Title: One Knight
By:
Jaya
Rating:
FRAO!!!
Disclaimer: not mine!
Summary: What could have happened after “Knight of Shadows”
~sQ~
Jonathan
Ford stared pointedly at his watch before bringing his gaze back up to meet his
captain’s. “We really do need to get
started, Sir. This briefing is vital to
our next mission.”
Nathan
shrugged his shoulders. He knew the
briefing was important but he personally wouldn’t have rated it as vital. “We’ve tried to contact Dr. Westphalen,
Commander. I’m sure that she will be
here soon. See, this is probably her
now.” Nathan continued as the hatch door
swung open.
Joshua
Levin stepped through the door to find six sets of eyes staring at him. “Sorry I’m late. I was held up in med bay.” He slipped into his chair.
“
Joshua
looked confused. “Dr. Westphalen hasn’t
reported to med bay this morning. I just
assumed that she came straight here.
Perhaps…” Joshua looked thoughtful.
“I’d better go check on her.”
Nathan
caught Joshua just outside the hatch while Ford protested their exits loudly in
the background. “What’s wrong,
Joshua? Why are you so eager to go check
on the doctor?”
Joshua
looked uncomfortable. “I promised I wouldn’t
say anything.” Nathan didn’t reply, just
stared with eyebrows raised until Levin continued. “Two days ago Dr. Westphalen almost passed
out in the science lab. Yesterday it
happened again in med bay.”
“Why? Could
this be some lingering effect from her exposure during the hurricane?”
“I
don’t know. She refused to let me
examine her. She said she just needed to
rest. It isn’t like the doctor to miss a
briefing though.”
“No,
it isn’t.” Nathan said
thoughtfully. “Go back inside and tell
Ford I said to go ahead with the meeting. If Kristin isn’t feeling well then
she doesn’t need to go on this mission anyway.
You can lead the medical team.
I’ll go find her and I’ll call you if she needs medical attention.”
*~*~*~*
A
quick trip through med-bay and the science labs revealed to Nathan that Kristin
was conspicuously absent so he headed to her cabin, making quick stops at the
galley and gym along the way. Nathan
knocked several times on the door to Kristin’s cabin but she didn’t
answer. He was about to give up when he
thought he heard a noise from within. A
quick glance up and down the corridor showed no one else present so Nathan
pushed the door open and stepped inside, closing it quickly behind him.
Kristin
wasn’t visible and Nathan was sure he’d been mistaken when he heard retching
from the head. Nathan’s own stomach
rolled in sympathy as he stepped toward the sounds. ‘What
could be causing this? It can’t be
viral. We are in an enclosed
system. Perhaps it’s food poisoning… She
sounds really sick. Maybe I should call
Levin. How do I deal with a vomiting
woman? Damn, I haven’t had to do this
since Carol was preg…’
Nathan
stopped in his tracks as all the blood drained from his face. ‘She
can’t be…She’s vomiting and she fainted… Oh, God!’ His mind drifted back two months to the
strange episode he and his crew had experienced when they’d found a hundred
year old shipwreck, the George…
*~*~*~*
The
crew moved quickly toward the launch and cleaner air, all of them puffing on
their rebreathers as they went. Lucas
had just started down the stairs when Nathan felt Kristin pull her arm away
from his grip. He looked up to find her
moving away from the group back into the ship.
“Kristin, come back here!”
She continued moving as if she hadn’t heard him.
“Get
everyone on the launch and stay there.
I’ll get her and come straight back.”
Nathan told Crocker and took off down the corridor.
Nathan
caught up with the stunningly dressed woman just outside the door of the room
where she had found the ball gown and been compelled to put it on. He immediately noticed that she’d lost her
rebreather somewhere between the cabin and the launch. “Kristin, we have to go back to the
launch. The nitrogen content in the air
is too high,” he tried to lead her back in the direction they had come but she
wouldn’t budge.
“I have to get my diary. I can’t let anyone else find it.”
“Crocker
has the diary on the launch.” Nathan
realized that Kristin or he or both were being sucked back into the
unexplainable adventure he thought had ended.
If that ending had come from the release of two tortured spirits into
the next plane or from the realization that they were suffering from nitrogen
narcosis he couldn’t say.
Kristin
moved into the room giving Nathan no choice but to follow her. “Lillian?”
Nathan asked quietly.
Kristin
looked up at him and smiled brilliantly but with no recognition in her
eyes. “Have you seen Robert? I have to speak with Robert.”
“Robert
was here but he left. Do you
remember? You were going with him. What happened?”
Kristin
ignored the questions as she wandered around the room, plumping pillows and
fingering tiny knickknacks. Nathan tried
to question her several more times but she never acknowledged him.
“She
won’t answer you, Captain. You gave her
an answer she didn’t want to hear so she will continue to ignore you.”
Nathan
felt the hair on the back of his neck stand on end as he slowly turned toward
the door. A young man in an early twentieth
century officer’s uniform stood there, a man Nathan recognized as Robert
Fitzgerald, the George’s chief engineer and Lillian’s lover. Nathan could have been greeting a fellow
officer except that this man wasn’t solid.
Nathan could see right through the apparition.
“You talk to her.
Tell her to release Kristin. We
have to leave this boat.”
“She
won’t listen to me either. In her
present state she can’t hear my voice while I’m on this plane.”
“Then
how in the hell do I get Kristin back?
Lillian can’t keep her body. How
do I reach her?”
The spirit seemed to hesitate. “You care for this woman, Captain?”
“Of
course I do!” Nathan was getting
exasperated and light-headed at the same time.
He stuck his purifier into his mouth and took a few deep puffs. “Why didn’t Lillian go with you? We saw her leave!”
“Something
still holds her here. There is a way,
Captain, but it would involve a sacrifice on your part.”
“Anything to get Kristin
back. What is it?”
“Lillian
is growing accustomed to inhabiting a solid form. If I were also in solid form she might listen
to me but that would mean entering your body.
You would have to consent before I would do such a thing.”
“Pity Lillian didn’t give Kristin that option. If that is the only way then do it!”
*~*~*~*
Nathan’s
next conscious moment didn’t really consist of thought but more of feeling,
overwhelming feelings of desire and need.
His eyes flew open and his mind tried to absorb the sight of the
gorgeous woman beneath him. Kristin’s
eyes opened at that same instant and he saw that her awareness had returned as
well. He also realized that he was naked
and lying on top of an equally naked Kristin.
She was screaming in pleasure because of his hard erection buried deep
within her warm folds.
Nathan
tried once to pull out of Kristin’s body but she had wrapped one leg over his
hips and ass. Nathan didn’t have the
strength to force the leg away and surged back into her warm passage. His own need overwhelmed him and he thrust
again and again until he cried out as his body released his hot seed into her
womb.
Nathan
collapsed against Kristin, both of their bodies trembling in the aftermath of
their climax. He heard her whisper his
name and raised his face to look at her.
The hint of a tear in the corner of her eye was his undoing and he
lowered his head to caress her lips with his own. Kristin’s body convulsed against his and he
realized that his own erection hadn’t diminished. He pushed himself up on his elbows and began
to grind his hips into her wildly. Part
of his mind was screaming for him to stop but circumstances and his own desire
for the woman beneath him wouldn’t let him.
Kristin met him thrust for thrust and rapidly reached the edge, arching
her back and screaming his name as she exploded around him again. The tight grip of Kristin’s inner muscles
pulling at his thrusting erection pulled her name from his lips as he came once
again, his climax seeming to go on forever.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
was pulled back to the present by the sound of the flushing toilet. He expected Kristin to appear at the door
until he heard her being sick once again.
He moved through the door and knelt beside the sick woman, gathering her
auburn hair and holding it out of the way until she finished. Kristin started at his touch but she couldn’t
do anything about it so she accepted his help.
Finally
she pulled back until she was leaning against the wall of the tiny
bathroom. Nathan grabbed a washcloth and
wet it before gently wiping her damp face.
He filled the small glass on the counter with water and Kristin rinsed
her mouth out before falling back against the wall again.
“Feel better?”
Nathan asked and Kristin glared at him.
“What do you think?”
“Are you going to be sick again? If not I’ll help you back to your bunk.”
“I
have to get to the briefing.” Kristin
tried to stand up but only made it to her knees before the room began to spin.
“I
don’t think that you are going anywhere.”
Nathan pulled Kristin to her feet and wrapped his arms around her, one
at her shoulders and one at her waist, to keep her upright. They moved slowly through her cabin until
they reached the bunk and Kristin collapsed onto it. Nathan sat down on the edge and cupped her
face with his hand.
“What can I do?
Do I need to call Levin?”
“NO!” Kristin snapped out. “Could you look in my desk drawer, the second
one? I’ve got some saltine crackers
there.”
Nathan retrieved the crackers and handed Kristin
one. She began to nibble on it gingerly.
“Were you going to tell me? About the baby?”
Kristin’s head popped up. “I am NOT pregnant.”
“Then
what is wrong with you? I realize that
I’m not a doctor but fainting and morning sickness are two pretty well known
symptoms. Look, Kristin, I realize that
the circumstances… a baby would… what I am trying to say is that I am right
here and I’m not going anywhere.”
Kristin
smiled wryly. “I’m not pregnant,
Nathan.” She paused and bit her lower
lip, her brow furrowed in thought.
“Fifteen years ago I had a very bad miscarriage. There were… complications and the result was
that I couldn’t get pregnant again.”
Nathan
felt his heart sink a little at her words.
He hadn’t realized until that moment how much he would have welcomed a
child, a child with this beautiful, intelligent woman.
Kristin
was surprised to see the disappointment in Nathan’s face. She and Nathan had begun to build a
friendship based on their work relationship but that had floundered since their
encounter on the George.
“What else can I get for you?”
Kristin
thought a moment. “Could you bring me a
cup of tea from the galley, very weak?
Sometimes that helps.”
Nathan
agreed and left the cabin. Once he was
gone Kristin slowly exhaled and fell back against her pillows as tears began to
stream down her face.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
was pleased to see that a hint of color had returned to Kristin’s cheeks when
he arrived with her tea. She took it and
murmured her thanks as she propped up on one elbow and began to sip it.
“So
what do you thing is wrong with you? I
would like for Levin to give you a full exam.”
“I don’t need an exam. I’m a doctor; I know what I bloody well
need.”
“Touchy, touchy. Look, Doctor, I don’t want to
upset you or imply that you don’t know your job but something is obviously
wrong with you. Have you had a menstrual
cycle since we left the George?”
“That is none of your damned business!” Kristin sputtered.
“Meaning that you haven’t. You know
better than I that sometimes things are misdiagnosed. It seems to me that you should at least take
a pregnancy test if for no other reason than to…” Nathan’s voice trailed off at
the look that flitted across Kristin’s face.
“You’ve already done the test… and it was positive!”
Sorrow
infused Kristin’s features. “Yes, it was
positive but it’s wrong. I saw my test
results. I saw the scans of my uterus. I can’t conceive! I would have given anything to be able to
have another child but it just isn’t possible.”
At
her words Nathan suddenly understood the heartache Kristin carried. He was standing across the cabin from her but
he may as well have been on the other side of the world for all the good he was
doing her. Her strode across the space
separating them and sat down beside her in the bunk.
“Move over.”
“Nath…”
Kristin didn’t have any choice but to do as she was told when Nathan kicked his
shoes off and stretched out beside her.
He settled back against the pillows and pulled her into his embrace.
“This
whole situation is so surreal. I wanted
to talk to you about what happened but you obviously didn’t want to talk about
it. I don’t know what your medical
records say but I think that what happened between us in that cabin made a
child. I understand why you can’t accept
that, given your history but we can’t ignore this. You have to let Levin examine you, give us an
impartial opinion.”
“No, not Levin. You know how gossip spreads on
this boat. I know that Joshua would be
discreet but there are a dozen ways it could leak out, even if it isn’t true. I just thank God that Kreig wasn’t on the
George with us or the rumors would already be rampant.”
‘They wouldn’t be the only
rampant thing around here.’ Nathan shifted slightly as he became aware of the uncomfortable bulge
growing between his hips. ‘This is just what we need to scare her
off. She is so beautiful.’ His
fingers absently fingered her back through her silky nightgown.
“So
where do we go? We are only a few
hundred miles from
“
Nathan
nodded and pulled Kristin tighter into his embrace, noticing the sweet scent of
her hair as he did so. “Why don’t you
try to get a little rest? I’ll make all
of the arrangements.”
*~*~*~*
The
mission had gone efficiently and successfully so Nathan and Kristin found
themselves in
Kristin
followed Nathan into the hotel lobby yawning as they went. He quickly checked in then turned back to get
Kristin but she wasn’t there. A quick
glance around the lobby showed her in deep discussion with the concierge. She nodded when he caught her eye and moved
to join him.
“What was that about?”
“Just saying hello.”
“You know the concierge at the
“I’ve stayed here before.”
Nathan
wanted to ask when but he didn’t want to see pushy. He’d heard rumors about Kristin’s past but he
didn’t place much stock in gossip. He
did suspect that her past had been very interesting but they didn’t know each
other well enough to inquire yet. ‘I don’t know her well enough to ask a
personal question but we’re having a baby.’
Kristin looked around the room with interest while
Nathan stowed their luggage.
“One bed?” She asked with an
unreadable look on her face.
“It
was all they had available on such short notice and I didn’t want to leave you
alone. I’ll bunk on the sofa.” Nathan inclined his head toward the small
sitting area. “Why don’t you see if you
can get up with your doctor friend and then we’ll get some dinner.” He noticed the grimace that crossed Kristin’s
face. “You have to eat something. You’ve lost a lot of weight haven’t you? How long have you been getting sick?”
Kristin
sighed. “About two weeks. I haven’t kept much down. I have been so tired that eating wasn’t worth
the effort. I guess I’ve lost some
weight.”
“Why
don’t we order room service then have a quiet evening. Tomorrow could be an interesting day.”
Kristin
nodded her agreement then moved to the vid-link. Nathan wandered around the room trying not to
eavesdrop as Kristin called Dr. Caraway and made an appointment to visit his
office the next day. He did notice that
Kristin never mentioned pregnancy but just asked him to have her medical
records transferred from the states. “Ten tomorrow morning.
I think he was very surprised to hear from me.” She said when she broke the link.
Nathan
just nodded and moved forward with dinner plans. An hour later they had both showered and
eaten and curled up on opposite ends of the sofa to watch on old movie. Half way through the light comedy they had
migrated to the middle of the couch, Nathan’s arm thrown lightly around Kristin’s
shoulders. By the closing credits Kristin
had her head buried in Nathan’s chest as she tried to hide the fact that she
was crying over the happy ending.
“Possibly
pregnant women get very emotional!” She
replied sarcastically when Nathan called her on it.
Nathan
laughed and snuggled down into the sofa, enjoying the feeling of Kristin in his
arms. It had been so long since he’d
held a woman. He tilted his head so that
he could stare into her warm brown eyes.
“I think we need to talk about this.”
“Why
don’t we wait until the appointment tomorrow and see if we have anything to
talk about?”
“Nope. I’ve got some things I want to
say to you and what we find out tomorrow has nothing to do with them.” Nathan paused and took a deep breath before
continuing. “I was married to Carol for twenty-seven
years. Not once in that twenty-seven
years was I ever unfaithful to her and we were very happy. When she died I gave up on… humanity, I
guess. I didn’t want to let anyone else
be important to me because I might lose them too. When Bill shanghaied me off my island to
visit the seaQuest I had no intention of staying, but I did. Do you know why?”
Kristin
smiled. “Of course… that boat is your
dream realized. You get the best of both
worlds – a little military and a little science. I also suspect that you realized that maybe
humanity wasn’t so bad. You missed
having someone to care for in your life and you recognized that need in Lucas’
life as well.”
“Hey,
you do know me pretty well. Everything
you’ve said is true but perhaps there was one more factor. I was headed to look at the main drive
propulsion units, minding my own business when this gorgeous red head burst
into view and began to flay one of the most arrogant S.O.B’s I’d ever seen in
my life. You were fantastic the way you
ripped into Ford! Then you admitted that
you’d actually read my obscure journal articles and I thought that I’d like to
get to know you better. Not like we
ended up getting to know each other but as a friend, a colleague. Your grasp of your research is awe-inspiring. We were getting to be friends weren’t we?”
Her nod answered his question.
“You’ve
never asked me what happened on that boat, before you came around, I mean. Aren’t you curious?”
Kristin
bit her lower lip. “A bit, but I think I
have a fair idea of the circumstances.
You wouldn’t have taken advantage of the situation so I’m guessing that
we were both overcome by nitrogen narcosis and gave into to our… or perhaps
Robert Fitzgerald was there as well.”
She finished with a quirky smile.
Nathan
was pleased to know that she trusted him.
“You wouldn’t answer me so I tried to talk to Lillian. She wanted Robert and wouldn’t have anything
to do with me. Robert appeared and said
that he needed to borrow my body to talk her into releasing yours. He wouldn’t do it without my consent and I
remember that he asked me if I cared for you.
I said yes. I’ve thought a great
deal about that in the last few months and I came to realize that it was
true. I did care for you then and I do
care for you now, not necessarily only in a friendship sort of way.”
Kristin lowered her gaze to Nathan’s chest but
didn’t say anything.
“What
happened between us in that cabin was the first time I’d been intimate with a
woman other than Carol in almost thirty years.
I felt like I was cheating on her.
Can you understand that? It was
just something I had to work through.”
“I
understand.” Kristin whispered so that
Nathan had to strain to hear her. “The
first time after Alex died… I remember the feeling.”
Nathan
wanted to ask who Alex was but he decided that now wasn’t the time. “I’ve been
trying to get up the courage to make you talk to me for the last two
months. I think that there is a
connection between us, Kristin. What I’m
saying is that I’d like to get to know you better, if you would like that
too. Baby or no baby, I would like to
have you in my life.”
Kristin
pressed the palm of her hand into her forehead.
“I have made so many awful choices in my life, Nathan. It isn’t that simple for me. I feel a connection too, but… I’m
scared. I admit it. What if there is a baby and we don’t work
out?” Kristin rolled her eyes at what
she considered to be Nathan’s flight of fancy.
“What
if there is a baby and we do work out?
What if there isn’t a baby and we work out? What if there is a baby and we don’t even
try? Just think about it. All I’m saying is let’s take things slow and
get to know each other, see what happens.”
“Slow…”
Kristin’s gaze came back up. “I think
that I could handle slow.” She gave him
a tentative smile and Nathan’s heart leapt within his chest. ‘God,
she is so beautiful.’
Nathan
pondered his next move. He didn’t think
that Kristin was ready to start talking about her life and he had said as much
as he felt comfortable about his. He
didn’t want Kristin to think that he was buried in the past. He spied a small stereo system in the corner
and slipped out from beneath Kristin.
“Don’t move.” He told her before
he crossed to the corner and turned on the stereo, filling the room with soft
music then hit the dimmer switch, turning the lights down low.
Nathan
moved back to the sofa and resumed his position on the sofa, his arms lightly
holding Kristin’s shoulders, her arms resting around his waist. “So, you wanna neck?”
Nathan
wasn’t sure how Kristin would take his suggestion but he didn’t expect her to
giggle. “I haven’t necked since I was
eighteen. I rather enjoyed it as I
recall.”
Nathan
shrugged his shoulders and moved his face in close until he could feel her warm
breath on her cheek. “I haven’t asked a
girl to neck since I was eighteen but we kind of missed out on some of the
early stuff and I thought we might start over, slow remember?” Nathan felt rather than heard Kristin’s gasp
as he brushed his lips lightly over hers.
The
music washed over them, wrapping them in its soft tones as they made out on the
sofa. They both enjoyed the feel of each other’s mouth, the touch of hands
stroking hair. Nathan had one hand
buried in Kristin’s thick silky curls and the other caressing her waist when he
pulled his mouth from hers.
“So, is necking as good as
you remembered?”
“Better!” The hand that was wrapped in Nathan’s hair
pushed his head back towards hers. The
music became more sensual and they subconsciously reacted, Nathan’s tongue
running along Kristin’s lower lip requesting admission and her lips parting to
receive him.
Nathan
gently probed the inside of Kristin’s mouth with his tongue, learning her feel
and taste as she did the same with his.
Their tongues danced lightly around each other, pausing only
occasionally to twist together intensely.
Nathan’s
head fell back as Kristin broke the kiss to trail her mouth down his
throat. He moaned when she hit a
particularly sensitive spot and she latched on, sucking and laving it with her
tongue until Nathan was more hot and bothered than he had intended to get. He pulled back slightly to break her hold and
smiled at the desire he saw in her eyes.
Nathan
captured her lips once more in a tongue-tangling kiss; the most passionate
they’d shared. Both were breathing hard
when they pulled apart. Nathan rested
his forehead against Kristin’s as they held each other close.
“As
much as I would love to continue this, I think that the slow part of our
arrangement necessitates us stopping before we get too carried away.”
Kristin’s
eyes showed regret but she nodded in agreement.
“I think you are right. I’m
feeling a little tired anyway. Would you
mind if we went to bed? To sleep I
mean?” She clarified quickly at the
amused look in Nathan’s eyes.
“You
take the bathroom first. I’ll put the
dinner dishes outside and grab the stuff for the sofa.”
Kristin
emerged from the bathroom a few minutes later to find Nathan laying a packet of
saltine crackers on the bedside table.
“Just in case,” he winked at her and disappeared into the bathroom.
Kristin
had thrown her robe over the end of the bed and all but disappeared under the
covers by the time Nathan reappeared.
Nathan fleetingly wondered if she was wearing the same silky white
nightgown she’d had on this morning but quickly quelled that thought when he
felt a familiar pull in his groin.
“I
left the bathroom light on and the door cracked, just in case you have to move quickly.” Nathan said as he bent over the bed and
brushed a light kiss over her welcoming mouth.
“Just call my name if you need me.”
“Good night, Nathan… thank
you.”
“Nothing to thank me for, Babe.”
Nathan hit the light switch, plunging the room into darkness.
*~*~*~*
Kristin
awoke in darkness, the only visible light seeping out from beneath the bathroom
door. Once her eyes adjusted she saw the
shadow by the sofa. “Nathan?”
“I’m sorry I woke you up. Go back to sleep.”
“What’s wrong?”
“I
rolled over in my sleep and slipped off the leather sofa. That isn’t funny!” He continued at Kristin’s giggle.
Nathan
climbed back onto the sofa and tried to settle down but he was restless and
just as he was about to get to sleep he once again slid off the sofa.
“Nathan…”
“Did I wake you up again?”
“I
haven’t been to sleep. I’ve been listening
to you toss and turn. Come get in the
bed. There’s plenty of room in here and
I won’t sleep well knowing that you are uncomfortable.”
Nathan gingerly felt his way across the dark
room. “Are you sure?”
“We’re
adults, Nathan. I think we can handle
sharing the same bed without anything happening.” Kristin flipped the covers down on the
opposite side of the king size bed and Nathan climbed in.
*~*~*~*
The
fly continued to brush Nathan’s nose, just enough to irritate him. He swatted his hand across his face to shoo
it away but within minutes it was back tickling him again. He tried to roll away from the irritation but
found that one side of his body was trapped under dead weight. Nathan cracked one eyelid and stared at his
nose only to find that what he had thought was a fly was an auburn curl and the
dead weight trapping his body was Kristin.
A quick glance showed that sometimes in the night they had both migrated
toward the center of the bed and wrapped themselves around each other.
Nathan
grimaced uncomfortably as he realized that his regular morning erection was
reacting to the close contact with the warm female body lying next to it. A close check showed that Kristin was still
sleeping deeply so Nathan settled back into the pillows and watched her face as
sunlight began to flood the room. Nathan
had memorized her facial features by the time the sunlight reached the
bed. He started to move away from her
when she began to stretch in her sleep but changed his mind. He wasn’t ashamed of the fact that he was
attracted to her and she obviously felt the same way about him. After all they’d met halfway hadn’t they?
Kristin’s
eyelids fluttered several times before they managed to stay open. Nathan felt her entire body tense when she
realized where she was so he brushed a soft kiss across the top of her
head.
“Good morning.
How are you feeling?”
Kristin
raised her head to stare at him. “Uhm… okay at the moment, no nausea. Maybe it was a false alarm.”
Nathan
just smiled. “You want to shower first
or do you want me to go. I can leave the
door unlocked in case you need to… you know.”
Kristin
reached carefully to the side of the bed, her hand returning with several
crackers. “Let me go first in case I do
get sick. I might need a little longer
to get ready.” She cuddled back into
Nathan’s chest and began to nibble on a cracker until his chest hair was full
of crumbs.
“Hey,
I know the old song says you can eat crackers in my bed anytime but I didn’t
say that!”
Kristin
laughed at Nathan as she sat up cautiously.
After ascertaining that her stomach seemed stable she moved to get out
of the bed but before she made it to the edge she turned back with a wicked
gleam in her eye. Nathan eyed her
warily, not knowing what to expect as she leaned towards him. At the last possible moment she altered her
course from his lips to his chest, her tongue lapping over one of his nipples
as it picked up a large cracker crumb. At
the same moment her fingers brushed lightly over the erection he’d wondered if
she hadn’t noticed. He groaned as his
shaft jumped in response. Kristin’s
fingers trailed back up Nathan’s body to cup his face as she slowly chewed the
small crumb. Nathan couldn’t take his
eyes off her lips. He was ready when her
face bent to his again and their mouths met in a passionate kiss.
“I
don’t think I said ‘Good morning’.”
Kristin said then straightened and moved off the bed to the bathroom
leaving a smiling Nathan stretched out on the bed.
*~*~*~*
Kristin’s
hand fingered her neck as she and Nathan sat in Edmund Caraway’s office waiting
for his appearance. Nathan had come to
recognize the gesture as a sign of nervousness in his otherwise calm and
commanding CMO. This was the first time
he had seen it in a personal setting. He
reached across the divide between their two chairs, holding his hand out to
her. She stared at it for a moment
before placing her hand into his grasp.
Nathan gave her a smile and a wink and was glad to see a small grin
appear at the corners of her mouth.
They
were still holding hands when a small gray headed man came bustling through the
doorway. “Kristin! It’s so good to see you. How long has it been? Six years?
Seven?”
“Eight at least. It’s good to see you, Edmund. This is Nathan Bridger, my… friend.”
“Glad
to meet you, Dr. Caraway.” Nathan held
out his hand to the man. “Kristin speaks
very highly of you.”
Caraway
returned the handshake. “So what brings
you here to visit me? The last I heard
you were floating around on some old submarine out in the ocean blue.”
Caraway
moved to sit behind his desk and Nathan and Kristin returned to their
seats. “Did you get my medical records
from the States?”
“I have them right here. I looked over them just a little while ago.”
“Then
you saw how badly the uterus was damaged.
There is no way that conception would be possible?”
“No, this scan shows way too much damage. But
Kristin…”
Kristin
had turned to look at Nathan and Caraway’s voice trailed off as she spoke. “See, Nathan?
I’m sorry but I can’t be pregnant.”
“Wait a minute.
Why would you think that you’re pregnant?” Caraway asked.
“I don’t!”
Kristin stated emphatically as Nathan also began to speak.
“Several
fainting spells,” Nathan felt himself falter
momentarily under the famous Westphalen death glare but pressed on. “Morning sickness, no period in two months
and a positive pregnancy test to boot.
What does that sound like to you, Doctor?”
“Assuming
that you throw in a little good old-fashioned sex during the appropriate time
frame I believe your diagnosis is correct, Captain. It sounds like a baby in the making.”
Kristin
was getting irritated. “I don’t care
what it sounds like, Edmund. You just
told me that I couldn’t get pregnant.”
“No,
Kristin, I did not.” Kristin slipped
back into her chair with a look of disbelief on her face as Caraway pulled some
papers from a file on his desk and handed them to her. “I said the uterus in this scan couldn’t
carry a child but, at the risk of getting myself beat up by Mr. Bridger here, I
am intimately acquainted with your uterus and that isn’t it.”
Kristin’s mouth fell open. “Those are my medical records?”
“They
are the records that were sent to me when I requested yours but if their
diagnosis was based on this scan then it is wrong. The woman this scan belongs to has a pelvic base three inches wider than yours. Her uterus is also tipped and yours is
not. The miscarriage couldn’t have
caused that.”
Nathan
saw Kristin bite her lip at this. He was
coming to realize just how deeply losing her baby all those years ago had
affected her. “It’s been fifteen years,
Edmund. I obviously haven’t been taking
precautions so why haven’t I conceived before now if it’s possible?”
“Did
you actually go back and sleep with the cheating son of a bitch after you lost
the baby? I didn’t think so. You were only married to the next bastard for
four months before he went after your daughter.
Perhaps you and Mr. Bridger have been together long enough to…”
Caraway’s voice trailed off as he saw Nathan shake his head discreetly and hold
up a single finger. “Apparently the two
of you are just extremely compatible.
Look, why don’t we do some tests and then I will examine you. That will answer all your questions. Let me set things up and I’ll be right back.”
Nathan
moved to Kristin’s side once the door closed behind Caraway but she wouldn’t
look at him. “Are you okay?”
Kristin’s
head began to move side to side in a tight shake. “No, I am not okay. One of the major premises on which I have
based the last fifteen years of my life may be about to be ripped away. To top that off my doctor and friend has just
told you about the two most dismal choices I ever made in my life. So no, at the moment I am most definitely not
okay.”
“Do you… uhm… want to talk about…”
“No,
I do not! At least not
now. Oh God, Nathan. What if there really is a baby?” The tone of Kristin’s voice scared Nathan and
he knelt by her chair and forced her to look at him. What he saw in her face stunned him. He saw hope.
Kristin’s face was infused with hope that she was desperately trying to
keep under control. Nathan breathed a
sigh of relief. He had been so afraid
that she would be terribly upset if the pregnancy was proven fact.
Edmund Caraway stuck his head back in the door. “Ready to go?”
Kristin
stood and gave a tentative smile. “No
time like the present. Nathan, do you
want to come or would you like to wait here?”
“Are you sure that you want me there? I don’t want you to be uncomfortable.”
Kristin nodded her consent and they left the office
hand in hand.
*~*~*~*
“Congratulations!”
Nathan’s
face broke into a huge grin at Edmund’s announcement but Kristin just
nodded. “So now we need to do genetic
testing?”
“It isn’t absolutely necessary but yes, I would
recommend it.”
“Why? What’s
wrong?”
Caraway
started to speak but Kristin interrupted him.
“Nothing is necessarily wrong, Nathan.
It’s just a precaution. I’m not
exactly a teenager any more and as a woman gets older
the chances of… problems increase.”
“I’ll
put a rush on the tests so we should have preliminary results by
tomorrow.” Caraway smiled. “How about we take a look at the little one?”
*~*~*~*
Kristin
had been silent through most of the late lunch they shared at a small café and
Nathan was getting worried. She stared
out of the window at the busy street as she sipped her tea, reluctant to meet
his gaze.
Nathan
knew that he was reticent by nature and he was beginning to realize that
Kristin was as well, at least about personal items. He debated leaving her alone for awhile to
get her thoughts together but finally decided against that course of
action. If they were going to have a
baby together they had better learn to talk to each other.
“I’m
not going to go away. We are in this
together so you want to talk about it?
Tell me how you feel, Kristin.”
Nathan
thought she was going to ignore him but eventually she spoke. “I don’t know how I feel. I never dreamed I’d be in this position
again. I wanted another child for so
long and after the miscarriage I had to lock that dream away. A baby will certainly put a damper on my
career…”
“It doesn’t have to.
Lots of women have babies and careers.
I’ll be there too.”
“You’ll be on the seaQuest.”
“So will you.”
“Be
serious, Nathan. They aren’t going to
let me stay on after they find out that I’m pregnant, and that you are the
father.”
“If
you go, I go. I spent the majority of my
son’s life at sea. I missed every
important event, even his birth. I am
not going to make that mistake again. If
the UEO wants me on that boat then you and the little one are part of the
deal. If they don’t accept that we’ll go
somewhere else, to my island maybe, but we’ll find someplace where we can do
our research and raise our child.”
Tears
appeared at the corners of Kristin’s eyes.
“God, you must hate me!” She
pushed back from the table and ran through the door before Nathan could stop
her. Nathan grabbed the waiter and
thrust several bills into his hand before taking off after Kristin.
A
light rain had begun to fall and by the time Nathan caught up with Kristin they
were both soaked to the skin. He grabbed
her shoulders and whirled her to face him, causing curious looks from several
passersby. “Why did you say that? How could you even think that?”
“You
may be forced to give up your dream because of what happened. I should have known those results were
wrong. I should have been protected.”
“I’m
not being forced to do anything I don’t want to do. I am making a choice, Kristin, my choice. I choose to be with you and the child. As for the other, that is just insane. I was there too, remember. I could argue that I should have provided
protection. The fact of the matter is
that we weren’t. Fate has decided that
we are going to have a baby. So our life
takes an unexpected turn. Lucas once
made a statement that really made me think.
He reminded me that things change, life changes. I’m happy; no I’m ecstatic about being a
father again. I don’t hate you,
Kristin. I love you.”
Nathan
hadn’t intended to say those words, hadn’t even thought about it until that
moment, but he realized that the words felt right. What he felt for Kristin was love, different
than what he had felt for Carol, but just as powerful and perhaps even more
passionate. Nathan stared deep into her
sable eyes and said it again. “I love
you, Kristin.”
“I love you, Nathan.”
Their
lips met, as they stood there in the rain, kissing passionately, oblivious to
the amused grins of the people swirling around them.
*~*~*~*
Kristin
was shivering by the time that Nathan got her into the hotel room. She tried to suppress a small sneeze but
Nathan heard it.
“Come on, get those wet clothes off. I’m going to start the shower.”
Kristin’s
fingers were stiff with cold and she had barely managed to unbutton her blouse
by the time Nathan returned. “I’ll be
just another minute.”
Nathan
took her hands in his and felt the cold.
He’d removed his wet shirt along with his shoes and socks while he was
in the bathroom and now he went to work on Kristin’s. She protested once but he ignored it and
within minutes they were both in the shower, the warm water caressing their
cold bodies.
Nathan
rubbed her arms and back vigorously and was pleased to see the pink flush
indicating that blood was returning to her cold limbs. He continued the gentle massage until her
entire body glowed. His own body was
also quite warm but not because of the water.
Kristin
turned to face Nathan, wrapping her arms around his neck. Nathan sighed at the feel of her pert nipples
drilling into his chest. He slid his
hands down the curve of her back to cup her bottom, pulling her into contact
with his firm member. Kristin’s gaze
fell to the dark pink spot on Nathan’s neck that she had discovered the
previous evening. Her lips attacked it
with a vengeance causing Nathan to moan.
He thrust his hips against her, his swollen erection sliding over the
wet skin of her stomach increasing his moaning.
Nathan
felt Kristin’s knee as it slid sensuously up his leg. Her eyes opened wide with surprise when
Nathan shifted them around and pressed her against the wall of the shower. His hands held her shoulders firmly as they
kissed with growing desire. Kristin
whimpered when Nathan pulled away from her but her whimpers turned to sighs as
his mouth grazed the swell of her breast and continued on to capture the rosy
nipple.
Kristin’s
breath grew uneven as Nathan laved and sucked the tender peak, his caressing
tongue punctuated by gentle nips with his teeth. As Nathan was moving from one breast to the other
he glanced up and saw Kristin staring down at him, need evident in her
eyes. As he worked the second nipple
with his mouth he reached down and grasped his erection, flexing it away from
his body. Kristin’s body, freed from his
strong grip on one side, thrust forward involuntarily and Nathan felt his penis
slid between her legs and along her wet folds.
Nathan’s
hips surged forward seeking her entrance.
‘Not like this!’ He pushed himself away from Kristin, his body
protesting. He yelped as his side hit
the faucet sticking out of the shower wall.
He and Kristin both screamed as the warm water quickly became icy cold,
cooling off their bodies and their ardor.
Nathan
cursed as he turned off the water and reached for a towel. After draping it around his hips he grabbed
another one and began to dry Kristin.
When she tried to take the towel away from him he stopped her with a
gentle kiss. Once Nathan was done he
grabbed Kristin’s nightgown from the back of the door and slipped it over her
head. Nathan scooped her into his arms
and carried her into the main room. He
tucked her into the bed before sitting down beside her, the romantic moment
broken.
“We’ve
had an eventful morning, haven’t we? I
know that you are tired. Why don’t you
take a nap while I run an errand or two?”
“Where are you going?” Kristin finally spoke.
Nathan
winked at her. “You shouldn’t ask
questions. I thought that if you felt
like it tonight we could have a special dinner, a celebration, if you feel up
to it. What would you like to do? Dining and dancing? Take in a show? What about a concert?”
“Surprise me.”
Nathan flashed her his best
little boy grin. “Okay, but remember you
said that.”
Kristin
smiled sleepily as she watched Nathan pull on his clothes. Before he was completely dressed she was
asleep.
*~*~*~*
The
ringing of the telephone pulled Kristin from her sleep. She fumbled for the phone as she opened her
eyes and realized that the sun had gone down.
The only light in the room came from a small lamp beside the sofa.
“Hello?” She
whispered, shaking her head to clear the confusion.
“You look beautiful sleeping.”
“Nathan!
Where are you? Why didn’t you
wake me up earlier?”
“You
needed your rest. I would have let you
sleep longer but we will be late. I
thought you might like some privacy.
When you are ready meet me downstairs in the bar.”
“Where
are we going? I didn’t really bring
anything to wear out. I didn’t think
we’d be here that long.”
“Check
the closet. I hope I got the size
right. I put a cup of tea and some
crackers by the bed in case Junior is a little queasy. I’ll see you down here in a little while,
okay?”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
sat at the bar nursing his pint of bitter as he waited for Kristin, his mind a
blur of activity. His life had certainly
changed in the last two days but he was excited about those changes. Nathan knew that he wouldn’t have faced his
budding feelings for Kristin so soon if the circumstances had been different
but he was grateful for what had happened.
He’d been made to realize just how much the fiery redheaded doctor meant
to him and he was getting a second chance at a family in the bargain.
A low whistle from the man sitting next to Nathan
pulled him back to the present.
“Wouldn’t you love to get to know her better?” The man muttered.
Nathan
turned to look, his face breaking into a smile at the vision before him. “I intend to, my friend. I intend to.”
Nathan’s
gaze took in every inch of Kristin as he moved to greet her. The simple black cocktail dress that the
sales assistant had helped him pick out became so much more on Kristin’s
shapely body. The silk and lace hugged
her curves like a glove while the low neckline accented her generous bosom. Below the knee length hem sheer black
stockings encased her long legs and she wore high-heeled black pumps on her
feet.
“You look gorgeous!”
Nathan told her as he kissed her cheek.
Kristin
smiled her appreciation, her face alight at the complement. “Someone did a wonderful job picking out my
ensemble.”
Nathan
shrugged. “I had a little help. I’m glad you didn’t wake up and realize I’d
stolen your shoe to get the right size.
You really look fantastic!”
“You
look very nice yourself.” Kristin ran a
hand over the lapel of Nathan’s dark suit.
“Very nice.”
“I
haven’t been in one of these things in years.
I’m amazed I remembered how to tie the tie.” Nathan liked the look in Kristin’s eyes as
she touched the knot of his tie, straightening it slightly. The gesture was oddly intimate and their eyes
sparked as they looked at each other.
“Would you like a drink before we go?”
Kristin
debated before shaking her head. “I’d
better not. I’ll just have a club soda
if you want one. I’ll have wine later
and too much alcohol isn’t good for…” her hand strayed to her abdomen. “I still can’t believe that I’m saying this,
the baby. Will you tell me now what we
are doing this evening?”
Nathan
placed a hand beneath her elbow and led her toward the hotel lobby as he
spoke. “The concierge told me that the
evening dinner cruise on the
Kristin
wrinkled her nose at him but tempered it with a smile. “Very thoughtful of you. So what did you think of next?”
“I
thought about an evening of dancing.
There is something very appealing about holding you in my arms on a
dance floor. But even slow dancing can
be strenuous and I’ve noticed that you have been very tired lately. So I discarded that idea.”
“I
have been tired. That is fairly common
in the early months… the body readjusting to the hormone levels and the
diversion of nutrients. It should get
better very soon. Until then I’ll just
rest as much as I can.”
“I
intend to make sure that you do, Doctor.
Anyway, I thought about a show but I realized that I didn’t want to be
stuck in a dark theater and not be able to talk to you. I suspect necking would be frowned upon at
any
“It’s a little cool for an outdoor concert. Did the ground dry after the rain?”
Nathan
gestured to the limousine waiting at the front door. He helped Kristin in and named the restaurant
for the driver before settling down beside her.
His foot nudged a box and basket sitting in the floor. “The ground has dried out but we have
everything we could need, a plastic sheet and a blanket for sitting on, and
several large blankets for wrapping up in.
I can’t think of a better way to spend the evening than wrapped in a
blanket with you. The public place will
ensure that we don’t get too carried away again…”
“You’ve
obviously never been to one of these concerts.
Would it be so awful if we did get carried away, Nathan? Or perhaps you don’t find the thought of
making love with a pregnant woman appealing.
Some men don’t.”
Nathan
had a good idea that she was referring to one of her ex-husbands. “I’m not some men. You are beautiful, Kristin. You will be beautiful tomorrow, next week,
next month, in six months time. I can’t
wait to see you heavy with our child.”
Nathan’s
free hand slipped to cover Kristin’s stomach while the one resting around her
shoulder moved to cup her breast. He
leaned over and placed a loving kiss on her lips. “We’ll know when it’s right for us, Kristin. I have a feeling that it won’t be long.”
*~*~*~*
The
limousine drove through the almost deserted streets, wending its way back to
the hotel. Nathan rested comfortably in
the back seat, his arm around Kristin’s shoulder as she relaxed her head
against his chest. They’d had an
enjoyable dinner, although Nathan noticed that Kristin ate very little of
hers. A small dance floor had allowed
Nathan to hold her in his arms while they swayed to romantic love songs. After dinner they’d gone to the concert in
the park. Nathan found a quiet place in
a dark spot to spread their blankets and they had cuddled together, body heat
and a bottle of wine keeping them warm in the cool evening air. Kristin had helped Nathan discover that
darkness could be a very effective shield, even in a public place. They had both pulled back before things had
gone too far, but Nathan had been delighted to realize that he’d forgotten to
buy Kristin a bra that could be worn with the dress’ low neckline.
The
limousine slid to a stop in front of the hotel and Nathan gave Kristin a gentle
shake. She turned her face to smile up
into his.
“I thought you were dozing.”
“No,
just resting, reflecting on a wonderful evening. It’s been a very long time since… well, since
anyone went out of their way to plan something special for me. It was lovely.”
The
driver opened the door before Nathan could kiss her. He climbed out of the car and tipped the man
before holding out his hand for Kristin.
She still wore a bemused smile and Nathan realized that she was slightly
tipsy, having had a couple of glasses of wine on a nearly empty stomach. “Can you walk or should I carry you?”
“You
can’t just carry me across the lobby of the
Nathan
laughed and wrapped his arm around her waist, guiding her toward the
elevator. Halfway there, the hotel
concierge stopped them. “Is everything
all right, my…”
“Oh dear. Is it that obvious?” Kristin whispered and looked around. “I’m fine, Dennis.”
The
man gave Nathan a hard stare before reluctantly returning to his post. “Why do I feel like he’s going to come back
and beat me up if you can’t make it to the elevator?” Nathan asked and Kristin began to giggle.
Luckily
they only had to wait a moment for the elevator doors to slide open. The attendant fought to keep a grin off his
face at the sight of Kristin hanging onto Nathan to keep upright. Once they’d gained the relatively private
recesses of the elevator Nathan gave up and swung Kristin into his arms. She continued to giggle as she buried her
face in his neck. Nathan heard the
snicker of the elevator operator and looked up just in time to see a familiar
figure. Admiral William Noyce stood
about twenty feet outside of the elevator, his profile clearly visible to
Nathan.
“Close
the damn door!” Nathan hissed. The doors began to slide shut as Nathan swung
toward the side in an effort to hide his face.
He was too late. Noyce caught
sight of him and called his name in disbelief just as the doors closed.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
awoke with a start, feeling lost. A
quick search revealed why, the bed next to him was empty. He’d quickly gotten used to finding Kristin
next to him and he missed her. As his
eyes adjusted he noticed the dim light from the small television in the sitting
area. He climbed out of bed and made his
way over to find Kristin lying on the couch.
Her pale face told him that she’d been sick.
“Why don’t you come back to bed?”
Kristin
shook her head slightly, the small movement bringing a green tinge to her
face. “Maybe in a
little while. I can’t get back to
sleep right now. Don’t ever let me drink
wine again.”
Nathan
wrinkled his nose at that thought. “So Junior
doesn’t like alcohol. That can only be a
good thing in the long run. Wouldn’t you
be more comfortable in the bed?”
“The
television keeps my mind off of my stomach.”
Nathan noticed that she had a pillow clenched over her abdomen.
“Think you could stand some company?”
Nathan
grabbed the pillows off the bed and slid behind Kristin so that they were
spooned together staring at the television.
“So what’s going on?”
“The
movie is one of those early 70’s horror films, a period piece, very campy but quite good so far. It’s only been on a few minutes but basically
the woman just arrived at her fiancee’s home for their wedding. The guests are leaving just now. I’m sure the house will be haunted. Some strange things have already happened.”
“Hey, that woman kind of looks
like you!”
Kristin eyed the screen critically. “Do you really think so? I’m not that pretty.”
Nathan
popped his head over her shoulder.
“You’re prettier.” He told her as
he kissed her. “I’d love to see you in
that dress, too.” He added as he ogled
the actress in the revealing seventeenth century gown.
They
lay together and watched the movie, both jumping at the sudden and unexplained
attack on the bride on her wedding night and her subsequent search to find out
what had happened.
“Kind of like us,” Kristin remarked. “Was it ghostly possession or nitrogen
narcosis?”
The
movie continued on, punctuated by their comments speculating on the role of an
ominous woodsman and Nathan’s ongoing dialogue about the presence of “Thing
from the Addams family in his first starring role” and his incessant humming of
that television series’ theme song while snapping his fingers every time the
disembodied hand crawled across the screen.
Kristin
became much quieter after the discovery of the young wife’s pregnancy and the
appearance of the doctor from
Kristin
didn’t protest and within a few minutes he had her back in bed, wrapped in his
arms. “It was just a movie,
Kristin.” He whispered to her. She didn’t answer but snuggled deeper into
his embrace.
*~*~*~*
Kristin
woke to an empty bed and an empty room.
A red rose and a note from Nathan lay on the pillow beside her. He’d gone out to make some calls so he
wouldn’t disturb her, the note said. He
needed to arrange more time away from seaQuest and take care of a few personal
things. He’d left her tea and crackers
by the bed but they didn’t help and she was once again violently ill.
When
she was feeling better she managed to get dressed and wandered around the hotel
room until she couldn’t stand it anymore.
Dr. Caraway had said he would call the minute he got any results back
but Kristin knew that it would be several hours. A phone call from Nathan to check on her
broke the monotony but only for a few moments.
Finally Kristin decided that she had to get out of the room for a while
or go crazy so she scribbled Nathan a note and went downstairs.
The
small lounge looking out over a lovely courtyard was almost full but Kristin
found an empty table next to the window and ordered tea and toast. She was enjoying the sunlight on her face
when a voice cut through her thoughts.
“Would you mind terribly if I sat here with
you? There are no other empty tables.”
Kristin
opened her eyes to find a pretty woman about her own age standing by the
table. She gestured at the table. “Please join me. I’d be grateful for the company.” ‘Anything to take my mind off that damned movie.’ “You’re American?”
“Yes. My husband is here on business and I came
along for the ride. He’s in a meeting
right now but he is supposed to meet me here in about an hour. My name is Janet, by the way.”
“I’m Kristin.
So how do you like
The
two women made friendly chitchat until the waiter came to take Janet’s order
and continued until their food arrived.
Janet grimaced at the dry toast on Kristin’s plate. “That must be how you keep your wonderful figure.” She laughed as she bit into a decadent
looking pastry.
“You
don’t know how much I’d love to have what you’re having but…” Kristin paused
and gripped the table as her stomach did a major flip. Janet immediately noticed that she had gone
pale.
“Are you all right?
Do I need to call someone?”
Kristin
shook her head slightly as she struggled to breathe in and out deeply. Within a few moments the nausea began to
wane. Kristin tentatively sipped her tea
and was relieved that it went down with out incident.
“I’m
fine really. Just a
passing bout of morning sickness.”
Janet’s eyebrows raised in question as her gaze dropped towards
Kristin’s abdomen.
“Two months.
We just found out yesterday.”
“Congratulations. Well, I mean, if you’re happy… I don’t know
what I mean. Please ignore my bad
manners.”
Kristin
laughed. “Thank you. I don’t think your
manners are bad at all. It was quite a
shock for us as well.”
“You weren’t trying to get pregnant?”
“Oh no. Until I found out I was
carrying this baby I was under the mistaken impression that I couldn’t get
pregnant.”
“Oh dear. Is your husband happy about it?”
“He’s
ecstatic about the baby, but he isn’t my husband. He does want to be involved in the baby’s
life though… and he is a wonderful man.”
“So perhaps the two of you will be getting married,
hmmm?”
Kristin
didn’t really know how to respond. She
hadn’t even considered that. “I don’t
know. I don’t have a very good track
record. I swore after the third marriage
that I’d never do it again… I’m sorry. I
don’t mean to just pour all of this out on you but you
are so easy to talk to.”
Janet
placed a friendly hand over Kristin’s.
“Don’t be sorry. It sounds like
you just needed an unbiased ear to listen.”
They
both looked up at the approach of the waiter.
“I’m sorry to interrupt, my lady, but the desk just delivered this
message. They said you were waiting for
it. They also said to tell you that the
Captain just returned and is on his way upstairs.”
A
quick glance told Kristin that the caller had been Edmund Caraway. She thanked the waiter then turned to
Janet. “I’m sorry but I have to go.”
Janet gestured at the note. “Is everything okay?”
“I hope so. I
have to call my doctor for the results of my genetic testing.”
Janet
impulsively stood up and embraced Kristin.
“I’m sure that everything will be fine.
You go, but if you need to talk again we will be here for several
days. I’m in room five ten.”
“Thank you, Janet.
I really appreciate that.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
had called downstairs in search of Kristin so he was waiting by the door when
she arrived. She barely acknowledged him
as she hurried to the phone but when she picked it up she found she couldn’t
dial. Nathan pried the note from her
hand and pulled the phone away from her.
He dialed the number and turned the speakerphone on before he wrapped
his arms around her in support.
Edmund
Caraway was on the phone in seconds spouting off medical jargon that Nathan
didn’t understand but he knew that Kristin did.
He felt her relax slightly with each new result so he knew that they
were good. When Edmund paused, Nathan
caught her gaze. Kristin could read the
question in his eyes and she smiled and nodded to confirm that everything was
okay. But then Nathan felt her stiffen
as she began to ask Caraway about one further test. Nathan understood the answer to this question
– inconclusive. Caraway tried to
reassure Kristin that this wasn’t a bad result but more probably a defect in
the machine. He asked her to return to
the office and let them take another sample for outside testing. Kristin agreed calmly but Nathan could tell
that she was very upset. Once they’d
hung up the phone he led her to the sofa and knelt in front of her.
“Kristin,
you are a doctor so you know that what Caraway was saying was true. Every other result was perfect. We can’t let ourselves get discouraged yet.”
“I
know that. It’s just…” Kristin buried
her face in her hands. “I just feel like
the walls are closing in on me. I can’t
get that damned movie out of my mind. I
know that this baby is ours physically, genetically, but who made it? Was it us or was it the ghosts?”
“I thought you didn’t believe the ghosts. It was nitrogen narcosis you said.”
“Damn it, Nathan!
I’m serious. It had to be the
nitrogen levels but…
“I
don’t give a damn what it was. We made
this baby. Kristin, I was me when I
climaxed, not possessed by a ghost or high on nitrogen. I might have been able to stop but I didn’t
want to. Being inside
you felt so fantastic. Besides, I
don’t think it was the first time, I think it was the second. I have never come like that before and I
think that’s when we made our baby.”
Kristin
grinned slightly at the memory. “I think
so too.” She answered, a touch of color
rising into her cheeks as she remembered her own powerful orgasm.
“So,
let’s go to Caraway’s office and get the sample taken care of then let’s get
out of here.”
“What?”
“We
are not going to sit around this hotel room for the next twenty-four hours
waiting for the phone to ring. We’ll
leave the city; spend the night somewhere in the country. What do you say?”
Kristin looked thoughtful. “How would you like to see where I was born?”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
was intrigued. Kristin was finally going
to allow him a glimpse into her past.
The thought of getting out of the city had cheered her up immensely and
she taken over the preparations. Her
first phone call was to her daughter.
“Cynthia,
its Mummy. Where are you? Heathrow? What are you…? Bloody hell, Cynthia! Why in God’s name would you go on vacation to
the Amazon Confederation? It’s dangerous
down there. Yes, I realize that you are
an adult… Yes… I just… I’m in
Kristin’s
disappointment was obvious. “I’d hoped
you might get to meet Cynthia. I think
you would like each other. She’s a bit
headstrong but…”
“Wonder
who she got that from? I’ll meet her
next time. We’ve got to tell her she’s
gonna be a big sister. I only wish…”
As
his voice trailed off Kristin knew that Nathan was thinking about his son,
Robert. She placed a comforting hand
over his. “Why don’t you get our things
together and I’ll arrange for transport.”
*~*~*~*
Nathan
motioned for Kristin to exit the lift first and stood admiring the view as she
sauntered out ahead of him. She was
halfway across the lobby before she realized that he wasn’t beside her but
standing just outside of the lift door, his eyes trained on her ass. She cleared her throat loudly and his gaze
popped back to her face, an innocent grin plastered on his lips.
Kristin
laughed in spite of herself. She was
disconcerted over the events of the last few days but she also knew that it had
been a very long time since she had laughed this much. In spite of all the turmoil Nathan had gone
out of his way to make things easier for her.
‘He makes me happy. I can’t remember the last time being with
someone, a man, really made me happy!’
She smiled when he caught up with her and wrapped his arm casually
around her waist.
“Go check out while I check on the car.”
Kristin
gave him a saucy wink then took off toward the front door, her hips wiggling
suggestively because she knew Nathan was watching.
“Might I ask what you are doing here?”
Nathan
cringed as the voice of Admiral William Noyce sounded in his ear. ‘Thank
God Kristin had cleared the doors.’
“Hi, Bill.”
“If
memory serves me correctly the seaQuest is testing currents off the coast of
the
“I…
uhm… I contacted your office but you weren’t available so I had to arrange
emergency leave with the duty officer. I
had some… personal business to attend to.”
Noyce
nodded a knowing grin on his face. “I
saw your personal business last night, at least from the back. She looked very beautiful.” He clapped a hand on Nathan’s shoulder. “I know that you’ve been alone for a long
time but don’t make a habit of running out on the boat. Is the lady someone special? I didn’t realize that you’d… well, started
dating since Carol…”
Nathan
let Bill stew in his own embarrassment a few moments before bailing him
out. “We haven’t really known each other
that long but, yes, she is a very special lady.”
Nathan
quickly signed the bill while Bill tried to pry more information from him, then began to inch steadily toward the exit, pausing only
briefly to greet Janet when she joined them.
Nathan hoped they would leave him at the door but instead they followed
him out of the hotel. Nathan glanced
sharply both ways, not knowing what type of vehicle Kristin had arranged for
them to leave in. He hoped that she
recognized Noyce. Revealing their
relationship and their impending parenthood at this point might not go over
very well. Besides
Nathan wanted to enjoy some private time with her before everyone found out
about them. Nathan didn’t delude
himself that this was going to be easy.
He fully expected Admiral Noyce to have a fit even if friend Bill might
be just a little bit happy for him.
Nathan
lost Bill’s words in the sounds of a revving engine as a vintage white Mustang
convertible, top down, flew past the front of the hotel. It screeched to a halt about ten feet beyond
Nathan and the driver, a woman in sunglasses and a baseball cap, turned back to
flash Nathan a come hither grin.
Nathan
was stunned when he realized that Kristin sat behind the wheel of the American
car. “I think that’s my ride.” Before Bill and Janet could react Nathan had
moved to the car, tossed the two bags he carried into the back and jumped into
the passenger seat.
“But…
Nathan!” Bill yelled as the car pealed
into traffic, Nathan turning to give them a slight wave as they disappeared
from view.”
“I
can’t believe he didn’t introduce us!”
Bill sputtered to his wife who stood beside him with a knowing look on
her face.
“I
can’t believe that you thought he would.”
Janet soothed her husband’s ruffled feathers as she led him back into
the hotel.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
was still laughing half an hour later as they left
“Where
in God’s name did you get an American Mustang in
“It’s mine.
My first husband bought it for me as a wedding gift.”
“Alex?”
Nathan asked quietly and Kristin nodded.
“I
keep it garaged in
“Doesn’t your daughter drive it?”
“Let
Cynthia touch my car? Are you mad?” Kristin laughed at the thought. “We’ve got a couple of hours drive ahead of
us depending on traffic so if you need to stop tell me now.”
“How about you tell me where we are going?”
“Don’t
trust me, Captain?” Kristin
laughed. “Several years ago I bought a
small cottage in the village where I grew up, on the southwest coast. Cynthia stays there on weekends and school
holidays. That way she can visit her
grandparents but still have her privacy.”
“So I’m going to get to meet the parents? Should I be worried?”
“No. Mummy and Daddy go on vacation to the
“Until they find out I knocked you up.”
Kristin’s
face was solemn but Nathan could tell by the shaking of her shoulders that she
was struggling not to laugh. Finally she
could stand it no longer. “I hadn’t
thought about it in quite that way but that is exactly what happened. You knocked me up, you cad!”
Nathan
leaned over and planted a kiss on her lips.
“Thanks for not blowing the whistle with Noyce. I’m glad we can have some time alone together
before we have to face the inquisition.”
Kristin bit her lip.
“Did you know he was there?”
“I
saw him last night as we were getting on the elevator and he saw us… well he
saw me carrying you but your face wasn’t visible.”
“It’s
possible that he might know about this by the time we return. When I went down for tea this morning a
lovely American lady sat down with me and we struck up a conversation. She was very nice and in the course of the
conversation I told her about the pregnancy.
She was the woman standing with you and the Admiral so I am assuming she
was Mrs. Noyce? If she recognized me I’m
sure that she’ll tell him.”
Nathan
thought a moment. “I hope she did
recognize you. At least he’ll have a
chance to get over it before he finds me.
But that isn’t important. Today
is about me and you. Let’s get on the
road, okay?”
Kristin revved the engine. “Hold on!”
She told Nathan as she peeled out of the lay by.
*~*~*~*
The
village that Kristin called home was small but beautiful, with the smell of
salt in the air and a view of the ocean in the distance. Kristin had taken tiny roads that Nathan
would have characterized as farm tracks to reach the lovely cottage she
owned. “They’ll recognize the car if I
go through the village,” had been her explanation. After stowing their luggage in the house
they’d walked into the village. Sunset
was approaching so the streets had been almost deserted but Nathan noticed
several people nod politely to Kristin.
Her glasses and cap weren’t fooling anyone and she knew it.
They
dove into the village store just before it closed to pick up a few staples for
dinner and breakfast then headed back to the cottage. The light was growing dim so Nathan was
surprised when Kristin pulled him away from the main path and up an overgrown
trail.
“I want you to see this. This is one of my favorite places.” She told him.
The
trail ended at the steps of a small chapel set deep in the woods. The stone building was beautiful in its
simplicity. Candlelight glowed from the
windows and Kristin pulled Nathan inside
“The
chapel is actually on the manor grounds so they seldom hold services here but
the local vicar looks after the place, keeps the candles burning. My brother and I used to come here when we
were children. I played out my little
girl fantasies of getting married right here.
I suspect that James used to bring his girl friends here when I wasn’t
with him. We had some happy times here.”
“Is this where you and Alex…?”
Kristin
shook her head, a bittersweet smile crossing her face at the memory. “Alex and I were married in
Nathan moved in beside her. “Tell me?”
“I
was barely nineteen when I met Alex. He
was tall and handsome and brilliant and almost twenty years older than I but it
didn’t matter. We fell in love
instantly. Three months later we were
married. Within a year we had
Cynthia. He was a wonderful husband and
we were so happy together. He encouraged
me at every step, going above and beyond with Cynni so I could stay in medical
school. I’d just finished when he died,
a heart attack. Cynni wasn’t even three
yet. I… was pregnant when he died, so
early that I didn’t even know until I miscarried.”
Nathan
wrapped his arm around her shoulder and pulled her to him. ‘She’s
lost two children. God, she must be
terrified!’
“Kristin, are you afraid that something is going to
happen to this child?”
“Strangely enough, no. I can’t
really explain it but I know that this child will be fine. I was thinking about that on the drive down
today. The rational part of me knows
that if all the other tests came back positive the odds are that this last one
will be perfectly fine as well. I
just... feel it.”
“So…
was your next wedding here?” Nathan knew
that he was pushing his luck but he was curious.
Kristin
wasn’t ready to go any further. “No, no
more weddings here. We’d better get back
to the house before the light goes completely.”
She stood and moved out of the church, leaving Nathan to follow.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
was pleased to note that Kristin ate a hearty dinner and he prayed they
wouldn’t be seeing it again in the near future.
He suspected that a large part of her exhaustion was lack of food but
she had refused the medication that Edmund had offered. She insisted on clearing the meal away so
Nathan wandered into the cozy den. By
the time that Kristin joined him Nathan had soft music playing, candles burning
and a fire roaring in the fireplace. He
led her to the sofa then knelt on the floor beside her.
“I’ve
been thinking… I know that we are taking this slow but I’m an old-fashioned
kind of guy and I believe that when two people have a baby they should be
married.”
“Nathan…” Kristin’s voice should have stopped him
but it didn’t.
“I
know that there isn’t the stigma attached that there used to be but I don’t
ever want… I want our kid to have my name.
So what do you say? Let’s get…”
Kristin
pushed up off the sofa and walked away, leaving Nathan with a stunned expression
on his face. She walked to the front of
the house and exited, slamming the door behind her.
‘Shit Nathan! Could you have messed that up any worse?’ Nathan realized that he’d just made a huge
blunder. Who wanted to be proposed to
just for the sake of a baby? He jumped
up and ran after her.
Kristin
hadn’t gone far. The moonlight showed
her form just at the edge of the back garden.
Nathan approached her slowly.
“I’m
sorry, Kristin. I really messed that
up. I didn’t mean it the way it sounded.
I want to marry you, Kristin. No, I probably wouldn’t be proposing right
now if there wasn’t a baby on the way but I really think that we would have
ended up at this point even without the baby.
I was attracted to you the instant I saw you, I just wasn’t ready to
admit it. That didn’t happen until I
realized that you were with Zeller. I
thought I would go crazy. All the way to
your cabin I just kept thinking ‘I can’t lose her’…and then you were okay and
you let me hold you. Feeling you in my
arms was heaven. When you came back to
my cabin to play poker after it was all over, God how I wanted to kiss
you. I wanted to do a hell of a lot more
than kiss you but I wasn’t sure how you’d react. When the crew was infected by that thing on
the Liberte and you worked so hard to find the cure, I wanted to hold you, to
comfort you when you were frustrated.”
Kristin
turned to look at him. “I never
knew. I wanted you to hold me, needed
you so much, but I couldn’t ask, not knowing how much you still mourned your
wife.”
“Carol
is always going to be a part of me, Kristin, just as Alex will always be a part
of you. It just took me a while to see
that. Tell me the rest, Kristin. Tell me why you don’t want to marry me.”
“It
isn’t that I don’t want to marry you, Nathan.
I swore that I’d never marry again.
After Alex died my judgement disintegrated, at least where men were
concerned.”
“I
sort of gathered that from what Edmund said.
You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to but I’d really like to
understand.”
“How
can I make you understand when I don’t?
I married again about three years after Alex died. We were happy for a while; at least I thought
we were. We’d been married about six
years when I found out that I was pregnant.
We never talked about children but he was a wonderful father to Cynthia
and he seemed happy about the baby, but he never came near me again, not a kiss
or a touch. I tried to talk to him about
it but he always made some excuse about being busy at work. I went to the doctor when I was about six
months along and I found out that I was carrying a boy. I thought that he would be so happy and I
knew that he was at home that day so I called work and told them I wouldn’t be
back in. I got home and the servants
told me that he was in his study working.
I went to the study but he wasn’t there.
I thought that he’d had to run out so I went upstairs to change. As I was passing his bedroom I heard a noise
and I went inside. He was there, in bed,
having sex with a woman I called a friend.”
Nathan
wrapped his arms around Kristin’s waist and pulled her to him. “Don’t.
You don’t have to finish.”
“I want you to know.
I want you to understand why I doubt my own judgement.”
She
took a deep breath then continued. “I
left the room, he came after me. Not to
apologize or beg my forgiveness but to berate me for interrupting him. We argued somewhere near
the top of the stairs and the next thing I remember I was waking up in a
hospital and my baby was gone. I found
out that she wasn’t the first affair; they’d been going on practically since
the day we got married. I filed for
divorce and went on with my life, trying to deal with the reality of my son’s
death and that I couldn’t have any more children. Then I made mistake number two. He not only cheated on me but he tried to put
the moves on my fifteen-year-old daughter.
He only tried once. He’s probably
still singing soprano.”
Nathan
laughed quietly. This was the response
he would expect from the Kristin Westphalen that he’d come to know. “So you divorced him, too. Neither one of these men were good enough for
you, Baby. That isn’t your fault. Surely you’ve had some good relationships?”
“Not
since Alex. I married the first man I
dated after he died. After the second
divorce I wasn’t interested in men anymore.
I threw myself into my work and raising my child.”
“Wait
a minute. Are you telling me that on the
boat… when we… you hadn’t done that since…”
“Seven
years. But it isn’t the sex,
Nathan. The sex with you was fantastic,
at least the part I remember. I just
don’t want to make another mistake.”
“And you think that marrying me would be a mistake?”
Kristin
looked up so that she was staring into Nathan’s eyes. “No, Nathan.
I don’t think that marrying you would be a mistake. I’m just afraid that you might decide
marrying me was one.”
Nathan
cupped her cheek. “That isn’t going to
happen. You complete me, Kristin. I feel like you are the other half of me. I know that it’s scary but sometimes you have
to follow your heart.”
Nathan
brushed his lips across hers. “So much for taking things slow. Let’s…” he stopped abruptly before pulling
Kristin into his arms and striding across the moonlit lawn.
Once
they reached the cottage Nathan released Kristin to stand on the soft rug in
front of the fireplace. “Stay right
there.” He told her before running from
the room. He was back on moments, his
hands full of pillows and blankets from the bedroom. He threw them on the floor by the rug then
took Kristin’s hand and knelt in front of her.
“Kristin,
I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life trying to make you
happy. Would you do me the very great
honor of becoming my wife?”
Kristin
didn’t answer immediately and Nathan was afraid he’d misread the situation once
again but then she knelt in front of him and cupped his face with her
hand. “Nathan, I love you and nothing in
this world could please me more than to be your wife. Yes, I will marry you.”
Nathan’s
free hand rose from his side, displaying the small open box. Inside, the emerald cut diamond solitaire and
its platinum band gleamed in the firelight.
Kristin gasped.
“When did you…?”
“When I bought the dress. I used a
piece of string to measure your finger so it should fit…” Nathan slid the ring
easily onto Kristin’s finger. “So what
do you think?”
“I
think that I’m the luckiest woman on the planet and that you are the most
wonderful man.” A single tear slipped
from her eye and Nathan quickly moved to kiss it away. Another quickly followed that kiss, then another as Nathan blazed a trail to her mouth. Their lips met eagerly, rejoicing in each
other’s touch as passion flared between them.
Kristin
felt Nathan’s hands gently tugging the hem of her blouse from the waistband of
her blue jeans. “Are you sure? We can wait if you want.” He murmured in her ear as his hands stilled
at her waist.
Dark
brown eyes met deep blue eyes, sharing a look more honest than any they’d
shared before.
“I
want to make love with you, Nathan. I
want experience this with you from beginning to end… the two of us together, no
nitrogen and no ghosts. Are you
sure? You don’t have to do this if you
don’t want to.”
Nathan
answered by kissing her deeply as his warm hands slid beneath her blouse to
caress heated flesh. “God, I want…” he
breathed as his tongue darted across her lower lip requesting entrance. She opened to him gladly, his kisses washing
all her doubts away.
Only
when their lungs screamed for air did Nathan pull away from her. “Let me love you, Kristin.”
She
nodded and rested her hands lightly on Nathan’s chest, allowing him to take the
lead. Nathan reached behind her head and
slid the band from her hair. His fingers
slipped through the fiery tresses, both caressing and brushing until they
framed her face.
“I
love the way you look in firelight, the way it glints golden in your
hair.” Kristin’s breath caught at
Nathan’s words.
His
hands continued their journey; cupping her face and tracing the line of her
cheek before slipping lower to caress her neck.
His lips followed the same path, tasting what his fingers had just
caressed. Kristin melted into his hands,
powerless to move as he worshiped her with touch and taste. Her breath caught when his hands fell to the
top button of her blouse and slowly freed it. Moments later the second button
was undone, then the third. Each
successive opening revealed more creamy white flesh for Nathan to devour.
Kristin’s
hands found a purpose; undoing Nathan’s buttons just as her own had been
undone. He moved his hands to still hers
once but at her desperately whispered, “Please!
I need to touch you too…” he relented.
Nathan helped her pull his shirt tail out of his trousers before
interrupting the quest to slide her blouse down her arms and cast it
aside. His fingers sculpted her ribs as
he drew back to stare at her. He looked
so long that Kristin began to grow nervous under his gaze and drew her hands
back to shield her body.
“No,
don’t ever hide from me. Don’t you know
how beautiful you are?” Nathan’s hands
began to draw delicate patterns on the bare flesh of her stomach. Kristin arched into his touch, her eyes
closing in contentment. She arched even
further when she felt Nathan’s hands on the clasp of her bra. Nathan deftly unsnapped the closure and slid
it down Kristin’s arms. Kristin took
advantage of the break to remove Nathan’s shirt as well. They knelt staring at
each other’s bodies gleaming in the firelight until Nathan could stand it no
more. His hands returned to Kristin’s
ribs and began to rub gently up and down barely brushing the under swell of her
firm breasts. His tongue began to trace
her collarbone as her fingers threaded through the salt and pepper hair on his
chest.
“Come
here.” Nathan sat on the backs of his
legs and pulled Kristin toward him until she was straddling his lap. Kristin wrapped her arms around his neck and
smiled down at him as his tongue began making lazy circular motions around the
outside of her left breast. He slowly
worked his way in to the pebbled center and lightly touched it, tasting as if
it were a fine wine, before taking it fully into his mouth. Nathan groaned as Kristin’s hands tightened
in his hair and she rocked her hips against his burgeoning erection.
“That
feels so wonderful,” she whispered in his ear before sliding her lips down to
the sensitive spot below his ear.
Kristin tried to hang on but when Nathan began to suck her nipple she
couldn’t. Her back curved, pushing her
body into Nathan’s as her hands held onto his head, trying to push more of her
aching breast into his warm mouth.
Nathan nipped the hard peak lightly before leaving it to move to the
other breast.
By
the time her second breast had received the same loving treatment Kristin’s
hips were straining against Nathan’s as her hands roamed up and down his naked
back. Her mouth worked over his
shoulders, alternately nipping and sucking his tanned skin. Nathan groped behind him, his hand finally
finding one of the pillows he had dropped there. He tossed it behind Kristin then pushed up on
his knees. She hooked a leg around his
hip and let him guide her back to the floor.
Nathan
pressed his hips into her cradle but held his upper body weight on his elbows
as he stared into Kristin’s eyes. One
hand once again played with her hair as he enjoyed just looking at her.
“I could look at you forever.”
“Oh,
please don’t…” Kristin begged as her hands slid down his back to cup his ass,
pulling him even closer into her.
Nathan chuckled.
“Are we getting impatient?”
Kristin wailed.
“Don’t tease me, Nathan, not now.”
Nathan
relented because he could hear Kristin’s need in her voice and knew that his
was just as great. He lowered his mouth
to Kristin’s as he lowered his body, shuddering at the feel of her quivering
breasts pressed firmly into his chest.
Nathan
plunged his tongue in and out of Kristin’s mouth, matching the rhythm his hips
had set against hers. He slipped his
hand between their bodies and tugged at the snap of her jeans until it popped
open. His hand slipped beneath the band,
causing the zipper to slide down as Nathan slowly pushed his hand inside. He’d only gone a few inches when his fingers
brushed the dampness on her panties. He
pressed his fingers into her core and felt the dampness spread. Kristin was squirming beneath his touch when
he shifted his body off of hers and began to drag his mouth down her
torso.
Kristin
was on fire as Nathan drew a line of kisses between her breasts, pausing to lap
each nipple quickly before continuing his downward quest. His hands tugged gently at her jeans and she
raised her hips slightly so that Nathan could slide them over her curvy
bottom. He sat back between her legs and
once again feasted on the sight of her flushed skin as he pulled the pants off,
along with her shoes and socks.
Nathan’s
hand slipped up to caress her damp mound through her silky panties. She pushed her hips into his hand in
response, letting him feel her desire.
Nathan bent forward and Kristin caught her breath as she spread her legs
further apart but she was surprised when Nathan’s lips moved to her
abdomen.
He
traced his tongue along the barely perceptible swell of her stomach, his hands
gently rubbing the bottom of her abdomen.
Kristin couldn’t believe how erotic the feeling was. Nathan’s lips began to rub over her navel and
she heard him whisper, “Hey little one.
I’m your daddy and I can’t wait to meet you.”
Kristin
propped up on her elbow and slid her other hand into Nathan’s hair. He looked up into her eyes, electricity
flowing between them.
“Don’t
ever think that this isn’t beautiful.
This is my child in here, our baby.
Watching him grow inside you is one of the sexiest things I can
imagine.” His lips bent back to her
abdomen as her eyes began to glisten with unshed tears. Nathan couldn’t realize how much his words
were reassuring Kristin, healing a part of her damaged soul, but she knew and
loved him even more for it.
Just
when Kristin thought she could stand it no more, Nathan’s lips began to move
slowly down, past her navel, past the band of her panties, lightly grazing her
dampness before stopping to caress her inner thighs. He worked his way up one leg and down the
other, paying scant attention to her center, until she thought she would die of
want. Finally Nathan slipped a strong
hand beneath each cheek of her bottom and hooked a finger through her
knickers. He began to slowly pull them
down as he watched her face, waiting for any sign that she wanted him to
stop. Kristin simply smiled and raised
her hips to help him.
Then
she lay nude before him and Nathan moved straight to her dripping center. A short cry escaped her lips as he drew his
tongue along the length of her folds, tasting her. Her cries turned to moans as his fingers
delicately parted her and his tongue sought and found her sensitized
clitoris. One of Nathan’s hands drifted
slowly back up her body to cup and fondle her breast. Her legs fell to the side as she struggled to
get closer to Nathan’s probing tongue.
“Yes…
right there… oh, please!” She begged,
not even realizing that she was speaking but focused completely on the pleasure
Nathan was generating in her body.
Nathan pulled his tongue back to her clit and replaced it with a long
finger, then two. He pushed and probed
with his fingers and his tongue until he felt Kristin’s inner muscles begin to
contract around him. He added a third
finger and latched on to the sensitive bud, sucking it firmly but gently until
Kristin’s hips began to jerk and she began to scream. He snapped his body up, replacing his lips
with his thumb to keep up the pressure, so that he could watch her face as she
exploded around him. She screamed his
name as she came and continued to come over and over as Nathan continued to
touch and pleasure her.
Kristin
floated lazy back to earth to find Nathan propped on his elbow beside her,
staring at her face.
“That
was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
He told her as he leaned forward to kiss her lightly. Kristin captured his mouth and deepened the
kiss, thrilling at the taste of herself on his lips.
“That was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever
experienced.”
Nathan
wrapped his arms around Kristin and pulled her closer as their kisses grew more
passionate. This time it was Kristin’s
turn to loosen his jeans and slid her hands beneath. A low growl came from deep in Nathan’s throat
when she stroked his rigid shaft through his briefs.
“Lift!” Kristin commanded and Nathan quickly elevated
his hips so that Kristin could work the stiff fabric of his jeans down. Once she reached mid thigh she stopped to kiss
him again. Nathan gasped in surprise
when he felt Kristin’s knee slide up to his hip, her slender foot sliding
between his legs to rub his erection.
Kristin slowly ran her foot down Nathan’s inner leg, taking his pants
along with it. She ran her hands
lovingly down Nathan’s muscular back and slipped them beneath his briefs to cup
his firm ass, pressing his erection into her aching sheath.
“I
need to feel you inside me.” Kristin
whispered as her hands moved lower, his briefs traveling with them. Nathan flinched as they caught and pulled on
his straining erection but Kristin’s hand quickly freed him and soon they were
both lying naked on the rug.
“Oh my!” Kristin smiled at the sight of
Nathan’s erection resting between them.
She ran her knuckles carefully up and down the silky length. “I didn’t fully appreciate this in the
shower. You’re magnificent.”
Nathan
laughed at the memory. Even thought this
wasn’t the first time they’d been naked together, their previous two encounters
hadn’t allowed them time to simply enjoy looking. On the George they had both been so confused
in the aftermath. Kristin had leapt from
the bed and disappeared into the other room before Nathan had a chance to speak
much less look. By the time she’d
emerged they’d both been dressed and the sound of Crocker’s voice calling for
them had precluded any discussion. At
first the shower had been about getting Kristin warm then afterwards their
bodies had been pressed too close to look.
Nathan
watched the firelight play over Kristin’s lustrous skin as she continued to
stroke and caress him. He surged into
her hand as her grip tightened. A small
drop of white appeared on his head and she used her thumb to capture it and
smooth the moisture across his hard shaft.
“You like?” Nathan
whispered.
“Uhmmm.”
Kristin moved her knee back to hook on Nathan’s hip and flexed his
erection toward her until the head was just brushing her fiery curls. “I’d like even better if you’d put it in
here.”
Kristin immediately found herself on her back with
Nathan positioned between her legs
“I thought you’d never ask.”
Their
hands worked together to position Nathan at her entrance. Kristin’s fingers slipped lower to caress his
full sacs as he slowly lowered himself into her welcoming body, inch by inch,
his eyes never leaving her face.
A
contented smile covered Kristin’s face when Nathan finally filled her
completely. That smile quickly turned to
a frown of frustration when he didn’t move.
She thrust her hips into his and he groaned.
Nathan
began to move with slow easy strokes, enjoying the feeling of their bodies
joined together. Kristin’s hands
continued to play along his back and hips as she rocked against him in
encouragement.
“You
feel so wonderful, like warm velvet.”
Nathan whispered as he slid between her hot folds. His face contorted and he began to move
faster within her. Kristin felt the
tenseness in his muscles and lowered her mouth to nuzzle his neck as she
increased her rhythm to match his.
Nathan’s
hand slipped between their bodies and he thumbed her clit desperately, needing
to come but unwilling to leave Kristin behind. He felt her juices flow around him as her
inner muscles clenched him tightly.
Nathan felt his control slip and he began to thrust frantically into Kristin
as she screamed his name. Her body
slammed into his as she arched up in the throes of her climax and Nathan let
himself go, spilling himself inside her welcoming
body.
*~*~*~*
“Lillian!”
“Robert! I
wanted to speak to you again and you came!”
She threw herself into his arms.
“Lily,
darling, it’s time for us to go. You’ve
given up your anger. You’ve been
released. Come with me.”
“I
want to go with you Robert but… I just had to feel your touch once more. It’s been so long and I have missed you.” Her head fell against his shoulder as she
wrapped her arms around him.
“I’ve
missed you to, my sweet love.” His hand
moved to cup her face. She pursed her
lips and pressed her face towards his.
He
allowed the kiss, savoring the feel of her in his arms, flesh touching flesh
for the first time in a century. He felt
her fingers move to the zipper of the strange clothing Robert was wearing and
began to pull it down.
He stopped her.
“No, Lily. These bodies don’t
belong to us.”
“Please,
Robert.” She pleaded breathlessly. “These two people care for each other. I feel it in this woman and I know that you
feel it in this man. They would want us
to have this time together.”
“Lily…”
he tried to stop her but she’d managed to pull the zipper to the bottom and had
worked her hands beneath the shirt. His
resolve fled at the feel of her hands but he had to try one last time.
“They should have the right to decide if we…” he
moaned as her hands slid up his back.
“They
want this too, Robert. Can’t you feel
within?” He could fight her no longer.
He shrugged out of the unfamiliar uniform and quickly removed her lovely dress,
allowing it to puddle on the floor as he swept her onto the bed.
Their
passion came quickly to a head, him entering her and pressing up and down to
the sounds of her cries. He felt his own
passion coming to an end and struggled to hold back until she was
pleasured. She cried out loudly as her
climax hit. He grabbed her hand and
pulled her up and away from the bed, leaving the two bodies there writhing in
their passion.
Lillian
fought against him but he held her close and she realized that even though
they’d separated from the bodies their feelings were still intertwined. They rode the climax along with the couple,
until the man collapsed into the woman.
Lillian once again cupped her lover’s face. “Thank you, Robert. I’m ready to go now…”
She
turned back to the bed, as the sounds of lovemaking once more became
unmistakable. “Oh, Robert let’s…”
“No, my love. We’ve had our turn. This time is theirs, their destiny. Can you feel?”
Lillian’s face slowly broke into a smile. “They… they’re making a child.”
Robert nodded.
“It’s time for us to go.”
*~*~*~*
Kristin
bolted upright expecting to find herself still on the bed in the George
stateroom. She was slightly confused to
find herself on the floor of her cottage, a light blanket pooled around her
waist, the dying embers of a fire glowing in the grate. Nathan sat beside her with an equally stunned
look on his face.
“I had a dream…” they said in unison.
“Robert and Lillian?” Nathan
asked, although he didn’t need too. He
pulled Kristin into his arms and they settled back into the pillows.
“It was nitrogen narcosis, Nathan. I don’t believe in ghosts.”
Nathan
wasn’t about to argue with her when she had that tone in her voice. “Whatever you think, Kristin. I told you it was our baby though.” He silenced her protest with a kiss.
*~*~*~*
Nathan
stood at attention as Admiral Noyce climbed out of the car. Bill walked over to Nathan eyeing him hard,
paying meticulous attention to every detail of Nathan’s dress uniform.
“You
call those buttons bright?! And those
shoes polished!?! You are a disgrace to
your uniform. I ought to bust you back
down to ensign!”
“Shut up, Bill!
Nathan, you look very handsome.
Are you nervous?”
Nathan
eyed Bill closely before relaxing but Bill just waved his hand as a smile burst
out on his face.
“Not a bit. Can’t wait. Why don’t you go on inside?”
Janet left the two men alone staring at the ground.
“You realize that you’ve put me in a hell of a bad
position?” Bill finally asked.
“I didn’t mean to do that, Bill. It just happened.” Nathan shrugged his shoulders.
“But Kristin Westphalen? Nathan, the
woman is a bitch. Oh, she’s a wonderful
doctor and a hell of a researcher but she’s as cold as ice!” Even as Bill said these words his mind
flashed back to the image of the woman he now knew was Kristin in Nathan’s arms
in the elevator. She hadn’t seemed very
cold then.
“You
don’t know the woman underneath the professional exterior, Bill. She’s warm and caring… and I love her.”
“As strange as that is to me I can tell that you
do. Just be happy.”
Nathan’s
ears perked as he heard music begin to play.
“We will be happy, Bill. I know
it. I think that’s our cue.”
Nathan
stepped through the doorway of the tiny church in the forest and moved to join
the vicar at the altar, Bill following close behind.
“I
had a devil of a time arranging a special license.” Nathan whispered to Bill as they gazed down
the aisle of the empty church. As if on
cue Janet appeared with a small bouquet of flowers in her hand and walked
slowly down the aisle to join them.
“You
think you had a hard time! You should
have heard me trying to explain to the UEO that you were marrying your CMO and
you were both being allowed to stay on the seaQuest.”
“SHH!” The vicar cautioned them. Nathan couldn’t have spoken at that moment if
he’d tried because his bride had appeared at the end of the aisle.
Kristin
wore a silk and lace dress of pale pink that hung to her ankles. Her hair was arranged in an upsweep, with
roses woven in. She carried a small
bouquet of matching roses. The smile on
her face spoke volumes as she moved up the aisle to join them.
“I’m sorry you had trouble, Bill, but the practice
is good for you.”
“Practice? What do I need practice for?”
“For when you try to explain the baby!” Nathan gave a stunned Bill a wink as he took
his bride’s arm and they turned to face the vicar.
~The
End