellent cook.” She leaned forward
conspiratorially. “That’s why I married
you, you know.”
“I’d
begun to suspect that.” Nathan leaned
forward as well until their mouths were only inches apart. Their breath mingled for a moment before a
giggle from Georgie caused them both to lean back and stare at the baby playing
in her basket by the table.
“You
know… we do pretty damned good work… making babies, I mean. Both of our girls are gorgeous. But with you as their mama how could they be
anything else?”
Kristin
smiled. “Thank you… but I am glad they
have your eyes. Maybe the next one will
look more like you… maybe the next one will be a son.”
“Kris…
If we have a son, that’s great. But I don’t give a damn what sex any of our
children are as long as they are healthy.
“I
was wondering…” Kristin’s finger began to trace the rim of her wineglass
lightly. “If we did have a son… would
you want to name him after Robert?”
Nathan’s
brow furrowed and he finally shook his head.
“No… I love you for the thought… but I don’t think that…”
Kristin
nodded in understanding. “Do you think…
if we do have a son… could we name him after my father?”
“Hmm…
Lionel Bridger… that has an interesting ring to it. I think that would be a fine idea.”
Kristin
laughed. “Well, maybe as a second name…
I just…”
Nathan
waited expectantly as Kristin stumbled over her words then stopped. “I’ll clean up the kitchen,” she finished.
At
that moment Georgie let out a hungry murmur.
“I can clean the kitchen but I can’t feed her. Why don’t you try and get her settled while I
take care of this? Then I’ll light a
fire and we can listen to the radio.”
*~*~*~*
“I
think that your daughter was starving!
She emptied me out and would have taken more.” Kristin shared as she sat
down on the sofa beside Nathan and cuddled into his embrace.
“Do
you think she’ll sleep for a while now?
I would dearly love a little time alone with her mother.” Nathan flipped the switch on the lamp beside
the sofa so that the only light in the room came from the fire crackling in
front of them. Soft instrumental music
from the radio on the table filled the air.
“Mmm…
she’s probably out for most of the night.
Nathan… I know that I was really bitchy earlier… but I want to say thank
you. This is one of the nicest things
you’ve ever done for me… and you’ve done some really nice things.”
“I
know you love the girls to distraction, honey.
I do too. But we can’t get so
wrapped up in them that we lose all sight of us, of you and me.”
Kristin
nodded her agreement then laid her head down on Nathan’s shoulder. They stared into the fireplace contentedly,
their hands lightly stroking each other through the thin material of their
pajamas.
Their
heads tilted in as their lips moved slowly toward each other, almost touching
when a wail emerged from the radio.
“We
interrupt our regularly scheduled program to bring you the following news
announcement. At two forty one this
morning General Alfred Jodl signed for the unconditional surrender of all
German forces on all fronts. This surrender
is due to take effect at eleven oh one tomorrow afternoon. British Prime Minister Winston Churchill has
declared tomorrow a national holiday in
Nathan
felt Kristin’s muscles vibrate beneath his hands as her body tensed with each
word the radio news announcer spoke. He
leaned over and turned the volume down.
“Kristin…
sweetheart… talk to me, please? Kris?”
Kristin
threw off his hands as she jumped from the sofa, pain contorting her face. “God damn it!” She screamed and ran out of the double doors
onto the back porch. With a quick glance
down the hall and a double check of the fire, Nathan ran after her.
He
caught her just as she reached the waters edge, moonlight streaming off of her
hair as she fell to her knees in the pounding surf and began to beat the sand
furiously. He knelt to join her,
wrapping his arms around her as broken sobs erupted from her body.
“Two
weeks! Only two damned weeks! He could have gone home… seen my mother. Oh God, Nathan, WHY?”
Nathan
realized how wet they were getting and tried to pick Kristin up but when he did
she began to kick and scream in his arms, giving vent to all the grief she had
kept bottled inside over her father’s death.
He managed to drag them to the edge of the surf before letting her sink
back into the sand.
How
long they stayed there, Nathan couldn’t guess.
He held his wife as she cried, heedless of the damp beginning to seep
through their wet clothes. Finally
Kristin’s sobs dwindled away as her grip on Nathan’s neck tightened. He scooped her into his arms and headed back
toward the house as she hiccuped against his shoulder.
She
didn’t say a word when Nathan stood her in front of the fire, her flimsy
nightgown made almost sheer from the dampness.
He kissed her forehead roughly.
“I’ll
go get some towels and dry clothes.”
Kristin
shivered in front of the fire as her mind slowly began to recover from its numb
state. She heard Nathan fumble around in
the bathroom then move much more quietly around the bedroom before coming back
up the hall. Her hands moved to the thin
straps of her nightgown.
“Okay,
sweetheart, let’s get you dried off and…” Nathan’s voice trailed away as he
entered the room to find Kristin standing in front of the fire, her body
completely bared to his gaze. He moved
quickly toward her, towel in hand.
Kristin stood silently as Nathan moved the cloth over her lower body,
removing every trace of the seawater from her.
He stifled a groan when her hand moved to thread into his hair, pressing
his face closer to her mound. He allowed
his forehead to rest on her belly for just a moment as he inhaled her unique
fragrance before standing.
“I
brought you a shirt…” He turned toward the chair he’d dropped the dry clothing
in but then Kristin’s arms were around him, pulling him back to her. Her hands slid down his muscular back to the
waistband of his wet pajama bottoms. Her
gaze caught his and held it as she yanked the material down over his hips and
thighs.
“Kristin?”
Nathan breathed her name, the question in his voice obvious.
“Love
me, Nathan. I need… I need to feel
alive… I need to feel joy... I need you.”
Protests
died on Nathan’s lips as one of Kristin’s strong hands moved to the back of his
head to pull his mouth down to hers. The
other reached between them and grabbed his semi-erect member. Kristin squeezed tightly for just a few
seconds then began to tease his shaft with her fingers, her thumb dancing
lightly over the rapidly growing head.
His hands moved to her breasts of their own volition, palms cupping the
heavy globes while fingers teased the rosy peaks.
“Are
you sure?” Nathan found enough common sense to ask just once before he gave in
to the tide of passion threatening to sweep them both away.
Kristin
answered by slowly bending her knees, her grip on his head and his rod insuring
that he followed. Nathan took over and
lowered them both carefully to their knees.
Kristin released Nathan abruptly and stared at him, her tongue darting
across her lips as she rocked back to sit then lay before him. Her knees fell apart as she moved her feet
around his hips, leaving her completely open to his gaze.
Breathing
suddenly became difficult as Kristin stretched catlike before him, her arms
rising above her head then reaching out to beckon him toward her. Nathan leaned forward and placed his
fingertips on her shoulders then slowly began to trace them over her desire
flushed skin. Her back arched as he
reached her breasts and she moaned as he paused to tease them for a few moments
before continuing their downward trek.
She
whimpered in disappointment as his hands bypassed her lower curls to continue
down her thighs and calves. He reached
behind his back to massage her feet; his eyes riveted to her center as her
lower lips dampened and bloomed before him.
“Please!”
She begged as he climbed over her, his body propped on his hands and
knees. Kristin lifted her arms to his
shoulders and pulled, trying to bring his body in contact with hers. Nathan lowered his head to her face and
gently began to kiss her cheeks, his lips and tongue cleaning the salty tear
stains from her skin before moving to touch each closed eye lid. When every trace of grief was gone he kissed
her lips, the first touch barely more than a whisper.
“I love
you, Kristin.” Nathan whispered into her mouth then thrust his tongue against
her barely parted lips. She opened to
him immediately, pulling his tongue inside to mate with hers.
Kristin
wanted to feel life and joy so Nathan was determined that she be pleasured as
much as he could manage. She protested
when his lips left hers but he pressed them to her neck in a soothing
manner. His mouth worked slowly down her
body, duplicating the path of his fingertips minutes earlier.
Nathan
loved her breasts thoroughly, teasing the large rosy centers until they
puckered proudly before moving lower.
His hands moved after him, keeping her well-loved nipples pert and
distended. His tongue reamed her navel,
eliciting a gasp from her lips as her hips began to rock.
“Oh… yesss!” Kristin panted as Nathan
approached her needy center. He intended
to bypass her sex and taste her legs but the scent of her arousal was so
overwhelming that he moved straight in.
His tongue lightly brushed the swollen bud of her desire blossoming
before him. Kristin’s hips flew off the
floor toward his face and he gave in, burying his face in her folds. His tongue stroked and lapped up her juices
before delving deeper into her hot sheath.
Nathan
yanked his hands down her body and thrust one beneath her thighs and around her
waist, pulling her more securely against his mouth as he continued to taste
her. His tongue moved back up to lave
her clitoris before he sucked it into his warm mouth and rolled it around his
lips. His free hand moved into the nest
of curls below his chin, a long finger seeking and finding the entrance to her
tight sheath. He slid that digit in to
the first knuckle and waited. Her inner
muscles clenched around the invader and pulled, drawing him deeper inside.
A
second finger soon joined the first and Nathan began thrusting the two in
earnest, Kristin’s pants and sighs conveying her rising pleasure. The thrust of her hips became stronger
against his touch as her breathing grew more ragged.
“Come,
my love,” Nathan whispered against her swollen pearl. “Let me taste you, darling.” His teeth closed over the swollen flesh,
abrading it lightly.
His
name flew from her lips, announcing her arrival as her body went rigid and her
juices flowed over Nathan’s fingers and palm.
He quickly swapped his mouth and fingers, his tongue feasting on her
while his fingers continued to massage her clitoris. Kristin hadn’t recovered from her first climax
when a second one shook her frame.
Nathan continued moving inside her with fingers and tongue, refusing to
let her down for a moment. He lost track
of the number of times that she peaked as one orgasm stretched into another, no
beginning and no end.
His
name tore from her lips again in a scream so loud he was sure that the baby
would wake but Georgie kept right on sleeping as her mother melted to the
floor, her body unable to take any more.
With one final caress to her sensitive sex, Nathan moved back and sat
up. His hands worked lightly over
Kristin’s trembling body, his touch meant to soothe more than arouse. His hands warmed her damp skin as her
shudders slowly faded away and she came back to herself.
Sable
eyes fluttered and opened, immediately filled with the sight of midnight blue
and a brilliant smile. Kristin lifted a
heavy hand up to caress Nathan’s cheek.
A sated smile graced her lips as her hand slipped to his neck and pulled
him forward. This time Nathan followed,
allowing his body to cover hers as their lips met in a tender kiss.
“Thank
you, my love.” Kristin shifted her head to nuzzle Nathan’s neck as she pushed
her knees up to clasp his hips. He felt
her feet slide over his calves and he moaned, unintentionally thrusting his
unbearably hard erection against her belly.
Kristin
slid her hands down the firm muscles of Nathan’s side, one moving to rub his
firm rear while the other insinuated itself between their bodies to stroke his
arousal. A contented yet wanting sigh
escaped his lips.
“I
want you inside me,” she whispered into his ear as she lightly nipped the lobe.
“I
want… just give me a few minutes… let me get some control.”
“Mmm…
lift your hips just a little…”
Nathan
knew that he was heavy so he levered his body up on his hands and knees
slightly to give Kristin some breathing room.
She sighed contentedly again and raised her lips for his kiss.
“Oh…
GOD!” The cry tore from Nathan’s throat as Kristin
grasped his shaft and pushed it back until the swollen head rested against her
sex. She began to rock her hips against
him, her moisture coating his erection while her muscles pulled at it.
Nathan
plunged forward, sheathing himself in one smooth thrust, almost crying with joy
at finally being inside her, no barrier between them. Kristin’s hands clamped on his butt, her
nails biting into his flesh as she rocked against him. Wildness overtook them both as they bucked
and strained against each other in an effort to heighten the pleasurable
sensations and bring an end to the almost unbearable desire.
The
tightening of Kristin’s fingernails, a casual brush along the bottom of his
aching sacs and Nathan lost what control he had left. With a roar he slammed his hips into
Kristin’s, his essence rising and spurting forth again in an overwhelming
climax. He barely registered the clench
of Kristin’s inner muscles and the cry of completion that escaped her lips as
he fell on top of her, no longer able to support his own weight.
Nathan
lay cradled in her embrace for a long moment as he struggled to catch his
breath, then rolled them both to their sides.
“… love you… so much…” He punctuated his words with kisses and
Kristin responded in kind until gradually exhaustion overtook them and they
fell asleep in each others arms.
*~*~*~*
The
warm pocket next to him beckoned Nathan and he rolled into it, his half-conscious
body expecting to find his wife snuggled there.
One eye popped open when all he found was empty sheets. He ran his hand along the fabric, feeling her
warmth and knowing that she hadn’t been gone long.
A
smattering of dim light crept through the slatted windows told Nathan that the
sun was just beginning to rise above the horizon. He shivered slightly as he rose naked from
the bed and moved to the basket where Georgie slept peacefully.
“Thanks
for giving your mama and me a night off.
I’m glad our noisiness didn’t disturb you.” He caressed his daughter’s
cheek, a smile touching his lips as he remembered his and Kristin’s activities
a few hours previously.
He’d
woken to find himself flat on his back before the smoldering ashes of the burnt
out fire. Kristin was draped over him,
sleeping peacefully, both of them stark naked.
He’d maneuvered out from under her and shielded the fire before
gathering her into his arms and carrying her down the hall. By the time he’d reached the bedroom Kristin
had stirred and drowsily begun to bite his neck. Their subsequent lovemaking had been as slow
and tender, as their first round had been wild and untamed. They laughed and giggled as they tried to
keep quiet but Georgie hadn’t been bothered.
As
if to prove her point, the baby snuffled in her sleep and tucked her thumb into
her mouth. With a smile Nathan bent and
brushed his lips across his daughter’s curls before he went in search of her
mother.
He
found Kristin standing on the back deck, a blanket draped around her shoulders,
her bare feet sticking out beneath. Her
hair glowed orange with the first kiss of the sun’s rays.
Kristin
seemed to sense his presence even though he made no noise. She didn’t turn as he approached but shrugged
her blanket off one shoulder and reached back toward him. Nathan moved in behind her and pulled the
blanket tightly around them both.
“I
missed you,” he whispered into her ear.
Kristin
laid her head back on his shoulder and turned her face to nuzzle his stubbly
chin. “I knew you’d find me. I wanted to watch the sunrise.”
“The
sunrise is behind us.” He grasped the ends of the blanket with one hand and
moved the other to cup a full breast.
Kristin
giggled. “But I can still watch the dark
gave way to the light. How unromantic of you, Admiral Bridger.”
Nathan
stared into Kristin’s eyes, please to see that the vacantness that had recently
filled them was gone. “I’ve missed you,
sweetheart.”
Her
lips touched his briefly. “Thank you for
being patient… giving me room and time to work this out for myself.”
“Your
father loved you very much. As long as
you remember him he isn’t really gone.”
Kristin
turned in Nathan’s embrace and slipped her arms around his back as she rubbed
her hips against him. He groaned lightly
at the feel of her curls trailing over his morning erection.
“Hon…
Kris… you don’t need to… Whoa!” Nathan released his hold on the blanket to grab
at her hips as she wrapped a leg around his thigh. Cool morning air rushed over their naked
bodies.
“You
don’t want to?” Kristin pouted sexily as she thrust her hips forward.
“Of
course I do… but…” Nathan’s breath was coming in ragged gasps as Kristin
tightened her leg hold and began rotating her hips in circles over his. “Let’s go back to the bedroom.”
“Here.”
Kristin bit his earlobe. “No one is
around.”
“We…
can’t…” Nathan tried to fight off his own rising passion but the things that
Kristin was doing to his body felt too good.
“I don’t have… Oh, sweetheart… I’m so sorry… last night… last night I
didn’t pull out. You felt so good and I
just couldn’t. Let’s go to the bedroom…
I’ll get a rub…”
“Last
night was wonderful. I’ve missed that…
you and I completely together… nothing between us. What’s done is done so if there are
consequences… we’ll deal with them. Let’s just enjoy the rest of the weekend…
please?” Kristin sank to her knees,
pulling Nathan along with her.
“But…
you’ll get splinters.” His mind offered one final protest even though his body
was already lost, his hips rubbing frantically against hers.
“Not me, lover.” Kristin grabbed his shoulders and pushed him to the wooden deck then
straddled him, her hands pulling his erection into position. She gasped as she took him within her tight
channel, sinking slowly down until she consumed him completely.
Nathan
smiled as he planted his feet firmly against the first step and pushed his hips
up. Kristin gasped as he drove even
deeper inside her while lifting them both.
She fell forward toward his chest as he grabbed the corner of the
discarded blanket and yanked it beneath his hips.
“Do
you worst, baby.” He told her as his hands raked her sides on their way to cup
and tease her breasts.
Kristin
grinned wickedly as she clamped her inner muscles around him. “Just remember… you asked for it. And if you’ve gotten me pregnant again… you
are in SO much trouble!”
*~*~*~*
“You…
are in… SO… much… trouble!” Kristin glared at Nathan as she fell back into the
pillows panting for air, the contraction slowly releasing its grip on her. Nathan just grinned as he wiped her forehead
with a damp cloth.
“You’re
doing great, sweetheart.” He encouraged her.
“Do
NOT patronize me! I am not doing
great. I am in pain and I want this baby
out… NOW!”
Joshua
Levin chuckled from the doorway of the hospital room. “I guess your last two deliveries spoiled
you… from first contraction to delivery in less than an hour. You forgot that most women give birth only
after hours of laboring.”
“It’s
been days.” Kristin bit out through clenched teeth.
“It’s
been six hours.”
“Then
let me go home. Maybe he wants to be
born in his parent’s bed just like his sisters.”
“You’ve
given this one almost two extra weeks to put in an appearance, unless you
miscalculated the conception date.”
Kristin
glanced at Nathan. “No… I didn’t
miscalculate.”
“Then
baby Bridger here is ten days overdue so odds are that he is going to be a
pretty big baby. Since you are not a
large woman I think that the hospital is the best place for you to be right
now. Why don’t I check you and see if
there has been any progress?”
Nathan
shifted so that he was facing Kristin and squeezed the hand he was
holding. “It won’t be long before we are
holding our new baby. Just hang in
there.”
Kristin
shook her head. “I don’t know if I
can. It hurts so bad, Nathan. There is no way in hell that you are ever
touching me again.” Her eyes closed as
her head fell back
Nathan
laid a hand on her stomach and rubbed soothingly. “Hey… how do you think Charlie and Georgie
will react to their new baby sister?”
One
sable eye popped open. “Brother… you got
two girls. This one is going to be a
boy. And I think they will be very
curious, knowing our two girls.”
Nathan
felt Kristin’s abdominal muscles clench beneath his hand seconds before Kristin
pushed up off the bed grabbing for her knees as a cry ripped from her lips.
“Joshua?”
Nathan questioned the doctor as he moved behind his wife to support her back.
“The
baby is in the birth canal. That’s it,
Kristin… just breathe through the pain.
Let’s get this one over with and then get ready to push, okay?”
Nathan
gently lowered Kristin back as the pain lessened then bent to brush a kiss
across her forehead. She pushed him away
but grabbed his hand as she did so.
“What’s
wrong, Joshua?”
The
younger doctor was in a deep whispered conversation with Katie Hitchcock and
another nurse. He jumped; startled at
Kristin’s question and Nathan felt his blood chill.
“Something’s
wrong?”
“No…
everything is progressing normally. It’s
just that… as I said a few minutes ago… you aren’t a large woman but from what
I can tell you are having a rather large baby.”
“I
can feel the difference.” Kristin muttered ruefully.
“Admiral…
I think that maybe it’s time for you to leave.”
“Leave?” Nathan stared at Joshua, dumbfounded. “I’m not going anywhere.”
“Sir…
we’ve already broken several rules by allowing you to be in here at all. I promise that I’ll send a nurse as soon as
there is word.”
Kristin
moaned as she struggled to sit up and swing her feet off the bed.
“Doctor…
what are you doing?” Joshua tried to maneuver Kristin back into the bed.
“I
am getting up… Nathan, go get the car.
We are going home.”
“Didn’t
you hear what I said? There could be
problems. You wouldn’t get out of the
hospital before… You need to be here.”
Kristin
turned her famous deadly glare on Levin.
“If I’m here then Nathan is here.
He delivered Charlie and Georgie.
He will be here for this one as well.”
“I
can’t… the rules… I could get in big trouble…”
“Tell
them I pulled rank.” Nathan told him as he settled Kristin back in the bed just
as another contraction started.
“You
won’t leave me? No
matter what they try?” Kristin questioned with a tear in her eye once
the spasm passed.
“Nothing
on this earth could drag me out of here, my love.” He reached into the bag at the head of her
bed and pulled something out. “No pacing
in the waiting room… no drinks and cigars at the O
club. See? I even brought my catcher’s
mitt.”
Kristin
laughed in spite of pain.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
leaned wearily against the doorframe of the waiting room, his face haggard with
exhaustion and worry. He watched
silently as Bill paced the room back and forth while Janet and Cynthia talked
quietly in the corner. Finally Cynthia
looked up and spotted him.
“Dad!” She jumped up and ran toward him; the Noyce’s quickly following. “Mom… how is she?”
Nathan
nodded. “It was a rough delivery but it’s
over. She had such a difficult time… but
she’s okay now.”
The
group breathed a collective sigh of relief.
“And Lionel?
Is he okay?”
Nathan
grinned at the daughter of his heart.
“The baby is perfect but we do have a little problem. Lionel is actually a lioness.”
“Another girl?” Cynthia clapped her hands in delight.
“Poor mom.
She was so sure this time.”
“We
haven’t even picked out a girl’s name… of course we hadn’t really picked
anything out for Charlie or Georgie either.
The baby should be in the window in just a few minutes if you want to go
see her. I’m going to go back and be
with Kristin.”
Bill
and Cynthia moved down the hallway toward the tiny nursery window but Janet
lingered. “What aren’t you saying,
Nathan?”
“There
was so much blood… they couldn’t stop it for the longest time… Kristin was so pale and Joshua was afraid he
might have to do surgery but she begged him not to. I’m never touching her again, Janet. I can’t let her go through this any more.”
The
stricken look in Nathan’s face touched Janet and she moved to embrace him. “But she’s fine now, right? You’ll just have to be a hell of a lot more
careful.”
*~*~*~*
Joshua
Levin couldn’t stop the smile that leapt to his lips at the sight of Kristin
Bridger asleep in her hospital bed, her hand firmly gripping her husband’s as
he sat by her side, also fast asleep with his head laid on the mattress beside
her. He wanted to turn and exit the
room, leaving the couple in blissful sleep, but he couldn’t delay talking with
them any longer.
He
moved to the opposite side of Kristin’s bed and picked up her wrist to check
her heart rate, pleased to see that she’d pinked back up after being transfused
with a pint of blood. She stirred at his
touch and blinkingly opened her eyes.
Nathan
came awake instantly, being focused completely on Kristin’s movements even in
sleep.
“Everything
is okay. I was just checking your heart
rate.”
“The baby?” Kristin asked. “Is she
okay? Can I see her now?”
Kristin’s
unstable condition had necessitated the baby being taken quickly away once
she’d been born and the new mother hadn’t seen her since.
“I’ll
tell the nurse to bring her to you in just a few minutes. She’s kicking up quite a fuss in our little
nursery. It seems that your daughter was
born with a very large appetite.”
Kristin
smiled at Nathan as he squeezed her hand.
“See? She’s just like her
sisters.”
Joshua
grabbed a stool from the corner and sat down by the bed. “Before I do that I want to talk to the both
of you for a few minutes.”
“Something
is wrong.” Fear rushed over Nathan.
“No…
The baby is healthy. You gave us a big
scare, Dr. Bridger, but I think that crisis has passed as well.”
“Then
what is the problem?” Kristin asked quietly.
Nathan turned to stare at her, seeing the dread in her eyes.
“Your
daughter weighed in at over eight pounds.
That puts her two pounds heavier than either of her sisters and it also
means that she required a lot more effort to birth.”
“I
was there, Joshua… we both were.” Kristin bit her lower lip. “There… there was damage, wasn’t there?”
“I
am so sorry. There was extensive
damage. I don’t know if you wanted or
planned to have any more children but… I don’t think that other children are
possible any more.”
Kristin’s
face fell and she swallowed hard as she fought back her tears. Nathan moved to the side of the bed and
pulled her into his embrace.
“I
really am so very sorry…” Joshua was at a loss for words as heart-wrenching
sobs began to flow from Kristin’s throat.
“It’s okay, Joshua.
She’ll be okay. Just give us a
few minutes alone… and then could they bring the baby?” Nathan murmured quietly
as he held Kristin.
Once
the door had closed behind the doctor Nathan twisted and stretched out in the
bed beside Kristin, gathering her even closer.
Eventually her sobs gave way to sniffles and he reached back to grab a
tissue then wiped the tears from her eyes, kissing each spot as he did so.
“I
knew… I felt…” She stammered as her voice caught.
“Listen
to me and listen closely. I’m sorry
because I know that you wanted a son… but we have three beautiful daughters,
Kristin. We are so blessed to have each
other and our girls, too. I thank God
that I didn’t lose you today. I wouldn’t
have survived losing you.”
Kristin
grabbed his neck and pulled him to her for a long kiss. A timid smile trembled on her lips as she
drew back. “You would have… for our
girls. I’ll be okay… it was just a shock.”
“We
will deal with it together. Please don’t
shut yourself away from me again.”
Kristin
nodded just as a knock sounded on the door.
She quickly brushed the last trace of wetness from her eyes as Katie
Hitchcock stuck her head around the door.
“I’ve
got a little girl here who can’t wait to see her mama!” She stepped into the
room with a flailing pink bundle in her arms.
Kristin
took her daughter in her arms and pulled the blanket aside to check her fingers
and toes. She gave a gasp of delight as she
stared into the baby’s face.
“Nathan,
she looks like you!”
“Heaven
help her then,” Nathan laughed as he peered into eyes as blue as his own. A thick coat of brown curls covered the
baby’s head and her face was longer than her mother and sisters. Her fingers and toes were long and tapered,
just like her father’s.
“Well…
maybe a little more than Charlie or Georgie… but I still see a lot of her
mother’s beauty in her.”
“And
her father’s appetite,” Kristin whispered as the baby rooted against her breast. “Help me?”
Nathan
slipped his hands beneath the baby to hold her steady while Kristin loosened
the hospital gown she was wearing.
“Maybe
you could get me my own nightgown?”
“Why
don’t I get you your own nightgown?” They said at the same moment then laughed.
Katie
stared at the trio for a moment before slipping back out of the door, realizing
that she wasn’t needed.
Nathan
dug through Kristin’s bag and found the nightwear then moved back to sit on the
side of the bed as the baby enjoyed her first meal. He reached a finger out to lightly caress her
soft skin.
“Looks
like Lionel is really hungry.”
Kristin
shot Nathan a playful glare. “We are not
calling her Lionel… I know that I’d hoped but…”
“I
was thinking while you were asleep. We
can still name her after your father… why don’t we call her
Kristin
shook her head. “I like
“We’ll
discuss it. Hey, Frankie, I’m your daddy
and I think that you are one of the three most beautiful babies I’ve ever
seen.”
Kristin
groaned. “Frankie!?!?”
*~*~*~*
Memorial
Day – 1962
“Wherein
the structure sags in the center but stands strong and vigorous at the ends,
expresses initial defeat and ultimate victory… The overall effect is one of
serenity.” Alfred Preis, architect of
the USS Arizona Memorial, stood at the podium describing his vision to the
assembled crowd. “Overtones of sadness
have been omitted to permit the individual to contemplate his own personal
responses… his innermost feelings.”
Manny
Crocker turned and glared at two of the young journalist who’d been entrusted
to his care. They quickly ceased their
conversation.
Crocker
shook his head as he turned back around.
‘No respect.’ He thought as his gaze drifted across the
harbor from the base visitor’s center to the long white building floating
there. The one hundred and
eighty-four-foot structure spanned the midsection of the sunken battleship but
did not touch it at any point. The head
of the pacific fleet began to speak as Crocker’s mind drifted back twenty
years.
Applause
from the crowd pulled Crocker’s attention back to the present and he stood with
the others as the dignitaries from the podium moved toward the shuttle boats
waiting to travel across the harbor to the memorial. The group paused at the edge of the dock as
the officer in charge motioned to the reporters. They took off toward the speakers like a pack
of baying hounds.
Crocker
sighed and settled back to wait; only then noticing one young man lingering. He inclined his head toward the dock
end. “You’d better hurry if you want a
quote.”
The
young man shook his head. “That’s not
the story that I came to write. You can
always get a quote from a politician.
I’m looking for a real story, some real human drama."
“A real story? Hmm…” Crocker smiled. “Well,
this crowd is full of them.”
“Including
you? Were you here that day? Did you see her sink?”
Crocker
was silent for a moment. “I was here… at
“Joe, sir. Joseph Drake.”
“Well,
Joe… you want real human drama? There’s the people you should talk to, although I doubt that
they would tell you anything ‘on the record’ so to speak.” Crocker pointed toward a large group of
people standing away from the edge of the crowd on the dock.
Joe
eyed the gathering curiously. He recognized
retired Admiral William Noyce and the attractive older woman standing next to
him was obviously his wife. But the
couple that the admiral and his wife were speaking to caught and held his
attention.
The
officer with the Admiral’s rank was tall and lanky with a weathered face and
iron grey hair. He stood ramrod
straight, his dress whites pressed to perfection. Row after row of medals adorned his chest. A woman, also dressed in white, held his
arm. Strands of silver shot through the
auburn hair curling beneath her white straw hat attested to her age but her
beauty still stole Joe’s breath.
Then
the couple turned to look at each other and for a moment the world seemed to
come to a crashing halt. If asked, Joe
would have sworn he could feel the love emanating between the man and the
woman. The ocular connection was broken
when a young boy stepped up and spoke to them.
“Who
are they?” Joe asked Crocker.
“Admiral Nathan Hale Bridger and his wife, Doctor Kristin Bridger.”
“Bridger…
I know that name.”
“The
Admiral was in charge of the naval research and development department at New
Cape Quest, Florida before his retirement a few years ago. He still serves in an advisory capacity.”
Drake
nodded. He knew from his research that
Bridger was responsible for many innovations in new naval vessels.
“And
his wife is a doctor? Of
what?”
Crocker
laughed. “What isn’t she a doctor
of? Kristin Westphalen Bridger is as
brilliant as her husband. Medicine was
the first degree but she now holds Ph.D.’s in marine biology and
oceanography. She serves as adjunct
faculty for the
“And
they were here in December of forty-one?”
“Bridger
was the captain of the submarine, the USS Dolphin. They were in port when the attack came. But he wasn’t on board.”
“Where…”
“When
the
Joe
turned to stare at Crocker, his interest peaked. “Both?”
“Robert
Bridger was a second lieutenant serving on the
“He
lost both of them. It’s amazing that he
was able to recover.”
Crocker
shook his head. “For a long time we
didn’t think he would. For over a year
he stayed on his sub, refused to return home.
That lady saved him and maybe he saved her, too.”
“She’s
very beautiful. I can see how he would
respond to her. But what was she doing
here? Was she in the service?”
Crocker
laughed at the very idea that Kristin would have served in the military. “Nope. She was here with her husband at the time,
Senator John McCallister.”
“McCallister
died on the
“Almost
two years later… after an adventure of her own, stranded on a deserted island
behind enemy lines with the cap.”
“This
is an amazing story! Would you tell me
more?”
Crocker
laughed once again. “It isn’t really
mine to tell… but I’ll give you the highlights.”
He
told Joe about the Japanese attack, described the horror and despair they all
had felt over losing their comrades and friends. He spoke of Captain Bridger’s grief and
Doctor Westphalen’s courage. He talked
of Jonathan Ford’s amazing run for safety and fight for life while the couple
hid away on their island, taking notes that helped plot Japanese battleship
sailing patterns. And he told the young
man about the couple’s wedding, including the presence of First Lady Eleanor
Roosevelt and General Douglas McArthur.
When
Crocker finished his missive, Joe turned back to look at the couple as they
stood waiting patiently for the launch that would take them over to the
memorial.
“I
recognize Admiral Noyce and that must be his wife, but who are the others? I see another officer in the midst of the
group.”
“That
would be Captain Benjamin Kreig. He’s
married to Kristin Bridger’s daughter, Cynthia.
She’s there in the light blue dress.
“And the three gorgeous girls? They
look so much like Mrs. Bridger that she must be their mother as well. Are two of them twins?”
“That’s
right. They belong to the cap and the
doc. The one in the middle with the
auburn hair is
“They
look so much alike.” Joe marveled as he stared at the girls.
“Just
like their mama except for the blue eyes.
The cap wouldn’t have had it any other way. The baby girl, Francesca, is the only one of
the girls who got anything from her father – blue eyes, brown hair, and
height. Frankie is fifteen months
younger than Georgie but she has a good four inches on both of her
sisters. She’s bound for the navy, wants
to be the first female Captain of a sub.”
“I
guess that Bridger and his wife were very lucky to find each other… very
blessed… to lose so much but then gain a new family.”
“And
they know it, son. There’s the youngest
member of the family.” Crocker pointed out the child that had interrupted the
couple’s gaze earlier. “James Lionel
Westphalen Bridger is the apple of everyone’s eye.”
“He’s…
he’s a bit younger than the girls, isn’t he?”
Crocker
laughed. “Oh yes, Jamie there was
definitely a surprise. The doc was
forty-six years old when he was born.
The medicos told them that Frankie would be the last one… and she was
for over six years. The boy came as a
big surprise. Doc Bridger couldn’t move
without the cap on her heels through the entire pregnancy. Just between you and me, I think that kid’s a
memorial himself. Judging by his
birthday and knowing that he was two weeks early, I’m guessing that his mom and
dad found a nice way to break the bad memories on the tenth anniversary of the
attack, you know what I mean?”
“Umm,
chief… I don’t really…”
“No… of course not. You don’t
even know the people.” Crocker realized
that perhaps he’d revealed a little too much.
“I’d
like to meet them, if you could arrange it.
Look, I don’t write for some national newspaper. My home town daily probably doesn’t reach
more than five or six thousand.”
“Then
why are you here, son?” Crocker nodded inwardly, having sensed that there was
more to this young man than all the other reporters.
“I’m
here… because my dad is down there in that ship. Because I needed to come and see…”
“They
are leaving now… Admiral Noyce was one of the movers and shakers of this thing
so they get a trip over before the general public. I’ll introduce you later.”
“Who
is the other lady, the one in the dark blue dress?”
Crocker
smiled sadly. “That’s Ginny Palmer,
Ginny Noyce she was. She married a navy
surgeon in February of forty-four, same day that Charlie Westphalen was born,
as a matter of fact. He went down with
his ship in the Sea of Japan during
“They
all seem very close.”
“The best of friends… and something more. Tragedy binds people together. Those people are closer than any family that
I know.”
“I
can see that.” Joe was moved by the few details he’d just heard and wanted to
know more.
“Okay,
that’s our launch approaching. Let me
round up your buddies so we can head over.”
Crocker paused and slapped the young man on the shoulder. “I’ll introduce you. I promise.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
stood at the railing of the observation deck; his gaze riveted on the
barnacle-covered hulk clearly visible in the water before him. A tear slipped down his cheek unchecked as he
thought about his wife and son resting forever in their watery grave on
battleship row.
“I
don’t know why things happened the way they did,” he whispered to the blue sea
before him. “I love Kristin and our
children; I wouldn’t change anything about our life together. But that doesn’t mean that the two of you
aren’t still in my heart. I think about
you all the time…I see so much of both of you in Teddy. He looks like you, Robert, and sometimes he
gets this expression on his face… I can see you giving me that same look,
Carol…” Nathan chuckled quietly as his hands gripped the rail tightly.
“Mother,
should we go join Daddy?” Charlie asked, worry evident on her face as she
watched her father’s lone form on the platform.
Kristin
shook her head gently, knowing that in some strange way Charlie was feeling her
father’s pain. Even though Nathan loved
all of his children equally he and Charlotte had always had a special
bond. “Your father just needs a little
time alone. This is the first time that
he has been back… after all these years maybe he can finally say good-bye.”
Charlie
nodded and wandered away to join her siblings, her gaze still straying to her
father every few seconds.
“This
is a beautiful memorial.” Kristin pulled her eyes away from Nathan to find Bill
and Janet standing beside her. Janet’s
hair was almost completely silver and Bill had very little left but otherwise
they looked the same as they had when she first met them over twenty years ago.
“It
is.” She agreed. “I’m so glad that they
finally did something to recognize… all the life lost that day. Perhaps this monument will be a reminder to
the world of the horrible things that happened… and a reminder that we can
never let them happen again.”
“I
hope that Nathan doesn’t regret coming.”
“Up
until the last moment I didn’t think he would.
He came up with every excuse not to come… we shouldn’t take the children
out of school… The trip from
Janet
draped her arm around Kristin’s shoulders comfortingly. “He loves you. He doesn’t wish…”
“Oh,
Janet… I made my peace with those ghosts a long time ago and I know that Nathan
did as well. Nothing we could have done
would have changed what happened here and nothing we did was responsible for
their loss. Fate meant for Robert and
Carol to be lost that day just as fate meant for us to be together. But I know that Nathan still misses them,
will always miss them. Cynthia still
thinks about Robert… and Jack. I think
that is only natural. But we found happiness in spite of
“Happiness
and a house full of rowdy children.”
Both women laughed as Jamie tried to insinuate his body between Georgie
and Nick. Teddy quickly moved in to
distract the younger boy.
“Happy
and healthy children… Teddy has been so amazing since Ben and Cynthia explained
that Robert was his natural father. Ben
was worried that he would be angry or resentful but their relationship didn’t
change at all. If anything they have
become closer.”
“Teddy
is an amazing young man, but then he has had excellent role models.”
Kristin’s
eyes were once again locked on her husband.
“Perhaps…”
Janet
nodded. “Go to him.”
Nathan
sensed his wife’s nearness without ever looking up, her presence bringing with
it a sense of comfort. She moved up
beside him and placed her hands on the railing beside his. After a few moments he slipped a hand over to
cover hers.
“How
are you?” he whispered.
Kristin
sighed. “I’m… okay. But I didn’t mourn my loss the way that you
did. How are you?”
Nathan
stared down into the black water. “It’s
so strange to look down… to think of them… but I am coping. I needed to be here today. Thank you.”
“Thank
me… what for?” Kristin asked, surprise evident in her voice.
“Thank
you for not pushing me… for letting me make up my own
mind about coming here. Thank you for
those four gorgeous children. Thank you
for loving me and for saving me when grief threatened to overwhelm me.”
“The
decision to attend had to be yours, my love.
As to the other, I offer you the same thanks. Our children are pretty wonderful, aren’t
they? Have you seen the way the young sailors
have been buzzing around the girls? I
saw one young man nearly drop his hat when Frankie started discussing engine
theory with him.”
“Mmm…
I’m keeping a close eye on that situation.
I trust the older two girls implicitly but Frankie… the trouble she gave
you at birth should have been a warning but…”
“At
birth…
Nathan
laughed. “Every single time… I’m sorry
that your father never got to meet his namesake. He would have adored her hardheadedness.”
“He
would have adored the idea that I was being paid back. The mouth on that child alone…”
Nathan
chuckled. “Frankie just adds a little
spice to our life. All of our kids are
intelligent but Frankie… she is just too damned smart for her own good.” He paused for a moment, a pensive look
crossing his face before he finally voiced his thoughts. “Sweetheart… I know that you’ve been telling
the children about Robert… trying to make them understand why coming here was
so important.”
Kristin
turned and leaned back against the rail as she draped her arms around Nathan’s
shoulders and rested her head on his shoulder.
“Robert was their brother. It’s
only natural that our chicks should have questions about him. They should know him… they want to know him,
Nathan. But they don’t want to upset you
by asking about him; Teddy most especially.”
“Perhaps
it’s time that I do talk about him. It
won’t bother you?”
“You
had a life before me, my love, just as I had one before you. The children know that. What matters is that we are a family now.”
Nathan
turned toward her, his arms moving to wrap around her waist. “I love you, Kristin Elizabeth Westphalen
Bridger.”
“And
I love you, Nathan Hale Bridger.” Her
eyes were glistening as Nathan lowered his lips to touch hers.
“Oh good! Daddy must be feeling better.”
Charlie stretched her neck to look around Georgie at their parents embracing on
the outer observation deck.
Jamie
turned to look. “Oh
yuck! They are doing it
again. How come they are always
kissing?”
His
four older sisters laughed at him as Ben bent down to look the youngster in the
eye. “I know you don’t believe me, young
James, but the day will come when you understand why your mom and dad like
kissing. They’ve been doing it since June
of nineteen forty-three so I don’t think that they are going to stop now.”
James
wrinkled his nose in boyish disgust.
“They’ve been married that long?
Yuck!”
“Well
actually they didn’t get married until the fall… OUCH!” Ben’s head jerked up to
stare at Cynthia.
“I’m
sorry, dear. I didn’t mean to kick
you. I think the guides want us to move
into the next room. Why don’t you go get
Mom and Dad?”
Ben
stood and rubbed his shin for a few moments while he stared at his wife. At the slight inclination of her head he
suddenly understood and nodded his agreement before moving toward the outer
deck.
“Go
get the others, Jamie.” Cynthia commanded her younger brother. He smiled and took off.
“It’s okay, Cynthia. I
guessed several years ago that the reason mother and daddy never tell their
anniversary date is because I was probably in attendance as well.” Charlie
grinned at her older sister. “One of my
teachers at school talked about Aunt Eleanor visiting the hospital he was a
patient at in
Cynthia
couldn’t help but chuckle. “Yes… you
were most definitely in attendance. Not
that you are the reason they got married.” She hastened to assure
Georgie
popped an eyebrow at both of them. “Just
the reason they got married that quickly.
When exactly did they marry, Cyn?”
“You
know… I don’t know the actual date myself.
Sometime in late October maybe… they were also in
“Oh geez! Mom must have been huge!”
Frankie was obviously having a ball with the news. “That was only four months before you were
born, Charlie. The flowers probably
didn’t even hide you.”
“But
Charlie was born early… and that wedding was only a legal formality. Mother and Dad had already made their
commitments to each other while they were stranded on the island. Getting married was the first thing on their
agenda after they were rescued.”
“Stranded
on an island… rescued?” All three girls
were shocked at Cynthia’s words. “Mom
and Dad never mentioned anything about an island. Tell us!”
“Uhh…
No. If they haven’t told you I ain’t
gonna. Ask them.”
“Ask
who what?” The four women hadn’t noticed their parent’s approach.
“Ask
what?” Nathan echoed his wife’s question as the girls smiled unansweringly.
Finally
Georgie stammered, “The mountains… we were looking at
the view and wondering… did you used to go up there?”
The
observation deck provided a wonderful view of
“One
of your father’s most favorite places on the island is in those mountains. He took me there once… that morning.”
Kristin’s eyes closed, Nathan’s arms tightening around her as memories flooded over
them both.
“That’s
where you’d been that morning before you brought mother to the Noyces’.” Cynthia murmured thoughtfully, suddenly
understanding so much more about the events of that day.
“Hey!
They are ready for us to go into the Shrine Room.” Jamie ran up and announced
loudly.
Kristin
raised her finger to her lips, gently reminding her youngest that he needed to
speak in a softer voice. He nodded and
quietly apologized.
The
group moved together toward the entrance, Kristin dropping back to wrap an arm
around
“Let
me guess… you are taking notes to write a letter to your godmother.” Kristin was pleased that
“Aunt
Eleanor wants to know all the details about the ceremony… who
was here and things like that. She said
she has a special connection with the navy because her husband was once
Assistant Secretary. She is so
interested… I can’t let her down… especially knowing that she hasn’t been
feeling well.”
Kristin
placed a loving kiss on the side of her daughter’s head. “I know, my precious. I know you will miss her… but you must
remember the good times.”
She
tightened her arms briefly around Charlie’s shoulder again before nodding to
the group in front of them. “Let’s go.”
They
moved in to the room to find their family standing in groups along the wall,
their eyes searching through over one thousand names carved there. James was the first one to find what they
sought.
“Here
it is, dad. Lieutenant
Robert Hale Bridger.” The little boy’s fingers traced the name almost
reverently.
Kristin
moved to Nathan’s side and his arm circled her shoulders as they stared. Nathan’s free hand moved to cover his second
son’s fingers and they continued to trace the name together. Kristin’s fingers moved to touch the name
beside it.
“Who’s
that, mom?” Jamie asked. “Carol
Bridger…”
“Carol
was Robert’s mother… your father’s first wife… and Carol was my friend.”
Kristin
heard a sniffle and knew that it was from Janet, standing with Bill just to her
left.
“Then
she must have been a very nice lady if you liked her.” Jamie observed with the
guilelessness of a child.
“She
was a very nice lady, son.” Nathan’s
eyes closed tightly for a moment.
Charlie moved up behind him and laid her forehead on her father’s
shoulder blade as she experienced his pain empathetically.
Nathan
finally turned to find all of his family gathered around him. “I’m glad we are all together today,” he told
them quietly, “and now I think that maybe it is time to go. We should let others come and pay their
respects.”
The
group slowly migrated toward the shuttle entrance, Nathan and Kristin dragging
up the rear. As they reached the landing
the couple stopped when they noticed Manny Crocker approaching, a young man in
tow.
“Good
to see you, Gator.” Nathan greeted his friend with a handshake.
“You
too, Cap. You look wonderful, doc.”
“As
do you, Chief. You are coming to the
reunion at the base tonight, aren’t you?”
“Wouldn’t
miss it for the world, ma’am. Most of
the crew from the Dolphin are here or due in this afternoon.”
“We
can’t wait to see them.”
“Looking forward to it myself. Cap…
this young fella is Joe Drake. He’s one
of the reporters covering the ceremony but he’s looking for a little more
personal angle for his story and I thought that maybe you could help him out.”
Nathan
smiled hesitantly. “Gator… I don’t
know…”
“Admiral,”
Joe spoke up, “I know that you have a lot of very personal memories that you
might not want to share but… Mr. Crocker has been telling me a little about
what happened to you during the war and… well… he told me that you saw the
Kristin
squeezed Nathan’s arm gently and gave him a gentle nod when he looked at
her. Joe was once again taken by the
intensity of their gaze as their eyes locked.
The
couple looked back toward him as Crocker cleared his throat. “Okay, Mr. Drake. You come along to the hotel this afternoon
and we will sit down and talk awhile.
I’m sure that our son-in-law wouldn’t mind joining us as well, if you’d
like. He was on the
Joe
nodded gratefully. “I’d like that,
Admiral. Thank you.”
*~*~*~*
“I
really appreciate you taking the time to meet with me, Admiral.”
Nathan
smiled at the nervous young man.
“Crocker vouched for you, Joe.
That’s good enough for me. Come
on in and meet the others.”
Joe
gasped at the size of the suite the Bridger family was occupying but the
Admiral’s wife’s smile put him at ease.
She gestured toward a chair. “Sit
here, Joe. Would you like something to
drink?”
Joe
shook his head as he returned her smile.
“I’m fine, ma’am.”
Nathan
plopped down on the sofa next to Joe’s chair.
“Joe, I’d you to meet Bill and Janet Noyce, their daughter Ginny Palmer
and our daughter and son-in-law, Cynthia and Ben Kreig. Everybody… this is Joe.”
“Nathan
tells us your dad was on the
“Yes
sir,” Joe answered Ben.
“That
would be Adam Drake? I remember your
father. He was an excellent sailor… a
real good man. Maybe we could talk more
a bit later if you’d like?”
“Thank
you, sir.”
“Call
me Ben.”
At
that moment a din rose in the room as two side doors opened and children and
teenagers began to pour into the room.
Kristin appeared from the small ensuite
kitchen and sat a tray on the coffee table before moving into the midst of the
group.
“Okay, children. We expect you back from the
beach in three hours to get ready for the party. Teddy and Charlie are in charge so you must
mind them. If you give them any trouble
they will bring you back up here so that your parents may deal with you. I can promise you that if that happens, it
will not be pleasant.”
Ten
children waved to their parents and took off out the door. Joe watched them go with a smile on his face.
“Sorry
about the mob,” Kristin apologized as she moved to sit beside Nathan. He threw his arm around her shoulder and
pulled her closer.
“Oh,
I don’t mind. I like seeing big
families. I was an only child and I
missed having brothers and sisters.”
“We’ll
lend you a few of ours. I have at least
two daughters up for grabs at the moment.”
Nathan growled.
“Sweetheart,
Charlie and Frankie are teenage girls.
It’s their nature to flirt with the young sailors.”
“But
not to make dates with them behind their father’s back.” Nathan growled as his
eyes flashed. “Why can’t they behave
like Georgie does?”
“Georgie
only behaves because she has Nick. When
those young men found out that the girl’s father was Admiral Nathan Bridger any
thought of a date disappeared. So let it
go and let’s give Joe his story, hmm?”
Nathan
turned back to Joe with an apologetic smile.
“Sorry. It’s the father instinct.”
“I
understand, sir. Your daughters are very
beautiful. I can understand that you
feel the need to protect them.”
“They
are gorgeous. And they are going to make
wonderful nuns.”
Kristin
began to giggle to the astonishment of those around her. “I’d forgotten that you made that vow. Oh dear, that was an interesting
conversation, as I recall.”
“It
was our wedding night.” Nathan told the assembled group then groaned as
Kristin’s elbow connected with his ribs.
“Why
don’t you start the story at the beginning, darling, and don’t get too
detailed… we don’t have all night.”
Nathan
nodded as Joe flipped on his recording device.
“I hope you’ve got a lot of tape, son.
This could take a while. I guess
the story should probably start the day I got home on leave… December second, I
believe it was… and Admiral Noyce there met me at the dock to tell me about
this stupid party I had to attend…”
*~*~*~*
A
cheer went through the crowd when Nathan and Kristin appeared at the door of
the ballroom. They beamed at the group
before them; crewmen from the Dolphin and their families, all come to renew old
friendships.
“They’re
cheering because you look so damned good in that dress.” Nathan whispered as
his eyes raked her form. The black
sheath left one of Kristin’s shoulders bare and clung to her body in a
deliciously wicked way. “How are they to
know how much better you looked out of it a few hours ago?”
“Behave
yourself!” Kristin blushed as a perfectly manicured hand reached up to smooth
her upswept hair. “I can’t believe you
sent the children down here early just so you could seduce me.”
“What
can I say? The sight of my very gorgeous
wife always… stirs me.”
“If
you didn’t look so damned good in that uniform…”
“Ahem…
I’m sorry to interrupt but… I believe that this beautiful lady owes me a
dance.”
“Lucas! You look wonderful!” Kristin moved to embrace
the handsome man that she still viewed as a fifteen year old little boy.
“Dr.
Wolenczak, glad you could make it!” Nathan shook hands heartily with the blond
man. “You look great, Lucas.”
“I
wouldn’t have missed this party for the world, Sir. Not after everything that the two of you have
done for me.”
When
the decision was made to remove the Dolphin from active service and send her to
the
“So,
I owe you a dance, do I?” Kristin asked with a twinkle in her eye.
“You
do indeed. In February of 1944 I asked
you to dance at Ginny and David’s wedding.
You declined since you were only hours away from giving birth to
Charlie, but you promised me a dance at the next occasion we both attended here
in this hall. That would be today.”
“Well,
I always keep my promises so I would be delighted to dance with you, Ensign
Wolenczak”
“With your permission, sir.”
“Just
bring her back safely, Lucas. As beautiful as she looks… I’m going to have to keep my eye
on her.”
“I
suggest that you go and keep an eye on your daughters.” Kristin inclined her
head toward the corner and Nathan turned to find his girls surrounded by the
handsome young sons of his former crew.
“I’ll
be with the girls.” Nathan headed
through the crowd, stopping to shake hands all along the way.
*~*~*~*
“They’ve
done well for themselves, our boys.” Nathan moved in behind Kristin and wrapped
his arms around her waist then began swaying slowly to the music.
“I
really like Tim’s wife. He was so shy
that I sometimes wondered if he would ever find someone but Tamara is really
lovely. And don’t Jonathan and Katie
look happy together?”
Nathan
glanced at the couple dancing on the floor.
“I was really worried about that marriage, not because of their feelings
but because of all the difficulties… people can be cruel.”
“The
prejudice they’ve faced has only made them stronger in the long run.”
Nathan
turned his head into Kristin’s, his lips moving caressingly at her temple. “You really are the loveliest woman
here. Why don’t we blow this joint…”
Kristin
laughed throatily. “You are insatiable,
my husband. Later… we’ll make the
children go to bed early…”
“Nope. The last time we tried that I
had to put up with Frances Haley Bridger’s smart comments for a week. That child has a mouth on her… must have
gotten that from you.”
Kristin
turned in his arms. “Forget the later
after that remark. I guess you will just
have to wait… indefinitely.”
“I’ll
send the kids to the beach tomorrow morning then treat you to your own personal
massage.”
“Mmm…
I understand that the hotel’s masseuse is excellent. His name is Horst… Nathan…
where are we going?”
Nathan
pulled Kristin through the french doors out onto the
balcony and into the corner shadows then wrapped his arms around her. “So… you’d rather be massaged by some big
hulk named Horst than by Nathan and his ten magic fingers, hmm?” Those same fingers were now stroking the bare
skin of her arms and shoulders enticingly as he rubbed his hips against hers.
“Well,
that depends. There are certain… fringe
benefits associated with your massages.
You are so much more… thorough.”
Kristin ran her tongue lightly over her lips as she eyed her husband
lustily.
“I
saw a couple of gorgeous blue silk scarves in the hotel gift shop.” Nathan caught Kristin’s lips in a ravenous
kiss. His hands roamed her back;
pressing all the little spots that he knew excited her while her hands did the
same to him.
*~*~*~*
“They’re
kissing! Just like you said they would
be!” Frankie strained her head around the side of the door as she struggled to
see her parents in the dark corner. She
could see the dark shape but their forms seemed to meld together.
“Frances
Haley Bridger! Get your butt back inside
this room!” Cynthia hissed at her baby sister.
“You simply asked where our parents were. I didn’t mean for you to go check it out.”
“Why? They are always kissing each other at home…
and anywhere else we happen to be. How
did you know they would be kissing on the balcony?”
Cynthia
rolled her eyes. “Because
they always were. At some point during every function we ever attended
in this room they ended up on the balcony doing exactly what they are doing
now.”
“And
what happened afterwards?” Frankie
snickered.
“I
ended up with three bratty sisters!”
Cynthia pulled the tail of Frankie’s long chestnut hair. “Now leave them alone!”
*~*~*~*
“Oh, Nathan!” Kristin moaned as his lips worked across her bare collarbone. “Let’s go back to the hotel.”
“So…
do I still need to make arrangements for you to see Horst, the German god,
tomorrow?” He murmured, blowing warm air
over her silky skin.
“Horst who?” Kristin whispered against his
mouth before stabbing her tongue between his parted lips.
“Ahem…”
Nathan and Kristin pulled apart to find Cynthia standing a few feet away,
staring resolutely at the dark ocean.
“Did
you want something, dear?” Kristin asked, her eyebrows raised
in disapproval.
“They
are looking for you inside so I volunteered to… I think some of the children
are getting tired and they want some photos of the entire crew before their
parents start leaving.”
Nathan
reluctantly pulled away from his wife.
Kristin grabbed his arm before he could get away and reached a hand up
to carefully smooth her lipstick away from his mouth. When she finished she reached her hand up to
smooth his hair back into place. His
fingers brushed across her cheek as he whispered his thanks.
Nathan
had moved only a couple of feet when he stopped and snapped his fingers. “Break it up, Bill! They probably want pictures of you as well.”
After
a few moments Janet and Bill emerged from even deeper in the shadows, a pink
blush coating both of their faces. The
minute amount of hair on Bill’s balding head was mussed and the drape of
Janet’s dress off her shoulder suggested that her zipper wasn’t completely
pulled up.
“Spoil
sport.” Bill hissed as they passed the other couple, his fingers working to fix
the back of Janet’s evening gown.
Nathan
laughed as he watched Cynthia and the Noyces go
through the doors, then turned back to Kristin. “So… they take a few pictures, have a few
more drinks, we bid everyone goodnight and head back to the hotel. The children then go to bed immediately. Sound good?”
He gave her a little wink.
“That’s
sounds very nice.” Her fingers trailed playfully up his shirtfront. “But I’m afraid that the hotel guest shop
will already be closed.”
Nathan
grabbed her hand and pulled it toward his pocket. Her fingers brushed against soft fabric and
she looked down to find that Nathan had pulled a hint of blue silk out his
pocket.
He
waggled his eyebrows at her. “I stopped
by this afternoon and made a few purchases.
I was a boy scout, you know… Be prepared.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
came awake with a start and sat up in the bed, swallowing hard. He ran a hand through his tousled hair and
turned to stare at Kristin, his eyes finally focusing on her still form barely
illuminated by the moonlight filtering through the window. He reached out and caressed her shoulder.
“Wha… Mmm… Is it Jamie? Is he sick again?” She mumbled into her
pillow.
“No,
no. Our boy is fine now. He just had to get the beer out of his
system. Maybe he learned a valuable
lesson about drinking.”
“Maybe
his sister did as well. She’s the one
who gave it to him, you know.” Kristin rolled over and stretched, smiling at
the way Nathan’s gaze followed the lines of her curvaceous form beneath the
short nightgown she wore.
His
head jerked up at her words. “Sister? Which one? Why am I even asking that question? It was Frankie, of course! I should have known. That child is a hellion.”
“It’s
kind of scary isn’t it? Does she remind
you of anyone?”
“Remind
me… No. Who should she remind me of?”
Nathan puzzled over Kristin’s question for a moment before the light went
on. “Wait a minute. I wasn’t anything like that.”
“No?”
Kristin’s fingers trailed over Nathan’s naked chest.
“Absolutely
not… I was much worse.” He laughed and lay back, stretching out beside his wife
as she rolled toward him. “I’m going to
have to have a talk with that girl. One
more stunt like this and off to the convent she goes. This is all because I didn’t deliver her you
realize.”
“Don’t
worry about Miss Frances Bridger. I will
take care of her tomorrow… today. What
time is it?”
Nathan
glanced over her shoulder at the clock.
“About twenty minutes to six.” He
leaned forward and planted a kiss on her shoulder. “The kids won’t be awake for hours yet.”
“And
Jamie’s little foray into beer drinking ruined all of your lovely plans for
last night.” Kristin’s fingers trailed
down over his stomach.
Nathan
stared at Kristin a moment with a lusty grin on his face then suddenly jumped
up and hopped off the bed. “Come on.”
“Nathan!”
Kristin sat up, unsure of what was happening.
“What are you doing?”
“Getting dressed. Here, put
this on.” Nathan grabbed a blouse and
skirt and tossed them to her then grabbed his jeans and pulled them on.
Kristin
shrugged into her clothes, giving Nathan another curious stare when he yanked
away the bra that she picked up. He
shook his head.
“Humor
me.”
“Am
I allowed to wear panties?” She asked semi sarcastically.
Nathan
simply looked at her and grinned.
“Are
we going somewhere? What about the
children?” She asked as she slipped on
her shoes.
“Leave
a note for Charlie that we’ll be back by nine… ten at the latest. She’ll get breakfast for the others.”
Kristin
hastily scribbled a note while Nathan ran around the room, collecting items and
stuffing them into a large bag. “Are you
at least going to tell me where we are going?” She whispered as he shut the
door quietly behind them.
“To
do something that I’ve dreamed about for twenty years, my love.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
wrapped an arm firmly around Kristin’s waist as she stumbled slightly in the
dark.
“Careful, sweetheart.” He whispered as he widened the flashlight beam on
the path before them.
“This
is crazy you know.” She murmured back, but her voice held a hint of laughter.
A
few more minutes found them at their destination. “Now stay here a minute and don’t move.”
Nathan told Kristin as he moved away with the flashlight. She watched her husband move toward what she
knew from memory was the rock ledge and pull the bag
from his shoulder. He pulled various
things in and out of it for a few moments then returned to her side.
Kristin
followed willingly as Nathan took her arm and led her toward the cliff
edge. He wrapped his hands around her
waist and lifted her to sit on the edge of the rock then pulled off her shoes. She laughed as he climbed up beside her, spun
her around then pulled her to the center, her skirt riding up as her bottom was
dragged across the smooth stone.
Nathan
settled in behind his wife and pulled her back against his chest, wrapping his
arms around her. Together they watched
as first rays of sunlight kissed the horizon before them.
“Somehow
I knew that we would end up here.”
Kristin’s head fell back as Nathan’s fingers began to lightly trace the
line of her neck. When his hand reached
her collarbone he twisted it and carefully slid the buttons of her blouse free,
one by one.
“I
wanted you so badly that morning. If you
hadn’t been bruised so severely I don’t know if I could have resisted… in spite
of our respective spouses. I’ve dreamed
so many times of loving you here.”
Kristin
turned halfway into his embrace and his lips brushed hers in a questioning
way. She slipped her hand around his
neck and pulled his mouth back to hers in answer. Nathan slid the silky blouse down her
shoulders and tossed it to the side before slowly lowering her down onto the
light blanket that he had spread out moments earlier.
They
took their time, neither one too impatient to have this moment end. They shared long deep kisses interspersed
with loving birdlike pecks as their clothing seemed to somehow melt away. Their hands sought those special spots that
years had taught them brought added joy to their partner. Finally all the barriers were gone except one
on each of their bodies.
Nathan
rolled to his side and stared down at his wife of almost nineteen years, the
love he felt obvious in his sapphire eyes.
His palm trailed lightly down the curve of her waist and over the flare
of her hip, pausing at the band of her panties.
“I
knew… from the instant I saw you that night at the party… the first time our
eyes met I knew that we were made for each other… that in some lifetime we
would be together.”
“I
loved you from that very first look. I
realized that I was falling in love with you at the party and I knew I was head
over heels in love with you by the first morning you brought me up here.”
Nathan’s hand rubbed back and forth across her waist as she spoke. The rising light allowed him to see the start
of surprise in Kristin’s eyes when he pushed up to his knees and shifted down
her body.
His
lips fell to the curve of her hip, memory guiding him as he loving caressed her
flesh. He would never forget the bruises
he’d seen on her body that day, the one in the area he now traced stood
foremost in his mind. This was the
abrasion that he had grabbed accidentally, the spurring factor that led him to
remove Kristin’s blouse to see why she was in pain.
Kristin
knew from his first touch what was going through his thoughts and tears touched
her eyes as she felt the emotion pouring through his kiss. She placed a hand in his hair and rubbed the
back of his head soothingly until, with one final kiss, Nathan pulled up and
moved back into the cradle of her body.
“Time
healed my body but you healed my soul, Nathan Bridger.”
“And
you healed mine.”
Kristin
caught the waist of his boxers and yanked playfully before he could press down
into her. “Love me, my husband.”
Nathan
quickly shed his boxers then efficiently stripped Kristin of her last garment
as well. She held her arms out to him
and he gently pressed his body down on top of her, his erection sliding between
her parted legs to nestle into her glistening curls.
“For all time, my wife.”
They
came together gently, wanting to savor each moment of this special time
together. Nathan eased gently into
Kristin’s waiting warmth and rested there as he stared at her face glowing with
the first kiss of the sun.
“I
don’t know why everything happened the way it did… why all those people… my
family included… had to die. And I don’t
have the words to tell you how grateful I am that you were my destiny. If you hadn’t been there to pull me back to
life… You are my life, my love.”
Kristin
softly caressed Nathan’s cheek. “And you
are mine. I’d been miserable for so long
that I forgot what joy felt like… until you showed me. I’ve never known such happiness in my entire
life as I’ve found in your arms … bearing your children… living my life with
you… loving you.”
Nathan
shifted his hips in answer and Kristin moaned softly as she pulled his head
down to hers for a loving kiss. The
rhythm Nathan set was slow and gentle, allowing their mutual desire to build
over time as they reveled in each kiss, each tender touch.
Kristin
found her release with a loud gasp; Nathan’s fingers slipping between their
sweaty bodies to caress her sensitive nub, his touch pushing her over the
edge. He slowed his thrusting to watch
her face as she gradually slipped back to earth, his mind racing back in time
then moving forward through their lives together.
He
could see in his minds eye the vibrant green of the dress she wore the first
time he ever saw her. He remembered how
she’d felt beneath him when he fallen on top of her during their first football
game. Other memories quickly followed: finding
her in his home the very first time they’d made love; the discovery of her
first pregnancy; delivering Charlie then Georgie; his anguish over the
difficulty of Frankie’s birth.
His
mind then leapt forward to another horrible day, the tenth anniversary of the
attack on
He’d
eaten everything she’d given him in silence and when she’d packed the basket up
and moved to leave he pulled her to the ground.
Their lovemaking had been almost violent as Nathan had assuaged his
grief in Kristin'’ willing body. The
discovery of Kristin’s pregnancy two months later had given the experience new
meaning and although he’d been desperately worried about her through the entire
pregnancy the birth of their son had been a joyous occasion for the entire
family.
Kristin’s
movement beneath him pulled him back to the present and he focused in on her
beautiful features as she smiled languidly up at him.
“Where
were you?” She whispered as she ruffled his hair.
“I
was remembering… remembering our life together, our children’s birth. I was thinking about how happy you were the
day Jamie was born.”
“I
was happy… and so were you. I know that
neither of us could love our girls any more than we already do but I wanted to
give you a son… I wanted the experience of raising a boy. Girls I’m good at… at least I was until
Frankie came into her own personality at three days old. As I recall you were sizing you son up to
inherit your catcher’s mitt within fifteen minutes of his birth.”
“What
can I say? That boy has the hands of a
catcher. And lucky it was handy at the
time.”
“And
that’s a hell of a bat that you are holding between your legs. Why don’t you try to take a swing?” Kristin
grinned as she rocked against him.
“Besides, I’d hate for someone to wander up the path and find us like
this.”
Nathan
smiled and began to move, making slow strokes once again. “They won’t.
This whole area is part of a nature preserve. I checked it out yesterday when I came…” His
voice tapered off but Kristin only smiled lovingly at him.
“I
knew you came here yesterday. You needed
sometime to yourself before the ceremony.
I understood.”
“You
always understand, my love.” Nathan
leaned down for a kiss that began in tenderness and quickly erupted into
passion. He pulled his torso onto his
elbows and slipped his hands beneath Kristin'’ shoulders, hanging on tightly as
the thrusting of his hips increased.
Nathan’s
body was on fire, every tiny movement sending a new torrent of sensation
rushing through his limbs as his strokes grew more forceful. He was soon plunging frantically, Kristin
meeting him thrust for thrust as they climbed toward the pinnacle.
Nathan
and Kristin reached the top together, feeling their souls join for just a brief
moment at the instant of release. Nathan
collapsed on top of Kristin as he emptied himself within and they clung tightly
to each other as the residual waves of their orgasm washed over them.
The
sun was shimmering just above the horizon when Nathan grabbed the edge of the
blanket and draped it over their hips then pulled Kristin tighter into his
embrace.
“You
are so beautiful.” He murmured as he stroked her face.
Kristin
chuckled with contentment. “I’m getting
old. My hair will probably be completely
gray before the year is out and I’m beginning to sag. I found a new wrinkle yesterday, probably
Frankie’s fault. You however… you grow
even more handsome every day. I adore
the silver in your hair. It makes you
look so distinguished, even more handsome than you looked nineteen years
ago. You get better looking every day.”
Nathan
laughed out loud. “It makes me look
old. I’m just a haggard old sailor, but
you, my love, are still as beautiful as you were the day I met you. I haven’t
noticed anything sagging and you needn’t worry about these few stands of
silver. I saw the way young Drake was
checking you out yesterday.”
That
brought a deep laugh to Kristin’s lips.
“You need your eyes checked.
Before the end of the party that young man was seriously checking out
your daughter. I suspect we haven’t
heard the last of Joseph Drake.”
“Which daughter? Charlie, of
course. Georgie doesn’t have eyes
for anyone but Nick and Frankie doesn’t have eyes for anything but submarines.”
Kristin
touched his lips lightly. “No convent
for Charlie?”
“Well,”
Nathan shrugged, “he seems like a nice enough boy and
he lives on the other side of the continent from us. Besides a single dance does not a romance make. Charlie is a
sensible girl. She’ll wait until she’s
finished with school to settle down.
Georgie and Nick are pretty much committed to each other, so I don’t
have to worry about her. Frankie on the other
hand…”
“Perhaps
we’ll see him when we go to
“I
thought it was their turn to come east for the holidays?” Nathan questioned,
wrapping his arms a bit tighter around Kristin and smiling happily as they
discussed domestic matters.
“It
is but I don’t think that Cyn is going to be up to travelling yet.”
“Up
to travelling… why… you don’t mean…?”
“Yes,
grandpa, you are going to get another shot at your little
“I’ll
wait until the baby is born before I get my hopes up. I’ve done that before and ended up with a
James and then an Owen. I still think
that you had a son just to spite me. Not
that you had that much time in the end…”
“Thank
god you had your catcher’s mitt handy.”
“And
the whiskey, don’t forget the whiskey. I
don’t think I was as scared with Charlie as I was when Jamie was born. I just kept seeing you having Frankie… how
hard that was for you and I was so afraid… I should never have let you talk me
into going to the island.”
Kristin
gave him a quick kiss. “It’s been ten
years and you are still beating yourself up over that. The baby wasn’t due yet and I wanted for us
to spend some time alone together before we had to start with the two o’clock
feedings again. Luckily Jamie was in as
big a hurry as his two older sisters to be born so I didn’t suffer that much.”
“Twenty
minutes from first contraction to birth is a little more than in a hurry. I wonder why all of the other babies just
popped right out and Frankie took so long.”
“I
think that
“And perpetually late.” Nathan laughed.
“We’ve
been very blessed in our life together, haven’t we, my love?”
Nathan’s
hand cupped her neck and his thumb lightly moved over the line of her jaw from
ear to chin. “Very very blessed.”
Their
mouths met to love each other for long minutes before parting once again, their
foreheads resting together as they clung to each other.
“Kris…”
“Mmm?” Kristin could hear the hesitation in Nathan’s voice. “What is it?” She encouraged him to speak.
“I…
I wanted to do something…”
“I
thought we just did that.” Kristin smiled against his lips.
Nathan
laughed. “Something
else. You stood here when I left
on the Dolphin in late December of forty-one.
I saw you from the submarine.”
“I
was here. Why didn’t you ever tell me
you saw me?”
Nathan
shrugged. “I don’t know. I saw you here again two years later… the
first time I had to go out after we married.
You were standing here with your hands resting on your belly… on
Charlie. Both times you whispered
good-bye to me then threw a lei into the water… why?”
Kristin
blushed slightly. “You know why… the old
legend that if you throw a lei as you leave then you will come back. I wanted you to come back safely… I wanted
you to come back to me.” She admitted honestly.
“Even the first time… I knew that you had to have time to heal but I
loved you so much and I hoped… I wanted the two of us to have a future
together. So I thought that if I threw a lei for you maybe it would help.”
Nathan
smiled and sat up, pulling Kristin up with him.
He turned and reached for the bag he’d brought sitting on the edge of
the rock. Kristin gazed curiously as he
pulled out a solid white box and placed it in her lap. She opened the box at his nod and gasped at
the two gorgeous flowered necklaces within.
“Oh, Nathan! They are beautiful!” Kristin
carefully lifted one of the strands from the box.
“I
had them made special for us… for this morning… in this place. You know that different leis mean different
things. The one that you are holding is
a love-making lei.
The one still in the box is made to symbolize love.”
Kristin’s
eyes shown as she lifted the flowers to her nose and inhaled the heady
fragrance. Nathan was caught off guard
when she shifted the box from her lap and then moved over to straddle him, her
legs wrapping around his hips as the blanket fell unheeded to the ground.
Nathan
bent his head slightly at Kristin’s urging and she draped the lei over his head
before lifting the loose end and pushing her head through as well. Nathan smiled as he took the second lei out
of the box and repeated her movements until they were joined at the neck by both
strands.
Faces
and bodies slowly melded as they began to nip and nibble at each other’s
lips. Kristin gasped as she felt the
press of Nathan’s arousal between her thighs.
“Again? My God! You are a medical
marvel.” She whispered into his mouth.
“I
just have wonderful inspiration.” He replied as his hands slid down the sway of
her back to cup her bottom. He lifted
her up and then pressed her back down, impaling her on his now stiff
tumescence. Kristin moaned and clenched
him tightly as she bounced, seeking to take him even deeper into her body.
This
loving was as wild as the first had been gentle, the aroma of the flowers and
their sex mingling to stimulate their senses even more. They moved in unison, hands pulling
frantically at already sensitized flesh.
The environment assaulted them, the breeze caressing their bodies that
were being warmed by the sun’s rays. The
sounds of the waterfall tinkling down just a few feet away and the call of the
birds in the trees mixed with their moans as passion rose and then their
screams as they found their release in each other.
Kristin
slumped against Nathan’s chest and his head fell to rest in her auburn curls as
they both struggled to find their breath and their voice.
“Oh,
how I love you!” Kristin finally found the strength to whisper as she lifted
her head to stare into Nathan’s eyes, still dark with spent passion.
“If
it’s half as much as I love you then it’s everything.” Nathan answered then
moved to kiss his wife. The warm air
cooled their heated skin as they shared several loving kisses before finally
breaking apart.
No
words were spoken but they both seemed to understand that it was time for them
to leave. Kristin moved to break their
bond by lifting the lei’s from her neck but Nathan stopped her. They laughed in unison as they found their
clothes and redressed, all the time tethered by the fragrant strands.
When
at last they were completely clothed, Nathan wrapped an arm around Kristin’s
waist and pulled her toward the edge of the cliff. They stared out over the ocean as they remembered
precious good-byes.
“I’m
glad that you are here with me instead of out there.” Kristin told him.
“I’m
glad as well. I’d like to come back to
this place someday… with you.”
Kristin
turned in his embrace until they were facing and cupped his cheeks. “I’d like that, too.” Her eyes sparkled as she lifted the top lei
from their necks. Nathan smiled in
understanding and slowly removed the remaining strand as he ran his lips over
her closed eyelids.
Kristin
opened her eyes and held his gaze for a few moments before their lips met in
one last kiss. They turned and threw
their lei’s into the air at the same instant, watching as the flowers drifted
slowly down to the water below. They hit
with moments of each other, resting on the surface for just an instant before
the churning water of the waterfall caught them and pulled them into its wake.
Nathan
turned to stare into Kristin’s whiskey hued eyes as his hand tightened around
her waist. “Let’s go home, Mrs.
Bridger.”
“Yes, let’s.” Kristin gripped his arms as he lifted her off of the rock. They quickly grabbed the blanket and box,
shoving them into the bag before wrapping their arms around each other. Kristin laid her head on Nathan’s shoulder
and, with a final sigh, they moved off down the path together.
~fin